25. Jason
“Things have changed since we saw each other last, Abigail. I’ve changed.”
She looked skeptical, but I assured her that I had. She needed to believe me, but for now, I would let it ride. It had been a long time and since I’d finally found her, I wasn’t going to let her run off again. I was so afraid that she was going to run off again. I wasn’t going to be able to take another heartache like that. It was more than I was willing to work at.
“There was a lot about you that I would have never changed, Jason.”
“Yes, well, the bad parts have changed. My temper is under control, and I have been going to therapy. I wanted to be the best man that I could be for you, now I have so much more work to do, to get prepared for our baby. I just can’t believe that we have a baby coming. This is surreal. I hoped to find you, but I never thought about you being with child.”
I looked off for a moment and I told myself that there wasn’t going to be as much emotions inside of me. I was trying desperately to fight it. I was so happy to see her and to know that she was carrying my child was probably the best thing that I could think of. I wished that I could figure out why I was this lucky. I had my miracle eyesight back and the miracle girl that was now pregnant with my baby. I didn’t think anything got better than this.
“It’s okay, Jason, it’s okay to feel something. I am glad you do. It is a lot that is going to make me happy, everything is going to change. I thought I was going to have to do it alone, but I am glad you are here, and you don’t hate me.”
I took her hands and kissed them. I held her like that, forcing her to look at me. “I could never hate you, Abigail. I just wanted you to stay away so that the doctor wouldn’t do anything to you. He had a bullseye on your back, and I had to call you off. If I didn’t, well, I don’t even want to think about it. I was promised that you would be given a quick death. I couldn’t let that happen, now, knowing that you were pregnant…” My rage knew no bounds once I started to really think of it. I was going to have to visit the doctor again. I was back and forth on it, was it worth it, but I had my answer now.
“It’s okay. I made it. I woke up in the hospital and found out. It made me realize that I couldn’t chase after you. As much as I wanted to, I had to let you go. I moved this far away because I didn’t want to go back to you. I didn’t move here because I was afraid of you. The truth is that I don’t trust myself with you,” Abigail said.
I paused for a moment, absorbing her words and wondering if they were right or not. I always figured that she was afraid of me because of my mood swings and emotions. I had a lot of crap to sift through and getting a level head for Abigail had always been the target. I never would have guessed that she did it to keep herself from falling back in love with me. I wasn’t sure how to feel about that. It was a lot easier to think of something else, anything else but that.
“You ran away to keep yourself from me?”
She pressed her lips together and struggled to look me in the eyes. I swear there was something wrong with the way she looked at me. It was the same as usual. There was something she was hiding and the more I tried to focus on what it was, the more confused I became. I finally just kissed her. If she was that ready for it, I would tell in her kiss. I had shocked her earlier when our lips had met, so it was different than before. This time, she saw it coming and she kissed me back. Abigail pressed her body against mine, and I tried hard not to let it all mess with me. It was really hard, considering how quickly she changed from touching me, to rubbing awakened parts with her body.
I growled and asked her if she wanted to still talk. That was what she had said in the beginning, but now I didn’t think that it was clear. There was something about the way that Abigail looked at me when I pulled back. She wasn’t thinking about talking anymore. She had a flared look of desire in her eyes, and I could tell by looking at her that she wasn’t going to let it all go easily.
If nothing else, the kiss showed me that I should be worried about how it was all going to work. I wanted Abigail to understand that there was something going on between us and it was going to go there quickly if we didn’t stop it. I tried my best to focus on something else, but there was really nothing that could be done. Abigail leaned back in for another kiss, and I was left in the lurch.
As soon as our lips touched, I couldn’t think straight from that moment on. Abigail moaned as I touched her and I swear, it was the hottest sound that I could think of. Everything with Abigail pulled me closer to madness. As soon as my hands were on her and I was able to enjoy the feel of her in my arms, I pulled her closer and made sure that the sensitive parts of us were lined up. The feel of her heat and the sound of her desires were all I could think of. Abigail had certainly filled me with expectations and as always, they were just as good as I remembered them to be.
I pulled her onto my lap. There was one thing that I’d thought about when I finally found Abigail, getting her back in my arms, underneath me. Worse than that though, I desperately wanted to watch her ride me. I had wanted to see it since she had ridden me the first time. It had felt amazing, and I was quite sure that the sight was going to be even better. I knew that seeing it would be something that I would never regret.
When I got her positioned above me and she felt the hard length that I had for her, Abigail made those sounds that I still heard in my head. It had been a long time since I’d heard such noises, but my reaction was the same. I got harder and my body trembled slightly for a moment.
Abigail leaned down for a kiss, while my hands went to her waist. I moved her back and forth on top of me. I closed my eyes, wanting to feel it fully, but my greedy eyes were open soon enough. I had spent too much of my life in the dark. I never wanted to live that way again. I wanted to watch Abigail’s face as she got close to orgasm and then when she went over the edge. I hadn’t seen what her face looked like when she got off, the first of many injustices that I wanted to attend to. There were so many of them, so many wrongs that had to be righted.
“I have missed you so much, Abigail. The feel of you on top of me was something that I have wanted so much.”
Abigail whimpered as I pushed up and pulled her down on top of me. I wanted to grind into her. I could already feel her getting wetter and I swear there was no going back. I knew what she wanted; I wanted the same thing.
“I’ve missed you inside of me, Jason.”
My heart rate skyrocketed in that moment. I didn’t know what else to say to her. I couldn’t stand it any longer. I ripped her clothes off and it wasn’t the first time that I’d failed to hold it together. Now, my coordination was on point and every inch of fabric revealed skin that I’d never seen before. Every part of her was a surprise and it kept me intrigued. I couldn’t look away.
Abigail was just as quick to change everything. She settled up and then down on me when she wasn’t the only one revealed. I had shown too much as well, so now I was balls deep and was not ready. I called out, jerked, and I swear she giggled before she gasped. I was caught off guard, I think we both were. Her head went back and her back arched, pushing her tits forward as if on display.
I fought the urge to close my eyes. I didn’t want anything to take her from my sight, but it was killing me. I wanted to see and feel it all, but no matter how I thought about it, I couldn’t help them closing for interludes. She just felt so good, and it didn’t take long before Abigail was taking over altogether. She rode me like something was coming for her, and I watched her roll her hips on me repeatedly. It was something that I was never going to unsee. Getting my sight back for that reason alone would have been enough.
When Abigail could no longer take control of the situation, it was then time for me to do all that I could do to keep it going. She’d came hard and fast, repeatedly, and now she wasn’t moving too fast. She was too sensitive, I could see it in her eyes, but that just made me want her more. She was to the edge, possibly over, which meant that every time I sent my hips upward and pushed in, another sound of pleasure ripped from between her lips.
“I can now die happy, seeing you come like that, Abigail.”
She scoffed and then closed her eyes, pursed her lips to another wave of need going through her. I felt how she looked, so I knew that I was going the right direction. Everything in me told me that there was something more to it, I just didn’t know what. As she called my name and I caught sight of her pregnant belly, I lost it. I filled Abigail full of my seed, knowing what it had already done. I was in my own world, and it was now complete with Abigail back in it.
I pulled her in for a kiss and pushed us both to desperation and hysterics. I wouldn’t settle for anything less, and I didn’t think Abigail was going to either.