31. Sina
Their hands were everywhere at once. A thumb grazed my nipple, sending a sharp, electric jolt through me, while another hand traced a slow, deliberate path along the back of my thigh.
I moaned before I could stop it, the sound dragged straight from my throat.
My head fell forward against the cool wood, back arching on instinct.
Desire had my body betraying exactly what it wanted.
Harlow palmed my ass roughly.
“ Keep your hands on the headboard, darling. ” Low’s command slid over me like liquid fire, licking across my skin with delicious heat. My fingers tightened around the wood, knuckles paling as I obeyed. I was already so worked up it wouldn’t take much for them to make me come.
I whimpered. If I wanted to move, to stop this, I knew I could.
But I didn’t. I wanted this so fucking badly it hurt .
The sharp, electric rush of choosing to surrender my control instead of having it taken from me sent a powerful surge of heat through me, my pulse racing as desire curled tighter and tighter in my belly.
Nik inhaled sharply with a groan. “I can smell how fucking wet you are, Sina.”
His touch left my hair, trailing in a slow, deliberate path down the front of my neck, sending heat skittering in its wake. The contrast between the strength in his hands and the care in his movements made my breath catch.
Harlow’s hands slid over my back, broad and warm.
“ Fuck me . Look at you, darling.” Harlow’s grip tightened low on my hips, a groan slipping out of him. “Having you so willingly at our mercy is a heady fucking thing, Sina.”
His breath ghosted over my neck.
“The things I could force you to do… It’s taking everything in me not to push you until you’re shaking and falling apart.
Force your pussy to come again and again until you’re begging me to stop.
” I felt the vibration of his groan deep in my core.
I wanted what he pictured so fucking badly, but I bit my lip to keep silent, letting them decide what they wanted to do to me.
“I could bite you right now. Force you to come without even touching your pussy.”
My breath caught in my throat.
The dirty, filthy words of his fantasies poured over me, heat and danger tangled together, my pulse racing as the thrill twisted with something sharper—something that hit deeper than just desire.
I was fucking curious.
“Compel me, Harlow,” I begged before I could second-guess myself.
He groaned and rocked his hips into me, forcing my chest harder into the headboard. I gasped as his silk length slid across my ass. Skin to skin.
Nik let out a low hum beside me, his fingers still dragging back and forth across my sensitive nipples, pinching and rolling them between his fingers. “Careful what you ask for, little mate. Low can get carried away, and pleasure can quickly become pain.”
Harlow ground his hips into me again and hissed, his fangs dragging across my shoulder blade. The scrape sent a shiver racing down my spine. My fingers tightened against the headboard as I tried to hold myself steady, tried to stay present instead of drifting away in the intensity of it.
“Low, please .”
“Mmm, you sound so pretty when you beg, darling,” he murmured. “But no. Sadly, I want to feel your pussy milking my cock when I make you come for the first time.”
He cackled at my frustrated growl and stepped back. The sudden absence of his heat made the cool air kiss over my flushed skin. Goosebumps rose along my arms.
Nik climbed onto the bed and leaned casually against the headboard, one arm behind his head, the other resting in his lap. The mattress shifted under his weight, a quiet reminder of how close he was. I gasped when I realized he’d removed his shorts and was slowly stroking himself.
The sight of him there—relaxed, watching, completely in control—sent another wave of heat rolling through me.
Oh my god, I was going to combust.
“Enjoying the view?” Nik asked lazily.
I adjusted my hips, trying to find some relief from the tight coil building inside me. I was going fucking crazy, my thoughts scattered, my body louder than my mind. I bit my lip, eyes locked on him, the early light catching in his hair and the sharp lines of his shoulders.
He was gorgeous.
“I want to taste you, sir,” I said before I could lose my nerve. “Return the favor.”
“ Bring your sexy ass over here, little mate. ”
I sucked in a sharp breath and crawled toward him on autopilot, settling between his spread thighs.
The bed dipped behind me and Harlow gathered my hair in his fist, forcing my head back, exposing my throat to Nik’s piercing gaze. My eyes watered at the sting to my scalp, but I didn’t protest.
Was he going to let me taste him?
I licked my lips in anticipation.
Nik’s eyes darkened as his fingers slid along my neck before his hand closed around my throat, squeezing hard enough to stop the gasp from passing my lips.
“ Are you going to be a brat, little mate, or my good fucking girl? ”
“Probably a brat.” My eyes widened as I met Nik’s gaze. “I didn’t mean to say that. I want to be your good girl, sir.”
Heat flooded my face, because I did—but knowing my mouth, I’d probably fuck it up and say something snarky .
Nik chuckled. “I know. It was the truth though, so I’ll let it slide.”
His hand slid lower along my belly. “Spread those sexy thighs. Hands on my shoulders.”
My body did as he commanded and was rewarded when his fingers found my cunt, strumming expertly across my clit as his tongue licked a slow path up my neck.
“You’re going to try so hard for me, aren’t you, little mate?” he breathed into my ear before nipping at the lobe.
I groaned, nodding, my fingers tightening against his shoulders as I rocked my hips against his hand.
“ Fuck , those little sounds you make are addictive,” Harlow growled, pressing closer behind me. He leaned forward and placed a kiss on my opposite shoulder, heat curling low in my belly and the sharp awareness of how close they both were.
My wetness made obscene noises, giving away just how turned on I was. Nik continued stroking inside me. I moaned, my head falling back against Harlow’s shoulder, eyes closing.
I was so close.
“I could fuck you while you suck Nik’s cock.”
My pussy spasmed around Nik’s fingers.
“She likes that idea. Her pussy is choking my fingers.”
“Please.” I wasn’t sure if I was begging for Nik to make me come or for what Harlow was offering. My mind was a jumbled mess of pleasure and need.
“I think she wants you to let her come, brother,” Harlow said. “Think she’s being a good girl and you’ll let her?”
My hands slipped from Nik’s shoulders.
“Nah, ah,” Harlow chastised softly. “I know Nik had you crawl to him, but I want those hands back on the headboard, darling. Now, Sina. ”
I whimpered, my fingers involuntarily leaving Nik’s broad shoulders to grip the wood on either side of his head.
Fuck. I don’t think I would get over how good it felt to let them control me.
My back bowed as an orgasm crashed through me so hard I almost tipped over, but I kept my hands firmly on the headboard like Harlow wanted.
Nik pulled his fingers free and shoved them in Low's mouth. He hummed as he tasted me. “Such a good girl for your mates.” I flushed at his praise. I liked pleasing him a little too much.
Low’s body pressed against my back as he flexed, grinding his hardness into my ass like a reward for doing what he wanted. Harlow groaned low against my ear. “You taste like sin. Just like your namesake suggested.”
I laughed, shaking my head.
“ Sina, look at me, little mate. ”
My eyes flew open, finding Nik with his head tilted back. He gripped his length in his fist, stroking himself until a bead of precum pooled at the tip. He tugged me closer, his scent driving me wild, and painted my bottom lip with the head of his cock. I licked the musk from my lip, panting.
His gaze sharpened. “ When was the last time you saw Logan’s brother? ”
The words slammed straight through the haze of pleasure.
“The night he killed Logan—” I gasped.
No. No way was he asking me about Keith right now.
What the fuck?
This was why I didn’t want to come downstairs. I knew one of them was going to ask me about my past.
“Red,” I blurted, my eyes widening. “No—I didn’t mean I wanted everything to stop. I just… I can’t talk about Keith.” I shook my head rapidly. “Nik, please don’t make me.”
My heart was beating so fast my body shook.
“Shh,” he murmured, grabbing my chin softly and pulling my lips to his .
His kiss was gentle and warm, and it coiled around my heart and squeezed. For a moment the panic loosened its grip. When he pulled back, we were both panting, his forehead resting against mine.
“Okay. I won’t push you, Sina. For now. ” His voice hardened slightly. “But I can’t protect you if I don’t know who—or what the fuck—is after you.”
I took in a shaky breath and nodded.
“I know. Fuck .” I dragged a hand through my tangled hair. “I just… can’t. Not right now.”
He studied me for a moment before letting my face go. His stormy eyes held mine, sharp but controlled.
Then his voice dropped. “ Open that pretty mouth of yours, little mate, and suck my cock like a good girl. ”
The command hummed through my chest to my toes, sliding over my skin. I whimpered as heat immediately pooled between my thighs. Like I hadn’t just come moments before.
Without breaking eye contact, I licked a hot path up his cock, making him groan, his abs bunching. His hand rested on the back of my head, gently guiding me down on him until he hit the back of my throat.
A warm hand kneaded the flesh of my ass, and I jumped, trying to look back at Harlow. Nik didn’t let me up. Instead he pushed me down harder onto his shaft.
“ Suck me harder, ” he ordered. “I don’t care if your teeth scrape me.”
I shivered at the command and did what he said, bobbing my head faster as his grip tightened in my hair. I moaned around him and more precum filled my mouth.
Behind me, Harlow gently spread my ass and bit the cheek—not enough to break skin.
“Relax, darling. I won’t do anything while you’re unable to deny me. ”
I tried to pull free again. This time Nik let me go, one brow raised.
“I want you to fuck me, Harlow,” I said over my shoulder.
He looked up at me from where he was fingering my pussy, a grin spreading across his face.
“Yes, ma’am.”
He tapped his cock at my entrance and slowly pushed inside me. I rocked my hips back with a moan. He was thicker than Nik.
And was that a piercing?
He bottomed out inside me, and I gasped at the added sensation.
“Are you pierced?” I asked breathlessly. I hadn’t gotten a chance to see his cock like I had Nik’s.
Harlow chuckled. “Just for you, darling.”
He pulled out slightly and slammed back in. We both groaned.
“Little mate,” Nik said darkly. I looked up at him, bracing my hands on either side of his hips, his cock hard between us. “Make me come.”
The compulsion made me shiver.
Harlow picked up the pace behind me and my core ached, my eyes rolling as I sucked Nik harder. He held my hair back so he could watch himself disappear between my lips.
“You feel so fucking good,” Harlow groaned, slapping my ass. The loud clap echoed in the room filled with heavy breaths and skin slapping skin.
My body rocked forward every time he thrust inside me, my breasts swaying with the force of it. I closed my eyes as pleasure built deep inside me.
“That’s it. My good fucking girl,” Nik praised. “ Swallow my cum, Sina. ”
I scraped my bottom teeth along his shaft, and he moaned, grabbing my hair harder, forcing himself to the back of my throat as he came with a groan. I swallowed around his length, trying to breathe through my nose as my own pleasure heightened .
“I’m so fucking close,” Harlow said through clenched teeth. “I’m going to force you to come when I do, Sina,” he chuckled darkly. “Since you begged me so prettily earlier.”
He reached around me, his chest pressing against my back, and made quick circles on my clit just as Nik released my hair.
“ Come for me. ”
I threw my head back, screaming through my release.
Harlow’s hips lost their rhythm as he found his own release, coming deep inside me.
“God damn . That was delicious,” he said, panting.
He leaned into me from behind.
I rolled over, taking Harlow with me. He pulled me into his body, my head ending up on his chest.
Nik got up and headed toward a door I hadn’t noticed before. I watched his ass muscles flex as he walked.
Damn. He had a nice ass.
He came back with a rag and gently parted my thighs to clean up the mess his brother had left behind. I blushed. I’d never had someone clean me up afterwards before, and it wasn’t even his cum.
Harlow grabbed a strand of my hair and played with it absentmindedly while Nik finished cleaning me.
“Thanks,” I said softly.
Nik just smirked, then tossed the rag into a laundry basket before climbing in behind me, his arm wrapping around my waist and pulling me back against him.
I sighed contentedly.
“Get some sleep. Both of you,” Nik demanded. “That’s an order.”
But there was no force behind his words.
“Yes, sir. ”
Nik gave a low, approving growl, the sound warm and satisfied.
“Good fucking girl.”
He pressed a soft kiss against my neck that made me shiver.
A warm flutter spread through my chest at the praise.
I smiled without meaning to, butterflies stirring in my stomach as I draped an arm over Harlow’s chest. He didn’t compel me to stay.
But he didn’t have to. There was no way I was leaving right now.
My eyes drifted lazily toward the window as sleep pulled at me.
There was a bird on the sill—a crow, maybe.
I wasn’t great with birds, but it made me pause.
Bloom had once given me a black feather and said it symbolized protection.
And that’s all I’d wanted when I first moved to Ash Harbor.
To feel safe. I smiled softly, snuggling deeper between my vampires.
Maybe it was silly, but seeing the bird there felt like a good omen.
Like maybe this was where I was meant to be.
“Go to sleep, little vixen,” Harlow murmured, kissing the top of my head.
My eyes slid shut, and for the first time, no nightmares plagued me.