Chapter Danylo
September 3, 2021
Today I saw an angel with a black shadow behind her. I killed this angel once.
I didn't want to admit it to myself, but I stared at her for five minutes in the cafeteria. She laughed, and I fell in love with her laughter. September 4
Amelia looked me in the eyes for the first time, although I don't think she remembered me, but it was enough to make me smile like a fool for three lessons.
She is the light I've been searching for all my life. I have always lived in the dark. Endless, terrible darkness. But she enlightens me on the way forward.
September 5
I like her smile. It’s sincere and warm.
I like her lips. I want to kiss them.
I like Amelia. I don't want to admit it.
September 6
She spoke to me. For the first time. It doesn't matter that we had a fight at the bus stop. I am ready to argue with her for the rest of my life, just so that her lips would turn to me, and her eyes would slide over my body.
September 7
I go crazy when I don't see her anywhere.
September 8 I'm starting to fall in love with her.
September 9 I'm in love with Amelia Melnyk.
May 29, 2022
I still love Amelia Melnyk. Despite the fact that she hates me. Despite the fact that I will never be worthy of her, I continue to love. Today, tomorrow and forever there is only one girl in my heart. The one I fell in love with a long time ago. The one who was a little princess and had dinner in a restaurant with her father. I loved Amelia Melnyk long before she knew about my existence. I fell in love with her fifteen years ago and have never stopped loving her since then...
I was broken. Destroyed. Ruined. And she was a ray in my life. A ray whose shine I took away.
Loving Amelia was an amazing experience. It was like I could smell the flowers in the air. As if I could see the sun at night. Like my heart was beating in my chest again, even though I had lost it long ago.
I was ruthless. I was not interested in anyone, but her. She didn't know many things about me, and I didn't want to tell her. I had many flaws, but I loved her.
Day and night I loved Amelia.
In summer and in autumn, I loved Amelia.
In sorrow and in joy, I loved Amelia.
I loved her. And I still do.
My beautiful, beautiful love.