Chapter 16 #2
I gulped at his bluntness and although my heart was skipping even faster now, I nodded and slowly spread my legs, looking up at him with a flustered expression.
My breathing was still shaky and uneven when Xavier’s lips crashed against mine, the tension of my body fading away as the feeling of his lips calmed my entire soul. He moved his hand to my hips, gripping both sides of my body, pulling me closer to him, as he deepened the kiss.
“If you ever cover up your bare skin again when I want to see it, you’ll get spanked, my love,” he said and began trailing kisses along my breasts, kneading them.
The tip of his tongue ran around each of my nipples, while his fingers caressed my clit in soft movements.
I felt ablaze. My body swayed toward him, and the pressure was too much, leading me to close my eyes.
“Eyes on me,” he purred, “I want you to watch as I make you come,” he commanded before he took one of my nipples in his mouth.
My fingers itched to dig themselves into the locks of his beautiful raven hair.
Unfortunately, I couldn’t touch him the way I wanted as the shadows were still pinning my wrists.
“This is unfair, I can’t move,” I moaned when he skimmed his fingernails over my core and down my heat again.
“When you are a good girl and stop hurting my feelings, maybe I will allow you to touch me,” he answered and my eyes, half-open, gleamed with lust as he widened my legs, licking my clit with his tongue.
My stomach quivered and reacted to every soft movement of his strokes down my clit, my body responding in perfect unison with him.
Xavier groaned and hooked both of my legs over his shoulders, thrusting his tongue even deeper into my folds.
“You have no idea how long I craved this,” he stuttered against my pussy, sucking at my sensitive flesh again.
“You taste like the sweetest honey to me, and you belong to me.” He twirled the shadows above my clit, making me flinch.
“What… what is that?” I gasped, a strange, pulsing sensation blooming low in my belly, like invisible strokes dragging slowly, teasingly, over the most intimate parts of me. It was maddening.
Xavier tilted his head, a wicked smile dancing on his lips. “What do you think it is?” he asked, completely unbothered. “I’m using my shadows. They like to… explore you as well.”
His shadows were wrapping around me in places I hadn’t known could ache like this. My breath hitched. The shadows were featherlight, but it wasn’t enough. Not even close. I wanted more. I needed him. His touch. His skin.
“I want you,” I breathed, surprised by the rawness in my own voice, openly stating to him how much my body needed its release.
Xavier froze, his eyes widening. His fingers pulled me closer, burying his face into my hair. “Repeat these words, my love…” His low voice barely a whisper against my skin. “Do it for me.” The tone of his voice dropped even lower. Darker. As if those three words had flipped a switch inside him.
“Please… I want you.”
“Where do you want me, baby? Use your words. You have such a delicious mouth for it.”
“Inside me.”
“What exactly do you want inside you?” Was Xavier teasing me?
“I want your... ummm,” I replied, hesitating.
“What is ummm? Name it,” he commanded as he continued using his shadows inside of me.
“Your… cock.”
“Then beg for my cock.”
“Excuse me?”
“I need to hear you beg for me...”
“I want your cock inside me, please,” I pleaded.
“This was not really it, try again.” Xavier pinched my clit, and I felt his shadows tightening. Hell, I think there were even some shadows moving in my back hole.
Anger nibbled at my bones. Why was it so important for him to hear it, when he could sense that I wanted him? So, I didn’t do anything, I just laid there and looked at the ceiling. There was no way I would give him the satisfaction he so desperately wanted.
“Oh, are we going to behave like a spoiled little brat again?” he asked as his fingers started kneading my breasts until he pinched on one of my nipples, licking at it in harsh movements.
My head fell back, my entire body on fire. He grabbed my face and then forced me to look into his eyes.
“Do you want to choke on my cock again? Or do you like it when I shove it down your throat? I know you do. I could also make you come multiple times until you cry, I love your cries when they are for me,” he pointed out. His fingers tangled in my hair, pushing my head into the pillows.
“I thought you loved me,” I said, pouting, which only made him grin.
What a fucking bastard.
“I do, baby and I’m happy you finally see it. And because I love you so much, I want to show you how much your neglect hurts me. I will let you feel how much you have hurt me.” As soon as the words slipped past his sinful lips, shadows poured from his hands.
They meandered around my body and over my eyes until I was covered in darkness, and I didn’t like it.
“What is this?” I asked, a whine escaping my lips. I hated feeling so helpless.
“Now you can’t see what I’m doing, only feel it.” And then his fingers entered me again, plunging in and out in quick movements, bringing me to the edge.
“Xavier, please.”
“What, please?”
I couldn’t really respond properly, as my body stood on the edge of release.
I felt his fingers and his shadows driving in and out of me, my eyes filled with tears as the pressure grew too strong.
“You, I only want...” I couldn’t even finish my sentence, my entire body in ecstasy.
“What do you want?”
“You,” I cried out as I orgasmed. In a matter of seconds, the darkness vanished and Xavier’s lips hungrily ravished mine.
“That’s all-what matters,” he declared and continued invading my mouth like I was his oxygen.
Xavier took his cock in his hand and positioned it at my entrance. His gaze met mine. “I’ll try to be gentle,” he said, before he squeezed himself slowly inside me. “But I waited so long for it…”
My body was pushed up by the force of his thrust, his cock stretching me open. It wasn’t without pain, but I wouldn’t dare lie and say I didn’t crave the burn. Xavier began trailing soft kisses along my face and down by breasts.
“You are doing well,” he praised. His long, slender fingers ran through my hair, and his gaze made me melt. He was so beautiful, as if his face was crafted by artists determined to leave no one untouched, how to make devotion feel aching.
I couldn’t really tell what changed. All I knew was that if he didn’t give me more, it would tear me apart. Cautiously, Xavier plunged himself deeper in and out of me, letting my body adjust further to his size.
In the mirror I could see us, his muscular body marked with lighter and darker shadow lines trailing from his shoulders down to his ass and ending on the outsides of his thighs.
He was truly a masterpiece. Darkly, magnificent perfection.
I couldn’t express it in other words. But out loud, I didn’t want to, either.
His ego was big enough for both of us already.
“Are you okay?” His nose brushed against my hair.
“Or do you need a little more time to admire my beauty, especially my ass?” His forehead pressed gently to mine, wanting to be as close to me as possible.
Then, Xavier shifted, pulling back slightly, just enough to thrust deeper, a low groan vibrating in his chest. The living shadows that had coiled around my wrists loosened up, almost as if they were surrendering in the moment.
I instinctively moved my arms around Xavier, my breath hitching as my fingers traced down the hard lines of his back until they were at the firm curve of his beautiful ass. He flinched, his gaze on me when I squeezed his cheeks.
But just as I began to lose myself in his body, his shadows stirred again, slipping gently over my skin, curling around my wrists, keeping me attached to him.
“You are touching me like you own me… but make no mistake, my little demon. I’m the one that owns every single inch of you, including every wicked sound leaving your sweet lips.”
Heat built up inside me again as Xavier said the words, the burn of need in his voice driving me mad.
Wasn’t this what all people yearned for? Someone to desire you so fully that they’d reach the abyss of your inner turmoil and still accept every single part of them.
Xavier buried his head into my neck and drove in and out of me in an even tempo, drowning me in a sea of flame and desire. His nails scratched over my sides before he slowly started pulling his cock back, leaving a feeling of emptiness behind.
“What are you doing?” I asked. I didn’t mind the little sting when it meant his cock was still inside me.
“I’m afraid of losing control if I don’t stop,” he confessed.
“Oh.”
He halted, looked at the mirror deck, and I saw how his teeth were pointed and how his eyes were already dark red. I noticed his arms trembling and his breaths getting heavier.
“I’m not afraid of you, Xavier. I know you will never hurt me in the way you think—except the bite on my ass was not so nice.” It was my intention to bring a smile to his face.
Nothing. The features of Xavier stayed pensive.
“Don’t make me into a shining knight… when you know I can’t fulfill your expectations.
I’m selfish, cruel in some ways. I was never forged for purity, or will ever be the good man you deserve.
There are things I’m keeping away from you, sins from my past your sweet ears are never allowed to hear.
I’d still drag you in the dark with me, because possessing you is all I ever truly desired. ”
I gasped at his declaration of love. Of how much he yearned for me, despite thinking he wasn’t good enough. I took his hand in mine, our fingers intertwined as I spoke. “Alexander was supposed to be a shining knight, and all he ever cared about was himself. So, shining knights were never my thing.”