Chapter 24
Tegan
I take a deep breath, as if I’m about to walk a tightrope, but there’s no reason to be so fearful. It’s just a shower. Something people do every day. But each day, it’s a source of anxiety for me, even with Alec’s comfort and best attempts to distract me.
He usually showers with me, but I’m alone today. We thought I should try by myself. I know it’s stupid, and I’ve gotten better about it, but I remember the old life I left behind, and my breath hitches as I look at the shower.
Alec steps into the bathroom. “Everything okay?”
I shake my head and pull the towel away.
“Do you want to talk about it?”
“I just don’t understand why this is so hard for me,” I whisper.
Alec smiles at me. “Get in the shower. I’ll be right back.”
He disappears, closing the door behind him.
I step inside as he instructed and stand just outside the water’s spray before slinking beneath it.
Warm droplets rain down and cleanse me, but a moment of panic steals my breath.
I back out of the water and start to cry. That’s when I hear a knock at the door.
“Come in!” I lean out of the shower and pull a towel in front of me.
Tye walks in, and I’m too stunned to speak, but Alec appears behind him. Warm nervousness washes over me.
“Pup,” Alec whispers as he brushes my dark, wet hair from my face.
As much as I like the idea of where this is going, this isn’t the best time. My anxiety isn’t being very pleasant to me right now.
“Let us help you,” he whispers with a soft smile.
“You two can’t fix everything with your dicks,” I say, reaching over to close the shower curtain. Alec’s hand wraps around my wrist and stops me.
“We’re not trying to fix everything. Just some things.”
I let a smirk cross my lips, and that’s all the confirmation they need. The moment I smile at them, they start stripping.
Alec is much leaner, with tight muscles bunched beneath smooth skin.
Tye looks like he pumps more iron. Scars run down the length of his left side—his arm, torso, and thigh.
I’m not sure how I didn’t notice that before.
The shower fills with muscle and heat as they join me, sandwiching me between them.
Alec kisses me. His lips move down my neck as Tye grabs my chin to bring my mouth to his.
It’s working. This attention replaces my fear, and the anxiety melts away with every touch.
Alec’s hands grip my towel, and my heart picks up speed.
They’ve seen me naked. They know I’m not some skinny girl.
But that doesn’t stop my panic from punching my rational mind in the face.
I don’t panic long before Alec strips away the towel and throws it on the tile floor outside the shower.
Then he backs up and takes me with him so that I’m beneath the showerhead.
Warm water rains on me again. When I gasp, it’s not because of how horrible I fear this shower will be. It’s because this shower is shaping up to be the best I’ve ever had.
My mouth is never lonely as they take turns kissing me.
My breasts are never untouched as their mouths and hands share me.
And then Alec turns me to face Tye. His hands press down on my shoulders, guiding me to my knees.
Tye’s dirty blond hair presses against his neck.
His erection moves in front of my face, and even though I know what they want me to do, I wait because it feels so surreal.
“I want you to suck his cock, pup,” Alec says.
Using my hair, Tye guides my movements and brings me toward his cock. My lips spread, and I take him inside my mouth.
“You suck me so good, princess,” Tye groans.
His praise warms me like the water hitting my neck and back.
The only thing that could elevate this moment would be feeling Alec’s erection behind me, but I feel nothing.
It isn’t because he isn’t attracted to me, but I still feel a twinge of insecurity before I remember his trauma broke him in different ways than mine broke me.
So, I lean back against his limp crotch and let him watch me suck Tye’s cock like it’s my job.
I look up at Alec, and he growls as he replaces Tye’s hand in my hair. He tugs me off Tye’s cock and drags me to my feet.
“Sorry, Tye. I’ll give her back in a moment.” He cranes my neck. “You knew what you were doing there, didn’t you? You want to get me hard. That’s why you looked up at me with those pretty fuck-me eyes while you had my best friend’s cock in your mouth.”
His words drip over me, hotter than the water. “Yes,” I pant.
“Such a good little whore.”
I like how those words sound rolling off his tongue.
Tye grabs my arm and drags me out of the shower and toward the long sink counter. As he backs me away, Alec throws me the most sinful movie-villain smirk. He’s coming for me soon. That’s what the look says.
Faux granite chills my belly as Tye bends me over the counter.
He searches through his discarded jeans and rips out a condom wrapper.
While I wait for Tye, Alec slithers between my legs.
He replaced his dark boxers before lying on the cold floor, and he smirks up at me before burying his face between my legs.
His studded tongue slips between my lips, and he grips my thighs as he devours me.
Tye steps over Alec’s outstretched legs, and I don’t know how this is going to work.
But it does. Tye squeezes my ass before guiding himself into my pussy.
I feel like Tye’s balls are probably hitting his best friend’s chin as he takes no time to start pounding into me, but honestly, if he’s okay with it, I guess I am too.
The feeling of someone licking me while someone else plows me is something I never thought I’d experience.
It’s otherworldly. Mind-bending. This experience is somehow reshaping the absolute hellscape of the brain I had before.
It’s taking out pieces of my trauma and transforming them into something pleasurable instead.
“I wish you could see how your pussy spreads around Tye’s cock. You’re so greedy for every inch. Such a good little slut.” Alec’s words heat my clit before he goes back to licking me.
Tye leans over to kiss my neck as he fucks me.
Before I even know what’s happening, an intense feeling bears down on my lower gut.
I push down, and Tye pulls out to let me gush all over poor Alec.
I’ve never done that before. I scream out, then bite my lip to silence myself.
Embarrassment seeps into every inch of me, especially when Alec squeezes from beneath us and stands beside me.
Proof of my intense orgasm drips from his bare chest. He grips my hair and brings my face to his skin.
“Clean me up.”
My tongue leaves my mouth and rides up the curves of his chest. The salty mixture is almost metallic.
“I didn’t know you could squirt,” he says with a smirk as he cranes my neck before kissing me. Hard. Deeply. Tasting everything I am. The best part? When I reach out to touch the bulge in front of me, I’m pleasantly excited to find that he’s rock-hard.
And I can’t wait a moment longer to take that cock into my mouth.
Alec must read my mind because he answers my call by tugging down his boxers and fisting his massive, pierced beast. I take his cock in my mouth, pushing him to the very back of my throat.
The piercing brushes the base of my tongue, and I nearly gag, but he pulls back and gives me a moment to regain my composure.
With my hair wrapped around his hand, he holds me so that he can fuck my mouth and absolutely use me.
And I hate that I kind of love it.
Let’s face it, I’m a skewered-pig-at-a-roast kind of girl.
Everything is more intense after squirting. Tye fucks me harder, and Alec drives his cock into my mouth.
“Such a good whore,” Alec growls as his head drops back. “Do you enjoy being used by the men who love you?”
Then my brain catches up to what he said. He’s lost in the pleasure and didn’t notice, but I did. And I hope he meant it. The words invigorate every thrust from Tye, who can now freely fuck me into oblivion without worrying about his best friend’s face.
“I’m going to come,” Tye grits out.
I wish I could feel him come inside me, but that was Alec’s only rule. When he pulls out of me, Alec gives me that evil smirk again, then grabs my arm and drags me into the main room. He pulls me into him, kissing me as he brings me toward the bed.
“Have you ever been on top?” he asks, panting against my skin as he lies back on the bed and pulls me onto his lap.
“No, I’m too big.”
He grips my chin. “You will never be too big to sit on my dick.” He lowers his boxers, then grips my hips and holds me over him. “Now sit the fuck down.”
I drop my weight as he guides me down his length. Fuck, it’s deep, and I feel him so much differently. And I kind of like it, especially the way his hands worship every inch of me, from my breasts down to my ass.
“You feel so good,” he whispers against my flesh. His tongue teases mine, the barbell clanking against my teeth. “So warm, wet, and used, with the taste of your come still on both of our lips. I want you to come again before I fill you. I want your pussy to milk me of every drop.”
Alec takes over the thrusting beneath me, and it feels as though he’s impaling me with his dick. It’s so deep and hard. Intense pleasure rips through my abdomen again.
He draws his hips back so that I’m empty, and I gush across his lap this time. I’m certain my scream is completely unattractive, yet he pulls me into him so I can yell my pleasure into his throat.
“Oh, fuck, that’s a good fucking girl,” he says, and I know he’s coming too.
I fall beside Alec and stare at his spent dick resting against his abdomen.
I feel a hand over my belly and realize that Tye is getting into bed beside me, and now both of them touch some part of me.
I turn to kiss Tye, worried that he feels a bit left out, but he looks as content as could be as he brushes my damp hair from my face and kisses the top of my head.
I then share a kiss with Alec, and an electric buzz races across my skin as I’m sandwiched between both men.
But worry still eats away at me, even as I’m safe within their arms. I’ve never been allowed this sort of happiness, and I know it’s only a matter of time before it’s all wrenched away.