Chapter Thirteen Dragon
Yeah, I was fucking eavesdropping like a little bitch, I had plenty of practice growing up with so many siblings.
It absolutely killed me hearing what Liza had to say.
I hate that she feels like I never truly loved her.
I know I didn’t treat her in a way that would show her that and I hate it.
Although my intentions were pure, I did too much and really I could’ve simply told her that we were done.
I could’ve pushed her away more subtly, but I felt like if I didn’t make her hate me I would go running back.
I’m a fucking pussy.
After everything that happened with mama all of us are a little twisted around. It really shouldn’t have been like this, but no one can tell which way is up. These assholes hid themselves so well that we just didn’t know who they were going to go after or when they were going to fucking strike.
We’ve dwindled their numbers, but Acid is still fucking out there.I reacted instead of thinking things through. Despite all the advice and all the brothers talking to me trying to talk me out of it, but I’m a fucking moron.
Liza didn’t say anything to me when I came into the room to let Isabella know that her men were leaving.
Shortly after she was done feeding Jaxon she handed him off to me and went back to sleep.
I didn’t want to disturb her any more and I knew she needed her sleep so I took my boy and went back out into my living room.
This situation is more fucked up than I could’ve ever imagined.
I hate the distance between us and I hate that no matter what I seem to do it's not breaking through those walls she put up.
I decided I’d give her the night. I decided that I would sleep on the couch with Jaxon in the bassinet next to me.
I’d get up and bring him to her for feedings. So that was how the night went.
“Hey baby, I missed you. When did you get here?” I ask Liza as I walk into my house and see her sitting on the recliner in my living room.
She looks up at me and smiles, “About a half hour ago. I thought I’d surprise you. Haven’t seen much of you the last couple of days. The boys are staying the night with Rose so I have you all to myself.”
I smirk down at her and pick her up out of the chair only to take the seat she was sitting in and make her straddle my lap before I grab the back of her head and bring her in for a kiss.
“I have you all to myself, huh? How ever will we spend the rest of this day without the boys?”
“Well, I have a couple ideas?” She whispers against my lips before she brings her mouth back to mine. “I’m not wearing any panties.”
Then she begins to grind herself on my jeans making my cock come to life.
She then proceeds to kiss down my jaw and neck.
Before slowly working her way off of me to where she is kneeling in front of me.
She reaches up and begins to undo my belt and fuck if it isn’t a sight to see her down on her knees in front of me.
In what seems like no time she has my cock out of my jeans and in her fucking warm mouth.
“FUUUUUCK, Liza.” I reach my hand up and wrap my fist in her hair as she devours my cock.
Sex with Liza is phenomenal, the best I have ever fucking had. She also fucking sucks dick better than any girl I have ever fucking been with. Everything with her feels new and fucking amazing ever damn time.
“Baby, I’m gonna cum and I don’t want to come in your mouth.”
She doesn’t stop and I’m not one to let her be in charge even when she tries to be. I grip her hair and pull her mouth off my cock with a pop. It is fucking sexy as hell as I watch the salvia drip from her mouth and my cock.
“Get your sexy ass up here and ride me. I think we are going to fuck on every damn surface in this house.”
She stands up and slowly removes those tiny little shorts she has on.
As I reach in my wallet and pull out a condom.
I’d love to fuck her bare, but she’s not on birth control and I know how she feels about wanting to finish school.
We still are fairly new, even though you wouldn’t know that since I gave her a key to my house and I basically spend as much time with her and her boys as possible since I met them.
She straddles my lap and ever so slowly slides down on my cock and it feels like I am in fucking amazing.
“That’s it, baby fuck me. You feel so good riding my cock. Your tight pussy was made for me, fuck.”
She starts to speed up and I move my hand between us to play with her clit. I feel her clenching around me———
My eyes shoot open to the sound of little whimpers coming from the bassinet next to me.
I throw my arm over my face and groan. I know I need to get up to get this boy to his mama for another feeding, but fuck that’s the most action I’ve seen in months.
I mean, I have fucking jerked off to her and I guess I’ve dreamed about her before, but this one felt so real.
Having her back here in my house and knowing she is in my bed is sparking memories from our time together.
I know that in the span of life, the amount of time we were together before I fucked it all up was short, I mean what’s a year and a half compared to a lifetime. I plan on making sure my woman knows that she is going to be my ol’ lady and my wife. I just have to get her to trust me again.
Groaning, I get up and look at the time and it is about 4 in the morning.
“Hey, little man, are you hungry? Let’s go see mama okay? I promise you that I’m going to convince your mama to stay here and I’m gonna get her to fall in love with me. Then I’m gonna give you a whole bunch of brothers and sisters. I think mama needs a little girl, don’t you?”
Jaxon just looks up at me with those beautiful eyes and his little fists moving.
“Yeah, you like that idea too.”
I walk down the hall and to my bedroom, walking into the room I notice that she is not in bed and I peek over and see the light on under the bathroom door. So I head over and knock.
“Hey baby, are you doing okay?”
“Yeah, I just had to pee. I’ll be right out. I’ve got a feeling it’s someone's feeding time.”
“That it is, our boy is hungry.”
I walk over to the bed and sit down leaning against the headrest waiting for my woman to get out of the bathroom and just stay staring at this beautiful little person the two of us made together.
I hear the bathroom door open and I look up at Liza.
She’s in her comfy pants and sweatshirt with her hair pulled up in some kind of messy bun girls like to wear.
“Hey baby, you sleep okay?”
She nods her head as she climbs into the other side of the bed. Reaching over and taking Jaxon from me. I watch as she gets herself situated with Jaxon and he goes to her tit like a pro.
“I can have him in here if you want to get some sleep? I’m sure the boys are going to be up early expecting their breakfast.”
“Nah, I’m good, baby. You get your sleep, you’ve done a lot the last nine months. Plus when the boys wake up, I’ll make them some chocolate pancakes. Spend some time with all the boys. Plus I know you’ve got to have lots of stuff for breastfeeding so I’ll make you some stuff as well.
Sophie told me about this smoothie she always makes. So I got all the stuff for it in the fridge.”
She looks at me and gives me a smile, not a full smile, but it’s a fucking start.
“If you’re sure. That would be amazing. I’m still so tired, but I promise tomorrow I’ll be much more helpful. You can nap and do whatever you have to do with the shop.”
“Baby, I’m not going into the shop, they guys got it handled. Whip is in charge while I’m on leave with you and the boys. You just had a baby, I want you to relax and let me take care of you and the boys. You grew a baby and then brought him into the world. You deserve some time.”
She nodded and then looked back down at Jaxon. I watched as she fed him and when she was done I scooped him up to head back out into the living room, but not before placing a kiss on her forehead.
“I know I have a lot to make up for, but baby, you’re mine and I’m not going anywhere.”
With that I turned and walked out the room. Hoping that one day soon she’ll let me in that bed with her.