Eleven
Hawk
Avianna is curled to my side as we watch tv though I couldn’t tell you what the fuck is on because all my focus is on the woman at my side.
She fucking took me by surprise with what she said.
I’m damn proud of her, though. Jamie’s time is coming to an end, and I will make sure Avianna has her closure.
Everything she has been through and she can still come out smiling shows just how strong she truly is.
I know she's still trying to process her mom being mob and being related to Declan O’Feeney.
I've heard the rumors like everybody else; that's one fucker you don't want to cross.
Now that Declan is involved, her uncle is going to pray for death once we get our hands on him.
We know he’s still in the area between Crow and Declan’s men; Jamie hasn’t left yet.
Tomorrow at the clubhouse, we are throwing Avianna a birthday party, and I know for a fact that’s when Jamie is going to make his move.
What he doesn’t know is that we are going to let him think he has access to the place, and we will be there to get him before anything can happen.
Avianna laughs at something on the tv making me look down and smile. I push a piece of hair behind her ear and ?watch her shiver as she looks up at me with those sea-glass green eyes I love so much. She has no idea how beautiful she truly is.
She gives me a look that hits me right in the chest. It’s as if she can see all of me. “Is something wrong?”
“Naw, darlin just admiring your beauty. I’m one lucky fucker.”
She blushes and sits up, sitting cross-legged and looking at me. “Hawk, you're so good to me.”
“You haven’t seen anything yet; just wait. And call me Daniel.”
She shakes her head and smiles. “Okay, Daniel.” She whispers my name, and it’s doing something to me to hear it. I never liked my name, but from her lips it has my cock straining in my pants.
I turn the TV off and stand up, holding my hand out and helping Avianna up. “Why don’t we finish watching TV in bed?”
“Yeah, I would like that.”
Leaning down, I kiss the top of her head. “Alright then. Why don’t you head up? I'm going to check that everything is locked up. I will be up in a minute.”
I watch her walk up the stairs with her ass swinging.
I swear she doesn’t know the things she does to me.
Adjusting my hard-on, I walk around the house, checking that I have locked everything up.
Turning the lights off, I go into the kitchen and grab a bottle of water for Avianna.
Walking up, I stand in the doorway and just watch her as she’s lying in bed, making me smile that I finally have her in my bed.
After placing the water on the nightstand, I go into the closet to get dressed.
I throw on a pair of track pants and walk out to see Avianna watching my every move.
I watch as she licks her lips as I get into bed, making my dick twitch.
I look at her and smirk. “See something you like, darlin?” She sputters as her face turns red at being caught. She’s too innocent for a fucker like me, but I can’t wait until I get to corrupt her. It’s going to be so sweet.
“Daniel, I...”
“I know, darlin, I'm just teasing you. Until you say the words, and only when you're ready, until then nothing has to happen. If all I get to do is hold you in my arms at night, then I will be happy. I will wait however long it takes for you to be ready. I’m not going anywhere.”
Hell, I'd die a happy man if a kiss was all I got.
I would never push her. Her needs will always come first.
I watch as she takes a deep breath and looks deep into my eyes.
“What if I say I’m ready now? If this life has taught me anything, it’s that we don’t know what is going to happen tomorrow, so for right now we have this moment and I don’t want to waste it. I love you, Daniel. My love for you runs so deep; I never knew I would ever feel this way about someone.
I never knew if I was going to be alive to feel it, and now that I’m here with you at this moment, I want it all.”
Jesus, my heart feels like it’s beating out of my chest at her confession. I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve her, but I will thank God every day for her coming into my life because she is it for me. “Avianna, are you sure?”
She leans towards me, placing her hand against my cheek as I hold my breath, not daring to move. “I’ve never been more sure about anything in my life, Daniel. I want this. I want you.”
“Then you have me, darlin all of me.” I move and have her lying back against the bed with me hovering over her. Her hair fanned out looking up at me, as if I had all the answers, with so much trust and love in her eyes.
I lower my lips to hers; the kiss turns hungry fast.
One second it was soft and slow, and the next I have her pinned closer against me, my hand gripping her thigh while our mouths move together like we can’t get enough.
Every breath between us feels hot, rushed, desperate.
She kisses me back with the same intensity, and it drives me completely insane.
I can feel the heat of her body through her clothes and feel the way she reacts to every kiss.
She melts against me as her fingers tangle in my hair, holding me close like she never wants me to stop, and honestly, I don’t think I could even if I tried.
She pulls back and her breaths are coming out in pants, her lips swollen and red, begging me to kiss her again.
I lift the bottom of her shirt, looking at her, wanting to feel all of her.
She nods her head, sitting up slightly, letting me take it off, and as soon as I do, I realize she’s not wearing a bra, making me bite my lip.
She goes to cover herself, and I stop her. “No, darlin you're perfect.”
She blows out a breath and lowers her hands, and with slightly shaking hands, I reach for her shorts and drag them down her legs until she is completely bare to me. I look my fill of her and I can’t wait until I taste every inch of her.
I look back into her eyes as she watches me. “I think you have too many clothes on.” She whispers, and I can see a vulnerable look in her eyes.
Standing off the bed, I grab the waistband of my pants and lower them to the ground, never taking my eyes off her, and watch her swallow hard as she looks at my cock. I grab it and tug on it. She licks her lips as pre-cum leaks from the tip. “Are you sure this is what you want, Avianna?”
She sits up and holds out her hand towards me. “Make love to me, Daniel.”
I swallow hard and grab her hand, letting her pull me to the bed.
I lean her back as I climb on and hover over top of her, boxing her in.
I can feel the heat of her body as I lower myself until we are touching.
“You’ve got it, darlin” I wink at her as I lean down and give her a kiss.
As I move to her neck, she tilts her head to the side to give me better access.
I suck a spot behind her ear, knowing damn well it’s going to leave a mark.
As soon as I reach her breasts, I take them both in my hands, which are big enough that they spill over, and pinch her nipples, watching her back arch.
I lower my head and take her nipple in my mouth and pull hard, loving the little sounds she’s making.
I do this repeatedly, pulling, sucking, pinching until they are both stiff peaks and she’s a sobbing mess on the bed wanting more.
“Oh, God. More Daniel.” She moans out.
I let go with a pop, looking up at her with a smirk on my face. “Patience, darlin I haven’t had my dessert yet.” I make my way lower until I’m faced with her pussy that’s already dripping wet for me.
I spread her legs as wide as they can go and fit my shoulders there.
She locks her legs around my head and I can feel her body shake with anticipation.
I take my finger and gently rub her pussy lips, slowly, gently with a featherlight touch, gathering her juices.
“Is all this for me, Avianna?” I look up at her, seeing her watching my every move, which makes this more erotic.
I look at her with a predatory look as I stick my fingers in my mouth and suck them clean, loving her taste in my mouth.
She moans at the erotic act. “Only for you, Daniel.”
“Good.” With that, I lower my head and take my first lick, and growl at the taste that explodes on my tongue.
I snarl like a beast as I lick her like a man starved from the desert heat.
Her body trembles at my touch as I lose all thought as I attack her pussy with intensity.
She grabs my hair and pulls, and I know her orgasm is right there.
“Oh God, I’m so close.” Her back arches off the bed as she locks her legs around me tighter.
I double down on my efforts and add a finger, then another, hitting her sweet spot. “Then come for me, give me what I want.” I growl against her pussy as I rub her clit and curl my fingers at the same time, and that’s all it takes for her to orgasm. I lap up her juices as she screams my name.
“DANIEL!”
I lick her clean, unable to help myself, and place a kiss on her pussy lips, leaning my head on her legs, looking up at her with a smug smile on my face as I watch her try to catch her breath. “Are you still with me?”
She pushes up on her elbows, looking down at me and smiling. “That was wow.”
I chuckle climbing up her body. “Plenty more where that came from.” I reach into the nightstand and grab a condom, putting it on. “Are you still sure?”
She wraps her legs around me, holding me to her with a smile on her face. “Make love to me, Daniel.”
I settle between her legs, rubbing my cock back and forth, making us both moan at the feeling. I push in a little at a time until I can feel her barrier and stop moving my arms, straining to hold still. “Fuck, I don’t want to hurt you.” I lower my head until our foreheads touch.
She places her hand on my face, smiling up at me. “It will only hurt for a moment. Just love me, Daniel,” she whispers against my lips.
“I love you, Avianna.” I lower my head and take her lips in a kiss as I surge all the way, feeling like the biggest asshole in the world as she rips her lips from mine, crying out in pain as I feel the most incredible feeling in the world.
Her pussy is so snug and tight, strangling my cock.
I hold still as I wipe her tears away. “I’m so sorry, darlin, just breathe. The pain will pass.”
She closes her eyes and takes a couple of deep breaths. I lower my hand and rub her clit hoping to ease her pain. She opens her eyes, which are shining but showing her undying love, making my heart skip a beat, knowing we are finally connected in all ways.
She wiggles around, making a strangled noise come out of me. Fuck, it’s taking everything in me to hold still. “I’m okay. You can move now.” She lifts her legs higher on my back as I start to move in and out slowly, both of us moaning at the feeling as I stretch her. “Faster, Daniel.”
“You better hold on then, darlin.” I grit my teeth as I pull out and slowly slam back in harder, moving her up the bed.
“Fuck, you feel so good, I never want to leave this pussy. I’m going to be inside you every chance I get. All over this damn house until we’ve used every inch, then I’m going to start all over again.”
I pick up my pace as I fuck her harder, both of us moaning out our pleasure.
Goddamn, she needs to get there fast because I don’t know how much more I can hold on.
I can feel the tingle at the base of my spine.
It feels euphoric, too much and never enough all at once.
Like I’ve reached the top of the world and I’m seconds from jumping.
Her head thrashes from side to side, gripping the sheets in her hand. “Please.”
Thank fuck. I lower my hand as I pound into her, rubbing her clit, and I watch the moment she throws her head back and screams my name as her orgasm washes over her. “DANIEL!”
Her pussy spasms around me, clutching my cock, and that's all it takes for me to cum. It seems to go on forever as she milks my cock. My vision goes spotty as I lower myself onto her as my heart beats erratically. “Fuck.”
Avianna wraps her arms around me as we both try to catch our breaths. Once my heart goes back to normal, I lift my head and give her a kiss. “I wasn’t too rough with you, was I?”
“No, it was perfect.” She pulls me down and kisses me, and I can feel my cock getting hard again but I know she’s not up for another round so with great reluctance I lift up and pull out of her but I don’t miss the wince on her face.
I hate the fact that I hurt her at all. “I will be right back. I'm just going to get rid of the condom.”
I walk into the bathroom and dispose of the condom and grab a cloth, let the hot water warm it up, while grabbing two painkillers, and walk back out.
Gently as I can, I clean her up and throw the cloth in the hamper.
I grab the water and hand her the two pills.
“It will help with the pain so you won’t be so sore in the morning.”
Her face blushes as she takes them as I get into bed. I clap my hands to shut the lights off, and once she’s done; I pull her to me as she lays her head on my chest. “Good night, darlin I love you.”
I can feel her smile against my chest. “I love you too.”
I watch as she yawns, and with each minute her eyes get heavy until she is fast asleep. I stay up a little bit longer and watch her, knowing that she’s right where she’s meant to be.