Chapter 16
After what felt like days of sleep, I finally stirred, the heaviness in my limbs slowly dissipating.
The pounding in my head had dulled to nothing, and the nausea that came over me in bed had vanished.
Fresh air drifted through the open window, causing the curtains in front of me to sway with a soft breeze.
I sat up slowly, blinking into the golden light.
It must have been morning… or was it already evening again? I had lost all sense of time.
The room was quiet, but I knew I wasn’t alone. I smelled him, I felt him.
“You are finally awake, my little demon,” Xavier’s voice stirred behind me.
I turned over to see him lying on his side, with one knee bent, making him look incredibly arrogant.
He was dressed fully in black with his usual red hair bands in his raven hair.
He had also positioned his arm under him and placed the side of his head in his palm, like he had just been staring at me the entire time.
Why were his eyes so terribly beautiful? Damn it, what was going on with me?
“You slept for over fifteen hours.” Fifteen hours, when was the last time I had slept that long?
His fingers caressed my hip and went under my night gown, sliding over my naked thigh and making me realize that I wasn’t wearing any kind of underwear. The memories of what we had done last night flooded through my brain.
How could I let myself become so desperate that I begged him to touch me down there? Especially after he had ignored me after our kiss, and then didn’t even come to pick me up for the ball?
I slapped his hand away. “Don’t touch me, I don’t want this,” I declared. I knew my body betrayed me, and he felt I was lying. But if I allowed him to touch me again, I didn’t know what would happen. Would I even be able to resist him?
Xavier looked hurt as he rolled over and walked over to the dresser. He threw a slip into my face and said, “Weird, I can recall that you were just asking me to touch you. You literally begged for it.”
“I did not beg, I would never be that desperate for your touch,” I assured him. “I was also drunk… you took advantage of me. You should have said no.” Anger must be flowing through his body as his eyes darkened to red.
“Gwendolyn… you weren’t drunk anymore, and you fucked yourself with my hand. You were even greedy for more, yearning to touch me in return.”
Was I that desperate? That sounded nothing like me, however since I crashed into this world so much had happened, so much had changed. I had changed.
“You hurt me, baby. And you need to stop lying to yourself and to me,” he stated, his fingers trailing along the dresser. Then he opened the buttons of his pants, his V-line completely showing. What was he doing?
He slid off his pants a little bit more, revealing his beautiful cock.
“For someone who is not interested, you sure look hungry for my cock,” he voiced.
“You… tell me you don’t want me, although I remember you whimpering underneath me, screaming my name.
Was it my mouth on your sweet cunt in the Hall of Illusions, or when you took my hand to rub it between your legs that made you realize that you didn’t wish for my touch? ”
Xavier’s hands gripped around his cock; the tip was already coated with precum.
He rubbed the tip of his length with his thumb, his other hand massaging his balls.
It was so intoxicating watching him like this, and also so naughty, I wanted to close my eyes.
However, his soft moans escaping his beautiful lips kept my full attention.
He pushed his briefs down his muscular legs and braced one hand against the top of the dresser.
“Tell me my love, is it true that you never, ever want me?” he asked, his fist continuing to pump his shaft. “And I could just get another woman to help me with this? Maybe Aura?”
How dare he mention that woman who treated me so badly. I knew Xavier only aimed to provoke me, but I couldn’t help the jealousy gnawing inside my bones. Why did that man make me act so impulsively?
“No.”
Xavier grinned at my response. “Then take care of me, touch me like I touched you.”
I moved myself to the end of the bed and knelt at the edge of it.
Xavier’s body was only a half meter away from me.
His red eyes wandered to mine, piercing me with intense lust. My hands began to undo the buttons of Xavier’s shirt, shaking because I didn’t want him to see or feel my missing knowledge about the things we were going to do.
At the same time, I felt like I shouldn’t need to be nervous at all.
He’d made it perfectly clear to me how much he wanted me, how much he cared for and desired me.
I felt his hands above mine, helping me with the buttons.
Before the last button, he gripped both sides of my face in his hands and kissed me softly on the lips.
Then he laid his shirt over the chair, and my eyes devoured every single inch of his naked skin.
From the elegance of his collarbone to his chiseled abs, this man was the epitome of dark perfection.
“You are so beautiful,” I whispered, meaning every word, even though the word felt painfully small compared to his beauty. Maybe no language could do him justice.
“And I’m yours.”
I smiled at his words and then Xavier crashed his lips against mine, forcing his tongue into my mouth.
I stroked my fingers down his core and gripped his shaft, imitating his movements. Xavier gasped and pulled at my hair, forcing me back to meet his gaze.
“You have no idea how long I have waited for this…for us to do this,” he confessed.
“What do you mean? You already touched me last night. It is not the first time.”
“But your touch—I never truly had it until now, although I yearned for it longer than you know.” Xavier trailed his fingers under my chin and made me look right into his eyes.
“I don’t know if I’ll touch you wrong,” I told him, revealing my inexperience.
“Every touch from you is right, every part of your skin was made to caress mine and your blushing only makes me desire you even more.”
I smiled at his comment and started caressing my fingers over his dick. Seed seeped from the tip, coating my fingers. His knees started to tremble, and they seemed to finally give out as he lowered himself to the floor.
“Fuck baby, I need your lips,” he whispered, between heavy breathes.
“Did you just beg for me, Xavier?”
“Haven’t you noticed that I’ve been begging for you since the first moment I saw you in the tunnels? And now… my pretty little demon, come closer,” he demanded, his voice tight, making my body flutter.
His beautiful green eyes gazed up at me on the bed. “Crawl on the floor and take what you want, I’m all yours.”
Hesitantly, I got down from the bed and lowered to my knees.
His beautiful face directed to me, piercing me with a lust I never knew I could feel.
“Come to me,” he said, not raising his voice. “Bring that beautiful body here.” He took my fingers in his hand to stroke them along the inside of his spread thighs. His entire cock was presented to me, making me blush. I didn’t know where to look, gazing at the floor as I crawled to him.
“I need you to have your lips here,” he muttered impatiently, placing my fingers on his crotch.
I gave his cock a few strokes, leaning down to trail my tongue slowly around his shaft.
I didn’t really know what I was doing, but he didn’t seem to mind.
Each moan that slipped from his beautiful lips was confirmation that I was exactly where I needed to be.
They were my confirmation; my quiet victory… that he enjoyed it.
“You are driving me crazy,” he groaned, his fingers tangling deeply in my hair while I continued slowly twirling my tongue around his tip.
As my fingers scratched his thighs, Xavier grabbed a fist full of my hair and pushed my head lower onto his cock, getting him deeper in my throat.
I was starving for oxygen, my throat stretched tight around him as he held me there, completely at his mercy.
I thought he would go easy on me as it was my first time, but I assumed wrong.
Xavier basically choked me with his cock, owning every breath I took.
“Fucking your pretty face will be one of my most favorite hobbies,” he declared, almost growling, lifting me up and pressing kisses all over my face.
With a quick movement, Xavier hooked his arms under my nightgown and gripped my hips to throw me back onto the bed.
Then he slowly shoved off my night gown, leaving me completely naked in front of him.
Before I could react, he used his shadow lines to attach both of my hands to the headboard.
“What are you doing?”
“Giving you a lesson, my love.”
“Why?”
“Spread your legs… and show me your heavenly pussy.”
My breath hitched as Xavier made his demand, my heart beating like a drum. I took a shaky breath, my nervousness at being so open and vulnerable was so obvious.
“Baby, why are you so shy, you just had your lips on my fucking cock?”
His comment made me blush even more. I was burning up.
“I’m embarrassed…” I admitted quietly, avoiding eye contact for a second before meeting his gaze again.
“Why?” Xavier’s eyes trailed down my naked body, which did not help at all with my excitement and nervousness at this entire situation.
Instead of waiting for a response, he just stared at me from the end of the bed. Gods, this man looked like some ancient, gothic prince of hell. I could spend hours just staring at him, and I still wouldn’t have enough.
“You are mine,” he stated, crawling up the bed. “This body you wear is mine, the soul that lives in it belongs to me, everything you feel, see and sense belongs to me, was made for me. So, open these pretty legs, my little demon, and give me what is mine.”