Chapter 13
It’s been six days since my first night at Knox’s, and I’ve spent five of them with him. I’m still in shock that he wants me and not just as a sub or a play partner. He’s calling me his boyfriend.
“Excuse me,” a voice interrupts my thoughts.
I look up, startled. I was completely zoned out then. “I’m sorry. I was miles away. How can I help you?”
I spend the next hour sorting out a new phone for her son, who disagrees with every choice his mother makes.
The spoiled little shit wanted the latest iPhone and all but stomped his feet when she said no.
Finally, they make a decision, and the phone and contract are dealt with.
At least it filled the last hour of my shift, and I’m free for the rest of the day.
When I walk out of the staff-only door, Knox is leaning against the counter talking to Gemma, one of my colleagues.
Her cheeks are pink as she laughs at whatever he’s saying.
I think she’s flirting with him—I mean, who wouldn’t, he’s six feet of muscles and ink.
He sees me and straightens up. The smile he gives me makes Gemma realise she has no chance.
She looks at me from behind Knox and fans her face, mouthing ‘he’s hot! ’ at me and gives two thumbs up.
“This is a surprise. I didn’t expect to see you here,” I say as I reach him.
He bends and kisses my cheek. “A nice surprise, I hope.”
“Very, but I’m hungry, so you need to take me to Sainsburys so I can buy food or take me somewhere and feed me.” I take his hand as we walk out of the shop.
“I have something I can feed you with that doesn’t involve a shop or a restaurant,” he whispers in my ear.
I let out a loud snort of laughter and elbow him in the ribs. “I didn’t realise Doms were perpetually horny outside of the club. A bad mistake on my part… I am tempted though.”
“Good boy. Let’s go home, and we can order in later.”
An hour later, I’m naked and sated in his large bed, Knox lying beside me, his hand stroking up and down my arm. “How do you feel about going to Bound tonight? I haven’t been for a while.”
I know that, and I know it’s because I turned him down. We’ve talked through what happened and why I turned him down. It had felt too much like something he should say rather than him meaning it. I now know differently, even though it was still the right thing to do at the time.
“Yeah, it could be fun. How do you want to do it?” Does he want to announce our relationship, or will it just be a usual night there, where we end up together or with a third or hold hands and be a couple.
“The way we should do it. Together, with you holding my hand as my boyfriend. I mean, I’m not going to be all possessive and demanding, but I’m happy to let people, our friends and family, see us like this.” He moves closer and kisses me.
“Hmm, good answer, Sir. Maybe we could put on a bit of a show.” I bite down on my lip as I trace around his nipple, then flick it with my fingernail.
“God, I love how dirty you are. What did you have in mind? I have plenty of toys here you can choose from.” He licks the shell of my ear, then bites just hard enough to make me shiver. “Come with me.”
I follow him as he pads barefoot and bare arsed out of the bedroom, curious about what he needs to share right now.
He only takes half a dozen steps down the hallway and stops at another door.
He said it was a two bedroomed house, so I’m guessing this is the second bedroom.
It’s not; it’s another staircase. He looks at me and smiles, and my heart beats a little faster for this huge, tattooed man.
I know I’m falling for him and that scares the crap out of me.
He’s never had a boyfriend, which I guess means he’s never been in love.
Does he know how to? “Follow me,” he says as he takes the first step.
When I reach him, he kisses my cheek. “It’s playtime, baby.
” He pushes the door open, and I stare. My jaw drops as I take in what looks like a dungeon.
The attic has been converted and has everything I’ve seen and played with at Bound.
The rack on the wall has floggers, canes, crops, and whips.
There’s a cross leaning against another wall, and there’s a leather bench with shackles.
I’m shocked. He said he’s never had anyone sleep in his bed, but this is set up for action.
“What do you think?” he asks me as he strokes up and down my arms. He’s close enough for his dick to press against my lower back, and it pulses as I push back.
What do I think? My head is full of questions, but the sight of everything and smell of the leather has my dick reacting the way it always does in a playroom—it gets hard. “I’m confused,” I tell him honestly. “Why do you have this here? You said you never have people, subs, here.”
“Because I teach people how to dominate and submit. It’s a little side line of mine.
Not many people know about it. I keep it low key and only take on serious clients.
” He kisses my neck as he caresses my ribs and hips, his hands moving lower, one cupping my arse cheek, the other my cock.
“Hmm, I love how you’re reacting. I’ve seen you fall into the zone when we’ve played in the rooms at Bound; you can’t help it. ”
Wow, I never expected that answer, but it leads to more questions. How and when are the first ones that come to mind. He’s always been a workaholic at the gym; his brothers always tease him about it. “How do you get clients if nobody knows about you?”
“Word of mouth usually and a few trusted people know. The owner of Bound knows, and a few other club owners. My clients come from all over the country—it’s not just local.”
I twist my head to look at him. “Bloody hell, Knox. You’re such a dark horse.” I look back at the room as he lazily strokes my knob. “What are we going to play with first?”
I’m surprised when he shakes his head. “Not in here, baby. This is work. You can choose anything you want, and we can take it back to bed.”
I look in the room and twist around to face him, and his hand drops from my cock, only to move them both to my arse, kneading the flesh a little harder than gentle.
“I’ll pick something for tonight. For now, I’m more than happy with what you can do with your hands.
” I kiss him. “Your mouth.” Another kiss.
“And this.” I squeeze his hard cock and give it a tug.
Knox’s hands tighten as he lifts me. I have no choice but to wrap my legs around his waist and tangle my hands in his hair.
We pull up and stop in a parking space in Bound’s car park.
Knox turns off the engine and turns to face me.
“I want to show you off as my boyfriend, but that doesn’t mean that we can’t share if you’re in the mood.
We can play with another Dom or sub; I’m letting you run the show tonight.
As long as we go home together, I’m happy. ”
This was something I’ve been deliberating, because I love a threesome, and enjoy giving my body to two men…
or three. I’ve done that, too, and loved it.
“You know how much I love that. It’s different now; I don’t want to be without you in any playtime.
As you just said: as long as we’re together, I don’t mind who else you ask.
” I take a deep breath. I’m not going to declare my love for him, not in a sex club’s car park, but he should know how I feel.
“I have feelings for you, Knox. Real ones that I’m not ready to say out loud, but you’re it for me.
As my boyfriend and my Dom. I trust you with my body, and more importantly, I trust you with my heart. Be kind to it.”
“Fuck, Roe. I’m with you. It’s early in our relationship, but we’ve known each other a long time.
We know each other’s bodies along with feelings and emotions.
I won’t ever break your trust.” He gives me a lascivious smile.
“But watching another man fuck you is hot as fuck. Being with you at the same time is even better. I don’t want anyone else with you without me too. We’re on the same page, babe.”
“Let’s go and have some fun then.”