Chapter 15 Bellamy Rose
Chapter Fifteen
BELLAMY ROSE
“Kenzo, stop being difficult.” I angrily stopped my feet and folded my arms across my chest while looking up at Kenzo, giving him a heated glare.
Running his thick pink tongue over his juicy lips, Kenzo looked at me with malice in his eyes.
I knew he was pissed. I mean, I didn’t expect anything less from him when it involved me and another male.
I already figured Kenzo was going to be a dick when I told him I wanted to find Alonzo, but he’d surpassed my expectations.
Kenzo was being a complete jackass. As soon as I mentioned Alonzo’s name, he’d shut down any conversation about going to the Sanctuary of Life.
He wouldn’t even respond to me whenever I mentioned going to the Sanctuary of Life.
He’d been giving me the silent treatment since yesterday.
His childish ass was pissing me off. I didn’t like that he was ignoring me.
It was rubbing me the wrong way. I’d given Kenzo so much slack when it came to me still being here with him, even though I wanted to be back home initially.
I could have been raising hell about Kenzo taking me with him without my permission.
Cool, I was willing to stay with him now, partly because I found myself missing him when he wasn’t around.
The other part was I wanted to know more about my past. That didn’t change the fact that Kenzo could have been more understanding to my wants like I was with him.
His big-headed ass was finna make me fuck him up.
“We aren’t going. Stop asking me this dumb shit. Who the fuck do you think I am? Some bitch-ass shifter who’s going to take my fucking mate to go see another male shifter? Fuck outta here,” Kenzo angrily growled, making me jump when he raised his voice.
“I don’t get why. I don’t fucking want Alonzo!” I screamed at him, becoming frustrated that he wasn’t listening to me.
I wasn’t trying to be with Alonzo or anything like that.
How could I after being with Kenzo? I might have been skeptical, but I wasn’t delusional.
What I used to feel for Alonzo was nowhere near the feelings I had for Kenzo now.
If my feelings for Kenzo surpassed my old feelings in a few days, there was nothing left for me to want romantically from Alonzo.
All I wanted to do was lay eyes on Alonzo and make sure he was really okay.
For the last year, I carried around guilt about Alonzo losing his life protecting me.
I always felt like if I hadn’t been such a bitch to Alonzo that night, he’d still be alive.
I may not have had romantic feelings for Alonzo, but I had love for him.
Alonzo had been a part of my life for years.
He’d been my shoulder to lean on for many years, and when my mom—I mean the woman who I thought was my mom—died in the fire, he did everything he could to make me smile.
No matter what, Alonzo was going to always have a place in my heart.
What Kenzo needed to understand was there was no comparison, so there was nothing for him to worry about.
“Raise ya fucking voice at me again, Bellamy,” Kenzo warned while closing the small gap between the two of us.
I had to press my back into the door to try to create space between the two of us, but really, that did nothing.
“I dare you,” Kenzo snarled in a low voice that made my clit jump.
It was like I could feel the vibrations from his voice echoing on my clit.
Taking a big gulp, I tried to refocus my train of thought. All the nasty stuff I saw myself doing with Kenzo, I had to push out of my head. Now wasn’t the time or the place to get horny.
It’s always the time and place when our mate is involved.
Of course her horny ass would say that. My wolf’s own desires began mixing with my own.
“Kenzo,” I sternly said while staring directly at his intimidating glare that made me want to tuck my tail, but I couldn’t back down from him. “If you don’t take me, I'll go on my own.”
Kenzo tilted his head to the side before he let out a not-so-funny chuckle. “You want me to fuck you up? You know there's an easier way to get some dick? I can smell your arousal building up. If you wanted to cum, all you had to do was ask, but this shit right here ain’t the way to get it.”
“Fucking you is the last thing on my mind.” It might not have been the last thing, but it sure wasn’t the first thing.
“Who said anything about fucking? I said I can make you cum. I know that pussy wet as fuck too. I can smell her real good now.” Kenzo licked his lips lustfully, sending chills down my spine.
I didn’t have much to compare it to; however, Kenzo’s tongue was amazing and could make me cum faster than I ever could on my own.
“Focus,” I said while stomping my foot. I was really trying to fight my own lustful desire. I hated how Kenzo made my body react to the slightest things. Any and everything he did made me want to fuck him into oblivion.
“I am focused on pleasing my mate by feasting on her pussy,” Kenzo sexily replied as his fingers lightly traced over my pussy.
“Stop it!” I moaned to my own annoyance. I wasn’t supposed to be moaning or letting Kenzo turn me into the horny slut he made me into.
“I’m not even doing anything,” Kenzo mockingly teased while he started rubbing my clit through the thin material of my legging-like pants.
“Please, Kenzo. I really want to go make sure Alonzo is okay.” I faked a pout, hoping it would sway his opinion.
Kenzo smacked his lips while looking at me crazily.
Then he snatched his hand from my pussy.
Instantly, I missed his touch. “Let’s go before you piss me off.
I’ma take you to Halo’s Healing Center while I go help Cree read these books,” Kenzo said, mugging me momentarily before he stole a rough but loving kiss.
I folded my arms across my chest and frowned at him defiantly.
“I mean, you can stay here all day by yourself if you want to,” Kenzo said as he lifted me off my feet, moving me to the side away from the door.
We stared at each other for a few minutes before he shrugged then headed out the door.
At first, I thought he was going to come back, but when I heard the sound of Cree’s extra Jeep that we’d been using come to life, I hurried out the door.
Later at Halo’s Healing Center
I knew I looked crazy sitting here frowning, but I was frustrated with this entire situation.
So much was happening around me, and I was starting to believe I was dreaming.
At least the Kismet packlands were nice, and there was a lot to do here.
For whatever reason, Kenzo wasn’t in a rush to get back to his cave-mansion, so we’d been at the Kismet packlands for the last few days.
Aside from Kenzo being an ass, I was loving it here, and my wolf was too.
Seeing how shifters really lived versus what I thought was fascinating.
The center of the Kismet packlands looked like any other downtown area of a small suburban town.
So many restaurants, bars, specialty boutiques, bookstores and many more places were in the town center.
There was so much to do in the city center, I didn’t see why any of the pack members would want to venture off from here.
Kenzo and I visited a few places. He wanted to buy me some clothes since I didn’t have anything to wear besides the outfit Halo had given me.
Luckily, there was a fabric store, and I was able to get all the supplies I needed to make my own clothes.
I wanted to go to the bookstore we passed, but when I saw Zamiyah behind the counter, I quickly changed my mind.
The frown on her face was enough to remind me I didn’t like her.
No matter how bad I wanted to find a good book to read, I would rather write my own story than give her a penny.
Unlike Zamiyah, Halo and Naiobi had been nothing but welcoming toward me.
They tried to make up excuses for Zamiyah, but at this point, I was beyond ever being nice to her.
While watching Halo at work in her Healing Center, I could see how passionate she was about her job.
She treated every patient with love and compassion.
Halo said she would start teaching me how to get in touch with my mage side.
Apparently, since my mom was a Grandeur Mage, I was too, and I could do healing spells.
I guess I shouldn’t have been too shocked because I mean, after all, I did have a wolf inside of me… I thought.
We are one. You are me, and I am you.
My wolf had been a lot more vocal since we’d been at the Kismet packlands too.
She loved being around other wolf shifters.
Don’t ask me how I knew what she felt, but I did.
I could feel the peace she felt whenever she was around other wolf shifters, especially my mom Roselee.
She loved being around her. It almost felt like she wanted to come out…
if that made any sense. How she planned to come out was beyond me.
I’d grown really fond of Halo. My wolf had as well.
The more time I spent with Halo, the more memories of her I had.
Things were still a little fuzzy, but things like Halo’s voice or scent stuck out in the memories, giving me the confirmation it was her.
I was remembering her. I was happy to be reconnecting with my real past. I didn’t have that aching feeling of being alone in the world anymore.
I was finding my place, my village, and that excited me, even if it meant I was going to be a magic wielding shape shifter.