Chapter 19 Jason
JASON
“We need to talk.”
I turn from the sink at the sound of Tyler’s voice and raise a brow. “About?”
“Tivon.”
“What about him?”
Tyler looks around to make sure we’re alone, and starts helping me wash dishes. “I need an honest answer. No bullshit. Do you think he’s hot?”
I laugh under my breath. “A blind man would find him hot. Why?”
“Because I think you’re going to be the one to get it through his thick fucking skull that he belongs here.”
“Why me?”
“I don’t know. I see the way he looks at you, and there's the way he stood up to Ari when he was treating you like shit.”
I shrug. “That doesn’t mean anything, Tyler.”
Tyler groans. “Don’t do this to me. I can’t be the only one who sees it.”
“See what?”
“He’s the missing piece, Jay.”
The plate that I was washing slips from my fingers and hits the water with a splash.
“So I’m not crazy.” Tyler gives me a funny look and hands me the plate back.
“I’ve felt this…connection to him. Especially since that day he made me leave the hospital.
I kissed his cheek outside on impulse and there was this…
” I trail off to wave my hand around and sling water all over Tyler, “spark.”
“I’m going to need you to work your magic with that sweet ass.” I can feel my face getting red and Tyler grins. “I know Ari is out of commission right now, so maybe Tivon can ease that ache.”
“Oh my God,” I groan, my face flaming hotter. “Stop.”
Tyler waggles his brows. “You’re thinking about it, aren’t you?
I bet he could have you screaming his name.
” This isn’t helping the fact that I do find Tivon really attractive.
But how the hell would I bring up something like that to Ari?
What Tyler is suggesting is insane. Tyler wipes the water from his hands and then slides one down my ass.
“Maybe we can give everyone a little push.”
“What are you talking about?” I try to act unaffected, but Tyler squeezes one of my ass cheeks and kisses my neck.
“Look, we started something before everything went to shit. If you need me to take care of something for you, I will.” Tyler’s other hand slides across my cock, massaging. “You have needs, and I’ve been dying to get a taste of you.”
“Oh, fuck,” I breathe when his hand slides into my sweatpants. I shudder from head to toe when his hand wraps around me, stroking. “We…we…we can’t do this here.”
Tyler licks up the side of my neck. “Why not? Because of Tivon? Maybe he needs to see how we get down.” Tyler nudges my chin so I’m looking at him. “Or maybe see how we go down.”
Tyler’s lips seal over mine before I can answer, swallowing my moan with a kiss.
I give up trying to fight him, because I need this.
Not just to get off. I need the closeness that comes from being with someone like this.
Almost losing everyone is still very fresh in my mind, and so is the fact that we’re still being hunted.
“Come back to me, Babycakes,” Tyler whispers against my lips. “Don’t think about anything else besides how good my hand feels.” How the hell did he know I drifted off? Tyler strokes me tighter, and I can’t stop the moan that leaves my lips. “Let me suck your cock. Right here.”
“Okay,” I reply, not giving a fuck anymore.
Tyler drops to his knees, taking my sweatpants and boxers with him.
His mouth is sliding down my cock before I have a chance to think about what we’re doing.
I hastily wipe my hands off before sliding them into his hair.
He looks up at me, and the look in his eyes is almost my undoing. “Tyler.”
Tyler’s hand twists around the base while he sucks on the head.
I’m already embarrassingly close just seeing this big strong man on his knees for me.
When he moves his hand and deepthroats me, my knees nearly buckle.
His hands latch onto my ass, moving me, encouraging me to fuck his face.
I slide my hand behind his head and pull him forward at the same time I thrust. His eyes roll back in his head, and I feel his groan against my cock.
That’s all it takes. I start moving in and out of his mouth, chasing the orgasm he’s so willing to give me.
My balls start to tingle, and I know I’m seconds away.
A noise catches my attention, and I look right into Tivon’s eyes, but that’s not all.
He’s standing there with Ari, supporting him.
Ari raises a brow at me, and I start coming so hard that the breath stutters from my lungs.
Tyler swallows everything I give him, and pulls back with a grin.
Tyler frowns when he notices my eyes are elsewhere and then follows my line of sight. “Hello, fellas.”
I pull up my boxers and sweatpants, having no clue what to do.
So I do the only thing I can think of - I run.
I push by Tivon and take the stairs two at a time, shutting myself in the first empty room I can.
I lean against it, tears gathering in my eyes.
Ari is going to be so mad at me for letting Tivon catch us like that.
I don’t even know how Ari feels about Tivon, and here I am with my cock out in the fucking kitchen.
“So fucking stupid.” Not to mention, Tivon is new around here and probably doesn’t want to see us like that.
Two soft knocks on the door have me jumping out of my skin. “Jason?” Tivon’s voice filters through the door, and I want the floor to open up and swallow me. “Will you open the door, please?” I shake my head, even though he can’t see me. “Please?”
Something in the softness of his voice has me taking a deep breath, turning around, and opening the door. “I’m so sorry.”
Tivon raises a brow, and it reminds me of what Ari did downstairs. “For what?”
I wildly gesture downstairs. “Me and Tyler. We shouldn’t have been doing that there.”
Tivon leans against the doorframe and crosses his arms over his chest. “Why?”
I throw my hands in the air. “Because you’re here, and Ari is going to be so mad.”
To my surprise, Tivon chuckles. “I’ve seen cock before, and I’m not a stranger to watching moments of passion. As for Ari, he’s not mad at you. He might be a little mad at Tyler for putting you in that position, but he’s not mad about me seeing you.”
I swallow past the lump in my throat. “He’s not?”
“No. If he was mad at you for me seeing that, would he have sent me after you since he can’t come up the stairs?”
“I guess not.”
Tivon licks his lips and lets his eyes trail down my body, then suddenly straightens. “You should go talk to Ari. He doesn’t like that he couldn’t chase you while knowing you were upset.”
Tivon spins on his heel, disappearing down the stairs and giving me whiplash in the process.
One second, he’s soft and openly checking me out, and the next, he’s clamming up.
Maybe Tyler really is speaking the truth.
Tivon wants something from us, and seems to be too afraid to ask for it.
But can I really push him out of his comfort zone? Or will I make matters worse?
I guess time will tell.
I waited upstairs like the coward that I am until I heard Gavin and Tyler leave with Tivon before going to look for Ari. I find him on the couch, scrolling through pictures on his phone. He sets it down when I sit beside him.
“Are you okay?” Ari asks.
“Yes. No. I don’t know.” I pull my leg up on the couch so I can face him. “What happened down here with Tyler should have never happened.”
Ari raises that damn brow. “Why? You know I’m okay with you being with them, right? We all agreed to it, and that hasn’t changed.”
“But Tivon saw me.” Why aren’t they getting that?
“I’m not seeing the problem, Sweet cheeks.”
“Who are you and what have you done with Ari?”
Ari chuckles and grabs my hand, rubbing his thumb across the back. “I hate that Tyler put you in that position knowing you could get caught, but you obviously needed that. I think Tivon did too.”
“He needed to see me with my dick buried in Tyler’s throat?”
Ari clears his throat and adjusts his hips, wincing with the movement. “He needed to see that we don’t mind his presence here.”
“Tyler talked to you, didn’t he?”
“He’s on a campaign for this, so yes. I’m going to ask you a question, and I want you to tell me the truth.
I won’t get mad. I just need to know how you feel.
” I nod for him to continue. “Do you want him?” I thought I could answer this question clearly if I was asked, but I find myself hesitating, looking into Ari’s beautiful blue eyes.
What if my answer hurts him? Ari squeezes my hand and gives me a soft smile. “Do you want him, Sweet cheeks?”
“It’s not that simple.”
“The answer is.”
“Yes,” I rush out and drop my eyes to my lap, only for Ari to grab my chin and lift my gaze back to him.
“Thank you for being honest. I think,” Ari pauses and blows out a breath, “I think we need to see where this goes.”
My heart nearly stops and then starts beating double time, making my watch start beeping. “I’m never going to be able to hide my reaction with this thing.”
Ari rubs his hand down my cheek. “This gives you away before anything. The watch is just an added bonus to how affected you are.”
“Why are you so okay with this?”
“Honestly? I agree with Tyler, and if you ever tell him I said that, I’ll bend you over my knee and turn that pretty ass red.”
I laugh. “You say that like it would be a bad thing.”
“Sweet cheeks,” Ari groans, his head dropping on the back on the couch. “I can’t get hard right now because it hurts too bad to move, but I’m about to risk everything to fuck you.”
“As much as I miss you inside me, I’m not risking your recovery.”
“Stop talking.”
That just makes me laugh harder, finally letting the stress of earlier go. “I miss how good you stretch me.”
Ari’s hand latches on my throat, and he jerks me closer until our lips are touching. “Stop. Talking.”
“I’m getting hard, Babe,” I pout. “Who’s going to take care of me?”
Ari licks across my top lip. “If you don’t stop I’ll strip you, shove a plug in your ass, and keep you hard all day without any relief.
But the best part? I’ll put you on display right here for everyone to see that gorgeous cock dripping.
Tivon liked what he saw. What do you think he’ll do when he sees you like that? ”
“Ari,” I moan, trying to kiss him, but he moves. The scene he’s painting is playing like a movie in my head.
Me naked, bent over the end of the couch with my ass on display, with a plug buried inside me.
It would be the first thing that Tivon, Tyler, and Gavin would see when they walked in.
Keon and Kira would join us downstairs, and we could have a repeat of what happened in Ari’s room that day only this time, Tivon would be involved.
“Are you thinking about it, Sweet cheeks?” Ari’s voice has dropped deeper, showing me how turned on he is. “Tell me what you just imagined.”
I explain it in detail, and Ari takes a deep breath. “You want Tivon to fuck you?”
“Yes. So bad.” There’s no use in hiding it now. He already asked for honesty. “I want you both at the same time.”
“Fucking hell. We have to stop.” Ari’s breathing is ragged, and I can tell he’s in pain. “Soon though, Sweet cheeks, soon.” Ari chuckles and pecks my lips. “This wasn’t the best time to start this conversation.”
“Let me get your meds.” I get up from the couch, and Ari grabs my hand to keep me from walking away.
“No matter what happens, I’ll always love you, Sweet cheeks.”
And just like that, the world is right again. I fought like hell for this man to notice me, and the intensity of which I love him scares the shit out of me. But I wouldn’t change it for the world.
Now it’s time to put a plan into action to bring Tivon fully into the fold.