Chapter 10 #2
traumatized me as a small child, and when we finished dinner, he popped the
movie in.
We started off sitting side by side, but before we were even
fifteen minutes into the movie, Colton stretched out his long body across the
couch. He managed to coax me down so I was lying beside him, my head tucked
against his arm and his hand resting lightly on my hip.
At that point, I pretty much stopped watching the movie.
Kevin and I had done this so many times, favoring bumming
around the house many Saturday nights instead of going out. I expected there to
be a pang of sorrow, but what I felt was a shadow of the hurt I had lived with
in the months and even years after his death. I knew beyond a doubt that if
Kevin was aware of what I was doing right now with Colton, he would be happy.
Knowing that made it easy to relax against Colton.
But that relaxation quickly turned to keen awareness. With
every breath Colton took, I was conscious of just how close we were. The scene
of a screaming girl on the TV became nothing more than background noise as I
focused on every part of our bodies that touched. The front of his thighs
pressed against the back of mine. My bottom was almost cradled in his lap and
his hard chest was against my back. I bit down on my lip as I wiggled a little,
stopping the moment his fingers of the hand resting on my hip curled, bunching
the thin material of the dress.
I thought about what I had done this afternoon, touching
myself while thinking of him, and my body flushed hot. Not from embarrassment,
but from sharp arousal.
“Are you watching the movie?” Colton asked, his voice
deeper, rougher.
I had a choice. I could pretend that I was or I could fess
up to the fact I had absolutely no interest in the movie at the moment and that
it was him who had my attention. It wasn’t…easy to initiate this. My seduction
skills were below amateur level, but what had I decided earlier? Not to be a
coward. To live life despite the risk of getting hurt. To…to just let go.
Before I could give myself time to overthink, I shifted onto
my back and lifted my gaze to his. Our eyes held for a moment and then his gaze
dropped to my mouth. I knew that whatever I would say would probably be
completely idiotic. I decided action was probably better than words.
Because words could be really hard.
I lifted my hand, pressing my palm against his clean-shaven
cheek. My heart stuttered as he turned his head slightly, dropping a kiss
against the center of my hand. Oh God, that was too sweet, almost too much. I
started to pull my hand away, but I stopped myself as his gaze returned to
mine. Drawing in a shallow breath, I guided his mouth to mine.
I kissed him, and I don’t know if he could read minds or if
he really was a damn unicorn, but he let me set the pace, allowed me to play. I
mapped out his mouth, covering every delectable centimeter, and when I wanted
more, he opened his mouth to my searching kiss. I leisurely explored him,
breathing in the taste of him.
Far too immersed in the sensations kissing him created, I
wholeheartedly welcomed the moment he took over. His lips were demanding, and I
yielded to him, letting out a breathless moan against his hot mouth as his hand
finally moved from my hip, smoothing up over my breast. I sucked in a
sharp breath. The dress had a built-in bra, and the thin cotton was no barrier
against the heat of his hand.
I moaned into his mouth as his hand closed over my breast
and kneaded gently. His chest rumbled against my side. “God, we’re not even
twenty minutes into the movie.”
A tiny laugh escaped me. “Is that a bad thing?”
“Hell, do you even have to ask that?” His deft fingers found
my pebbled nipple through the dress. Liquid fire poured through me. “I like to
think it’s a damn good thing.”
I gasped for air. “I…I like the sound of that.”
“You do?” He shifted so his weight rested on his left arm as
his right hand slipped under the neckline of my dress. My back arched. “Yeah,
you do.”
“I do,” I admitted.
He lowered his mouth to mine once more, kissing me. “I don’t
think I can do the gentleman thing any longer. I want to touch you.” His
fingers plucked at my nipple, wringing a cry out of me. “But I really want to
touch you elsewhere.”
My body shuddered. I had a good idea that I knew where
“elsewhere” was. I closed my eyes and whispered, “I want that too.”
“Thank God.” His hand left my breast, and I nearly ached
from the loss, but his hand was on the move again, smoothing down my stomach.
I blinked open my eyes, watching as he glided down my
stomach, over my thigh. My breath lodged in my throat as he worked his hand
under the skirt of my dress. I bit down on my lip as I gripped his arm. His
gaze flicked to mine. “Don’t stop,” I said.
“No?” He kissed me, nipping at my lip as he lifted his head.
When I shook my head, he fused our mouths together. His hand skated up my bare
thigh, and then over the lacy edge of my panties.
I held my breath, partly due to the swirling pleasure
building inside of me and I knew he could feel just how soft I was. There
wasn’t an ounce of hardness to my thighs or my hips. He didn’t seem to notice
or care, because his hand had made its way underneath my panties.
My hand tightened around his arm as his fingers reached the
apex of my thighs. He brushed his lips over mine. “Open for me?”
Never in my life had there been three words that were hotter
than that. My thighs parted, and his finger skimmed over my damp skin. The
touch was barely there, but I jerked nonetheless.
“So sensitive,” he murmured. “I like that.”
My heart was pounding as he ran a lazy finger over my wet
center and then he eased one finger in. A low sound worked its way out of me,
and when his thumb pressed down on the buddle of nerves, I gasped out,
“Colton.”
His mouth covered mine as fierce heat surfaced, building and
building until I was sure I would combust. My hips bucked against his hand and
blood pounded, creating a ringing in my ears.
No. Wait. That wasn’t in my ears. It was a phone—Colton’s
phone. He ignored it—thank God—as he worked his finger in and out, devouring me
with kisses. The tension coiled and I suddenly wanted, needed, to feel his skin
against mine. I grabbed a fistful of his shirt, yanking it up. His body jerked
and he made a harsh sound the second my hand touched the hard planes of his
stomach.
Good God, there wasn’t an ounce of him that was
soft. My eager fingers traced each tightly packed ab. My hand dipped, brushing
the button on his jeans.
The phone started ringing again, a few seconds after it had
ended, and this time, Colton’s hand stilled between my thighs. I almost prayed
he didn’t stop, but he did.
Groaning, he lifted his head and glanced over at where his
phone rested on the coffee table. His hand slipped away from me. “It’s work.
I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay,” I murmured, dazed by the rioting sensations in
my body.
Rolling over me in one fluid move, he snatched up his phone
and stood. “It’s Anders.” There was a pause. “Yeah, I couldn’t get to my phone.
What’s up?”
I looked over at him, clearly seeing the hard ridge of his
erection straining against his jeans.
Damn, what a waste.
I suddenly wanted to giggle, except I saw Colton stiffen and
caught a brief glimpse of a frown as he turned away from me. He picked up the
remote, pausing the movie. “Yeah, you know where I’m at.”
My brows knitted.
Colton glanced back at me, his expression inscrutable. “Are
you serious? Hell.” He shook his head, glancing at the now repaired window.
“I’m not surprised, but didn’t think it would happen this quickly.
Glancing down, I saw that the skirt of my dress was hiked up
to my hips, revealing the black undies. Face flushing red, I hastily reached
down and fixed it. Then I figured I should sit up.
“You need me in tonight?” he asked, and I worried my lower
lip, hoping nothing serious had happened, which was a stupid thought. Colton
was a detective. Serious stuff happened all the time. “Shit. Yeah, that’s good
and that’s bad.”
My gaze shot to him as icy motion stabbed my stomach.
“Okay. I’ll see you tomorrow.” Colton disconnected the call
and placed it back on the table. Sitting down beside me, he exhaled slowly.
“Sorry about that. It was my partner—Hart.”
The cold feeling was still there. “That’s okay. Your job is
important. When you get a call, you have to answer.”
“I do.” He rested his hands on his knees. “I have kind of
good news.”
“Kind of?”
Colton nodded. “We’ve identified one of the two men you saw
last Friday.” He paused, his jaw hardening. “There’s no easy way to say this.
Apparently he was pulled from Schuylkill River.”
I stiffened, eyes widening. “What?”
“One of the men you saw that night is dead, Abby.”