Chapter 7 #2
“Hey, hey, hey,” I stop her rambling, my heart pounding out of control.
“First off, never for a second think that you’re not enough, that you can’t give me what I need.
I’m not sure if you know this, but Lexi, I’m in love with you.
You are my whole world. You think you can’t function without me?
Baby, it’s the other way around. You came into my life when I needed it the most. You’re my saving grace.
My angel sent to keep me sane. Yes, coming to Widows Peak was a chance for me to start over, but as the years went on, I can tell you that if I didn’t have you, my depression would have dragged me under.
You kept me here, you kept my heart beating.
” I curl my hand around hers and place it over my pounding heart.
“Seeing the world doesn’t matter to me, there’s no point to any of it if you’re not in my life.
If you want to stay here in Widows Peak and never leave, I’ll be right by your side.
Because the thrill of life isn’t out there.
” I wave towards the mountains. “It’s right here, in my arms. Seeing you smile, hearing your laugh, just simply being in your presence is the greatest thrill I’ll ever know. It’s enough. You are enough.”
“Emmett,” she sobs, pulling my head down to hers, placing her forehead against mine. “I love you. I’m so in love with you that I don’t know what to do with myself.”
Another watery laugh slips free as her words wrap around my heart and soul, igniting the fire in me. “Maybe this is selfish of me to ask, but can you give me a chance to prove to you that I can be everything you need in life?”
She pulls back, her eyes sparkling with unshed tears, and something more. The way she looks at me knocks the air clean out of my lungs. “You already are.”
I shake, my heart thundering, and a sweat breaking out over my body.
She loves me. She wants me. She thinks she doesn’t deserve me? It's me who doesn’t deserve her. But I’m sure as fuck not going to let her go. I’d rather die than not have her in my life.
Then she says the two words that shatter any of my restraint. “Kiss me,” she whispers. “Please.”
“Yeah?” I laugh, smiling so wide I probably look like an idiot.
“Yeah.” She smiles back, nodding her head.
We look into one another's eyes for a moment, and I’ve never felt so much happiness as I do right now.
Cupping the back of her head, I lean down, eyes fluttering closed as I press my lips to hers.
The moment we meet, it’s like fireworks going off inside me. It feels like my heart is being reconstructed into something completely new. Whole. Healed. Maybe that's dramatic, but that's how this feels for me.
She whimpers, moving her soft lips against mine. I moan, trying to hold myself back from deepening the kiss, letting Lexi take her time to explore my mouth. She runs her tongue along the seam of my lips, asking me to let her in, and I do.
I know this is Lexi’s first kiss, and I want it to be everything she's dreamed of.
Our tongues tangle together, her breathing picking up as she kisses me harder. I go at her pace, following her lead.
My head spins in the most delicious way. She tastes so damn sweet, I know I’m going to become addicted to her kisses.
“Whoa.” She pulls back breathless, both of our chests heaving as we catch our breath. “I wanna do a lot more of that.”
I can’t help but chuckle, a deep belly laugh. “Baby, we can do whatever you want, whenever you want.”
She chews on her lower lip, her pupils dilated. If we keep kissing like this, I know it’s going to push her deeper into her heat.
“Anything?”
“Anything,” I promise.
“Emmett.” She whispers my name as I rub the pad of my thumb against her lips.
“Yes, baby?” I murmur, ready to fucking explode with happiness.
“Will you help me through my heat? I-I don’t wanna do it alone.”
“Of course,” I answer without hesitation, even though a flood of nerves hit me. I want to make this perfect for her, to be able to help her in all the ways that she needs.
Yes, I had sex a lot when I was younger, but it was never for pleasure. Always for work, or the few times I was taken against my will. I’m not exactly experienced, so I don’t know if I’ll be enough.
I just need to get out of my head and go with my natural instincts.
I’m more excited than nervous.
“Really?” Her eyes search mine. “You’re not just agreeing because you feel like you have to? Because if you don’t want to, I can use the toys.”
“No toys.” I lean in and kiss her, unable to get enough of her. She already has me addicted. “Only me.”
“Only you,” she breathes against my lips, a sigh of contentment and need. “Emmett?”
“Yes, baby.”
“I need you.”
I pull back with concern. “Are you slipping back into the haze?”
She shakes her head. “Not yet. But I want our first time to be when I’m fully aware. I want to remember everything.”
A low growl rumbles in my chest. “Fuck, Lexi,” I groan. “I want you so damn bad.”
“Then take me.” She grins, and fuck, that smile is so damn beautiful.
She giggles as I stand and throw her over my shoulder. “You’re such a caveman,” she laughs. “Is this how it’s going to be from now on? My legs aren’t going to work anymore if you keep carrying me everywhere."
“Oh, your legs aren't going to work, alright, because I plan on making you feel so damn good your body is going to feel like jelly.” I chuckle, then groan as a wave of her perfume hits me, filling my nostrils with her sweet scent. My mouth waters, wanting to taste that slick for myself.
I know she’s going to taste better than anything I’ve had before.
“Emmett!” she gasps, and I chuckle as I carry her through the cabin and to the nest.
I carefully put her down onto the blankets and hover over her. She smiles up at me, and I love that I’m the one making her this happy. I smile back.
“Hi,” she whispers shyly.
“Hi.” I grin wider.
“So, this is weird.”
“A little,” I joke.
“But it feels right.” She reaches up, sliding her fingers into my hair. I groan, eyes rolling back when she runs her fingers over my scalp, my cock thickening in my sweats.
“So right.”
“Emmett,” she whispers, and I open my eyes. “Can you take the lead?”
Holy fuck. My brain goes blank for a moment. She trusts me enough to be in control? It takes everything in me not to fucking cry right now.
“I got you,” I murmur, capturing her lips with mine again. This time, the kiss turns heated fast. Lexi holds my head to hers, deepening the kiss as she whimpers into my mouth, her hands tugging at my hair, making me growl as pleasure shoots through me.
The smell of our combined slick fills the air. I can feel it running down my thighs, my cock weeping with pre-cum. I’m not even the one going into heat, but the intense feelings coursing through me right now have me close to it.
We sneak kisses as I help undress her, getting her out of my shirt and her panties.
My chest heaves as I stare down at her, her body naked and stunning, sprawled out beneath me.
She watches me undress, eyes blazing with need. When I pull my boxers down, my cock springs free.
“Fuck,” she breaths out. I whimper when I wrap my hand around my shaft, stroking myself a few times to take some of the pressure off. I don’t want to cum too soon, but if I do, at least I’ll be able to keep going. One of the benefits of being an Omega.
“You okay?” I chuckle, thrusting into my grip as she licks her lips, chest heaving. Her perfume is coming off her in waves, making my head spin with desire.
“Just... go easy, okay? You’re big and I... uhh, I don’t use toys so I’ll probably be pretty tight.”
I pause my strokes and cock my head to the side. “Really? Never?”
Her cheeks turn an adorable shade of pink. She shakes her head. “No.”
“Then what do you do to get off?”
Groaning, she throws her arm over her face. “Nevermind. Let’s stop talking about this.”
“Hey.” I soften my voice, moving her arm from her face so I can see her pretty blue eyes. “You don’t have to hide from me, okay? You can tell me anything.”
She chews on her lower lip for a few seconds before speaking. “I don’t, um, get myself off.”
My brows jump. “Wait, you don’t masturbate?”
“No,” she grumbles. “I’ve never had the desire to.
Before I started finding myself attracted to you, I thought I was broken, okay?
I’m a thirty-one-year-old virgin who’s never had an orgasm and never had the desire to until I met this very sexy, very sweet, younger Omega who sent my world into a tailspin. ”
I can’t help it, I grin big and wide. “Stop,” she groans. “I know, it’s stupid. And pathetic.”
“No, it’s fucking not,” I growl. “Do you know how hot it is to know that I’m the only one who’s ever made this sweet pussy weep?” I slide my hand between her thighs, finding her soaked for me. She gasps when I run my fingers over her clit and down to her messy folds.
“Fuck,” I groan, slipping a finger into her heat, loving the way she moans at my touch.
“Emmett.” The way she breathes my name sounds like a damn prayer.
“You’re so fucking wet, baby,” I growl, her legs parting for me, giving me more room. “How does this feel?”
“Good,” she pants. “So good. More.”
“Can I taste you, baby? Peaches and cream is my favorite flavor."
“Fuck,” she groans. “Yes.” She nods frantically. “Please.”
I thrust my finger into her a few more times, kissing her breathlessly before moving down her body until my face is between her legs.
My eyes lock on her cunt and the way she’s gushing over my finger, her slick already coating my hand. “Such a messy girl,” I purr and lean down to have a taste.
The moment her slick hits my tongue, I let out a whimpered moan. So good. So fucking good.
Lexi gasps, her hands gripping the blankets. I go for another taste, then another, until I’m devouring her pussy like a starved man as I thrust my finger in and out of her, stretching her open, getting her ready to take my cock.
The sounds she makes are downright sinful. I’ve never been so hard in my life.