Chapter 19
Hodge
No one batted an eye at me and Kemah heading to her room except Duke.
Too fucking bad for him, she isn’t his. She’s mine.
And it took me a minute to realize that.
I had to think really hard about what I wanted, and it was her.
How could it not be? She came back for me.
She stayed with me. That means something in my life.
“Take all your clothes off,” I demand as she stands across the room.
“What?”
“You heard me. Take it off, Kemah. I want to see what belongs to me now.”
“You know I’m not that comfortable being naked, Hodge.”
“Every part of that body is mine. Now take it off and show me,” I demand in a harsh tone.
Kemah swallows hard before slowly pulling her shirt over her head and tossing it to the side.
She moves to kick off her shoes, and pulls her jeans off next as I watch her every move.
I can’t not look at her. She’s fucking perfect.
She’s everything I could have asked for and more.
“Turn around. Let me see that brand,” I tell her.
Kemah slowly turns, and I walk closer to see what I did to her.
The closer I get, the more I want to touch it, and when I’m right behind her, I do.
I reach out and run my fingers over the mark I left on her body.
Kemah jolts a little but calms as I run my fingers over her flesh.
I watch the bumps form on her skin the more I touch her.
I can’t stop the smile that crosses my face.
“You look so fuckin’ sexy wearin’ this mark.”
“You like what you did to me?”
“Oh, I love it, baby. I love it more than I thought I would, but now seein’ it on you?
Fuck me, Kemah.” She giggles a little when I drop to my knees and press my lips to the mark on her.
She gasps as I continue to move my lips over her body.
Her ass is perfect for me as I grab a handful and squeeze. Kemah moans, and it makes my dick stir.
I continue to lick my way across her ass before standing and pulling my clothes off. I finish stripping Kemah out of her bra and panties before nodding toward the bed.
“I want your legs spread wide for me,” I tell her.
She lays on the bed and spreads her legs just like I told her to.
I can see her pussy, wet and ready for me and only me.
The thought of her fucking Duke pisses me off more than it should, considering she was right.
I pushed her away. Nevertheless, I’m still pissed off.
I climb on the bed between her parted thighs, pulling at my cock.
“You were gonna fuck him. Or have you fucked him already since you’ve been here?” I ask her. Her eyes shoot to mine and hold there.
“You’re going to talk about this now?”
“Why not?” I ask as I grab my cock and drag it over her pussy.
“We’re naked, Hodge.”
“And?” I ask as I continue to drag my cock over her most sensitive places.
“Fine. Move,” she says as she tries to sit up. I chuckle before shoving her back down on the bed and slipping the tip of my cock into her. Not much, just the tip. Enough that she stops fighting me because she knows she wants this too.
“Have you fucked him?”
“No.”
“Are you lyin’ to me?” I thrust into her roughly before pulling back and listening to her whine.
“Hodge,” she whines once more, and it causes my cock to twitch.
“Answer me, Kemah. Was his cock inside you? Did he put somethin’ in the pussy that belongs to me?” Another rough thrust before pulling back.
“No! I didn’t fuck him. I didn’t fuck anyone!” She cries out, arching her back for me. I know what she wants, and I’m going to give it to her once I’m done making her crazy.
“You waited for me? Did you know I’d come back for you just like you did me?” I ask, but when she doesn’t answer, I thrust again. She cries out once more, and I do it again and again before pulling back. “You’re gonna answer me, darlin’.”
“I didn’t know if you would come.”
“You doubted me.”
“You didn’t give me much hope,” she replies, and she’d be right.
I didn’t give her shit to go on. I didn’t make it easy on her, and I hate myself a little for that, but I needed to get my head straight and my shit together.
Now I press down on her thighs, opening her up more, and get to work.
I plunge into her, listening to her call out my name as I roll my hips and get deep inside her.
I’ve never felt the kind of feelings I do when I’m with Kemah, and that scares me a little.
Dragging her into my world isn’t going to be easy.
She’s going to see things she isn’t going to like, and she’s going to have to deal with it because this is what I am.
Her hands come up and wrap around my forearms, holding on for dear life as I fuck her senseless. I look down and watch my cock as it slides in and out of her so fucking perfectly. This is all I’ve ever wanted and needed in my life.
Kemah is different. Not just her looks. Her heart.
It’s something I’ve never had before, and I want to keep it until she no longer lets me hold it in my hands, and even then, I may cut it out of her and hold onto it.
When you find something so perfect, so pure, you want to keep it forever, and that’s exactly what Kemah is to me.
Something I think I want to keep around forever.
“You like this? Feelin’ my cock inside of you?” When she doesn’t answer right away, I pinch the inside of her thigh until she screams for me.
“Yes!”
“Yes, what? Tell me, Kemah. Tell me you like my big cock rippin’ you apart,” I command. She’s gasping for air when I move one hand and find her clit. That’s what she wanted. That’s what she needed. She gasps as I get to work, but she answers because she doesn’t want me to stop.
“Yes! I love your cock inside me, Hodge. Don’t stop,” she whines as I keep going. I can feel it. The way her pussy clenches and holds onto my cock inside her. A few more thrusts and a few more rubs on her clit, and she falls apart.
“Hodge!” She screams as her orgasm rips through her. Her body locks around me, and I groan as I fill her. Both of us are out of breath, but that doesn’t stop me from pulling my cock out and painting her pussy with my cum. I rub it all over her as she wiggles beneath me.
When she’s sated, I climb out from between her legs and move to lie next to her.
“You okay?”
“Yeah.”
“You know I meant what I said. I want his name, Kemah.”
“I just don’t know if I can give it to you, Hodge. I … I don’t know if I can live knowing I’m the reason he’s dead.”
“You’re not the reason he’ll be dead. He put his hands on you.
That’s the reason,” I remind her. She sighs, and I know this is harder for her than I thought it would be.
I can’t say I blame her either. Knowing I’m going to kill this man, this bastard who hurt her, and all because he gave me his name, would be a hard pill to swallow.
“I’ll find out one way or another, and all I really need is a last name,” I remind her.
“Davenport. His name is Jake Davenport.”
“Was that so hard?” I tease her as I reach over and push her hair away from her face, and turn her head to face me. I lean in and press my lips to her forehead and leave a little kiss before pulling back.
“You’re really going to do it?”
“I have a mental picture of the day I saw you with all those bruises on your face. It haunts me, Kemah. The look in your eyes, the way you were so lost inside.”
“Maybe I’m still lost.”
“No, you’re not. I think you’ve found yourself, and I expect you to act like it,” I tell her.
“What does that mean?”
“It means you know who you are. You know what you are and where you belong.”
“Is that right?” she smiles at me, and my fucking breath is taken. I shouldn’t be this lucky, not after all the shit I’ve done. I shouldn’t have her in my arms, in my bed, in my life, yet here she is.
“Yeah, that’s right. You’re a fuckin’ Soulless Bastard now. You’re mine, Kemah.”
“I like how that sounds.”
“Which part?”
“Being yours. I know we don’t know much about each other, but I feel good when I’m with you, Hodge. And I can change. I can lose weight.”
“No.”
“No?”
“I said no. You’re perfect the way you are, Kemah. I don’t need you to change anything for me.”
“You don’t want me to lose weight?”
“Only if that’s what you want. But I can tell you I do like havin’ somethin’ to hold onto when I fuck you from behind,” I tell her with a laugh.
Kemah’s face lights up because I’m sure there’s never been a man in her life like me.
One who accepts her the way she is. One who will love her the way she is.
I don’t need her to change. I need her to stay with me. That’s it.
She leans in and kisses me, and I taste her sweetness on my tongue. When she stops and pulls back, I immediately reach for her and pull her head to my chest. Kemah shifts and adjusts herself so she’s comfortable with my arm wrapped around her.
“Next time you’re ridin’ my face.”
“What? No. I’m too big.”
“I didn’t ask you. I’m tellin’ you.”
“I would suffocate you.”
“What a fuckin’ way to go, yeah? Sweet pussy pressed against me, drownin’ in your wetness. Fuck, we might have to do that sooner rather than later,” I tell her.
“Hodge,” she starts to protest, but I cut her off.
“You’re gonna do what I say, Kemah. I’ll spank that sexy ass of yours until it’s raw if that’s what I need to do to get my way.”
“You wouldn’t dare.”
“You don’t remember that brand on your ass, darlin’? I would dare.” She’s silent for a long time, and I think she may have fallen asleep. But then she speaks.
“Hodge?” she mumbles, through a yawn.
“Yeah?”
“Thank you for coming back.”