Chapter 10
Spankings and First Kisses
Sasha H was seen flirting with a hot guy (that wasn't Dallas) in Government this morning. I've heard they already have a date lined up for this weekend. But did anyone think to tell Dallas? (You're welcome.) He's already been down this road before, and it never ends well for him.
After Lit class, the boys head to football practice, and we decide to eat a light lunch. We don't want to overeat because we need to save room for tonight. Dallas seemed excited about Jake cooking. He's cute when he pouts. "He never cooks for us anymore."
I laugh when I think about what he said. Sasha looks at me like I've sprouted a second head. We've been back in our dorm for a couple of hours now. Biology is going to kill me. "What's so funny about Biology?"
I laugh again. "I was thinking about your boyfriend pouting because Jake never cooks for them anymore."
She rolls her eyes. "Please. Dallas is not my boyfriend. However, that was cute. I'll give him that."
"Yes, it was. Say what you want, Sasha. Y'all have chemistry, so what's the deal?"
She shrugs. "Nothing. I don't want to be just another notch on his belt. He's cool, but he's not ready to settle into a monogamous relationship. I respect that, but I also respect myself too much to accept anything less."
I was right! They had talked about more. Our friendship is new, and I can't thoroughly read her moods yet. She seems okay, but is she? "Sasha, thank you for telling me. Are you okay? Do you need to talk about it? Do I need to beat him up so bad that he has to beg for mercy?"
She laughs. "As hilarious as that would be, I'm fine. We talked because he kept flirting with me, and for us to be friends, I needed him to realize it wasn't ever going to happen and that he needed to stop. We were both honest with each other, and it was awkward at first, but we're good now."
I hold my pinky out for a pinky promise.
"I know that most of my attention has been on Jake, but please, talk to me.
I want to know all the things. I want us to be close.
I, Dani Constantine, solemnly promise that I won't ever put Sasha Hernandez on the friendship back burner and that I will tell her everything that goes on in my life, even if it's boring! Sisters before misters!"
She smiles widely and intertwines her pinky in mine. "I, Sasha Hernandez, solemnly promise that I won't ever put Dani Constantine on the friendship back burner and that I'll tell her everything going on in my life, and trust me, it won't ever be boring! Sisters before misters!"
We laugh, and pinky shake vigorously. I've read and highlighted the first three chapters of Bio, and I'm ready for a break. Sasha puts down her American Government book and sighs heavily. "I'm hungry already."
Were we separated at birth? "I've got a stash of assorted candies in my room."
"Where?"
"Second desk draw on the right."
She jumps up with a squeal. She excitedly brings the gallon Ziploc bag back to the couch. "You've got the good stuff."
"Yes, I do. Only trust chubby people to pack the right kind of snacks."
"Chubby folks got it going on, Hunny!"
"Yes, we do!"
She puts a Snickers mini in her mouth and chews softly. "So, what's up with you and lover boy?"
I shrug. "We're seeing where this goes, and I told Jake bluntly that I'm not ready for sex."
Her eyes grow big. "You told him that? I'm so proud of you for being honest with him! What do you think it means to see where things go?"
I shrug. "I honestly don't know what it means. I'm not going to sit around waiting for him to commit forever, but I think I owe it to both of us to see what happens."
"I agree. So, does that mean y'all are exclusive?"
"I have zero clue. Jake wants me to spend the night with him tonight. I told him I'd talk to you, then tell him my answer later."
"Don't worry about me. I don't mind if you spend the night with him sometimes, but I don't want to stay here by myself all the time."
"Agreed. And I feel the same way. I'll stay with him tonight. I have more questions about our situation than I have answers."
"I've joined a dating app." I am surprised at her admission. Not that there is anything wrong with dating apps at all. I know a lot of people who have found their perfect match that way.
"You have?!?! How's it going?"
"Well, if Jake doesn't want to be exclusive, I have a date Saturday, and I can see if he has a friend for you."
I squeal! "You got a date??? With who? Give me all the details!"
"I actually have Government with him! We both swiped right on Sunday. His name is Baldwin Ryder! He's super cute. He's blonde, blue-eyed, over six feet tall, has an athletic build, and seems super sweet. Didn't ask to hang out or hook up, actually wanted a date."
"I like it! He sounds super sophisticated. I also really love his name."
"I just sent him your picture, and he said he can find you a date for Saturday if you want."
I nervous laugh. I like Jake, but am I wasting my time? "Tell him, thank you, and I'll keep that in mind."
"Have you told Dallas about your date?"
"Negative!"
"He'll crap a cow! He may say he doesn't want to be serious, but I see how he looks at you."
She shrugs. "It's his loss."
"Amen. You're a diamond, my dear!"
We chat for a while longer, then finish working on our homework. My phone alerts me that I have a text.
What's up, beautiful? I hope you're hungry. This will be a feast fit for a Queen.
I laugh and show my phone to Sasha.
Yay. Us Queens are hungry! When do we need to walk over to your place?
Walk?! I'll be over shortly to pick you guys up!
Sounds good. I hope you're not just acting like you can cook. I have that pizza place on speed dial!
I. Am. Offended! I think someone needs a spanking!
I yelp and throw my phone! Sasha laughs. I don't know how to flirt sexy! That was hot. "What do I say?"
She grabs my phone and types something quickly. I look at the message thread and laugh. Oh no, she did not.
Yeah, you! How do you want it, baby?
He replies in an instant.
Any way you want to give it, Sweet Cheeks.
I turn beet red and hide my face in my hands. I'm toast. What if Jake wants me to spank him tonight? No way! Sasha laughs at my nervousness. "Let's go get ready. Your lover boy will be here any minute."
I jump up. What do I need to wear tonight? And what about PJs? I run to my room and shower with a quickness. I decide on wearing one of my new dresses. It's casual and red. Which is my favorite color. I straighten my hair and then put it in a messy ponytail.
I pack my clothes for tomorrow first. I will wear leggings and the football shirt Jaxon gave me.
Panties and bras next. Then for PJs, I pack a pair of pink satin shorts and a baggy pink shirt that matches in my overnight bag.
I had forgotten about it, thankful it still fits.
I bought it the day before I moved to Texas at TJ Maxx.
I hear a knock on my door and smile. I hope it's Jake. "Come in."
He opens the door and stays there for a long moment, staring at me. "What?" I ask nervously.
"Nothing. Red is just my favorite color, that’s all. You look stunning tonight."
"Thank you." I blush. "You know red is my favorite color, also."
He comes into my room and shuts the door. He saunters over to stand right in front of me. He takes his hand and moves some stray hair out of my eyes. I hold my breath. This boys got me captivated. He stares at my lips, then gazes deeply into my eyes.
My knees melt as I realize he's asking for my permission.
He wants to kiss me. I nod my head yes. What else could I say?
I've waited for this moment my whole life.
He devours my full lips with his. After a couple of moments, he licks my bottom lip begging for access.
I slightly part my lips, and his tongue conquers mine.
A boldness I've never felt before takes over my body. Our tongues wrestle for dominance, and when we come up for air, I suck on the bottom of his lower lip, and he lets out a soft moan. That kiss was everything and then some.
He smirks as we both gasp for air. "Wow. That was amazing." He looks at my bag and smiles. "You're staying?"
"I am. It is closer to Lit class. Simple geography, Jack. Or is it, Jake?"
He pops my butt and laughs. "It is just simple geography. As for Jack, I'll have you forgetting his name in no time."
I make a gurgling noise. Jake laughs so hard he almost stumbles. Butthead serves him right. He picks up my weekender bag and throws it over his shoulder. "Let's go, Georgia. I left Jaxon in charge of my secret sauce. It's probably burnt by now."
I grab Sasha, and we run out the door. I want to jump up and down and sing!
I just had my first, not disgusting kiss.
I try to tell her with my eyes, but that makes her ask me if I'm alright instead.
I laugh and rub my eyes. What else can I do but act like an eyelash fell into it.
Busted! I can't tell her about the kiss in front of Jake.
I hope I was at least decent at kissing.
He's still being affectionate and holding my hand so that's a good sign.
He pulls out of our parking lot and heads toward their house. I'm nervous but excited. I love that he is attentive and affectionate. He treats me like a Queen. I feel like he's already mine, but he's not. Will he ever want to be? And how long am I willing to wait for him to claim me?