12. Gabriela
CHAPTER 12
GAbrIELA
I turned to the voice coming from the door and found Tadgh watching us like we were his new favorite show. Oisin followed close behind, a smirk on his lips when he found us.
“Is Alice okay?”
“She’s fine. Clodagh has her,” Oisin assured me. “She was sleeping and won't even notice you're gone. That we’re gone.”
If I was honest with myself, I wasn’t completely okay with being away from Alice, but Clodagh was right. No child should be around when their mom was in heat. I worried about leaving her, but maybe my biggest challenge was to believe I wasn't alone anymore. I had people to help me, a literal village after so many years doing this alone.
Oisin saw the worry in my expression and, with a tender smile, came closer, touching my cheek. “Don't worry. Everything is going to be okay.” He looked right into my eyes, like I wasn’t naked and in the most intimate situation anyone ever found me.
“Yeah, it's okay. She's okay,” I said, more to myself than to them.
Oisin's tender smile completely morphed when he looked down at my naked body. The temperature went up a notch, and I felt on fire when he asked, “He got you calling him daddy, huh?”
Butterflies exploded in my belly. I squirmed on the bed, unable to keep still, and Oisin dipped his thumb into my mouth.
“Show me what you’re letting him do to you.”
Their filthy mouths unlocked something in me. I wanted to match them, wanted to be as clever and as deliciously dirty. I wanted to drive them as crazy as they drove me.
Just as I was thinking about their mouths, a warm tongue swirled around my nipple, and I moaned a yes before turning to my right and watching Lorcan devour my breasts.
“Let me see how wet you are,” Oisin said casually, pushing my knees apart and dipping a finger inside my pussy.
“You’re so delicious,” he told me, and I felt hot under his gaze. “Tadgh,” he called without taking his eyes off me, “make her come again.”
Tadgh was between my legs in a flash, his hot tongue parting my folds and I let out a scream, the surprise mixed with want taking me to a new level.
“Oh my God...”
Lorcan bit my shoulder. “It’s Daddy.”
I giggled, and he followed me with a chuckle. He was so free with that smile on his lips, the wrinkles around his eyes better suited than the crease between his eyebrows. I brought my face closer, our noses touching until we were kissing again. The kinship I felt in that moment with Lorcan was unmatched. I could understand his fears more than be knew.
Being happy was scary. Time after time, I let myself be vulnerable and wanting something so bad, it devastated me when it didn’t come true. I stopped wanting and wishing. I accepted life wasn’t going to be a fairy tale for someone like me. But now it was.
Lorcan kissed me tenderly, nipping on my bottom lip and resting his forehead on mine. It was a sweet moment that lasted thirty seconds before Tadgh decided it was enough sweetness. He dipped two fingers inside my pussy, slowly pumping and taking my clit to his mouth.
“Oh God!” I groaned, tipping my head back, giving Lorcan access to my neck, which he promptly nipped.
Right on time, Tadgh added another finger, and my eyes doubled in size when I looked down to watch him work. His mouth was still on me, but I couldn’t miss his grin.
“He’s getting you good and ready for my knot,” Lorcan whispered in my ear. “It’s so thick, mo chroí . I need you ready to take it.”
Heat licked the base of my spine. Oisin was done just watching and took my nipple into his mouth.
“They're going to need to hold you down,” Lorcan kept going, his voice low in my ear. His accent turned heavy when he was this deep in pleasure. “It’s going to be a lot for you. That pretty pussy is so tight.”
Tadgh added pressure, and his increased pace on my clit drove me to an unexpected orgasm. It was so quick, so feral, I screamed in relief, trying to sit up, but Lorcan and Oisin held me back.
I felt my juices dripping down my thighs and dampening the sheets while Tadgh tried to lap it all at once.
“She tastes so good.” He groaned between my legs like I wasn’t here. I loved when they talked about me like that. The lust in their voices was so delicious, it made me feel the prettiest woman in the world.
Oisin let my nipple go, practically pushing Tadgh to the side. He went down on me too, drinking as much as he could while Tadgh still had his fingers pumping inside.
My clit was still sensitive, and my eyes fluttered closed as I whined.
“Come just one more time for us, mo chroí ,” Lorcan ordered.
I practically begged, “I don’t think I can. I don’t think?—”
A third orgasm was madness. I never came with anyone—I couldn't take another one. Lorcan wasn’t interested in my excuses.
“Come and then beg for my cock, mo chroí . Beg pretty, and I might give it to you.”
The others worked quick. I was dizzy with the heat, my brow damp with sweat. Oisin held one knee and Tadgh went for the other, giving themselves space to work. I fell apart quickly this time, with a moan so deep, I shook. The dam was open, every orgasm making the next easier. Lorcan’s rough voice in my ear was just as decadent as the tongue and fingers in my pussy.
Lorcan traced my bottom lip with his thumb and looked me straight in the eyes with those impossible blues.
“Beg. Now.”
I licked this thumb. “Please, Daddy, give me your cock.”
He growled in satisfaction, and I felt a rush of slick leave me from pleasing him. Making Lorcan happy was addictive.
“Tadgh,” he said without taking his eyes off me.
The fingers inside me left, and I cried out, missing them terribly. Oisin didn’t let me complain for long, though, his fingers pushing my folds apart as his mouth devoured me, pushing me right to the edge of climax once more.
I was watching the man between my legs, so I almost missed Tadgh, who came back with a rope. He cocked an eyebrow at me in challenge.
“What do you think, princess?”
Lorcan did say they would hold me down, so I guess why not with a rope?
Lorcan took my chin between his fingers. “I’m going to show you can trust us. Tadgh is going to tie you up until you can’t move and you'll see we know what you need.”
My mouth felt dry with nerves. The indecision must have shown on my features, because Lorcan brushed a rogue curl off my face and whispered, “Let us take care of you, Gabriela.”
My skin was damp, and I was hypersensitive from all the orgasm, so when Tadgh started to tie me up, the roughness of the rope against my skin got me excited. Tadgh tied, Lorcan held me in place, and Oisin ate me out slowly, keeping me wanting but never enough to wring out another orgasm.
They were driving me crazy.
Once it was done, they all three stood up and watched me, tied and spread on the bed. I tested the ropes, first my arms then legs, but I couldn't move. I was completely vulnerable to them.
Heat blossomed from my chest—they were noticing every piece of me. The belly rolls, the pregnancy stretch marks, the thick legs with cellulite. I wanted to be beautiful for them, a prize they gladly showed off.
This body gave me Alice. It was strong enough to endure long shifts so I could provide for us. I had to love my body for what it did for me, and yet, the skinny white girl from a magazine still mocked me every time I looked down at my stomach.
I didn’t notice I closed my eyes until I felt someone touching my cheek. I looked to Tadgh, his eyes full of honesty.
“You’re so perfect. My heart skips a beat every time I look at you. Thank you for giving us this.”
Emotion bubbled from my chest to my throat, choking me in tears. He was too soft as he spoke to me, too good. I swallowed my emotions, just nodding as a tear ran down my cheek.
“We’ll spend the rest of our lives showing you what we see. The most beautiful woman I've ever seen.”
My smile was teary when Tadgh leaned over to kiss me. I felt another mouth by my shoulder, and I turned for a kiss, only then realizing it was Oisin. I expected a lot having sex with three men, for it to be hot, challenging, freeing, and scary.
I never expected it to be this sweet.
Oisin kissed me tenderly, his thumbs drying the tears running down my cheeks. Tadgh took his place beside me, papering kisses down my jaw, and I felt Lorcan at the end of the bed, holding my feet, his thumbs carving into my soles.
I was getting a foot massage while two men took turns kissing me.
What was this life?
I giggled with myself, and Tadgh let my lips go. “I love that sound.” He kissed me on the tip of my nose.
Lorcan’s hands moved from my feet to my calf and all the way up my leg. He looked so serious watching me, his eyes tracing every inch of exposed skin. With his thumb, he circled my clit, reminding me of all those orgasms I was having non-stop. He didn’t take long there, dipping two finger inside my pussy, pumping slowly while I shifted around, yanking the ropes when I forget I was restrained.
He made a show of moving his fingers off me, bringing to his lips and tasting them. His blue eyes were shining, full of promises and wickedness.
“Hold her.”
I was already tied to the bed, so I couldn’t possibly see what else he needed, but those questions were answered when Tadgh took one leg and Oisin the other, holding under my knee and baring me to Lorcan.
My eyes were wide as saucers, yet he just chuckled, lining up with my entrance. For a second, he held my gaze, an understanding passing between us that this was going to change both of our lives.
And he thrusted in slowly, the cords of his neck bulging as if he was holding back.
“ Mo chroí you're so fucking tight.”
I whimpered, my mouth falling open when there was no end to his thrust. He was big, long, and every inch destroyed me a little.
“Breathe,” Oisin coached me, his eyes locked on mine while he held my legs up so his friend could fuck me.
“Oh God...” I moaned loudly when Tadgh licked my nipple.
Oisin reached for my clit, working as Lorcan grunted above me, his damp skin slapping against mine, his cock so deep, I saw stars. Lorcan held the headboard, using it to sink even deeper, my eyes rolling to the back of my skull.
“You take me so well, mo chroí . Look at that pretty pussy all stretched for me.”
This man. This mouth.
“Fuck,” I cursed, followed by unintelligent sounds.
I came again, and this time, I felt it everywhere. I was out of my body, disconnected from who I used to be. I was just skin and desire.
Lorcan grunted, my wrist burning from the strains of every yank of the ropes. I felt him grow, his knot trying to make space inside when I couldn’t stretch any more.
He closed his hand over my neck, and I was completely overtaken, impaling me on his cock, forcing his knot inside.
“Show Daddy how you take that knot.”
I opened my mouth in a silent scream. Lorcan was voracious, a Viking pillaging my body. I felt the others’ mouths on me too, a flick of my nipples, a bite on my neck.
It was the most intense experience of my life. I could feel it all at once and nothing at the same time. I wasn’t sure if I was coming again, or it was just one long orgasm, one amazing trip I never wanted to end.
The veins in Lorcan’s neck popped, and he locked his knot inside me, making me gasp for air. It was so thick, pulsing, and I knew the moment he came. His hot seed poured into me, and I milked him, begging for more.
Lost in our pleasure, he lowered his body to mine, his chest to my chest. A hand came to my chin, gripping me in place. “Now, you’re mine.”