Chapter Eight #2
He keeps his fingers spread while rubbing my clit again, and pleasure shoots through me so intensely my back arches off the bed. The sting of the stretch and the pressure on my clit blur together until I can’t tell where one ends and the other begins. Every nerve ending in me burns for him.
“Please,” I plead again.
“No,” he says simply. “You don’t get to decide.”
Zander works me, but he does it in a way that keeps me on a level where he doesn’t ease off the pressure enough for me to get any relief, but he also doesn’t push me hard enough that I get to come.
I am desperate for relief. I feel like I’m going mad.
I want to scream at Zander to stop, or not stop, or just fucking do something.
But there’s another part of me. A part of me that wants to submit to his will, to trust that he knows how far he can push me.
I want to have my limits tested and Zander is the perfect partner for that.
As though he can read my mind, Zander bends down and runs his tongue over one of my nipples.
It springs to life under his warm tongue, and he sucks it into his mouth and keeps sucking.
Just when I start to relax, he bites down on it.
It’s not hard enough to hurt, not really, but it’s enough to make me yelp and it’s enough to have a shiver of pleasure go through my whole body.
I hear myself moaning Zander’s name and he releases my breast and looks down on me. He smiles, that sexy smirk that makes my heart beat faster. He runs his lips over mine, leaving me wanting more.
“Kiss me,” I whisper against his lips, and he claims my mouth, pulling my naked body against his, his hard cock pushing against my stomach.
He pushes me back and spreads my legs.
“Wait,” I say breathlessly. “What about protection?”
“I’m not going to use a condom with you, and I doubt that you are on birth control,” he says, his voice dark with desire.
Before I could even respond, Zander presses his fingers against my clit and then pulls them backward through my slit and across my pussy, spreading my juices everywhere.
He moves his hand briefly to his cock, which is rock hard, the flushed tip wet with pre-cum as he positions it between my still trembling legs.
“This won’t be the sweet, soft lovemaking you wanted for your first time,” he says quietly.
“What do you know about what I wanted?” I say.
“Good,” he growls.
Without waiting, he slams it into me, pushing himself all the way in, in one violent thrust. The pain nearly blinds me at first, but within seconds pleasure starts bleeding through it.
“Jesus, you are so tight,” he whispers in a low deep voice, digging his fingers into my hips as he is guiding me, teaching me how to fuck.
He leans in and runs his tongue up and then back down my neck as he thrusts rhythmically inside of me. He bites my neck hard enough to make me wince.
“This pussy is mine. Only mine.”
With a hungry gaze he pulls out for a second, then smears the blood from tearing my hymen all over my thighs. I’m sure I’m supposed to feel uncomfortable, but I don’t.
His expression turns savage as he’s thrusting faster and with each thrust he makes a sound as if it is hard work to fuck me, a guttural sound that comes from something feral inside him.
Some reckless part of me answers instinctively and I match his rhythm without thinking.
His breathing grows faster as he savagely hammers deep thrusts into me, and my pussy tightens around him hungrily.
The heat in his gaze flickers, and I think he is close to hitting his own orgasm. I can feel another orgasm building inside of me too and I thrust more urgently. The feeling between my legs intensifies as my pussy squeezes Zander’s cock tightly.
Zander licks my ear and then he bites down. The sharp pain collides with the pleasure, and I come again.
“This whole fucking body is mine,” Zander cries, and another wave of pleasure hits me and I scream his name.
He grunts and slips down until he’s almost resting on me.
He presses his face against my neck and moans again and then his cock spasms inside of me as he comes too.
I try to breathe, and I can’t. I can’t suck in air.
I can’t think. I can’t move. All I can do is feel.
My eyes roll back in my head and for a moment, everything blurs, but it feels right. I’m nothing but raw sensation.
For a second, we stay in place, each of us lost in pleasure and then I feel Zander slip out of me and we tumble to our sides, just breathing until we get our breath back.
I barely catch my breath when he rolls off the bed.
Then he reaches down for the backpack that he was wearing before and which has fallen to the floor. I hear him unzipping it.
“Do you remember when I said I was going to get you something special from my room that first night, before you ran off,” he asks with a smirk, holding a sealed plain brown box.
I want to deny again that I “ran off,” but my words fade as I see what he is pulling out of the box. It is a very large rubber sex toy; an enormous pink dildo.
“This is the only other cock I want in you apart from mine,” Zander says with a growl in his voice.
“Oh God, I can’t come again Zander.”
“You can and you will.”
He breaks the packaging, and excitement twists with nervousness inside me as Zander moves it towards my still swollen pussy. I have a quick vision of me going down on Zander while he works the dildo in me, and it sets me zinging with anticipation.
Zander rubs the tip of the dildo around the edge of my glistening folds before inserting the head.
My body resists for a second before slowly giving way around it.
By the time he has pushed it inside up to halfway, I am so wet and pliable again, that I am certain he will be able to insert it all without ruining me completely.
He works it for a moment longer and then he does just that. He pushes the entire length of the toy into me.
He slows for a second when my body tenses around the toy, watching my face carefully before pushing deeper.
It feels cool and lifeless at first, but as he begins to slide it back a little I forget about that and just concentrate on the sensation of him pushing it back in again. He stops the movement for a moment and I look at his face.
He is staring at me, his eyes on mine. I see nothing but lust in those eyes and I know I can take whatever he gives me.
I start to move my hips in time with his thrusting hand.
I can see that he knows that I am not only accepting this, but I am also loving it.
He moves the dildo faster. Then, he manipulates it until it hits my g spot, and then he rubs the wide tip over it.
He is giving me no reprieve now. He presses down on my g spot and the sensation takes my breath away.
“Don’t you dare come,” Zander warns me. “Not until I say you can.”
I don’t know if I can hold myself back from hitting my climax. I am already so close, but a shiver of fear goes through me at the thought of what Zander might do to me if I don’t obey him. I try to ignore the ecstasy burning through my body.
I bite my lip and focus on my willpower, holding myself back. After what feels like forever, Zander leans close to me again. He sucks my ear lobe and then he whispers in my ear.
“Come for me, baby,” he says.
I have never been happier to give in to someone’s demands than I am in that moment.
I stop holding back, and instead, I let it all in and I am hit by the most intense orgasm I have ever had.
It doesn’t just make my clit throb and my pussy clench.
It makes my stomach clench, and my womb contract.
My nipples tingle and goosebumps chase each other all over my body.
Zander doesn’t stop working on me even as I’m coming. He keeps me in a heightened state, the dildo’s width drawing out every second of my orgasm, and making it last longer.
I don’t know how long I can take it, but while I can, I let the pleasure drag me under.
I manage to gasp in a breath and my eyelids flutter, and I’m looking into Zander’s beautiful green eyes.
I see raw desire there among the tiny flecks of gold which I have never noticed before. And still my body clenches and pulses.
Finally, I feel Zander pull the toy out of me and I take a long, shuddering breath. He leans down and runs his lips over mine.
“I wanted you to show me you can take this, because from now on I’ll be fucking you before, in between, and after classes.”
My heart thunders. He dominated me… made me his, and I enjoyed every fucking moment of it.