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When we reach my bedroom, I press her up against the wall, her legs still locked around my waist as I devour her mouth with mine.
My erection strains against the denim of my jeans, and if I get any harder I’m sure I’m going to bust through the zipper completely. I’ve never had a woman make me so hard before. She’s ignited something inside me that no one else ever has. She was made for me, and I her.
“You make me crazy, princess,” I say against her lips.
I rock my hips into her, loving the moan that falls from her lips when I do. I can practically feel her pussy throbbing against me, the heat of her soaking through our clothes. I want to drive her as wild as she makes me.
Her fingers wind into my hair as she deepens the kiss, her tongue fighting for dominance against mine.
Breaking the kiss, I pull away, taking a step back. “Strip for me.”
Her cheeks redden, her teeth sinking into her bottom lip as she starts peeling away her clothes one by one. It’s torturous, and I can feel my restraint slipping, the urge to touch her too strong. She doesn’t take her eyes off mine for even a second. She must see the hunger in them as I watch with rapt attention as each layer drops to the floor to pool at her feet, leaving her completely naked before me.
She’s come a long way from our first time together in terms of confidence. She no longer hides from me. Gone is the flicker of uncertainty in her eyes. Gone is her self-consciousness.
I trace the scar on her belly with my finger while guiding her chin up to me with my other. “You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen, princess.”
I seal my words with a kiss, desperate for her to know just how much she means to me.
I bring us closer to the bed and flip her around, pressing against her back so she’s forced to bend over the bed with her ass in the air. “This okay?”
She nods. “Yes.”
“Tell me what you want, princess, and I’ll give it all to you. Tell me what you want me to do to you.”
“I want you to lick me,” she pants.
“Where?” I trail my fingers down the crease of her ass, steadily inching towards her pussy that’s soaked for me. “Here?”
She whimpers, her thighs quivering. “Yes.”
“You want my tongue on your pussy?” I press, dipping a finger inside her warmth.
“Yes!” she cries.
“Then what? What else?”
“I…” She shakes her head, pressing her face into the mattress. “I can’t say it.”
“Why?”
“Because I don’t want you to think I’m a freak.”
Now I’m even more intrigued. “Tell me, baby.”
“I… I want you to… fuck me, Alec. I want it rough and hard and deep and bruising. I want to feel you everywhere… I want you to use me. I want you to mark me as yours.”
“Why would I think you’re a freak for wanting that?” That sounds pretty fucking good to me.
My finger slips out of her as she shifts to sit on the edge of the bed, bringing the throw blanket around her naked body. “Because of what they did to me. I don’t want that, but I want you to take control, to be rough with me.” She fidgets with her fingers in her lap, her eyes refusing to meet mine. “It’s hard to explain because I feel like I shouldn’t want it that way after what they did, but I trust you, and I know you won’t hurt me, but I still feel embarrassed by wanting it.”
I crouch in front of her, tilting her chin up, forcing her to look at me before taking her hands in both of mine. “Never be ashamed of what turns you on, princess, there will never be any judgement on my part and I will always give you what you want. By you giving me control over your body, it gives you the most power in this entire dynamic. I’m your puppet, princess, you pull the strings, and you control what happens here. Remember, they have no place in your mind or in this bedroom, not when it’s just you and me.” I lean forward, pressing a kiss to her forehead. “I would hurt myself before I ever hurt you.”
“I know.”
I tip her chin up, and I can’t help but smirk. “So, princess, you want to be my dirty girl?”
“Mm-hm.” She nods.
“You want me to fuck you hard, baby?”
“Yes, please.” Her voice is barely a whisper.
I take her mouth with mine, my tongue sliding into her mouth to tangle with her own, my fingers diving into her hair. “All in good time. First, you need to be punished.”
Her head snaps back. “What for?”
“For doubting how much you mean to me. For thinking you’re not enough and for being ashamed of what you want.”
Rising to my feet, I guide her up with me, the blanket falling away from her body with ease. I spin her around so her back is against my front.
“Kneel on the edge of the bed, baby and spread your knees apart for me.” She does what I say, crawling onto the mattress, widening her knees, readying herself for what’s coming.
I give her ass a sharp slap before dropping to my knees, spreading her ass cheeks to allow me room before diving face-first into her pussy, my tongue dancing over her swollen clit that has her screaming above me.
“Alec!” she cries. Her hand comes around and presses me further against her pussy as I lap her up.
I can’t get enough of her.
Her scent, her taste and her moans are all around me, intoxicating my senses to the point I’m starting to feel drunk.
Drunk on her.
Her arousal coats my face as I piston my tongue inside her, using the pad of my finger to rub her clit enough to have her motoring towards her release.
Her pussy convulses so I know she’s close, and just as she’s about to fall off the edge, I pull back.
“No,” she groans.
“Still think edging isn’t a punishment, princess?”
I give it a few more seconds before diving back in, working her up to her climax before taking it away from her. I do this over and over, denying her orgasm until her arousal drips down both her thighs, her entire body shaking.
“Alec, please,” she begs. “I can’t…”
Standing back up, I kick off my shoes and rid myself of my jeans and underwear.
I swipe my hand through her wetness before using it to coat my dick. I give it a couple of strokes before I align the tip with her entrance, pushing all the way in to the hilt.
She cries out when I fill her, at the same time a groan rumbles up my throat. With one hand on her hip and the other on her back, pinning her to the mattress, I begin to move, pulling out slowly only to shove back in all the way.
I fuck her roughly, my balls tingling as something primal inside takes over me, the overwhelming need to possess this woman in every single way possible, the mantra repeating over and over inside my brain… Mine… Mine…
I haven’t dared taking her this hard before now, scared I’d push her too far or hurt her, but by the sweet moans and sounds of her pleasure that fall from her lips every time I fill her balls-deep, I know she’s loving this just as much as I am.
The sounds of skin slapping together has me thrusting harder, and I can’t help but watch how my cock disappears inside her, the soft flesh of her ass rippling with every shift of my hips.
I lean over her so my mouth hovers next to her ear. “You like it like this, princess? Letting me take all of you?”
“Yes!” she cries, fisting the bed sheets so hard her knuckles are turning white.
“You’re doing so well, baby.” My words of praise have her clenching around my dick like a vice.
After a few more thrusts, I pull out, flipping her over so she’s on her back. I throw her legs over my forearms so they dangle either side of me before sinking back in, this new angle hitting deeper than before.
We’re nose to nose as I move inside her, the heat in her eyes reflecting in my own.
“Fuck,” I moan as she clenches around me and it has my balls tightening, my dick aching to fill her up with my cum and mark her as mine.
Her hands dive into my hair and tugs me down to smash her mouth onto my own, her tongue lashing desperately against mine. My mouth eats up her moans as I lick into her mouth, savouring the sweet taste of her.
Her hips buck to match my thrusts as she searches for her release, her fingernails biting into my ass to draw me in deeper and I know she’s getting close, as am I.
“I want you to come with me, princess. Fall off that ledge and I’ll catch you,” I say against her mouth and she whimpers, her legs trembling around me.
“Alec…”
“Let go, baby,” I whisper, and my words are enough to send her spiralling.
She cries out as her orgasm crashes through her body, and as she falls apart around me, the cries of her pleasure like music to my ears, I detonate.
I explode inside her. I bury my face in her neck, a strangled groan rumbling through my chest as I come harder than I think I ever have before.
She clings to me as I ride us through our orgasms, my thrusts gradually slowing until my body stills. I stay buried inside her and gather her into my arms, cradling her as she comes down from her high.
I press a kiss to her neck as something wet hits my cheek. Pulling back I notice her eyes glassy, a tear dripping from the corner of her eye. “Sierra? What’s wrong?”
I go to move off her, worried I took it too far but she clings to me tighter, locking her ankles behind my back, halting my movements.
“Don’t move, please,” she whispers.
“Why are you crying, baby? Did I do something?”
She shakes her head. “I’m just so happy. Being here with you… I can’t remember when I felt like this. For months I’ve hated looking in the mirror, looking at my scars, feeling as though the girl reflected back wasn’t really me. But when you look at me they way you do, I wonder what I was worried about.”
“You have nothing to worry about, baby. You’re as beautiful as the day you bumped into me in that hallway, even more so. Your scars don’t define you, and I will kiss every single one until you believe that you’re as beautiful I see you.”
“You make me so happy, Alec. You make me feel alive.”
I swallow the lump forming in my throat and I swipe the tears from her face with my thumb.
“That’s all I’ve ever wanted to do, princess. And I will for the rest of our lives, if you’ll let me.”
Her eyes sparkle as she gazed up at me. “Our lives… I like the sound of that.”
I smile. “You’d better, because there’s no way I could ever let you go. It’s you and me forever.” But I don’t think forever will ever be long enough.
∞∞∞
An unfamiliar alarm rouses me from a deep, contented sleep and it takes me a moment to figure out that it’s coming from my phone.
I groan as I carefully manoeuvre a sleeping Sierra off my chest as I reach for it.
It’s a motion detection alert to say that someone’s outside the house. My heart lurches as I click on the camera feed from where the alert was triggered, finding two men dressed in black with their faces covered trying to get inside the house.
“Fuck.” I swing out of bed, and I’m dressed and pulling out my gun in less than thirty seconds.
“What’s wrong?” Si asks sleepily with a yawn.
“Get dressed. Now,” I say.
Si’s head snaps up. “Why? What’s happening?”
“Someone’s trying to break in.”
She gasps, scrambling out of bed, searching for her clothes that are strewn across the bedroom floor. “Is it him? Has he found us?”
Austin. The unspoken name hangs thick in the air, and I think deep down we both know the answer.
“I’m not sure, but if it is he’s not getting within an inch of you.” I pull out a Glock 19 from the nightstand and hand it to her. “The clip is full, it holds fifteen rounds. It’s lightweight and easy to shoot. Anyone comes into this room besides me, you don’t hesitate for a second and you shoot the son of a bitch, okay?”
Her chin trembles. “What about you?”
I cup her face. “Don’t worry about me. This is what I was trained for.” I lean in and press my lips to hers before heading for the door.
“Alec, promise you’ll come back to me.”
I look over my shoulder, and smile. “I promise, baby. Now don’t leave this room, I’ll come for you.” The last thing I see before I leave the room is the tear that trickles down her beautiful face.