14. Gabriela
CHAPTER 14
GAbrIELA
“Salted caramel, please.”
The smile was fixed on my face, my cheeks hurting from pulling it on both sides. Alice was at the front with Tadgh, pointing at all different ice cream flavors she wanted to try. I was happy to see my child again, but anxiety was also creeping in.
Lorcan and Tadgh fucked me seven days to Sunday, and now they were taking me for ice cream?
I didn’t know how to smile and act normal when the inside of my legs still hurt from their intense fucking. Thank God for melanin, because my cheeks were so warm, I knew if I was a shade lighter, I wouldn’t be able to hide my blushing. It seemed all I did since coming to Ireland was blush.
Right as that thought crossed my mind, Tadgh turned to me with a wicked grin on his face.
Mmm, maybe I wasn’t hiding my intentions so well at all.
Alice’s sperm donor was never in the picture for me to worry about being a mom and a lover at the same time. Our initial relationship swept me away and then left me with a broken heart and Alice. It had been a long time since I thought much about myself.
Sure, I was feeling just a little awkward as I tried to grow accustomed to our new dynamic, but for the most part, I liked our situation a lot. I liked them a lot, and each encounter felt like the final pieces of me clicking into place.
Being a solo parent sometimes felt like it was my only job, my only purpose in life. Everything I did was for Alice, and somewhere along the way, I forgot to do things for me too. Gabriela was more than just a mom.
I wanted to work and have hobbies. I wanted to have a group of friends. And yes, I wanted to have a sexual life. I wanted to be more than just a mom.
Being Alice’s mom was my favorite thing in the world, but it felt great being a woman too. Passion I hadn’t felt in years ran through my veins even as I sat with my ice cream cone.
My rational brain still protested everything I was feeling with them. Experience and years of disappointments had taught me not to trust, but it was almost as if the heat gave me the permission I needed to open up.
It wasn’t just my heart that needed them. After years of ignoring my body, I didn’t realize how deeply that neglect ran. I chased away my own passions, always ashamed for wanting to be more than just the provider and protector. The soft side of me, the mother and wife, had been rejected so painfully, it didn’t even feel like she had a place in my life. And now, I could be all the pieces of me, the calm mother I always hoped I could be.
Gabriela–a woman, an omega, and a sexual being. I could be protected instead being of the protector. I could be silly and call Lorcan Daddy without judging myself so hard after. I could be sure Alice and I were safe.
It was a damn good ice cream cone, and I couldn’t help but smile as I polished it off.
We spent the afternoon with Alice. They drove us to Dingle and showed us around town while Alice told me about her time with Clodagh. Turns out, she loved the old woman, and it eased my guilt. By the end of the day, she didn’t even blink when Lorcan suggested taking her back there. She was happy enough, so much so, it almost stung a little.
“Don’t make that face. I told you mam was good with kids,” Lorcan chuckled when I watched my kid skipping to meet Clodagh at her house.
“I believed you.”
“But?”
“But I was hoping she would miss me more. It has always just been the two of us.”
“It’s never going to just be the two of you again.” There was such a strong assuredness in the way he said it that, combined with my earlier thoughts, I believed every word he said. “You will get used to having help, a family. It’s okay if it takes time.”
“You know, for someone who’s not so good with your words, you’re pretty great.”
“It’s getting easier with you.”
And for some reason, that melted my heart more than anything he could say.
I waved to the woman and mouthed my gratitude. Lorcan kissed my hair line, his hand finding my lower back as he led me to the car. It was such an innocent act, but the butterflies exploded inside my belly. His mouth was hard and soft at the same time, his scent sinfully masculine. I breathed in, feeling my cheeks warm again, and my heat started at once, as if it never left.
My knees turned to jelly, and I craned my neck to face Lorcan just in time to see his nostrils flare.
His mouth lowered to my ear. “I can smell your pussy, mo chroí . Behave.”
“I don’t see that happening this evening.” A small smile tugged the corner of my mouth, and the heat reached up to my ears.
“Are you telling me you won’t behave?” An edge filled his voice, and my need spiked even higher.
“Exactly.”
“Do you know what’s going to happen if you don’t?”
“I’m hoping you’re going to spank me.”
The words spilled out of my lips without much thought, driven by the heat growing thicker by the minute, a haze starting to form around my vision. I worried for a moment I went too far, but the second I saw Lorcan’s reaction, I knew I hit the jackpot.
“Next time, you just ask instead of being bratty. Your sweet ass is going to pay for that.”
His warm hand dipped lower, touching the top of my ass as he pushed me forward until we reached the truck. All my responses were slowed, with the exception of the slick wetness gathering between my legs. Lorcan took me by the waist and placed me on the passenger seat, crushing my hopes of receiving a spanking right outside his mom’s house. Jesus, I needed a cold shower.
Oisin was still waiting by the driver's seat, and with just one look, he knew straight away something shifted. His hands went to the keys, Lorcan circled the car to find his place beside Tadgh at the back, and like lightning, we were zooming to the house.
Once again, I found myself in the same position of rubbing my thighs together, finding my crotch damp and my pussy empty. Only, the pain was even more intense now. I didn’t think I could need them worse than I already did, but the heat was building to an agonizing crescendo, and I knew the only thing that could stop it was to be knotted by the three of them. Only Oisin was missing.
“Sweetheart, your perfume is going to cause an accident,” Tadgh groaned from the backseat.
I gulped. “I can’t help it. I can’t breathe.”
It was as if someone cranked up the temperature, but when I looked at the knob, they’d already turned on a steady stream of air. I couldn’t feel it. My skin tingled, my pussy slick with arousal, and all I could think about were them filling me up inch by inch.
“Touch yourself.” The steady voice behind me had good ideas, but in the car? I haven’t even done this alone in my bed in years.
“What?”
I looked at Lorcan over my shoulder, his intense blue eyes staring back at me. They were usually so clear, but now, they were dark and full of desire. The contact only made things worse, and it was like flames eating me alive not to have him inside me.
“Go, mo chroí . Do what I ask.”
If I was worried before that my inexperience would show, it was the opposite now. I was terrified of the insatiable creature the heat had turned me into. I barely believed I was an omega before—I didn’t count on the heat being so strong that I’d forget to feel self-conscious. I’d practically lose my mind if I didn’t get all three of them at once.
I knew there was a Gabriela deep inside who would feel awkward and too shy to rub herself in front of them, who would convince herself she was too fat, too unattractive, too much a mom.
But that Gabriela wasn’t their omega.
Carefully, I lowered my leggings to the middle of my thighs, exposing my pussy. The only thing I didn’t remove was the seat belt. I could smell myself just as clearly as they could, and rather than making me feel insecure about it, it just made everything hotter.
Tadgh groaned once again, so guttural and powerful, from my scent alone. Lorcan’s animalistic growl broke goosebumps over my skin. I felt slick by the sound of their want. I dipped a finger inside me before coming back to my clit and rubbing it slowly.
“Spread those legs.” Lorcan said.
I parted my knees, bumping my leg to Oisin’s hand as he changed gears, his knuckles white from holding too tight.
The two damp fingers I circled my clit with weren’t enough to subdue the fire under my skin. I needed so much more than this. I used my other hand to pump inside, quickly building to an orgasm that had no chance of satisfying me.
I squirted anyway, my juices filling the car with a sweet scent as they sprayed the dashboard, making Lorcan hum in approval. Somewhere in the back of my mind, I realized even my scent was changing for them, becoming sweeter as I opened up. It made me so hot to think about my body changing for them. I whined in desperation to have them filling me completely.
“Feed it to Oisin,” Lorcan demanded, interrupting my plan to go right back to rubbing myself off.
“Okay...” I whispered, but a stern throat clearing forced me to correct myself. “Yes, Daddy.”
My cheeks burned again with the obscene sound my pussy made as I took the two fingers from inside me and fed them to Oisin as his eyes remained on the road. His gaze didn’t even flicker my way, but I still trembled as his warm mouth closed over them, feeling just at the edge of insanity.
His face stayed focused on the road, the picture of concentration. His rejection stung when I couldn’t see any reaction from him. My face probably spelled out my secrets, because Lorcan then asked, “Look at his cock. Is he hard?”
I glanced down to Oisin’s lap, the tent undeniable. But that wasn’t enough for me. The same feeling that came over me when I begged Lorcan to spank me was red hot now, and I wanted all my alpha’s attention. Nothing should be more interesting to him than me. The thought shocked me; I’d never felt anything close to it. I never demanded anything in my entire life, let alone attention.
“Yeah.” I licked my lips. “He’s hard.”
“And what do you want to do with that hard cock?”
“I want to taste it, daddy. Can I?”