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Idrag Noah inside by the hand, taking him straight to bed.
I hardly allow him to wipe his forest-y feet before urging him under the covers with me.
“Feisty Omega.” His soft giggle warms my heart as he climbs into bed.
I clamp around him with my whole body the second he lays down.
But I make sure to hold his head to my chest, both arms wrapped around him as even my head hugs his. Our cuddle ball shifts as my doting scent reverts back to lust, craving more of his touch. Noah lifts his chin to kiss me, but the soft, loving pecks he gives aren’t enough.
He seems to agree, tugging me lower by the hips so he can smash every inch of his lips into mine. Each kiss loosens my muscles, parting my lips. Noah’s tongue glides into my mouth, meeting mine in a slow, erotic dance.
As I buck my hips down for his cock on instinct, his tip dips into my entrance. We jolt in surprise.
Noah’s sudden seriousness flushes my cheeks as he pulls back to look at me.
I’m unraveled and aching with need for him, but most of all...
“I feel so safe with you,” I whisper.
He huffs out a heavy breath, his fingertips sliding into the roots of my hair behind my head. My heart pounds as his eyes glide across every part of my body; he’s absorbing every second of my breath as if he’s reminding himself I exist.
“I feel safe with you too. No one protects me like you do, Aliya.”
I kiss him harder than I have all night, whining through the love coursing through our bond. Reaching below me to position his cock at my entrance, I attempt to bind our bodies even further.
But then I remember something. “Dammit, I’m on my period.”
Noah releases a heavy breath, his eyes wide. “T-that’s what you’re worried about? You almost just put me inside you, and it seriously hurt you last time.”
“I know, but I— We have to practice if we want it to hurt less, right? And I’m feeling extra turned on, so—”
Noah’s wide-eyed stare softens into steady desire. I hardly have time to take it in before he presses his lips to mine, his Alpha musk rushing straight to my groin. I respond by widening my legs.
Let me at least help you warm up first. Noah is too busy making out with me to speak aloud, each of his heavy kisses stirring pleasure through my chest. He rolls into the opening I left him between my thighs with a growl, easing a hand down my abdomen until he brushes my clit. I whine through rapid, uncontrollable breaths, my back arching with every completed circle of his fingertips. He massages each wave of pleasure so deep into the sensitive nerve that my legs squirm at his sides.
Noah absorbs my moans with each kiss as his fingers travel even lower. His slow, gentle tug on the string between my legs slips my tampon out with ease. My heart squeezes as hard as my inner core, delighted by what it means: I’m now empty for him to enter.
“Holy— I’ve never had a tampon be something sexy in my whole life,” I giggle.
Noah chuckles, but we’re far too eager to fully laugh, gazing deep into each other’s eyes.
When he reaches for his pillow, I know it’s to support my back during penetrative sex.
He’s agreeing to try.
I swallow hard. “I’m going to get your pillow messy with blood.”
“I don’t care. You like this angle.” He peeks at me from the corner of his eyes, his irises enveloped in a soft yellow sheen against the moonlight. “I want to make you feel loved from the inside out.”
Noah lifts my hips to slide the pillow beneath me. This simple act ignites our bond with anticipatory desire.
My mate breaks into a playful grin. “Plus, I got that waterproof mattress protector for a reason.”
I groan, hiding my face in my palms. “God, I’m sorry—”
“No, no, no—” Noah pulls my hands off my face. “Trust me, it’s a huge compliment to need one. Seriously, it makes my fucking day, every time.”
“I-I actually—” I swallow hard, flushing to my chest. “I actually didn’t used to squirt like that. I haven’t with anyone else—except for one or two times, by myself.”
Noah freezes. “What? Really?”
My heart pounds. “Really. That’s why I’ve been a little extra embarrassed that I keep messing up the bed.”
As his wolf’s chest puffs in our bond, I sputter out a shy laugh. But Noah’s expression dissolves into a serious, touched silence. With a kiss on my burning cheeks, Noah softens his voice. “Fuck, Aliya. It actually means a lot that you trust me enough for your body to feel so relaxed and safe with me. I thought it was a treat before, but now it’s even more beautiful.”
A rising, uncontainable whimper comes out of me. “I want you so badly, Noah.” I’m surprised by how desperate I sound, but Noah shudders, slow blinks soaking in every bit of my lusty scent.
As he positions himself in front of me, one hand on my thigh, he looks straight into my eyes.
“I’m right here. Do you want me to use my hands first, or my mouth?”
I bite my lip with a giggle, stifling my rising breath. “I-I’d— I’d like you to touch me.”
Noah’s voice settles into a deep purr. “I’d love to, gorgeous.”
His fingertips swirl across my core, but my eager body opens wide, swallowing one of them. I shudder, gripping his wrist for more as Noah eases his finger deeper. He’s so gentle that I’m surprised by how easy it feels—as if I’ve had no problem with penetration lately.
“Does it hurt at all?” He murmurs against my lips.
“No, I—” My jaw drops. “I love it.”
The slow, penetrating drag of his finger tugs directly on my heart muscles, overpowering my senses. But when my body quickly gapes for him, Noah adds a second finger. Tingles ricochet throughout my chest.
“Ah... Yes—” I breathe out every word.
“You’re so warm and soft, gorgeous.”
My pussy clenches around his fingers at his words, intensifying the pleasure of his touch. He prods me faster, curling against my G-spot with lush, massaging motions.
“Oh, God, Noah—” My knees drop open, lifting my entrance for him as my hips rock over the pillow.
“Fuck,” he whispers, his eyes roaming over me like he can’t capture enough of this moment before it slips away from him.
I tilt my hips, shoving him deeper as I clamp down on his fingers. Noah’s cock twitches every few breaths, but it jolts as I squirt across it with a cry.
“Ah! I’m about to come, Noah—”
“I know, gorgeous. I’ll work you back up again. Enjoy yourself.” His deep purr sinks deep into my heart.
I drop my head to the side, and Noah takes his chance to lick my mark. Each lick builds pressure in my groin. As he plunges his fingers deeper, nudging my cervix, my nipples harden at the pleasure shooting up my chest.
“Ah! Mmm—”
My moaning orgasm is stolen with a kiss, Noah’s breath heaving as he rapid-taps my favorite spot. Wetness seeps into the pillow below me, and my legs shake with leftover pleasure.
“Good job, beautiful. You did so well.” Noah kisses me through my soft moans, his thumb stroking my cheek in gentle admiration.
“Noah,” I breathe. His shaft flexes at the sound of his name, and I bite my lip. “You’re so hard.”
“Fuck... Yeah, I guess so.”
Noah eases back into motion, slipping his fingers in and out—testing out how I’d feel if I was penetrated.
“Oh, God,” I breathe. “Oh, it’s still good. I want it, Noah.” I whine as his big fingers slip from me, leaving my core flexing for more. “Try it. Try entering me. Please.”
His warm hand on my belly urges me to release a slow breath. “That’s my sweet Omega. Breathe deep for me.”
He grips his cock, circling it around my entrance until my back arches.
“Oh! Please—”
“Relax, gorgeous. Please, relax.”
I nod, my lips parted with pleasure as I gaze into his heavy-lidded stare. As he nudges my core with his bulging tip, I instantly wince—followed by intense, luxurious pleasure at how thick he is. The introduction of his warm, soft skin feels so strong that it”s like he’s touching all of me.
I breathe out a delighted sigh, my eyelashes fluttering.
But all Noah notices is the wince. He slips back out of me, not even an inch inside in the first place.
“Wait, it felt so good!”
“Aliya, it hurt you—”
“Alpha, I swear it felt good after the first part. Let”s just see what happens if you go further in.”
“I-I want to... But I don’t want to hurt you.” Noah bites his lips. “You said it was bad before, right? What helped make it better? Or was it still this bad before we met?”
“Well, it got a lot better. Mainly because I— Well...” My cheeks flush. “It’s a trauma response, so I graduated myself from toy to toy until it all felt good.”
Noah’s wound shoulders soften. “Okay, so maybe we can try something in-between first?” Noah’s eyebrows raise as I deflate in disappointment. He chuckles. “Or maybe you just need some encouragement.”
My heart flips. “What do you mean?”
His incisors gleam in the moonlight, sending a thrill up my spine. “I mean that you’ve been taking it so well for me lately, gorgeous. I’m so proud of you.”
I’m speechless, buried beneath a flash of shyness too powerful to silence. In fact, it only grows louder as Noah returns his fingers to me with a thorough massage, fluttering my eyelids.
“Fuck, what a good, sweet girl,” he murmurs.
Every inch of my face flushes hot, so I’m almost relieved we’re in the dark. Except Noah can absolutely feel my shy, supercharged excitement in our bond from his dirty words, and he’s grinning like he knows exactly what he’s doing to me.
With a deep growl, Noah rubs his tip between my legs, arching my back. “There you go.”
I expect him to try to enter me again, but Noah sticks to swirling himself through my fluids. I’m a squirming, panting mess beneath him, lifting my hips in desperation to meet him. “Noah, I want it so badly—”
“Hey, I’ve got you, remember? Let’s make sure you’re feeling okay first.”
I groan, stopping him with a hand on his chest. “I don’t know if it’ll feel 100% okay, Noah. It might still hurt me a bit, but that’s the only way I can get myself used to it again.”
Noah traces my eyes “Then how about this: you’re in charge. Pull me in as much as you want me, and I’ll walk you through it.”
“Okay,” I whisper.
Nerves strike my core. I reach between my legs, stroking his shaft. It’s dripping with every eager flex, just as desperate for attention despite Noah’s obvious concern.
“Just don’t hurt yourself, please. I love you too much.” He drops to his elbows beside my shoulders, nudging my nose with the tip of his.
Our bodies fall flush from head to toe. It softens the remaining worry between us, Noah’s every shift and squirm sliding against my bare skin.
Hands drag across each other’s backs, fingernails in each other’s hair. Our hands lace with a tight squeeze as we ease into long, deep kisses. Our hips rub against each other, daring to connect. Noah feels so good against me that my heart clenches, physically aching from how much I love him.
“I adore you. I love being this close to you,” I whisper.
He purrs into my mouth, dragging his tongue across mine. His hand behind my head deepens every kiss, his hips rocking in motion with my heavy breaths.
As I prepare him to enter me, I allow the natural flow of our grinding hips to guide him in, bit by bit. My breath hitches in pain as his massive cock stretches my pussy, but when Noah stiffens in worry, I grip his ass. “Deeper. Please—”
“Okay, sweet Omega. You’ve got this. You’ve done such a good job, getting so wet for me—”
I gasp as he pushes past my sore entrance, suddenly slipping into my swollen core. He”s more immersed inside me than he has been all month. The bliss is so heavy, it aches, and I gush onto the pillow.
Noah’s eyes stare deep into mine, living every millisecond of sensation with me with heaving pants. My legs clamp around his hips, dragging him further, further, further.
“Oh, fuck,” Noah growls. “You’re such a good girl, I can’t stand it.”
Dropping my head back with a heavy inhale, I moan as he brushes the deepest point in me. “Ah— More—”
Noah’s heavy moan cuts me off as his eyelids flutter, carefully dragging his cock back just to plunge deeper again. “Fuck, you feel so fucking good, and I’m so weak to it. I’m sorry, I’m— I’m already—”
His intense pleasure hits me deep, making my hips squirm. My nails dig into his ass, urging him to meld with me.
“More, Noah! Please!”
He pulses into me gently but steadily, careful not to slip too far out. Our lips mash together, and we grip each other”s hair as we trade moans back and forth.
Goddess, look at you. I can’t believe how well you’re doing. Noah’s breath speeds against my cheek, his hips twitching with impatience. When he releases my lips to kiss me with tongue, I moan into his mouth at how good it feels to have him inside me in more than one way. But the extra emphasis on his inward stroke makes me cry in delight, each brush of my cervix fluttering my heart.
I break our kiss with a panting heave. “Noah, you’re about to make me—”
“Ah, fuck—” Noah buries his cock into me as deep as he can, filling me with burst after burst of thick fluid. My head drops back as I claw into his shoulders, taken by the heavy warmth his cum spreads throughout my core. His knot consumes all remaining room at my entrance, his tip compressing my cervix with massaging pressure until I yell with every moan.
“Noah! Ah! Ah—”
“I’ve got you—” He kneads my clit with his wide thumbpad, and my hips writhe with gratification. “Fuck, you’re doing so, so well—”
As I come hard over his knotted cock, Noah’s frenzied gasps against my lips wrack my heart. He cradles my head as my eyes roll back, immersed in the blooming pleasure in our bond as it steals my vision. Noah whimpers over me, kissing my jawline until I can finally see again enough to kiss him back.
“Noah—” I breathe. “Oh, my— My God, I—” I want to tell him how hard his loving comfort just made me orgasm, hitting every nerve in my body with bliss, but his soft, exhausted kisses tell me he understands.
“Good job, gorgeous. You did such a good job,” he whispers.
God, I still don’t know how to respond to his genuine, sultry praise. All I can force myself to whisper is a shy, “T-thank you— F-for your help.”
I’m too pleasure-limp to open my eyes, nuzzling Noah’s cheeks as I urge more and more kisses from him. The purring cuddle between us morphs from lust aftershocks to indulgence, huddling into each other”s cozy embrace.
I’m tempted to doze off with my face squished against Noah’s and our limbs tangled, but every time I open my eyes to gaze at my mate, I’m reminded of how much I’m loved.
Noah is still looking at me with heavy-lidded eyes. He hasn’t spoken a word, but I feel his thoughts in his hands cradling me to him, the sharp, heart-clenching breaths he takes when we meet eyes, and each uptick of his love in our bond when another purr escapes my lips.
Eventually, he answers my curious gaze with his mindlink. I couldn’t imagine living the rest of my years with anyone but you. Thank you for trusting me to hold you through your pain.
I huff out the tender, loving ache that strikes my heart. Crashing into a cuddly, deep kiss, I breathe in every second of Noah’s satisfied scent. Thank you for being here on this planet with me.
Noah’s warm, spreading smile soothes my heart.