Chapter 30 - Don’t Shut Me Out
CHAPTER THIRTY
DON’T SHUT ME OUT
COLSEN
Taryn is on Tucker’s arm all night.
I’m itching to go and steal a kiss, but I stay in my lane. It’s my best friend’s birthday and he should get to have the girl he likes by his side. I have no doubt that he’d do the same for me if roles were reversed.
So I spend most of the night nursing one beer and hanging out with Luke and the seniors who graduated. Vaughn and Davis join us, and the conversation inevitably turns to hockey and the upcoming summer tournament.
I also keep an eye on Mack, who’s got one of the cheerleaders on his lap. Of course Gen is nearby, watching her ex make out with his current hookup with a furious look on her perfectly made-up face.
I make a mental note to intervene if Gen decides to cause a scene, like she did on the night we met Taryn.
Talia planned an amazing party. There’s really good food and the birthday cake is delicious.
Eventually, some of our friends get into a drinking game, but my eyes stay on Taryn and Tucker. When they decide to go dancing on the main dance floor beneath the VIP lounge, I excuse myself from my teammates and follow them.
I keep my distance, not wanting to intrude, but I can’t take my eyes off the way they dance together.
Keene and Jamie’s words keep echoing in my ears. How they are sharing Bex’s love and time. They’re all going to the same team, and they’re moving in together in San Francisco.
Could something like that work between me, Taryn, and Tucker? I don’t know if Nash even wants to be a part of the equation. I like the guy, but I don’t consider him a brother the way I do Tucker. The main question is, however, could I share Taryn long term?
I keep watching them as they dance, their bodies closer and closer as they let the music guide their movements.
Every time they kiss, I wait for the bitter taste of jealousy to coat my tongue. But like it happened once before, I don’t feel jealous. I feel… hot.
Even when they step off the dance floor and Tucker presses Taryn against the wall and his hand disappears under her dress, I don’t feel the urge to rip him off my girl. I want to join them.
When I see them leave, my feet carry me out of the club’s main room and down the service hallway they go into.
I stay a few steps behind, but I want to see where they’re going.
They enter a room, and for a second I think they lock themselves inside it. But after I wait a few minutes and try the handle, I see that it’s unlocked.
Maybe I should walk away. Like I thought, Tucker and Taryn were looking for a place where they could be alone.
Tucker has Taryn sat on the desk right opposite the door that’s providing me with shelter.
I watch as he takes off her panties and then… fuck.
This is the hottest thing I’ve ever seen. My best friend is fucking our girl. Without a condom. Again, I should be jealous. And I am. But it’s more that I want to experience the same thing, rather than not wanting Tucker to be with her.
When they both fall apart, I’m so hard that I could explode. I should find a bathroom and take care of myself. I’m too worked up to calm down just by thinking about something else. And I should also go before they see me.
That thought hits me one second too late.
Taryn’s eyes meet mine. “Shit. There’s someone by the door.”
Tucker turns and sees me too. “How long have you been standing there, Col?”
I enter the small office, closing the door behind me. “Long enough.”
I brace myself for their anger. An apology is on the tip of my tongue.
“Did you like what you saw?” Taryn’s question surprises me.
“It was the hottest thing I’ve ever seen.” I say honestly.
Tucker nods, his eyes fixed on me for a long moment.
For a second, I think that this is it. He and I have been close friends from the beginning, but we’ve become closer in the past year, since Tucker has been cutting down on his partying.
We’ve never had a fight or a serious argument.
Maybe this is going to be our first fight. And I know it would be all my fault.
But rather than saying anything to me, Tucker whispers something in Taryn’s ear, and she whispers something back to him.
He nods again. “Come here, please.”
I make sure the door is closed before stepping fully into the room.
If he punches me right in the face, I’d prefer not to have any witnesses.
Taryn sits up on the desk. Her perfect tits are exposed, but she doesn’t attempt to cover herself.
It makes sense. After all, I’ve seen her naked. I’ve been inside her, I’ve slept with her in my arms all night.
She extends her hand, and after one second of hesitation, I take it.
“Have you been watching us the whole time?”
It’s my turn to nod.
“You’re right that what Tucker and I did was hot. You know what would be even hotter?”
I don’t dare utter one word, so I shake my head.
“If you kissed me too. Tucker would love to see that.”
I look at my best friend. “You would?”
“Yup. I’ve seen you kiss Taryn once or twice before, and I think I agree with what you just said about watching me with her. You two look fucking hot together. So come on. Don’t keep our girl waiting.”
Our girl.
I like the sound of that. What Keene and Jamie told me comes back to my mind, and that little seed of hope begins to take root in my chest. I close the distance between us.
Could something like they have work out between us too? I know I’m not going to have the answer to that question right now, and it’s ok.
All I want for now is to kiss her. “I’ve been dying to kiss you all night.” I whisper.
Her lips are warm and soft, slightly swollen from Tucker’s kisses.
She pulls me closer by the front of my shirt and offers me her mouth to kiss.
I don’t tease her or play with her. I slant my mouth to hers and claim her. Every brush of my tongue against hers sends a hot spark of electricity to the base of my spine.
Taryn’s hand sneaks between our bodies to feel the effect she has on me.
“Do you want me, Colsen?”
Fuck. “More than I’ve ever wanted anything.” I turn to look at Tucker, feeling his gaze burning holes in my back. “Is that what you want, Tuck? Do you want to watch me with Taryn like I just did with you?”
A wicked smile stretches his lips. “No. I want us to work together to make her come again.”
My eyes find hers. “Do you want that too, pretty girl?”
She nods, but I sense some hesitation in the way she’s tormenting her bottom lip with her teeth.
“I’m just a little messy though. I don’t know if that bothers you.”
I hadn’t given that any thought. “Not really.” I decide. “Do you want me to mix my cum with Tucker’s? Does that turn you on?”
She answers with another nod.
Her dress is bunched up around her waist, leaving her pink, bare pussy exposed.
I kiss Taryn again, but this time I trace her smooth slit with my gentlest touch until I find her entrance and gather some of Tucker’s cum on the tips of my fingers.
“Does he taste good mixed with you?” I whisper, offering her those fingers to lick.
Taryn keeps her eyes on mine as she licks my fingers clean. I’m so turned on, so rapt with the warm softness of her mouth, that I had almost forgotten that Tucker was here.
“Fuck,” he rumbles. “That’s seriously hot.”
Despite the fact that he and Taryn were just done having sex, my best friend looks as hard as I am in my jeans.
I look at him and our girl. “How do you want us to make you come, Taryn?” I ask her.
But the answer comes from Tucker. “You watched me and Taryn fuck; I think it’s only fair that I get to watch you with her, too.”
“Is that what you want too?” I know Tucker would never insist on something unless Taryn was on board, but I would never assume something like this.
“Yes. I want you, Colsen. And I don’t want Tucker to just watch. I want to be with both of you.”
Jesus. Her words paint a few possible pictures in my mind. Those alone could make me blow my load on the spot.
I follow her movements with intent eyes as she pops the button of my jeans, freeing my hard, aching cock.
“There’s just one problem, pretty girl. I didn’t think we’d end up in this situation in a million years. And since it’s Tucker’s birthday, I was sure he’d call dibs on spending the night with you. So I didn’t bring any protection.”
“Tucker didn’t either.” She says. “And I’ll tell you the same thing I told him. I’m clean and I’m on birth control. I trust you if you trust me.”
The fact that she’s putting the same trust in me that she put in Tucker’s gives me hope that maybe there’s a way that this won’t end in heartbreak for either of us.
“I trust you, Taryn. And I want you to know that I’ve never trusted anyone this way. I’ve always used condoms before.”
I grab her slender waist, pulling her forward so that her perfect ass is on the edge of the desk.
“Not so fast.” Tucker’s voice stops me in my tracks. “Taryn said that as the birthday boy, I get to decide how this plays out.”
I look at her, and she confirms it with a nod of her blond head.
“Sweet girl,” I chuckle. “Putting Tucker in charge is always dangerous. I thought you’d figured that out by now.”
“Shut the fuck up.” There’s no heat in Tucker’s tone. “And lower your pants and sit your big ass on that desk.”
I do as I’m told as he helps Taryn off the desk. “Now Taryn will sit on you.”
If I expected her to straddle me, I’m surprised when Tucker directs her to turn her back to me.
My eyes slam closed as I’m engulfed in her warmth. Her own arousal and Tucker’s cum make her so wet that I find no resistance and sink into her until she’s sitting on my thighs.
“You ok, pretty girl?” I check.
“More than ok. You feel so good, Colsen.”
That’s all the encouragement I need to start moving, thrusting my hips into her as she grinds down on me.
Every time I press into her as deep as this position allows, sparks of charged heat travel from the base of my spine to my balls and down my shaft. I’ve never felt anything so good before.
Another thing that’s completely new to me is having an audience.