20. Grayson
Grayson
It should probably bother me that I’m kissing Rae, the actual woman of my dreams, while another man is holding her against him. But it doesn’t.
I grip her hip, pulling her into me even more while my tongue pushes into her mouth to taste more of her.
I don’t care that Asher is here too. Though I kind of want to punch him for the puppy dog comment, he’s not entirely wrong.
I would do anything for Rae. I would do anything she asked me to because I trust her, and I know she trusts me.
That’s why I didn’t think twice about dropping down to my knees and crawling to her.
If that’s what she wants, then that’s what she’ll get.
And that’s why if she hasn’t pushed Asher away, and wants him here too for some reason, that’s what she gets too.
She’s completely altered my brain chemistry, but there’s no going back.
Asher’s voice breaks through the fog of just Rae and me, but I’m not ready to let her go. I yank her into me, deepening our kiss even more.
“Tell him what else you want, good girl.”
Rae hums against my lips, wrapping her arms around the back of my neck. “Touch me.” She pulls back, and I don’t want to be apart from her yet. My lips continue to trail down her jaw and onto her neck, kissing and nipping at her skin.
“I want you both to touch me,” Rae moans, tilting her head back, and my teeth sink into her skin a little harder, causing her to gasp, but she pulls me even tighter, surprising me. I thought she would want soft and sweet, but I think there’s even more to her that she’s just discovering as well.
“No.” Asher steps back and I freeze as Rae stiffens in my arms. He steps over to one of the armchairs and kicks his feet up on the coffee table. “I want to watch.”
“You do?” I ask in disbelief.
Asher nods. “Yeah, because once you’re done I’m going to show you how to do it better.”
“I could never be done,” I insist.
“What does Rae want?” Asher questions.
She looks between us, clearly unsure. I’ll take her away from all of this if she wants me to. But deep down, I know she doesn’t.
I nuzzle my face into her neck. “Tell us, Sunshine, what do you want?”
She pulls back, her eyes volleying between mine like she’s trying to study my reaction. Her voice drops, whispering, “Would you leave if I tell you this is exactly what I want?”
I shake my head. “Absolutely not.”
“Will you hate me tomorrow if I want him to touch me too?”
“I could never hate you.” I press my lips to her ear, speaking directly to her so low that Asher can’t hear me. “But if he wants to watch then let’s show him what you really like.”
Rae rolls her lips together, and I can see she likes the sound of that by the mischievous look on her face.
She can be anxious, but I can see when her confidence returns.
Especially when she gives me another silent command, pulling me by my hand over to the couch.
I never thought I would like to be told what to do by her, but it’s because it’s Rae.
She sits down while I stay standing, watching and waiting for what’s next. I can feel Asher’s eyes on us, but he remains quiet. Also watching and waiting. I would have thought it would be awkward with him here, but it’s not. There’s another level of tension knowing he’s watching.
“Kneel,” she tells me, and I do, bringing me eye level with her. She looks over to Asher while I keep my eyes locked on her. “Don’t forget to take notes.”
“I don’t need them. I just can’t wait to make you come harder than he can.”
I scowl, knowing he just wants to get under my skin. But that’s fine. If Rae wants him to watch then I’ll make sure he sees how I make her come apart for me.
Reaching up, I pull at her jeans, silently asking with my eyes on hers if this is okay. She lifts her hips, allowing me to pull them off her body.
“Take your shirt off, good girl.” Asher commands from the chair.
“Thought you were just supposed to be watching,” I say without looking at him.
“I am, which is why I want something good to look at,” he retorts.
“Take yours off too, then,” Rae counters, and I smirk. She nudges my shoulder with her foot. “You too.”
Reaching behind my neck with one hand, I pull my sweatshirt off immediately, because if she wants to see my body, she can. But my mouth is watering at the sight of her bare before me. Her dripping pussy on full display while she removes the remainder of her clothes.
I have to adjust my erection straining against my zipper from looking at her, and from hearing her be so confident in her sexuality like this. It’s fucking hot.
Leaning down, I push her legs apart, holding her thighs open hard enough that she falls back against the couch.
“Should I continue?” I ask, the corner of my lips upturned while I wait for her to tell me what she wants.
Nodding, she lets out a small whine. “Please.”
“Look at the good girl using her manners,” Asher comments, but I’m unable to say anything because my mouth is busy diving in to taste her.
I groan, licking up her entire slit, her arousal coating my tongue before I wrap my lips around her clit and suck so hard she’s bucking up trying to get closer. I trail my mouth up to her stomach, then move a hand from one of her thighs to push a finger into her tight channel.
“You’re so wet,” I tell her, my digit sliding in so easily. “Does having him watch us make you like this?”
“Yes,” Rae moans. “And you make me like this.”
I push another finger into her, pumping them while I continue to kiss up her body.
Making sure to spend extra attention on her nipples, licking and sucking them before moving higher up to her face.
Dropping my forehead onto hers while I continue to fuck her with my fingers, I ask, “Are you going to be a good girl for me and show him how much you like coming on my fingers?”
Rae wraps an arm around the back of my neck, holding me close, while my palm starts rubbing her clit as I curl my fingers to rub her inner walls.
She moans her answer, nodding against me.
Her eyes flutter, but I keep watching her face, studying each small expression she makes as her body reacts to the way I’m touching her.
I’m hyper aware that my eyes aren’t the only ones that are on her. But I’m also aware of what those eyes are doing to her. But he’s not the one touching her like this. He’s not the one that gets to talk her through her orgasm.
He’s not the one that has her like this right now.
This is all for me.
I dip my head back down to her pussy, continuing to fuck her with my fingers while I flick her clit with my tongue, looking up at her. Chest heaving with heavy breaths, moans are getting louder, she’s complete and utter perfection like this.
“Come for me. Your moans are like music to my fucking ears, Sunshine.”
Her hands sink into my hair, holding me tighter against her.
Her arousal floods my tongue, so fucking musky sweet, so perfect, just like her.
I lick every inch of her while my fingers continue to rub her inner walls.
She pulls at my hair, so hard my scalp is burning, but it only spurs me on even more.
“Come for him, babe, then you can ride my mouth and come even harder.”
I growl against Rae, but the vibration is what does it for her. She yanks even harder while her moans fill the small space and I continue touching her through her release. Her wetness coats my mouth, and I savor it, wanting to extend this moment for as long as possible.
When I look up at her, she’s already watching me, blue eyes wide and full of lust. Her pink lips are wet and swollen. Tempting me to kiss her senseless and then pull her onto my aching cock. I start to stand to do just that, but then her head swings over to look at Asher as he speaks.
“That was cute, but how about you come over here and we can show your lap dog how hard you can really come.”
“I’m not a fucking dog,” I snap.
“No? Could’ve fooled me with the way you followed her around when you were younger.”
“Well, we’re all adults now,” I state firmly.
“Good thing,” Asher agrees.
Rae looks at me and I can sense her nerves. I know she doesn’t want to upset me. But I know that she wants this. I have no idea how I’m about to feel about watching her with him, but I nod anyway.
Standing, I take her hand in mine, and she follows me to our feet. She’s so much shorter than me. I could toss her over my shoulder and take her out of here, away from him. I could stop this before it goes any further.
But then I’ll never know. And neither will she. We’ll never know what could have happened.
Fear is what kept me from ruining our friendship before. Fear is what got me into hockey because I didn’t want to try something else and fail. I was good, it was what my dad wanted for me. I was scared to rock the boat, so I didn’t.
Now fear could be the reason Rae resents me because I didn’t let her explore something she clearly wants. That’s why I move her toward Asher, whispering to her as I do, “Prove him wrong, Sunshine.”
She looks back at me with a small smile, but Asher reaches out, yanking her into him.
Her back against his chest, bare ass in his lap.
I clench my fist as they both look at me.
A mix of emotions and reactions are running through me.
I want to grab her back, but I also want to sit back and see what happens.
He grabs her left thigh, and guides it over his leg, then rests his hand on the inside of it to hold her open for me to see as his other hand moves to her center, sliding through her arousal there because she’s still so fucking wet.
She loves this.
“Does Grayson know that you’re not really a good girl?” Asher asks, and they’re both looking at me. Rae sucks her bottom lip in and tries to stifle a moan. Asher’s gaze is challenging. I bet he doesn’t think I’ll be able to handle this.
“I-I am, though,” Rae insists, shifting around on his lap, causing him to grunt before tightening his grip on her while his right hand continues rubbing against her, but clearly not where she wants him to.