Chapter 11
CHAPTER ELEVEN
SINCLAIR
I pushed out of the glass doors leading out of the arena and headed across the parking lot.
I fumbled in my bag for my keys. Where were the bloody things? How did they always end up right down the bottom? I swear, one day—
Someone barrelled into me from behind. Shoved me forward and pressed me against the side of my car.
"Fucking hell." I curled my hand around one of my keys, ready to jab when Javey growled in my ear.
"You went out with Coast and Phoenix." He sounded furious.
I caught my breath and forced myself to calm.
Don't panic, he's not going to hurt me.
I hoped.
"Yes, I did," I said. "I had a date with Coast, but Phoenix came along with us." In both meanings of the word, but Javey didn't need to know that.
Although… I had a feeling he already did.
"Why would you go out with them?" He seemed genuinely confused and angry.
"Why wouldn't I?" The front of me was pressed against the cold car, but his body was warm against my back and ass.
"Because you're mine." His hardening cock poked into my hip. "I want to be with you."
"They want to be with me too," I said. How was my voice even right now? I was somewhere between fear and arousal. Was Javey armed? I might be very wrong about him not hurting me.
"Neither of them deserve you." He pushed his cock harder against my hip. "Can you feel what you do to me? I want you." He pushed my cardigan aside and slid a hand up the front of my blouse to cup my breast. His thumb brushed over my already hardened nipple. "I know you want me."
"How do you know I went out with them?" I managed to speak in spite of my rising need. The air was frigid, but I was burning up, tempted to let him fuck me up against the side of my car.
"I was outside your apartment," he said. "I watched you leave with them. I saw you go to Gianna's." He stroked my nipple. "I waited until you left. I saw you go to Phoenix's. The curtains were open."
"You saw us," I whispered.
"I saw Coast fuck you up against the window. It should have been me. But it wasn't me. I was in my car with my hand around my cock while his cock was inside you, making you come. Him coming inside you." He pinched my nipple.
I jumped. "You know there are laws against stalking, right?"
"I don't give a fuck about laws," he whispered.
"I give a fuck that you're mine and you let them fuck you.
" He slid his hand out of my blouse and fumbled with the buttons on my charcoal, wool trousers.
He pulled them open and pushed them down far enough to slide his hand inside and down to the front of my panties.
I moaned when he brushed over my clit. "We shouldn't do this here." It was almost dark, but the air was cold and quickly getting colder.
"You're right." He pulled his hands out of my pants and wrenched open the door to the back seat of my car. He pressed me inside, face first, before climbing in behind me and closing the door. He pressed a hand to my back to keep me down and tugged my pants to my thighs.
"Tell me you want me." He knelt in the seat well, running his fingers up and down the gusset of my panties.
"I want you," I said breathlessly. "But you can't tell me who I can and can't see."
He slapped a hand down on my ass. "Yes, I can."
He gripped my panties and tore them away.
He parted my legs and rammed his fingers inside me.
"This belongs to me. I was the one who watched out for you.
Who took the time to learn everything about you.
Not some guys who just want you for your pussy.
I want every part of you." He slid his fingers in and out of me, relentlessly fucking me with them.
"What if they want every part of me too?" I asked breathlessly. Was I deliberately provoking him? Yes I was.
Angry, possessive Javey was hot as hell and I was loving every minute of it. Not of his anger, but his taking control. I was usually the assertive one. The one who took the lead on things.
"They. Don't. Deserve. You." With every word he rammed his fingers in harder and harder. "You belong to me."
I was already close to coming. So fucking close. His fingers must be wet as hell from my arousal. A sucking sound filled the car when they slid in and out of me.
"What if I refuse to stop seeing them?" I asked. "What if I keep fucking them?"
His furious growl sent me over the edge, into a violent whirlpool of bliss that rocked me from the top of my head to the tips of my toes. I shouted his name into the upholstery of my car seat, one hand gripping the corner so tight my nails dug in, threatening to leave permanent dents.
I came down, gasping for breath, my chest heaving in time with his continued thrusts with his hand. Only when I was all the way down and his hand was drenched with my release did he slide his fingers out of me and roll me over onto my back.
"Sin." He looked halfway to regret. Like his being rough with me was slowly sinking in and he'd realised what he'd done.
"Javey." I sat up to undo the front of his jeans and release his erection. "I liked this side of you." I kicked my pants off the rest of the way and angled myself so I could wrap my legs around his hips and press the tip of his cock to my slick heat.
"I don't want to hurt you, but I need you," he whispered. "Are you really going to keep seeing them? Are you going to fuck them again?"
"I don't know. I want to," I said. "Are you going to keep following me around and watching?"
"Yes, I am." He pushed himself until his cock was fully seated inside me. "I'm going to stay close to you until I convince you you're mine. After that, we can be together all the time." He pulled back and rammed in again.
"Except when you have away games," I reminded him.
He stopped still for a moment. "Except then," he agreed. "That's only for another couple of years, until I retire." He resumed thrusting into me. The car moved with every stroke, no doubt letting anyone who walked past know exactly what was going on inside.
"I'll still be working," I said.
"I'll get a job at the arena." He seemed to have thought of everything.
"What if I want to be with you, Coast and Phoenix?" I rolled my hips to match his thrusts as best I could in the confined space. "What if I want to fuck all three of you?"
He growled softly. "I won't give you up. No matter what, you're mine."
"Even if you have to share?" His face was half-hidden in shadow, but I looked at him intently, trying to gauge his reaction. He was much more in control now. I wasn't goading him as much as I had before. Or he was covering it better.
His only response was to thrust into me harder and faster, while he gripped my hip with one hand and the side of the car seat with the other.
I decided to put the conversation aside for now and enjoy the way his cock felt inside me. With every thrust, he filled me all the way inside, as deep as he could go.
"You feel so good," I said softly.
"You feel so fucking good too," he said. "So fucking mine. So…" He groaned. He was right on the verge of coming.
"Come inside me," I whispered.
His eyes snapped open. "I will come inside you," he said. "I'll claim you by filling you with my cum."
"Yes please," I groaned. The pressure was starting to build again. Even harder this time. More frantic, more desperate. I needed to come so badly it almost hurt. "Come with me."
"Fuck, Sin… Yes." He cried out the same moment I came again, our bodies slamming against each other, driving each other higher and higher, muscles clenching.
Breath coming in ragged pants. Calling out each other's names as we claimed each other, bodies entwined.
Sweat-soaked skin slid together, lost in bliss, in fireworks and heat.
Then we were sagging down together, catching our breath and coming back to reality.
"Holy shit," I breathed. "Javey, I—"
He'd ducked his head, but he raised it now. "You don't need to say anything if you don't want to." The shadows couldn't hide the troubled expression on his face.
Not because of us fucking. He was worried that when I stopped to think about him following me, watching me with Coast and Phoenix, then him getting rough with me, I may reconsider letting him anywhere near me.
Most women would run at the very idea of it. Maybe there was something wrong with me, because I didn't want to run.
"I do want to," I said quickly. "It's complicated, but I do want to."
Complicated didn't even scratch the surface.
I had feelings for him and I wanted to explore them, but I also wanted to explore them with Coast and Phoenix.
Maybe, we'd all end up nothing more than friends, but I wanted to see where it might go.
I already knew Phoenix and Coast were up for sharing, but where, if anywhere, would Javey fit into all of it?
If he was going to get angry any time either of the other guys touched me, someone was going to end up stabbed, or worse.
I didn't want at any of them ending up in Ice Miller's torture room with a staple or three through his balls.
"Me too," Javey whispered. He slid out of me and gathered me into his arms to hold me while our hearts slowed.