Chapter 4
Casper
I can see I’ve left her speechless. I’m surprised at myself, even. I don’t like people being close to me, in my personal space. But whatever it is about Mary, I can’t just let it go. And I know it isn’t going to go away.
“I just want you to know where I stand in this. I plan to make you my woman. I’m in it for the long haul. I will be there for you in any and every way that I can. If that means we have a dozen foster kids, then that’s what we do. I want to do whatever it is to make you happy.”
I can see she is still floundering. I am shocked at myself. But this feels right, and I’ll never let her go. I may pretend like she has a choice, but she really doesn’t. She’s mine, and though it may take time, she will figure it out eventually.
“How can you even say all this? You don’t even really know me. We barely just met. What happens when you decide a month from now that I’m just a pain and you want to get rid of me?”
“First, you are not a pain and never will be. Don’t say that. Second, I will never want to get rid of you. You are literally the only air I want to breathe.”
Her eyes go soft when I say this. But it is true. I want her to be with me forever. And she will be. But it might take her some time to get on board with this. I will keep telling her as much as she needs to hear it. But I will also show it to her in every way I can.
“How about we take it a day at a time, Casper?” she says.
“The only time I’ve ever had a long-term relationship was with my ex-husband.
It didn’t turn out well for Gemini, or me.
It’s hard to fathom that level of trust only to have it horribly broken.
I want to consider us as being together, but my brain won’t shut off that fear. ”
“That’s OK, babe. We will take it slow. As long as we are heading towards forever, we can take all the time you need. Now, if you don’t want anything more to eat, let’s get out of here.”
Helping her out of the booth, I leave some money on the table, take her hand, and leave.
Jumping on my bike, I wait for her to wrap her arms around me before pulling out. I don’t hate this one bit, having Mary flush against my back with her arms tight on my stomach. I can feel her fingers tracing a small pattern on the muscles there. Yeah, I may be fifty-one, but I keep myself fit.
We continue to ride around until I guess her ass is starting to go numb, before aiming towards her house. In the driveway, I shut down my bike. Mary starts to climb off, so I snatch her around the waist and pull her into my lap, straddling me.
“Loved spending time with you, babe. Getting to know you.”
“I loved it too. Thank you for taking me on an amazing date. I had a great time with you. Who knew riding would be so great? Maybe I’ll even get a bike of my own.”
“No, babe. You are on my bike, always.”
Leaning in, I place a soft kiss on her luscious lips. I take my time, learning the contours of them before deepening the kiss. She opens for me, and I thrust my tongue in. I probe the depths of her warm, inviting mouth, our tongues clashing together.
My cock grows quickly. I know she can feel its rigid length.
Her pussy is so hot over it, burning my dick.
Then she grinds down on me once. Twice. On the third time, she starts to shudder, and I know she is coming, so I grind her pussy onto my cock harder.
I continue to do this, and it prolongs her orgasm.
She leans her forehead into my chest and just lies there for a few minutes.
“You OK, babe?” I ask as I hug her close.
“Oh, um, I’m OK. Thank you. I can’t believe I did that. Did you, um, want me to, um, to do something for you?”
“There will be plenty of time for me. This went a little farther than I anticipated. When it is my turn, I know I will love it. But until then, let’s get you inside. I think we just gave the neighbors a show.”
Mary’s face turns red in an instant. “Oh, my God! I can’t believe I forgot where we were! I’m sure Mabel will have seen. I’m so embarrassed.”
“There’s nothing to be embarrassed about. It makes me incredibly happy to know I can make you forget where you are. It’s a major turn on to me for you to be able to let go.”
“But we are outside, Casper!”
Chuckling, I tell her, “I hate to tell you this, but all the guys in the club are a bunch of kinky bastards, me included. Having an orgasm outside is alright. Just wait until you come to one of the club’s parties. You’ll see all kinds of things. Some of the guys even like to share a woman.”
Her face flames hotter. I’ve never seen quite that shade of red on a person before. It’s cute that she still has some innocence in her. I’ll dirty her up, though.
“Come on, let’s get you inside before I decide to take you right here on my bike.”
Almost reluctantly, she climbs off me and the bike with my help. Getting off, I grab her hand and lead her to the front door.
Pulling the keys out of my pocket, I open it for her. Giving her the keys back, I nudge her into the doorway. Claiming her lips again, I bring my hand up to her throat and squeezing slightly. Her pulse kicks up a couple of notches, and she lets out a little moan.
She likes it. Good to know. I love that she is interested in this.
Pulling back, I look down at her bemused expression and give her one more brief kiss, savoring her taste. It’s one that I will always want on my lips. Then I step back and wait.
“Close the door, babe. I won’t leave until you do. And make sure you lock it.”
“Good night, Casper. Thank you for the amazing night.”
“You’re very welcome, beautiful. It was my pleasure. Message me when you get up.”
She agrees before closing the door. I wait until I hear it lock before turning back to my bike.
Getting on, I ride to the clubhouse to see what is going on there. Sliding onto a stool at the bar, Tommy hands me a beer.
“Haven’t seen you all night, Casper.”
“No, you haven’t. What’s happening around here?”
“Nothing unusual. The guys are having a good time as always.”
“Perfect.”
“Let me know if you need anything.”
“I will,” I tell him before wandering off to see what the guys are up to. I sit out by the fire with everyone and watch the brothers have their fun, thinking about Mary and how much I want her to like all of this.
Just then, Jaycee starts swinging her hips, coming my way. I swear this girl won’t stop.
“Hey, Casper. Do you want some company?” Jaycee says as she starts to straddle my lap.
I put my hand up, preventing her from sitting on me. “I do not. I’ve already told you that if I want anything, I will let you know. I will say it one more time. Do not touch me without permission. You don’t have it. Stay the fuck away from me unless there is a reason.”
“I thought fucking was a good reason.”
“Except I am not interested in fucking you, any part of you. Now do as I said and leave me alone.”
Huffing, she flounces off. Swear to God, she is pushing her luck with me.
Roscoe looks at me. “Dude, she’s had the female equivalent of a hard on for you for some time now. You finally telling her to leave your dick alone?”
“I didn’t even know she was trying to get more from me until Finn said something the other day. What the fuck is up with these damn girls lately? They are starting to reach above themselves.”
Roscoe laughs. “It’s true. First Shelly and now Jaycee. I’m starting to worry that there won’t be anyone left to fuck. Shit. Makes me wonder if they are trying to trap a brother. Don’t worry. I will keep an eye on them, make sure they can’t claim an accidental pregnancy or something.”
Fuck! I didn’t even think of that. At least not in a while. But I think there is an absolute cause for concern with some of these girls. I’ll keep my eye out too.
“I will as well. And trust me, it won’t be me. That’s for sure.”
“How’s Mary?”
“We went out tonight. She’s doing great, and we had a good time.”
“Are you going to make it permanent? Make her your Ol’ Lady?”
“I plan to. I have already told her that she’s mine and that we can take it slow but just know that this is a done deal for me. She has her reasons, but she will come around. I have no doubt.”
“That’s awesome, brother. Congrats. Have you talked to Hydra or Gemini about it yet?”
“I haven’t yet. Wanted to see if she decided to go on the date with me. But since she took that chance with me, I will talk with them tomorrow.”
“Yeah, I’m sure they’ll want to know. Especially Gemini. She was so excited getting to see her. I know she carries a lot of guilt, but Gemini has come a long way when it comes to Mary. Doesn’t hurt that Mary is such a sweet person.”
“Mary is a great person all the way around. Whatever happened, it just clicked for me when I saw her. I just knew she was going to be mine.”
“I think that’s great. Really, I am happy for you.”
“Thanks, man. I’m happy too.”
Looking around at what everyone is doing, I notice Jaycee standing off to the side watching Roscoe and me talking. What the fuck is she doing?
Deciding not to pursue it at this time, I let my eyes wander around to everyone else while chatting with Roscoe.
Angel comes by to see if either of us wants company. Roscoe pulls her in his lap and starts playing with her tits that are spilling over. She has well more than a handful. She moans as he teases her.
Before meeting Mary, I’d have been interested in getting my dick sucked by Angel. But now I can’t think of anyone else I’d want near my dick for a quick fuck or suck. Only Mary will do for me.
“Get down and suck me, Angel. Get me hard. Then get back up here and bounce on my cock,” Roscoe instructs.
She falls to her knees and takes his dick out before sucking it into her mouth. As she is doing this, Roscoe continues his discussion with me. It’s funny how we all seem to do this: let a bunny suck us while having normal conversations.
Just goes to show how fucked up we are. We are who we are.
I get a lot of thinking done during the parties. I wonder if Mary would want to live here. I might have to buy a house for us. Especially if she wants to foster more than one kid. With her heart, I don’t doubt that she will be open to that.
Maybe we can build something on club property. That might be the way to go for all the guys starting families. I’ll bring it up at church next time.
“Later,” I tell Roscoe as I get up to go to my room.