Secrets #2
I close my eyes and brush my lips to his, craving nothing more than to taste his mouth. He reacts to my soft kiss with a fervent need, sliding his tongue over mine, lifting me off my feet so I wrap my legs around him, holding on tight as we explore each other’s mouths.
“If I continue, I’m going to want more,” Lucas murmurs against my lips, his hands squeezing my ass as he holds me to him.
“I don’t care.” I kiss him again, sliding my fingers through his hazelnut brown hair, the tresses wild from my touch.
“What are you saying? I need to hear it. I’ve been thinking about you. About kissing you, touching you, giving you whatever you want.” Lucas hums against my mouth, sliding his hand from my ass to in between my legs, feeling the warmth of my body through my pants.
“Fuck me. I don’t care about anything. Distract me. Show me what you want. Make me forget how fucking unfair the world is. I want to know what it’s like to be with you.” I break away from him and glide my tongue over his jaw and to his throat, sucking just hard enough to make him growl.
He spins me around, cutting through some of the lavender bushes until my back lands on the softest grass I’ve ever felt.
“Hurry,” I murmur, my body awakening with lust. With excitement and anticipation.
Lucas hooks his fingers to my pants and pulls them down before stretching my legs up. He unzips his pants and aligns his body to mine, the both of us mostly clothed and uncaring. Anyone could find us out here. This isn’t exactly a secret garden.
The thrill of it excites me.
I tip my head back and moan as Lucas thrusts into me, harder and quicker than either of his brothers. It’s as if he focuses purely on need. On pleasure. And I don’t even care. I want him to do exactly what he wants. I yearn to see what kind of alpha he is despite his revelation.
He presses into me, my legs sandwiched between us, and he finds my mouth and sucks my bottom lip between his teeth, nipping me hard enough to make me gasp.
His hand finds its way between us, and he strokes my clit, the pressure sending my eyes rolling back into my head.
He works fast, sliding in and out of me, my slick helping as his thick girth stretches me a bit, the sensation and pressure getting me off quicker than I anticipated.
I cover my mouth as I moan, my voice wanting to scream with my orgasm. Lucas grabs my hand and shakes his head, linking our fingers together, forcing me to vocalize everything. He wants to hear me. He wants the world to hear me.
“I still knot,” Lucas murmurs, his free hand planting in the grass above my head.
“I just don’t have the same hormones and fertility.
” He braces himself, pounding harder and faster, the sensation melting away all of my thoughts until another orgasm explodes from inside me.
I feel the shockwave travel all the way to my toes, my body pulsing as Lucas’s knot expands and fills me up, the heat of his release tingling between my legs.
He shortens his thrusts but doesn’t stop, and he continues to massage my clit, intensifying my orgasm.
My eyes darken around the edges, my gasping breath fighting for air. I didn’t expect Lucas to be so hot and explosive fucking me. He seems like the type to be gentle and not raw and feral.
Regardless, I enjoy every second of his attention. He presses into me harder, slowing down to feel how my body pulses with him inside me. I grab his face and kiss him, wanting to just savor this moment.
“I can’t let you go yet,” Lucas whispers, his breath hot against my lips. “Not that I want to.”
I suck my lip between my teeth, meeting his gaze.
We stare at each other in silence, using our eyes only to communicate how this moment makes us feel.
I feel alive. I feel safe. And mostly, I feel as if the world no longer weighs me down.
Lucas accepts me and my decision. Because of that, I know at least he’ll be on my side.
But he can’t be the only one. Not that I would ever consider just him. I’m catching feelings for his brothers as well.
Damn. I can’t believe I just admitted that to myself.
“Cali? Are you out here? The groundskeeper said he saw you on the swings.” Nolan’s voice echoes through the air, and Lucas covers my mouth with his hand. “I need to talk to you.”
I shake my head, silently telling Lucas not to reveal we’re over here.
“Come on, omega. I just caught your scent. I see the book. Please don’t hide from me.”
Lucas slides his hands under me and scoops me up, his body still refusing to let me go.
He carries me farther into the garden, leaving Nolan behind.
My heart pounds in excitement. I’ve never been caught in such a vulnerable position.
It’s thrilling, especially because it was Nolan catching us.
I can imagine the look on his face if he did stumble upon us.
I can imagine the desire in his eyes and how he’d want to join.
I exhale a long breath. “Where are you taking me?” I whisper against Lucas’ throat.
“You’ll see. I’m not ready to deal with whatever Nolan needs. You shouldn’t have to deal either.” Lucas adjusts me, and I feel his knot finally release.
I can’t help but laugh, our once deeply intense conversation now lightening. “I love the sound of that.”
“I’m glad, Lis. I can’t get enough of you. Your smile is everything right now. I’ll do anything to keep it on your face.”
“You promise?” I ask, snuggling against him as he increases his pace, heading in the direction of the back wall of the estate.
“I promise.”
And I truly and completely believe him.