TRACK 14
STAY
LIZ
Later, as we're walking home, my mind drifts back over the events of tonight.
It felt good releasing some energy and being able to complete the expert wall that grown men were struggling with.
It felt even better when I'd walked off in search of water and Jae-un had cornered me with Kyung watching our backs protectively.
The man backed me into a wall and kissed me senseless.
Which brings my thoughts to the promise I'd made them beforehand.
My stomach does a little flip as I think about it, but I'm not backing out.
Jae-un forces me onto his back to carry me, even when I protest that it's my arms that are tired and not my legs.
He isn't listening. Not like I'm going to complain once I get up here, though.
I like the way his muscles flex underneath me as he walks.
Temptation drives me further as his tan skin glares at me like a beacon, begging to be kissed.
So, I do with the slightest brush of my lips down the edge of his ear.
He stumbles but catches us. In Se and Dav En on either side of him reach out to steady him.
Neither knows the reason he lost his footing, and I have to fight my laugh.
When we get back to their place, he puts me down, but I don't immediately go to make good on promises. Instead, I follow In Se down the hall to his room, catching him before he shuts his door.
"Can I come in?" I ask.
"Of course," he replies with a soft smile.
Jae-un's kiss and the reminder of promises made aren't the only things that have been on my mind tonight.
I can't get the image out of my head of In Se being so possessive earlier and the way that he looked up at me when he was helping me out of my harness.
Not to mention how attentive he's been all day.
What have these men done to me? They're turning my brain into mush.
Sliding my arms around his waist, I close the distance between us as his arms go around my shoulders.
"What's this for?" he asks, smiling down at me.
"Do I need a reason?" I return.
He swallows hard as his smile fades right before he drops his lips to mine. His kiss is soft and his lips even softer. I part my own for him and get lost in the feel of him. I didn't realize just how sweet and gentle he would be, even though I should have.
I kiss him until I don't know where I begin and he ends. We're both breathing hard when we finally pull away, and I wish for the first time tonight that I hadn't made that promise so that I could stay here with him.
Leaning down, his lips brush against my cheek and make a slow path up to my ear where he gives me goosebumps as he whispers, "I'm calling in my favor tonight."
"Okay," I tell him just as quiet, pressing a quick kiss to his jaw.
I don't know how I'm going to make it work, but I will. I'm not going to owe any of them debts after tonight. But I might just have to find a way to owe them more.
"Go on," he says, reluctantly releasing me, not letting go until the last thing touching is our fingertips.
It’s a strange feeling to have one foot wanting to lead me in a direction and the other wanting to go the complete opposite way. Jae-un's door is shut as I walk by it, making me wonder if he is going to be the one that goes back on my promise. I should know better than that.
Then, the universe has to go and throw another curveball into this as Minsul stops me in the hall. “How is your arm feeling? You banged it up pretty good yesterday.”
His soft fingers brush across my already hyperaware skin as he lifts my arm for inspection.
“It’s fine,” I tell him, watching the concerned expression on his face as he checks for himself. “You know, you might be ruining that image of not caring.”
He chuckles, and I love the way the smile lights his face as he drops my arm and lifts his gaze to mine. “I’m working on that.”
As I make my way into Kyung's room, I find him in his desk chair, facing his bed and tossing his fidget ball in the air and catching it. Jae-un is lying back on his bed with his arms behind his head. He grins at me as I walk in and shut the door behind me.
"Thought you might be trying to hide," he teases.
There is just something about this man that makes me want to push every button on him to see which one gets the biggest reaction.
"I'm not that kind of girl," I tell him, slowly letting my overshirt ease down my shoulders before dropping it to the floor.
Kyung moves before he does, the ball hitting the floor about the same time as my shirt. He comes up behind me, moving my hair off my neck and dropping his lips in its place. His arms circle around my stomach, settling right below it. I close my eyes, leaning back into him.
When I open them, Jae-un is standing in front of us. Movement at the door to their joined bathroom catches my eye. Jae-un turns when I look that way.
"I want to call in my favor," In Se says, partially in the darkness since the only light they bothered to turn on was the small desk lamp.
A smile tugs at my lips before he adds, "I just want to watch."
Jae-un turns back to me with an eyebrow lifted in question. Flicking my gaze back to In Se, I nod to the now empty desk chair. I don't ask Kyung, but I feel that I don't have to.
Jae-un doesn't wait to see if In Se complies or changes his mind.
He reaches down and pulls his shirt over his head, leaving him in only a white tank top which contrasts nicely against his tanned skin that called to me earlier.
My mouth literally waters at the sight of it.
Then he steps closer, squeezing me tight against Kyung, who is now working his way down my shoulder.
Reaching out, I grab two fistfuls of his tank on his sides, trying to pull him closer as though it were possible.
The man literally makes a growling sound in the back of his throat as he smashes our lips together and kisses me hard like he did earlier.
I nip his bottom lip in retaliation and his hips arch against me.
Kyung's hands that are smashed between us move as he grabs the bottom of my tank and pulls it over my head.
Breaking apart from Jae-un, I lift my lips to Kyung over my shoulder and he greedily accepts.
He doesn't bother with the clasp on my bra, taking his time like he normally does.
This time, he simply pulls it over my head like my shirt and drops it.
Jae-un's hands find my breasts, making me gasp into Kyung's mouth.
I know they're his because I can feel Kyung's arms reaching back around me.
I pull away to watch what he's doing. Jae-un is just as curious as he watches him grab his tank and lift it over his head.
Kyung brings his hand to my chest and drags a path all the way down to the top of my pants where he undoes the button and works them down my hips.
I've just stepped out of them when he reaches between us again, grabbing Jae-un's pants.
Standing stark naked between two of the sexiest men alive, watching one undo the other's button on his jeans does something to me that I never expected.
Jae-un slams his lips to mine again and completely conquers my mouth like he owns it.
Kyung's hands retreat where I can feel him removing his own clothes against my back.
Thankfully, the button is all he does for Jae-un.
I don't know if my brain could accept any more than that.
Especially right now when I'm overstimulated as it is.
By the time that we're all undressed, I feel like my body is on fire.
I'm hot and needy, and that only worsens when I glance over at In Se.
He sits innocently with his hands propped behind his head much like the pose his bestie was in a few minutes ago.
But the innocence is just an act. His eyes are raking down my body, and when they come back up, he smiles in the most sinfully promising way.
While I've still got his attention, I take Jae-un in my hand and work him a few times before doing Kyung the same way with my other hand. In Se's eyes immediately drop to what I'm doing, and his lips part slightly as his breathing increases.
Jae-un grabs the sides of my face to pull it back to him to claim my mouth again.
He lets out a soft low groan that vibrates my tongue, making me feel it in other places, too.
It's as though Kyung reads my mind as his hand slips between my legs.
He plays with me until I start to arch my hips into his hand.
Then and only then does he slip a finger inside of me.
I literally melt into his chest. My body refuses to even stand on its own.
I lose my grip on them, and they both take advantage.
I'm not sure who moves first, but suddenly we're walking as a unit over to the bed.
Kyung disappears, leaving my back cold and lonely without him, but Jae-un is a good distraction.
He continues to kiss me like he's standing on the moon and I'm the oxygen he needs to survive.
All the while his hands roam all over my body, coming to stop on my cheeks where he grabs handfuls and doesn't let go.
When he finally does let me come up for air, it's to spin me around to where I find Kyung already laid out on the bed ready for me.
I have no shame whatsoever, giving Jae-un and In Se full view of the most private parts of my body as I crawl up to Kyung.
As we've done plenty of times before, since he's got a condom on already, I straddle him and help guide him in until I can feel that he's all the way inside.
We could do this a thousand times or more, and it'll still feel this good.
His hands come up to my breasts as I start to move on him.
I've lost track of who could be watching right now, because all I can feel is Kyung.
That is until Jae-un makes himself known as his weight causes us to shift a bit when he gets on the bed behind me.
His mouth drops to the opposite shoulder Kyung claimed as his own moments ago.
His hands slip around my hips to rest on my stomach before Kyung covers them with his own and brings them up to my breasts.
I almost lose it all as I glance down to see two sets of hands, one tanned and the other more fair skinned, covering me.
Kyung pulls one away as he looks up at me and motions with a finger.
Thinking he wants a kiss, I lean down and capture his lips with my own.
It's not until I'm fully distracted do I feel Jae-un easing himself slowly inside the same space as Kyung.
Ask me before and I'd have said there's no way, but somehow it works.
It steals my breath and makes them both groan, but it works.
Together they set a rhythm that leaves my already weak arms feeling even more like limp noodles.
Hands are everywhere. The sensations are overwhelming. All I can think about is the high that they are pushing me to.
"In Se," Kyung says quietly, his deep voice having dropped an octave and sounding strained.
The man in question responds by getting up and walking over next to the bed. I don't know what Kyung's intentions were in calling him. All I know is that he's close enough to touch.
Reaching out with one hand, I try to undo the button on his pants, but don't have the strength to hold myself up with one arm right now.
Jae-un apparently sees my struggle and reaches down to lock his arms around my chest, supporting my weight so that I have both hands.
Kyung lets out a short grunt as the angle changes a bit.
Finally freeing In Se, I lock eyes with him as I part my lips around him.
He gasps in surprise as one of his hands slips into my hair.
Jae-un’s are still wrapped around me. Kyung brings one of his hands up to drag a single finger down the side of my face before letting those fingers gently close around my throat.
That's it. That's all it takes. All of the sensations everywhere and all at once send me straight over the edge.
Right on the heels of that one, my brain decides this is the perfect time to wonder what it must feel like for the two of them inside of me right now, rubbing against each other. That sends me right over again.
I barely register Kyung and Jae-un following right behind me. Mostly because I can taste In Se on my tongue and feel him spilling down my throat.
I'm caught between three of the most gorgeous men on this planet, having just experienced something out of the most erotic of dreams, and I find myself unable to breathe.
Releasing In Se, he leans down and kisses my forehead as the other two maneuver us around until I'm lying between them on the bed.
My heart rate is slowing down, making it easier to feel like I'm taking in enough air.
In Se is fixing himself and appears to be getting ready to leave.
"Stay," I state.
He freezes, glancing at Kyung over my shoulder.
"Mmm," Kyung says, the sound vibrating against my back.
In Se strips down to his boxer briefs.
"Toss us ours before you get in," Jae-un requests.
In Se complies, waiting until they've got them on before crawling up from the foot of the bed. I turn to my back so that he's got a place to lie. Of course, he picks my stomach as his pillow.
"What about mine?" I ask.
"You won't need them," Jae-un says partially into his pillow with his eyes already closed.
To bring home the point, In Se presses a kiss right below my belly button, tickling me a bit and making me wiggle.
"You need a bigger bed, Kyung," Jae-un mutters.
"You're welcome to go back to yours," he retorts.
In Se chuckles against my stomach as Jae-un tightens his arms around me.
The three of them fall asleep faster, somehow almost instant sleep, making me have to fight my own giggle at Jae-un's light snores.
Something settles deep down in my soul. It's a weird feeling but the only way I'd know how to describe it is the way all the planets revolve around the sun.
I haven't felt like the center of anyone's universe in years.
When I fall asleep and dream, it's bright and warm.