Chapter 10
Chapter Ten
BELLAMY ROSE
“You know it’s kind of pointless for me to be here if you’re going to have an attitude the entire time. I mean, you can just let me go home,” I said to Kenzo as I followed behind him as he made his way through his cave house.
Had this been any other time and place, I would have been amazed by the intricate design of Kenzo’s house.
The outside literally looked like a regular cave.
However, when you tried to walk into the cave, you encountered an invisible barrier that gave the illusion that you would walk into the blackness of a dark cave.
The real entrance to Kenzo’s cave was on the side of the cave, and you had to walk up a set of stairs.
His door looked like a giant rectangular-shaped boulder.
Somehow, Kenzo had it set up so the boulder would move when he pressed his hand on a panel that was located in its center.
When we stepped inside of Kenzo’s house, it was breathtaking.
It looked nothing like a cave and everything like a mansion the rich lived in.
Sleek wooden floors, high ceilings, large open spaces.
It was so easy to get lost in here that I stayed in the front bedroom that was closest to the kitchen.
I had yet to venture deeper into his cave out of fear of getting lost.
Stopping short, Kenzo caused me to run into the back of his hard body. He turned around with his orange-colored eyes burning like a wildfire.
“You are home.”
Folding my arms across my chest, I didn’t back down from Kenzo. “I don’t feel like it. You’ve been ignoring me. Who saves a person just to ignore them?” I asked while snaking my neck back and forth.
Kenzo had me so mad for reasons I didn’t even want to admit. Most of all, I couldn’t understand why I was so bothered by the thought of him being upset with me.
Because he is ours.
I rolled my eyes at my wolf. She’d been working my nerves too.
I didn’t know if I was finally losing my mind, but I was coming to terms with the fact that I might really have a fucking wolf inside of me.
Either way, my wolf was becoming a form of comfort.
Although we didn’t agree with each other that often, she still made me feel like I wasn’t alone.
I wasn’t sure if it was my wolf or my own feelings, but I was starting to find myself liking Kenzo more than I wanted to.
How could I not? He saved me a few times.
Granted, he was frowning most of the time, but he still made sure I was okay and my needs were being met.
In the short time I’d been here in his cave, Kenzo had gone out of his way to get everything I wanted or needed.
Then Kenzo was too fine for words. He was a walking chocolate sex symbol with a lethal tongue and dick that I had been fantasizing about since he’d taken my virginity.
Kenzo was slowly weaseling his way into my heart, and there wasn’t much I could do about it.
Wanting to be up under Kenzo so much was annoying.
Seeing Creeland and Halo embracing yesterday after they saved us from the Snake shifters made me long for that kind of comfort.
I would’ve thought my mate would’ve been more than willing to hug me and tell me everything was okay, but no.
Kenzo had a stick up his big hairy ass, and it was getting on my last nerves because he was the one keeping me here against my will.
I could’ve been back at my cabin minding my own business instead of dealing with his moody ass.
I wondered if all the shifters were moody like Kenzo’s grumpy ass.
Kenzo let out a deep breath before softening his gaze on me. “I’m sorry. I’m not the best at expressing myself.”
“I understand that. Tell me what’s the issue. What did I do?” I asked while looking into Kenzo’s eyes.
“The other day, in the woods, what you did...” Kenzo grumbled while looking as if he was getting aggravated again.
“What I did? You mean you taking my virginity while I was under your shifter spell stuff you do to me whenever you get me horny?” Smacking my lips, I gave him the “are you serious” look.
“You should be happy you're the one who got to take my virginity. If anything, you need to be thanking me for giving you something that doesn’t belong to you,” I smartly replied.
With squinted eyes, Kenzo looked at me like I was crazy.
“One, I haven’t taken your virginity…yet, but when I do, you’ll know.
Your body won’t be able to function properly without me being inside of you at least once a day.
I did mark you, though, which is why that last orgasm was so intense that you passed out.
But my bear needed something to hold him over until we can fully complete our mating bo—”
“Excuse me! I know what I remember. You- you fucked me on the stairs,” I stuttered as I struggled to comprehend what Kenzo was saying. “I know what happened!” I said while poking my chest and recalling the vivid memory of Kenzo sticking his dick inside of me.
“Don’t interrupt me,” Kenzo grunted while closing the small space between us.
His hard chest pressed against my soft breasts.
Hearing his commanding tone made my pussy twitch with excitement.
Feeling a haze clouding my mind, I closed my mouth and looked up at Kenzo with obedience.
“As I was saying, we haven’t completed the mating bond.
I want your first time to be special, and if I didn’t do something, my bear would have ruined that for you. ”
“Bu- bu- but, Kenzo, I rem—”
Sorry. That was me. I was sharing my desires with you. What we both need and want.
I went silent upon hearing my wolf tell me what I thought was reality was actually her imagination.
I averted my eyes down to the ground and a feeling of loss filled my body.
I couldn’t believe I was feeling what I was feeling.
I was fucking sad because Kenzo hadn’t taken my virginity.
I felt cheated because in all honesty, I wanted him to take it.
I wanted him to be the one to take my virginity.
It was a crazy feeling to realize the man I wanted nothing to do with just a few days ago was the one I found myself craving more with every hour I spent with him.
“You know you’re sharing a body with your animal, and they can have as much control as you if you aren’t on the same page. You have to learn to become one with your animal. Your wolf is very feisty, and she wants what she wants.”
I peered back up at Kenzo, and he gave me a sneaky grin while running his finger across my jaw.
Taking a deep gulp, I nodded in agreement with him. My words caught in my throat. Kenzo’s touch was sending chills down my spine straight to my pussy.
“My issue with that day wasn’t the fact that we couldn’t be inside this pussy,” Kenzo said while caressing my pussy with one of his free hands. “It was you sucking our dick the way you did.”
“I wasn’t good?” I asked with the fear of failure building in my chest. Once again, those unwanted feelings of letting Kenzo down burned my chest.
“No, the way you sucked our dick was too fucking good.” Kenzo let out an uneasy chuckle while shaking his head slightly.
“Then what was the problem?” I asked innocently. A part of me wanted Kenzo’s approval.
“The bear and I only like to share with each other. Call us selfish, but as our mate, you are made specifically for us. No others should have access to you. Only we should feel your lips,” Kenzo said, stopping briefly to kiss my lips.
“Thinking about another teaching you what we should be the only ones to teach you is a hard pill to swallow. Picturing these pretty lips wrapped around another’s dick drives us insane. ”
It was my turn to squint at Kenzo. “That was my first time sucking anyone’s dick.” I laughed at the shocked expression on his face. “Yeah, I think that was my wolf’s doing. My fiancé never let me anywhere near his dick.”
“As he shouldn’t have. You didn’t belong to him,” Kenzo replied in a gruff tone, but his expression showed relief.
“Let me get this straight. You were jealous this entire time?” I asked with a wide smile, giddy over the fact that Kenzo got jealous over me.
“Never jealous. Just don’t like others touching what is ours,” Kenzo replied while grabbing a handful of my booty.
“Why do you do that?” I asked while looking at him curiously as he embraced me by fully pulling me into his arms.
“Do what?”
“Why do you say “we” instead of “I” at times?”
He gave me a small grin before he answered. “When I say “we,” it’s my bear and I speaking as one. “I” is usually when my human is speaking, and normally, I only do that when the bear and I aren’t on the same terms. That doesn’t happen much.”
Oddly enough, that made sense to me. I didn’t know much about shifters, but I was learning that becoming one with your animal was the most important part.
I was so lost in the thoughts that I was completely caught off guard when Kenzo’s lips covered mine.
Our lips immediately locked around one another.
His strong hands gripped my booty, kneading my ass checks as sensual moans fell from my lips between kisses.
Breathlessly, I looked up at Kenzo when his lips left mine.
I wanted him. How did this happen? In this moment, I didn’t even care.
All that mattered was the thumping sensation in my clit.
“You smell so fucking good, Bellamy. I can’t wait until I can fuck the shit out of you.” Kenzo’s voice was husky and filled with lust.
“Fuck me now,” I begged.
“Soon, my mate. Soon,” Kenzo sensually whispered in my ear before I felt warm kisses trailing down my neck.