Chapter 18
Kairo~
I knew that this was a bad idea, but I also knew that I’d never see her again if I let her go like this, and that was a thought that I couldn’t bear. Whatever had brought Triana into my life, I didn’t care. I just knew that I needed to experience her and figure out a way to keep her.
“Is falling in love with you enough to make you stay?” I asked, fairly certain that that’s what was happening here.
Her dark eyes immediately flooded with tears and pain, and her voice was a raw mixture of both when she said, “Don’t say that...don’t say that to me.”
“Why not?” I asked, even though I already knew the answer. “Why not, when it’s true?”
“H...how can you say that?” she stammered, panic threatening to hit her hard. “We’ve only known each other a few days.”
“Because I’m not some teenage kid, high on hormones, so I know what I feel,” I told her.
“Plus, we might have only met, but between this place, our conversations, and our texts, I’ve spent more time with you in these past few days than I’ve been spending with anyone else.
It’s to the point where I can’t sleep without a goodnight text from you.
” I took her face in my hands again. “I know what I feel, Triana. I know that I would not be standing here if this wasn’t love.
Do you honestly believe that I’d risk so much for something less than love? ”
“Then why won’t you be with me?” she asked candidly, and I could appreciate her getting to the point since we were limited on time.
“Because you deserve more than...than a quick fuck in the woods,” I practically spat. “This thing between us deserves more.”
“And while I couldn’t agree more, that’s not an option for us,” she argued. “All we have are stolen moments, and that’s not going to change, Kairo.”
I hated that she was right about that, but I still had to believe that there could be more for us. For whatever reason, God had put Triana in my path, and He’d done it for a reason, and it sure as hell wasn’t for a quick fuck. Unknown to me, there was a plan in place, and I had to trust that.
“Are you sure that you want this?” I asked, needing to be certain that she was all in. “I need you to be sure, baby.”
“I want you,” she said without any hesitation. “I want to feel something real with you, Kairo.”
I ran my thumb across her lip, and she really was fucking killing me. “I don’t have any condoms on me.”
She looked so forlorn that I wanted to take the words back. “I’m...I’m on the pill,” she said. “I know that...I trust you if you can trust me.”
I could feel my knees weaken a bit, the very idea of sliding inside her bare making me reel a bit.
I’d never had sex without a condom before, but not for the noble reasons that most people had for practicing safe sex.
My reason was my last name and the impact that an unplanned pregnancy would have on my father’s good name.
Even though it was 2050, the need for each region to prove that they had the better class of citizens was still real, and unplanned pregnancies were an easy target for those still filled with hate.
Nonetheless, if I was ever going to be reckless to the point of no return, then I wanted it to be with Triana, not that we already weren’t taking huge risks by just being together.
I also realized how selfish it was of me to insist on this thing between us, but that wasn’t going to stop me.
If anyone could help us figure this thing out, it was my father, and she just needed to have a little faith.
“I trust you,” I told her. “As crazy as that sounds, I trust you.” I let out a hollow laugh. “I mean, how can I not? You’re risking everything by just being here with me.”
“So are you,” she pointed out. “So...so, I guess that means that we’re really in this together.”
I nodded. “We are.”
“Then prove it,” she demanded. “Prove to me that this is real, Kairo.”
I took her face in my hands again, then kissed her like we had forever, even though we didn’t. I kissed her like everything was going to work out, and while it might take some time, I believed that it would; what I felt for her gave me no choice.
When Triana’s arms wrapped around my neck, I was at a loss on what to do next. I knew what I wanted to do, but since I couldn’t lay her down and take my time with her, it went against everything that I was feeling when I pulled away, then turned her around, pressing her up against the tree.
“One day, I’m going to spend all night worshipping you the way that you deserve,” I said, my breath warm against her ear. “One day, I’m going to make love to you like you’ve never experienced before, baby.”
Triana’s breath hitched as I reached around to unbutton her jeans, but she didn’t say anything. She believed that there was no possible future for us, but I was going to prove her wrong. No matter what it took, I was going to fight for us, and I didn’t care how long it might take.
With time not on our side, I quickly pushed her jeans and panties down over her hips, and I couldn’t help but let out a low groan when the quiet breeze delivered her sweet scent to my nostrils, and I immediately hated all the reasons why I couldn’t drop to my knees to taste her.
I hated that I was left with no choice but to fuck her like she was nothing but a toy, but it also wasn’t enough to make me stop, which definitely made me the bad guy in this scenario.
After pulling her ass back and putting her in an accessible position, I freed myself quicker than I’d ever thought possible, and it was wild how hard my dick was for her.
As I looked down at her thick ass and my dick positioned right above it, I couldn’t remember a time when I’d wanted a woman like I wanted Triana.
No one had ever tempted me like this, and I’d accuse her of sorcery if it hadn’t been my decision to come back here after meeting her that first time.
Now, even though this was going to be quick and dirty, that didn’t mean that it still couldn’t be everything that we wanted it to be. So, before I entered her, I leaned forward, covering her entire back, then made a demand of my own before we crossed the one line that could never be uncrossed.
“Tell me that you love me,” I ordered. “Tell me that you love me, baby.”
Without any hesitation, Triana said, “I love you, Kairo. Like you, I wouldn’t be risking everything if I didn’t.”
My lips touched the edge of her right ear as I said, “I love you, Triana.”
With that, I grabbed the base of my dick, then after rubbing it through her folds a couple of times, getting it nice and wet, I finally slid inside her bare, and the sensation of pussy wet, warm, and tight on my dick made my eyes cross to the back of my head.
The feeling was indescribable, but it could also be because I was finally in love with a woman for the first time in my life.
“Fuck,” I grunted when my hips finally hit her ass, every inch of my dick inside her. “Fuck, baby.”
“Oh, God...” she choked out. “Kairo...”
Regret hit me hard as I grabbed her hips, knowing that we only had a few moments.
I didn’t want to fuck her like some one-night stand that I’d met at a bar.
I wanted to make love to this woman. I wanted to taste every inch of her skin and discover what she liked and what she loved.
I wanted it all with her, but that just wasn’t an option for us right now.
So, with my fingers digging into her soft flesh, I began moving my hips, and each thrust into her tight pussy made my breath catch in my chest. “Christ, you feel so fucking good.”
“Kairo, please...” she begged, pushing her ass back, needing more, fully aware of just how short on time that we were.
Because of that, I started fucking her harder and deeper, giving her as much as I could right now.
Each thrust was about more than just mutual pleasure; they were purposeful.
Each thrust was my attempt to show her just how much I wanted and loved her, and that I was going to do whatever I needed to make this thing work between us.
“Take that dick, baby,” I grunted. “Take every inch of me.”
“Don’t stop...” she panted, her hands gripping the tree, flakes of bark crumbling messily.
“Are you cumming?” I asked, praying that she was, needing her to. “Are you going to cum for me, Triana?”
“Don’t stop...” she ordered, a little louder this time, and when I finally felt her pussy clamp down on my dick, I pushed into her harder, fucking her like I had paid for the right to use her like this. “Oh, God...”
“That’s right...cum on that cock, baby,” I hissed, the quick contractions dancing along my dick in a way that I wanted to experience forever. “Cum on that dick.”
Triana let her orgasm wash over the both of us, and it wasn’t long before I was following right behind her, and cumming inside a barrier of latex was nothing compared to what it felt like to shoot freely inside a hot, convulsing, wet pussy.
When we were both nothing but spent bodies of exertion, my forehead dropped against her back, and I knew that there was no way that I was ever going to give this woman up.