Chapter 6 The Silent Apology
"I'm sorry,"
He said in a low voice, tone a bit at a loss.
"I... I really didn't know it was that."
"That shape... looks like a pen... I thought... it was for massaging the cervical vertebra..."
Me: ...
Fine, I overestimated this pure Farming man's understanding range.
It's reasonable.
Someone who hadn't even dated never had a relationship, not recognizing this "high-tech" thing made sense.
"It's too hot. Don't overdo it or you'll ruin yourself."
He reached out to pull away the quilt over my head. I blushed and stopped him.
In the struggle.
My hand accidentally touched a hard thing.
My gaze landed on the abrupt spot.
"You... you don't have a problem, do you..."
He looked bewildered.
"I... how could I have a problem?"
"Then... you slept in the Guest Bedroom after marriage!"
He explained carefully.
"We got married after just one meeting. I was afraid... I was too eager and would make you dislike me..."
"I thought... you... you hadn't let go of your Ex-Boyfriend..."
The bit of shame, anger, and grievance in my heart leaked out a lot.
"Who would let go of that trash!"
I suddenly sat up, lifted the quilt, and stared straight at him.
"So, you're not incapable?"
His gaze deepened. He leaned close, shadows covering me.
"Incapa... "
His large hand wrapped around my wrist, burning hot.
"Only by trying."
He stared at me, voice hoarse.
"Wife, do you want to... use me?"
My throat tightened. I swallowed hard.
The atmosphere had been built up to this point...
Use!
Must use!
However, a few minutes later...
"Ah, it hurts so much..."
"Lu Jingchuan, how could you..."
"Do you even know how?!"
"Get out!"
He was sweating all over, flustered.
"Alright, you... don't cry..."
"I won't try..."
He retreated like a big dog who had done something wrong, full of guilt.
I lay on the bed, overwhelmed with frustration.
I started thinking nonsense again.
The internet said it would hurt at first, but it might be fine if I endured.
Was I too delicate...
But his... was too terrifying...
I tossed and turned, unable to sleep.
Maybe try again?
I couldn't ask him.
A careful voice came from beside me.
"Xia Mianmian, I'm sorry... it's all my fault..."
"Don't worry, I won't touch you anymore. You... sleep..."
Me: ???
"You sleep in the Guest Bedroom!"
How angry.
He nodded obediently.
"Okay."
He really got up and left.
Ah ah ah!
What kind of straight man was this?