Chapter 23
TWENTY-THREE
REX
Perry’s hands fluttered nervously as I ushered him through my front door and into the house. I had to get him inside before I did something indecent to him where everyone could see. And while Perry might not mind people seeing him, our time together was just for us.
“Tell me about it.” I urged, pulling him close as I kicked the door shut. I’d been dying all day thinking about him and Quinn. “I need to know where he touched you. How he touched you.”
Perry practically swooned in my arms when I hauled him close and mouthed a trail of kisses up the side of his neck.
Burying my face in the curve of his throat, I kissed him softly, trying to slow my desperate pace.
A voice inside me screamed to strip him bare, to reclaim every inch of him, but another voice reminded me that Perry wasn’t mine and his body wasn’t mine to lay claim to. Perry was a gift.
“Rex, I—” Perry began, pausing when my hands slid under the hem of his shirt and I dragged it off over his head. A short sharp bark made both Perry and I go still.
“I’m going to let him out into the back yard. I’ll be right back.”
Perry nodded and it was all I could do to pry myself away from him.
Danish scampered toward the back door, the world’s happiest little cock-block.
I didn’t want to leave him outside because I wanted to take my time with Perry but the wait for him to take care of business seemed to drag on eternally.
I found Perry in the living room where I left him. His shirt was in his lap and he was toying with the fabric, like he couldn’t decide whether to put it back on or not.
“I was a wreck today.” Perry started, his gaze flicked up to meet mine and all I saw when I looked at him was this quivering vulnerability. He seemed dead certain that this was a deal breaker. And there was only one way I could think of to prove that it wasn’t.
“It’s okay to be nervous. Tell me how you got through it.”
“Quinn. He—he was just nice to me is all. I kept fumbling the script so he said fuck the script and we just went back to basics.”
There was suddenly too much distance between us and I stepped into his personal space, crowding against him. I used my knee to push his apart and stood between his spread legs.
“Was he sweet to you, Perry?” I worked my way down my shirt, unbuttoning it slowly, letting Perry get used to the idea that this was happening.
That I was okay hearing about him with another man.
It wasn’t like he’d been sneaking around behind my back, seeing other men on the side without telling me.
This was his job and it was something he’d clearly communicated with me about.
Perry looked up at me, his eyes a little glassy as he nodded.
“Tell me.” I rasped, barely able to contain the urge to whip my dick out. It throbbed and ached and I’d have to deal with it eventually, but I didn’t want to rush this. I wanted to savor every moment with him.
“He—we kissed and at first it was—it made me worry about what you’d think. And then I just sort of decided that you’d either be cool, or not, and it was easier to relax after that.”
“What did you do once you relaxed?” I rewarded his honesty by popping the button of my pants. Perry looked thirsty, his gaze torn between my face and my crotch, which was basically eye level.
“Quinn got on his knees for me. He pushed me up against the wall and he sucked my cock.”
“I bet his throat felt nice. He’s a good friend.”
Perry almost smiled when I said that, like he couldn’t decide if I was serious or if I was just playing around.
And honestly, it was a bit of both. Perry’s relationship with his friend didn’t bother me.
Even knowing that they’d just fucked. Because I saw them together at the gym and the way Perry looked at Quinn wasn’t the same way he looked at me.
“I need you to know that you being with other people isn’t a deal breaker for me.
” I cradled his face in my hands, smoothed my thumbs over his cheekbones and bent down to steal a kiss.
He tasted like mint and I liked the idea that he might have scrubbed himself from top to bottom, inside and out, before coming here to be with me.
Perry didn’t seem to know what to say to that, but he started fumbling with my zip and managed to pull it down.
“Quinn got on his knees for me and he sucked my cock until my knees gave out and then he turned me around and ate my ass. At some point, I think the only thing keeping me from collapsing was the wall he pressed me against and his fucking tongue.”
Perry freed my cock and leaned in, his gaze never wavering from mine as he parted his lips and took me in his mouth.
All. At. Once.
My knees wobbled and I put my hand on Perry’s shoulders to keep me upright as I laughed. “Holy shit. My boyfriend has a porn star mouth but I don’t have porn star staying power. Slow down, slow down, slow down.”
Perry pulled back, smirking at me like the cat who ate the canary. The light was coming back to his eyes now, like he was starting to believe that not only did I not mind his job, that I found it kind of fucking hot for him to come home to me after a shoot.
“Now, I still want to hear about what went down, but you can’t very well talk with a dick down your throat, can you?”
It was rhetorical, but Perry shook his head anyway. If I were a stronger, more fit man, I’d have picked him up and tossed him over my shoulder and thrown him onto my bed. But I settled for extending my hand and pulling him to his feet when he took it.
I didn’t want to fuck him on the couch; well, I did, but I wanted to invite him into my bedroom. Into my private space so he could see that I trusted him to be there still.
Once inside, I ignored my cock and slowly stripped Perry out of his clothes. I slid his shirt off over his head then kissed him, long and slow, tangling our tongues together like they were slow dancing.
Perry gasped when my hand slid down his torso and cupped his iron hard cock. His gasp turned into a groan when I rubbed his dick through his pants, squeezing gently.
“I bet I could make you come just like this.” Perry whimpered. “Oh, you like that idea? Do you want to come in your pants for me?”
Perry tried to laugh, but it broke off into a moan when I rubbed his cock again.
“On the bed. Get comfortable.” I told him, pulling away.
Perry blinked at me a couple times before his brain caught up to what I said and like lightning, Perry was naked and stretched out on his back.
He still looked nervous, but less so as each minute passed. And his dick definitely wasn’t nervous.
Perry was hard as a rock. His cock laid rigid on his stomach, the tip angry-looking, all red and shiny with precum.
I stripped out of the rest of my clothes, then made sure we had supplies close by. Perry’s job meant both of us would be testing regularly and that condoms would most likely stay a staple in our relationship, but I didn’t mind if it meant I could get my mouth on him.
I knelt on the bed and then straddled him. Our cocks brushed together and I ignored it through sheer iron will. “Here’s what’s going to happen.”
Perry swallowed, looking horny but also wary, like he was still waiting for me to pull my mask off and reveal a snarling, snappish, jealous man. If that’s what he was waiting for, I was happy to prove him wrong.
“You’re going to tell me about Quinn. About all the things he did to you. How it felt. What you did to him. I want to hear everything. And if you stop talking, I stop.”
To start, I kissed him. Because I couldn’t not kiss him.
His mouth was heaven and his hands sank into my hair as he held me, keeping me from ending the kiss too soon.
We kissed until my mouth ached, until my body shook from the restraint it took to not just rut up against him and chase my orgasm now.
But the minute I broke away from his mouth and started kissing down his neck, across his clavicles, the hollow of his throat, Perry started talking. His voice was just above a whisper and it trembled a little, but I chalked that up to a mixture of lust and nerves.
“Start where you left off. You were nervous,” I paused to lave my tongue over his nipple, smiling at the way his breath hitched. “You were nervous and Quinn got on his knees for you. Tell me about that.”
“I—he—”
“There’s no wrong answer, Perry.” I stopped to look at him. “And if you really don’t want to tell me about it like this, you don’t have to. But no matter what you say, or don’t say, I’m not mad and I’m not going to be mad.”
Perry took a deep breath and something I said seemed to have settled him because he looked calmer. Like maybe that was the first full breath of air he’d taken all day.
“Quinn sucks dick like he’s trying to medal in the dick-sucking Olympics.”
Perry’s comment made me smile and I went back to teasing him, to kissing him and tormenting his nipples with my tongue, my lips, my teeth. Perry squirmed underneath me, his voice unsteady but aroused.
“God. Uh—he has a great mouth and he likes my nuts. He said as much.” Perry was babbling now, his body writhing beneath me as I continued to kiss him.
My mouth mapped a trail down his body and he fucking shook when I slotted myself between his legs and pushed them apart, caressing the insides of his thighs where his legs met his body. The skin there was soft and smooth.
I held his gaze for a second, then buried my face in his groin. At first, I just nuzzled the base of his cock. I breathed him in, the scent of clean skin and shampoo.
“I love that you scrubbed yourself for me.” I mouthed the base of his cock, then paused, waiting for Perry to speak again before I continued.
“He liked to tease me.” Perry’s breaths were coming shorter and sharper now as I took him in hand and swirled my tongue around the head of his cock. “He—fuck. He liked it messy and sloppy and he pretends to still have a gag reflex.”
I paused for a breath, and so I could ask, “Did you choke him with your cock, baby?” Before taking him into my mouth. Blindly, I patted the bed, searching for his hand and when I found it, I put it on my head. A silent ask for him to do the same to me.
Perry made a strangled noise and his hand tightened in my hair. “Fuck, Rex. I can’t.”
I pulled back and looked up at him, pouring all my sincerity into my tone.
“Yes, you can. I want you to. If it’s too much, I’ll tap out.” I paused. “Okay?”
The moment hung between us and then Perry nodded. “Okay.”