26. Brogan #2
I didn’t even know why I was going down this road.
Maybe I just wanted to see if Declan was open to the possibility of ever developing feelings for her, or, if not her, somebody else.
We’d been together over a decade, but we still couldn’t do the things normal couples did, and it was all my doing.
He’d been okay to keep it secret for the sake of his career, but it’d still be fine if he came out.
Mine would not be, so I had chosen my legacy over my happiness, and more importantly, Declan’s happiness.
Before me, we’d both dated other girls. Since getting together in college, though, we’d been completely monogamous.
Maybe actually getting pussy again might have him questioning everything, including my need to stay buried deep in the fucking closet.
I didn't want to entertain those thoughts, but they were creeping into my head and wouldn’t go away.
“I'll never not want you, Brogan,” he said emphatically to me as if he knew where my thoughts had gone.
“And I'll never not want you either, Declan. Fuck, I just wish you were here right now because I'm so fucking tense.”
“I can hear it in your voice. Since I can't be there in person, maybe I can do the next best thing. Call me via FaceTime.”
I disconnected the call and logged in via the app to send him a video call. A sense of calm washed over me the moment his face filled my screen.
“Let me look at you, baby,” I said to him, and he pulled the phone away enough to show me as much of him as he could.
I recognized the furniture and knew he was in the media room, and he was wearing a pair of sweatpants while shirtless.
“How I wish I could drag my tongue over your abs and down that V-shaped ridge before—"
“Fuck, you’re making me so damn hard,” he groaned as he interrupted me.
“The very sight of you makes me hard,” I admitted.
“Do I?” he asked with a smirk. “Show me, Brogan.”
I set my phone down momentarily, then I removed my T-shirt and sweats before sitting back down. I grabbed my cell phone, angling it to where Declan could see my chest and cock, then set it against the art piece on the coffee table in front of me that held the phone so I didn’t have to.
“Goddamn, you’re not only hard, but your cock is weeping for me too,” he said and I grinned.
As he watched me with undivided attention, I fisted my cock at the base before slowly sliding my hand up to the tip where I flicked my thumb over it to collect the drops of pre cum. “Stroke yourself for me, baby.”
“I wish you were here to touch it… taste it… be fucked by it…”
“Me too, Brogan. Close your eyes and pretend that your hand is mine.”
I loved when Declan took the reins. This had been a normal occurrence back when my man had been making mostly movies because they often took him away for weeks and months at a time. We’d be relegated to “beat and retreat” until we were able to be together again.
Closing my eyes, I cleared my throat, needing whatever I could get of him to help me get myself off. “Tell me what it was like tonight with Enslee.”
“Damn, man. She was still so fucking tight, just like the first night.”
“How did it start?” I asked him as my hand started to move. I was now picturing the beautiful brunette and my gorgeous man in the bed together as if I was sitting in the corner or just off to the side watching them. “Tell me everything.”
“It started off with kissing those luscious lips of hers, then I kissed down the length of her body before I ate her fucking pussy.”
“She’s always so responsive,” I murmured. “That sweet and soft-spoken voice becomes so sexy as she begs us to fuck her.” My hand was moving faster now at the memories.
“I attacked her clit, drawing out the sexiest fucking mewling noises as I fingered her closer to an orgasm that I’d denied her initially.”
“Edging your lovers is becoming quite a habit for you,” I mused, and my cock throbbed more as I remembered Declan and me in the past in this very penthouse with my hands tied to my bed as he edged me within an inch of my goddamned sanity.
“She was so fucking hot for me. Finally, I speared her pussy with my tongue and let her come all over it.” I let out a groan and was close to spilling my own load. “Then I fucked her and even taught her how to ride a little bit.”
“Mmmm, I’ll have to try that myself.”
“Yes, you will. Finally, I flipped Enslee back underneath me and fucked her senseless. She was pretty out of it by that time.”
And I was too. My grip tightened, and I was nearly jacking my cock raw as my cum lubricated my entire shaft as it dripped steadily from the tip. “Did you think about me when you were balls deep inside of her?”
“Fuck yes, Brogan. I’d wished you were there in front of me with your large fucking cock hard and dripping for me. I’d take it into my mouth and down to my throat until we all came.”
“So close,” I groaned out as I now pictured his mouth on my shaft. My hand was a poor damn substitute, but I kept moving it, increasing the speed until my hand was moving on autopilot.
“And after you came, I’d let you bend me over and fuck my ass.”
“It’s always so tight,” I murmured.
“And you tear it open so goddamn good. You’d hit that spot inside of me, and I’d constrict down so tightly around you that you’d have to work even harder to fuck me.”
“Declan,” I groaned out, especially because I knew that feeling all too well.
“That’s it, Brogan. Remember how it feels to fuck my ass and come for me since you can’t come inside of me.
” My eyes flew open as I needed to see his face when I climaxed.
The orgasm I was racing toward was just within reach.
“And as you pull out, you’ll watch your cum drip out of my hole before you stuff it back inside of me with those long fingers of yours. ”
I let out a loud growl as his visual finally did me in. My orgasm swept over me and pulled me under, and I continued to jerk my cock roughly as my cum erupted from the tip and was now coating my groin, hand, and lower abs.
I turned to the cell phone and noticed his own hand moving. He must’ve sensed my stare because he raised his gaze to mine and grinned at me. “My favorite sight in this entire world is watching you come, baby. Now, you’ve left me with a massive fucking hard on.”
“Do you want me to talk you through one?”
I was still a bit dazed from my own, but I’d gladly leave this post-orgasmic haze to watch him come. “No, I’m going to remember watching you tonight and stay hard the entire time I’m gone. And once I return—”
“I’m going to stuff that mouth full with my cum before I bend you over to fill your ass with it.”
“I’m looking forward to it, Brogan.”
“Me too,” I said with a sigh. I glanced at the clock and knew Declan needed to go to sleep if he expected to get any rest before his early flight. “I love you so much.”
“And I love you. This nightmare will be over soon. I promise you that.”
“Here’s hoping,” I said as I picked up what was left of my drink and slammed it back. “Goodnight, lover.”
“Goodnight, baby.”
The screen went black in that moment, and I stayed where I was for several minutes before getting up to head to bed.
I took a shower and stroked myself to another albeit smaller climax.
With some of the edge now taken off, I just hoped my mind would quiet enough for me to find some semblance of rest.