Chapter 5
Cam
She’s so fucking hot I can’t think straight. That, and I’m naked on her bed with her straddling me. My dick is about to make all the choices for me, but I need to just think for one second.
“Pause,” I manage to say while her hands are running up my chest. She hates me.
I can see it and feel it, despite what her hands are doing to me.
And what mine are about to do to her ass.
On the verge of grabbing her and hauling her over my throbbing cock, I exhale a deep breath.
Even though it seems like what she needs, I’ve liked her for way too long to let this just be a hate fuck.
I couldn’t live with myself if I don’t push for just a little more.
“You wanna stop?” Her body stiffens over me, and I hate it.
“No.” My hands run up her thighs to let my fingers play with the fringe of her cut offs. “Just tell me five things you like about me.”
Her scrunched up face tells me that’s the last thing she expected me to say. That makes two of us.
“Five?”
“Three.” I can’t believe I’m negotiating for this. I must sound so desperate.
There’s a beat that passes between us that leads me to believe she’s about to put a stop to all of this. Then she tilts her head to the side and just asks, “Why?”
Ya. Why, Cam? Why do I need this validation? Why do I sound like a lost puppy?
With no other option, I tell the truth, but try to make light of it. “I guess I’m needy.” Her eyes ask for more. “I can’t fuck you if I think you think that I have no redeeming qualities—”
“Fine. Just stop talking.” And she closes her eyes for a second as if to think about her answer. Or maybe it’s something else. “You’re hot—”
I can’t stop the grin that spreads across my face, but that answer isn’t what I’m looking for. “That’s not good enough. Make it something deep.”
“Deep?” She smirks at me as she rolls her hips over my dick.
My hands tighten around her legs, and my voice is husky, “Ya.”
“You’re a hard worker. You’re caring. And…you’re…helpful.”
Okay. Those answers aren’t half bad. I mean, they’re not glowing reviews, but they’re something. “Helpful?”
“Ya. You’re here to help me, aren’t you?”
“In all the ways you need.” I arch my hips and she swats at my chest playfully.
“Stop that.”
“Wait. Now you want me to stop?”
“Yes. Well,” she bites her bottom lip, “no.” And her hands run up the sides of my neck. “Are we done with the talking now?” She leans down, resting her elbows on my chest.
“We can be done with some of the talking, but I can’t make any blanket promises.”
“I’ll take it.”
“Ya.” I pull her over my dick again. “You will.”
Her eyes flutter shut and that’s when I sit up and let our mouths find each other. “Fuck, your lips are so soft, Dakota.” Feathery light brushes of our lips feels more intimate than I expected. More than she expected to, based on her gasp.
Then she slants her mouth over mine and I can’t taste enough of her. I use my hands to caress her jaw, and she tilts her head back slightly to give me more access. I’ve got this intense, intelligent woman in my hands and all I want to do is give her what she needs.
“What do you want, Koty?” I ask as I suck on her neck. A small nip on her shoulder has her raising up on her knees.
“Take this off,” she’s mumbling while struggling to get her tank top off.
“And this?” My fingers are already on the bra clasp when she nods.
When she gently presses her naked body against mine, I’m pretty sure I black out for an instant. It’s like she slammed into me and the deeper parts of me. In shock, I anchor my hands on her waist and take a deep breath.
I knew I liked her. I’ve always known she was hot.
And her personality and intelligence is something I’ve always admired, but right here, in this moment, something is happening for me that I didn’t expect.
I want her more than I’ve ever wanted anyone.
And I want to be inside of her to claim her.
This possessiveness rears its head and I know I sound too eager when I say, “I want these shorts off, baby.”
I feel her tremble in my arms and I think for a split second that she’s feeling what I’m feeling. But then she gets off me—almost in a cold way—stands up, and slips her shorts and panties off, leaving her totally naked. For me.
“Fuck.” I grip my hard dick. “Look what you’re doing to me.”
The smile on her face isn’t the biggest one I’ve ever seen. I can’t even see her teeth. But there’s something delightfully peaceful in her. She’s never looked at me this way before. And then she almost looks shy, which I can’t allow.
So I take charge.
“Do you want to hop on or—”
I can’t even finish the question and she’s crawling back over me and into my arms. The same position. Like she’s looking for safety and comfort. From me.
I’m floored.
“Your tits are amazing, baby. Let me show you.” I pull her nipple into my mouth and start sucking on it which causes her to rub herself against me.
I’m on my knees, resting back, with her legs on either side of me.
I can feel her slickness sliding over me.
Her gravelly moans in my ear. And her light scent of vanilla enveloping me.
Straight down the center of my being, I’m torn into two pieces.
One, completely and utterly vulnerable in this moment with her.
Two, frantic and desperate to have her. I don’t think she wants the intimacy, so I choose to side with the feral parts of me.
“You want me to fuck you, Koty? Are you ready to take my dick, baby?”
My fingers reach down to feel how wet she is, and she bites down hard on my shoulder.
“You’re fucking soaked, baby. Look at me.” She pulls back, heady-lidded. “Is this for me?” I suck on my finger and keep my eyes locked on her.
Bringing her elbows up to my shoulders, she frames my head with her forearms before she devours my mouth. It’s desperate. It’s hot. And wet. And then she mumbles somewhere in between all of it, “Fuck me, Cam. Fuck me.”
I can’t believe I forgot up until this moment, but I ask in a ragged breath, “Condom?”
“I’m clean,” she murmurs into my mouth.
“Me too.” I’ve never done this. Never been inside a woman without a condom. It feels crazy. But it feels crazy right.
“I trust you.” Her words hit me hard. I’m humbled. I’m shook. I’m all kinds of emotions for this girl.
And more than anything, my body is all kinds of fire, so I reach down and glide my dick across her clit. She moans into my mouth and then slams down onto me.
She rips her mouth off of me to let out a screaming moan and I’m so fucking lost. I just hold her tight to my body and let her move. Find her pleasure. Find herself on me.
“That’s it, Koty. Fuck, you’re so hot. Take it, baby. Take all of it.”
Her eyes widen and she pins me with a wild look, like she’s overwhelmed and awestruck at the same time. Then she presses her forehead to mine and closes her eyes and moans deeply as I feel her pussy clench around my dick.
I’m about to pull out when she pulls my mouth to hers and says, “Shoot inside of me, Cam. Give it to me.”
Fuck. I’m so gone for her. I pump into her so hard upon a deep and guttural growl. And fuck me if I don’t say the word, mine, as I do it.