46. Ember
Ember
W e arrived at the house, and I was on cloud nine. Rian drove, and I snuggled Ben in the back seat. West and Alejandro were already home, and we had dinner.
I couldn’t stop giggling or touching my pack.
“Someone’s in a good mood,” Alejandro said.
I nodded, stealing a kiss over the table, before going back to my food. “Rian sang with Kinsey today.”
Rian blinked. “Me? What about you? Ember sang with us.”
West looked surprised. “Really? I’m sorry I missed it.”
“You missed nothing.” Ben touched West’s hand. “I recorded everything. We’ll have to all go to the studio on the next day off.”
“Can we?” I looked at Rian. “I have, like, ten thousand songs I want to request.”
Rian raised his eyebrows and looked at Alejandro and then West. “Sure. It wouldn’t be fair to keep the rest of the pack out.”
“Exactly.” I grinned.
After dinner, West dragged me to the side. “You’re happy.”
I threw my arms around West, inhaling his milk and honey scent. “I am so happy. I’ve been so scared of losing people I love. But I talked to Terran, and tonight I realized I can’t hold myself back.”
I tilted my head up at West. My first love, the first person to show me it was safe, even when the rest of the world was crumbling around me. “I love you. And I love them, and I’d rather suffer the pain of losing you than not live every moment to the fullest.”
West gave me a small smile and kissed me on the mouth. His lips were soft, and he tasted like berries. “So you’re ready for bonding.”
“I don’t want to bond without you,” I said. “It was just the two of us so long…”
“I’m not ready but…” He sighed. “It’s not never. I’d rather you bond now. Let me go at my pace and you go at yours.” He kissed my forehead. “Besides, you can tell me what it’s like.”
“You’re sure?” I searched his face, but he looked happy. Really happy.
“I’m very sure. You and Rian are bonding at the same time?”
I nodded. “We talked a little in the studio, but I wanted to make sure you were okay.”
“I’m great.” He hugged me. “The pack makes me feel safer and more comfortable than I thought I’d ever feel. I want you to be bonded, to have what you need.”
“Okay.” I took his hand. “Let’s go tell the alphas.”
I entered the living room, and the others were already sitting on the couch. I sat down next to Alejandro and took his hand on mine. “I’d like to be bonded tonight, if that’s okay with you.”
Alejandro made a choking sound. “Yes. What? Now?”
“You said you would always be there for me. It feels like this is the next step.” I squeezed West’s hand. “And my omega doesn’t feel left out, just able to move at his own pace.”
I tugged West down with me, and we squeezed between Rian. I touched Ben’s forearm. “I want to be bonded by my alphas.”
“Of course,” Ben said, his voice hoarse. “You can have anything you want. Even the moon.”
“Me too.” Rian looked at Alejandro. “I’m very ready for your bondmark, alpha.”
Alejandro gave the omega a hungry look. “Sounds like we should go to the nest.”
“Which one?” Rian looked at me.
I shrugged. “I’m okay either way.”
“Tunnel nest,” Rian said, nodding at West.
We all went to the tunnel nest, butterflies in my stomach along with the start of desire.
Heat fluttered inside me at the thought of having them all inside me tonight.
I went into the nest first, and they all waited obediently.
Good pack. I rearranged some pillows and blankets and then allowed them to enter.
They surrounded me. West slid my shirt off, and Rian cupped my breasts from behind me.
I whimpered as Alejandro shucked off my jeans.
Ben caressed the side of my face and pulled me into a kiss.
I groaned when he dug into the back of my neck.
Rian’s thumb flicked over my nipple, and I gasped as West latched onto the other one.
Heat exploded everywhere, my nest a mixture of scents until I didn’t know where I ended and they began. Alejandro eased me onto my back, sliding between my legs. I whimpered into Ben’s mouth as Alejandro licked up my pussy, my body one big aching throb.
“Please,” I gasped.
“Soon,” West said. I pouted at him, but he just laughed.
Ben tugged me back into a kiss, and I plunged my tongue into his mouth, my hips jerking up.
Rian moved down my body, circling my clit with his tongue.
Unraveling, I writhed into the soft blankets of the nest. Ben’s hands roamed my body, hooking two fingers inside me as Alejandro pumped his tongue.
I came with a hard gasp, back arching up. West thrust inside me before my pussy walls had even finished fluttering.
“I’m going to have you first,” West gasped. “These alphas are going to knot you once they bond you.”
Both alphas groaned at that. West rolled me to the side, and I whined, arching my back. I didn’t have to beg.
It was so hot, I thought I would die. Liquid heat poured through me. Rian poured lube over my ass, rubbing his cock against me. “Rian, please, fuck me.”
West set a slow, methodical pace, and I dug my nails into my omega’s arm. He shifted us so Rian had access. I reached up and around me, where Ben was still sitting near my head.
“Ben, fuck my mouth.”
He moaned, rubbing his cock on my lip. I darted my tongue out for quick licks, but it was hard to concentrate as Rian pressed the head of his cock against the tight ring of muscle. I looked around, and Alejandro slid behind Rian, rubbing the omega’s ass with an obscene amount of lube.
I moaned, sucking Ben’s thick cock into my mouth.
Rian whined loudly as Alejandro pressed his cock inside him. West and Rian moved inside me, Alejandro moved inside Rian, and Ben moved inside my mouth. For long moments I spiraled, filled up, pleasure banking higher and higher. I was a conduit of need and desire, broken and remade with their hands.
“Bond me, alpha,” Rian whimpered, sounding completely undone. “I need you.”
It felt like a need, being bond. As much as I need air to breathe and food to live.
West and Rian slid in and out of me, slowly, until electric desire sparked hard, and we came.
I lay there, panting, but before I could catch my breath, West gently took Ben by the hips and positioned him in front of me.
“Alpha,” I breathed, taking in the deep, spicy scent of him. I’d craved him and now he would finally be mine.
“That’s my good girl,” Ben whispered, caressing my cheek with his hand. “We’re going to bond you now, but you’ve always been ours.”
“Yes,” I whimpered.
Ben rubbed his cock against my entrance, and everything was soft and slick between my own arousal and the come leaking out of me.
“You’re a mess, baby,” Ben said with a growl.
“I am,” I panted, arching my hips forward. I needed him inside me, not teasing me with the head of his cock.
“Good,” he said, kissing my neck. He rubbed himself slowly over me, dragging his head over my folds and kissing my neck.
“Oh god, please fuck me,” I panted. “Alpha, I need you.”
He purred at that, notching his cockhead inside me. I ached, my walls already starting to clench around him.
“Fuck,” he groaned, sliding further in. “You’re so wet.”
He sheathed himself all the way inside me, and I gasped. I rocked my hips against him, everything spiraling down to our bodies joined together. He pulled out, grinding slowly inside me until I was driven half mad.
Alejandro’s guanabana scent spiked, and I reached behind me, wanting him too.
Rian shifted out from behind me, and Alejandro took his place. I moaned, arching back into Ben, driving myself deeper onto his cock. “Alpha, please,” I panted, the orgasm spiraling deep inside me. Heat burrowed under my skin, insistent and needy.
Alejandro rubbed against my ass, and I gasped when he pushed inside. He waited for Ben’s thrusts, both of them thrusting in and out of me on opposite strokes until I cried out, back bowing out as the orgasm ripped through me.
Ben bit my neck, arching into me as he pumped himself into me over and over, coming again and again. The bond flared to life, brighter and warmer than the sun.
I gasped, my eyes flying open, as Ben seated himself inside me, knotting me. Alejandro kept going, and the pleasure strung out on a knife, biting me in the same but opposite place Ben had, so their teeth formed a circle. I whined, and Alejandro knotted me, his joy bursting inside me.
I floated on bliss. Dimly, I was aware both alphas licked their bondmarks, sucking on them, pausing to kiss each other, and then licking me. It made warmth spiral inside me all over again.
Ben purred, dislodging his knot enough to start fucking me again, only to make me come with a gasp and knot me again. It went on like that forever, me feeling Rian’s sharp joy as West bent our omega over and fucked him.
I was filled with nothing but heaven. Bonding was like…coming home.
I sighed, and when Alejandro’s knot went down, I made grabby hands for West. “Go bond your omega.” I kissed Alejandro.
He kissed his bondmark, sending a ripple through me. “You’re beautiful. I’m a lucky bastard to have you.”
I kissed him. “I love you too.”
I rolled over, Ben spooning me, while West slid next to me.
Rian was already hard, and his eyes widened when he saw the smoldering look on Alejandro’s face.
“Oh god, yes, bond me, alpha.”
“With pleasure.” Alejandro pulled him into a kiss, and I shifted my weight. West began playing with my clit again, and I squirmed on Ben’s knot.
I settled in, Rian and Alejandro’s pounding desire racing through me like liquid fire.