Chapter 20
Chapter Twenty
Violet stood in the bedroom, trembling. Down the hall and when Speedy was carrying her, she was fine. But as soon as he placed her on her feet, all the doubts came back. So not sexy but she wasn’t sure how to get back out of her head.
“Hey, it’s just us, Violet. You and me in here, nobody else. I can see your eyes getting that look again. The look that says you’re second-guessing yourself,” he said, his finger tilting her chin up so she was looking into his eyes.
Oh man, what beautiful eyes he had—dark and so expressive. Right now, they were filled with patience, which was something she hadn’t had much of over the years.
“How about let’s make this easier? You stand there while I take off a little, and then I’ll help you undress,” Speedy said, leaning close and claiming her lips before she could answer. She loved the feel of his beard brushing against her skin.
He stepped back, toeing off his boots and laying his cut on the dresser, all the while keeping his eyes on her. He stepped back closer, winked, and tugged his shirt over his head, tossing it over his shoulder toward the basket.
Her eyes trailed over Speedy’s chest. Sure, he was Deke, but when she thought of him, Speedy was the man who’d taken care of her and kept her safe.
And since he didn’t care, he would always be Speedy to her.
And man, did Speedy have a sexy chest, but now that was her man’s chest, and she could touch all she wanted.
She stepped closer, feeling the warmth of his body.
She couldn’t help trailing her fingers across his chest, each muscled inch of him creating an ache that only he could take care of.
“Now, there’s the look I want to see. Your eyes shining with desire. Your lips parting and that cute little tongue poking out to lick those lips. You are so sexy,” Speedy said.
His hands reached for his belt buckle and slipped it open. She watched but then realized she wanted to be the one undressing him. When he reached for his button, she brushed his hands away and popped the button, sliding the zipper down.
His eyes closed with his groan. “Fuck, Violet, your touch is going to have me blowing too soon,” he said.
Violet grinned, her fingers making room to slide between his jeans and his underwear.
“These fingers,” she whispered, grasping his hardness and giving a little squeeze.
He swallowed. How was even his Adam’s apple moving in his throat sexy?
He leaned closer until there wasn’t a breath of space between them. “You are fucking sexy, honey, when you show me what you want,” he breathed, his warm breath tickling her neck as he coasted his lips along her ear and down her neck.
He grasped his jeans and underwear, tugging them down and stepping out of them. She’d be laughing at Speedy in only his socks if his hard cock wasn’t right in front of her. She reached for him, but his hand caught hers.
“Nope. This is lasting and it’s almost Christmas. I want to unwrap my present,” he said. He had her belt unbuckled and her jeans and panties pushed down to her ankles in no time.
“Here, sit on the bed, and I’ll take your shoes off,” he said.
Violet followed his directions because her flowy top still covered a lot of her.
Sitting on the bed, Speedy ripped off his socks and knelt in front of her.
He had her shoes off and was tugging her jeans and panties the rest of the way off.
When she thought he’d take off her top, he stayed on the floor, his warm hands sliding up her thighs, widening them until he could move closer.
He lifted her top up a little until her lower half was exposed. Her thighs, with their big dimples and all her extra fat above her mound, were just hanging there. Nope, stop. Her mom was not welcome in bed with Speedy.
“Oh, Violet, these thighs, this tummy, and this sweet pussy have your man hungry for his woman. Why don’t you lean back on your elbows and relax?”
Relax. Why would she need to relax? But she did what he said.
He started at her knees, kissing up her thigh and down the other one while he completely ignored her pussy.
When he kissed back up her thigh the second time, she was prepared to grab his hair and help direct him, but his warm breath heralded his mouth touching and tasting her.
Between his fingers, lips, and tongue, he had her writhing on the bed as everything tightened until she screamed his name, the orgasm rolling over her.
When she opened her eyes, Speedy was smiling at her.
“You are beautiful when you come. Now, are you ready for me to take your shirt off?” he asked.
She nodded. He held out his hand, helping her up. Shouldn’t they be lying on the bed?
Speedy stood staring back at her, his hands cupping her face.
“You are beautiful and I want every inch of you,” he said, kissing the end of her nose before lifting her shirt off over her head. His eyes traveled over her bra-clad breasts and stomach.
“Can I just say I’m so very thankful for all the dumbasses in Dodge City who overlooked you, Vi? Because I get the greatest treasure ever,” he said, sliding his hand inside her cup and lifting a breast out. His lips wrapped around the tip as he sucked.
Violet grabbed onto his arm because it felt so good. Her bra dropped to the floor and his lips pulled away to coast across her breast. He tasted and tugged on it until she was pressing her thighs together.
“Speedy,” she moaned.
He rubbed his face against her breast, his beard tickling and sensitizing her. He stepped back, holding her hands. His eyes running down her body and up again.
“Vi, I want you to hear this when we’re both standing here naked.
I love you. Every single part of you, including how you’re finding your voice, the way you love the kids, and the beautiful, full-figured, curvy-as-fuck body that you’re gifting me with.
Now, if it’s okay with you, I’d like to sink inside my woman’s body and show her exactly how well we fit together,” he said.
Violet nodded, trying not to cry because that wouldn’t be sexy, but Speedy’s words coupled with his hard cock let her know that he meant every single word.
He reached down in his jeans to grab protection. Violet was grateful she didn’t have to bring it up. She wanted kids someday but not today.
Speedy protected them and then slid his hand around her neck and into her hair. Tugging a little, he tilted her head up and claimed her lips.
From there, she just let herself feel his work-roughened hands touching her body. By the time his fingers dipped between her thighs, she was trembling and wanted him inside her in the worst way.
His fingers rubbed and stroked until she was shuddering in climax again. While she was still coming down from it, Speedy moved them until he was notched between her legs, holding himself above her.
“Violet, you’re mine, baby,” he said, his thick heat thrusting inside her. His groan when he was seated deep had Violet wrapping her legs around his hips.
“I love you too, Speedy,” she said against his throat as she waited for him to move again.
“Baby, you’re so tight. I promise if I don’t last, I’ll make it up to you,” he said, setting up a rhythm that had her trembling, her fingers scratching his shoulders.
Violet fell over the edge as she heard Speedy’s groan as he thrust deep.
He held himself above her for a little before rolling them to the side, dropping a kiss on her forehead.
“Woman, we may need to soundproof this room because you make me lose my mind,” Speedy said.
Violet just let the feeling of oneness with Speedy wash over her. With him, she’d found home.
“I didn’t think I’d find someone like you. But you broke through my walls and showed me love. I love you so much,” Violet said.
Speedy’s arms tightened around her. “I love you too baby.”