12. Mattea
Chapter Twelve
MATTEA
One Week later…
The Dominican Republic was a beautiful country.
It was my first day here and I already couldn’t get enough of all the water that looked so much better than California beaches.
I kept a good distance between me and Ream.
I didn’t like how good he made me feel. I also had my own set of problems going on back home and didn’t like leaving on bad terms. It felt like everyone except my brothers was upset with me and I wanted to make the shit right when I touched back down in three days.
Tomorrow was the day of the meeting, so today I planned on doing nothing but sight-seeing and shopping.
I made a big bag from the hit I took care of with Chad, so today would be nothing but shopping and tasting good food.
Ream hadn’t said much to me, and I liked it that way.
I was even more pleased to know we had two separate suites.
I refused to be alone with him again. I never let a man place his private parts on mine, Ream had me waking up in the middle of the night playing with myself.
That night he ate me out and slid his meaty dick between my slit, I caught myself from telling him to slide it all the way in.
I woke up the next morning craving his presence and wishing he spent the night.
I made a vow that I wouldn’t get caught up in no shit like that again with him.
I was twenty-four and my birthday was in two months.
I still was learning myself as a woman and coping with mental issues that sometimes left me depressed and stuck.
I went through mood swings that required solitude.
Some days I didn’t want to be bothered or talked to.
I didn’t want people looking at me, hell I didn’t even want to be a part of the world sometime.
That’s how I knew that I could never work a regular job and be amongst regular people.
My anxiety and depression would get the most of me on a good day.
I would sit in my house with dark negative thoughts, not answering the phone.
Darkness, solitude, and quietness would engulf me and comfort me.
Being different was sometimes hard to accept, but once you grew accustomed to it things became normal for you.
I didn’t mind going two or three days saying absolutely nothing.
My weight was up and down because some days I was too fucked up to even eat.
Walking into my suite, I enjoyed the view that captivated me.
I was right on the water, there was a sliding glass door that led to the perfect white sand.
There was a mini bar set off to the right with different expensive liquors and champagnes, and a full kitchen and living room area.
When I made it to my room it was as I imagined it to be.
I had floor-to-ceiling windows with a circular king bed that sat in the middle.
The view was the same as the living room area.
I closed the curtains and undressed. I couldn’t decide what I wanted to do first but since my stomach was cursing me out, I decided to find a good restaurant to eat alone at.
I stepped inside the shower and allowed the water to run all over my body as I hummed.
I already sweated my hair out, so I decided to get it wet and rock my kinky curls.
I planned on hitting the beach and enjoying the water.
The weather was hot and humid, being in another country reminded me of all the times my father and I would travel.
He would take trips with all of us and then let each one of us pick a place we wanted to go to.
One thing I couldn’t deny about growing up was we all were spoiled each one of us.
My father always took the time to listen to us and school us about things we needed to know for when we became adults.
His temper was short, patience very thin but he made sure we had all the tools to be able to step into the real world and survive without him.
I finished my shower and stepped out looking at myself in the huge mirror.
I was really beautiful as hell. I often wondered how could someone so beautiful be so conflicted and have so many issues.
I was considered plus size, my body resembled Megan the Stallion’s body my thighs were just a little thicker.
I had a small stomach on me and perfect size breasts.
I was tall in height, so my weight balanced out.
My hair had shrunk from it being wet so now it went a little past my shoulders.
I wrapped the thick dry-off towel around my body and decided to tackle my hair first. I had a headband that Kayori had bought me a few months ago.
I didn’t know what I would match it with since it had rhinestones all over it.
Today though, I was rocking a two-piece yellow swimsuit with a scarf to wrap around my lower half to cover all this ass.
I didn’t want any unnecessary attention from men staring and lusting after my nice-shaped butt.
Walking out of the bathroom to rummage through my suitcase, I smelled him before I saw him.
Looking up at Ream, he sat comfortably on my bed with nothing on but swim trunks.
“What kind of soap do you bathe with? That shit smells good as hell.” He smiled and licked his lips causing my pussy to clench. I rolled my eyes and became annoyed with his presence.
“You didn’t possibly think you were going to dodge me this whole trip? I thought you would keep me company?”
“You can’t just let yourself into my room.” I continued to make my way to my suitcase that lay on the floor wide open. I cursed myself cause the towel was short as hell stopping right underneath my ass, soon as I bent down, he would get a good view of everything I was working with.
“Why not pretty girl?’ his voice dropped low.
“Don’t call me pretty girl.” I rolled my eyes and moved my suitcase to the left so I wouldn’t have to bend over in front of him.
I wanted my ass to be exposed to the wall and not him.
Watching him stand up and my stomach did flips.
Ignoring him I hurried up and got my small accessory bag that held my skincare and hair products.
When I stood up straight, I felt him behind me, before I could move, he gripped my hips and kept me in front of him.
“I’m gone call you what I think you are. Matter of fact, I’ll start calling you beautiful. Reaper is too harsh of a name for a woman with big beautiful gray eyes that twinkle at night when you staring in them.” He kissed my shoulder, and I tensed up.
“Look Ream, I don’t know what you think you gon’ get from me.
I have nothing to give but hard work and killing muthafuckas for you, so, Reaper is sufficed enough.
What happened the other week was a mistake; we both were horny.
I have no plans of mixing business with pleasure.
” I jumped a little at the feeling of his dick jumping behind me.
I quickly moved out of his embrace and made my way right back to the bathroom to tackle these curls before they started to frizz up.
I knew he was behind me following closely.
I could even imagine him giving that cocky dumb smile he gave like he just knew he could have his way.
“If I want you, I can have you. Right now, I just want your friendship and companionship on this trip. If you are scared of, The Ruler, I can control him. It’s nothing for me to snatch one of these Dominican women up and have them in my bed tonight.
I just came in here to see if you wanted to hit the beach and bring you an outfit I picked out that’s in the living room for you. ”
“I don’t need you dressing me but thank you for the offer.
In you’re all the way wrong, see you wanted me bad last week.
I allowed you to have me because those thick-ass lips were a weakness of mine.
If I let you taste me again, you would only want more of me.
I love the feel of a good orgasm just like I love busting my fuckin’ gun.
” I stopped applying the leave in conditioner and dropped my towel and walked up close to him to fuck with his head.
“You really fine as fuck Ream, the feel of your lips wrapped around my clit felt amazing. You were the best to ever give me some head. What I liked most about it was the audacity and boldness. The last man that tried to pull his dick out to place near my treasure didn’t make it out my house alive.
I guess it was just something so sexy and perfect about the curve and birthmark on top of your dick that made me allow you to place it so close to this tight wet tunnel.
” I rubbed my nipples as he licked his lips, and then I slowly traced my hand down the center of my breast down to my center and dipped my fingers inside.
“You got me wet from the smell of you and the boldness you keep giving off. You got big dick energy and I like that shit as much as you love the taste of me.” I rubbed my wet index finger and middle finger around his lips as he stuck his tongue out and licked my fingers clean. Taking my hand away, I smiled.
“That’s where it stops though. I have nothing to offer you.
I have mental issues that you are already aware of, you looked so deep into me, remember?
You don’t have to rebuttal and say you don’t want more from me because men like you always want more once they find a woman that matches the same energy as them.
You’re attracted to me because of my persona, the way I carry myself, and because I don’t fear you for shit.
You shouldn’t be attracted to me though Ream, I’m internally not good for one’s health.
You will never be able to break me, control me and get me to play the tunes of your favorite fucking song. ” We stared at each other in silence.
Check mate bitch. I smiled in the mirror and played in my hair a little before placing the headband on.
Once I turned away from the mirror, Ream was now right in front of me.
Looking at me seriously before picking me up off my feet and sitting me on the counter, he licked the spot he had left a huge hickey at from the last time and bit down hard causing me to squeal and try to move his head.
The more I tried to move him the more he stay locked onto my neck.
Finally releasing my neck, he replaced the pain with pleasure by licking my nipple and thumbing my clit.
My head fell back in ecstasy, and I could feel his eyes glued to my face.
“You think you got me all figured out, you’re close to being correct.” He chuckled and kept massaging my sensitive bud. I hated that he threw me off my square and I couldn’t focus or protest for him to move.
“See the thing is beautiful, you gotta stop turning me on so much and intriguing a nigga first. Cause if I do decide I want a bad bitch on my arm, so far, you fitting that description and that means a lot because I don’t convince women for a living that I like or want them.
They tend to get too attached and emotional.
” He licked my neck and then nibbled on my earlobe before grabbing the back of my head and kissing me.
When he released my mouth, he placed his forehead against mine.
I was so close to cumming my toes started to cramp up from anticipation.
“If I was to get you hypothetically speaking, I wouldn’t break or change you baby.
You gone want to be daintier and sexier because I’m fucking you properly.
I ain’t even gotta force your hand at your virginity because when the time comes, you gone beg and plead for me to enter you.
” Removing his fingers from my clit, I felt like dying.
I wanted to beg him to not stop. He pulled his perfect-looking dick out and replaced his fingers with his mushroom tip.
Jacking it off and circling my clit with the tip he brought me to a powerful orgasm.
I gripped his broad shoulders for support as my legs wrapped around him to keep him still and released everything I had.
He nutted all on my thick thigh and smiled while tucking his dick back into his swim trunks. He coolly walked away and out of my room leaving me fucked up about what just happened again.