24. Ben
ben
R oommates with benefits. She wants to be roommates with benefits.
The idea made me scoff. I’m not against the mutually beneficial arrangement, but I’m mad that she thinks she can just walk away from me if she finds someone else.
I’m not so egotistical as to think she couldn’t find someone else, but she became mine the moment she put herself on my radar and asked me to live with her.
Recalling my last encounter with that arrogant prick still makes my blood boil.
I wonder if Emily knows what a snake Logan really is.
Even though Emily was off-limits to me back then, I saw Logan checking out other women whenever we were at the same parties.
His blatant disrespect for Emily had made me irrationally angry.
The regret of not fighting him then weighs heavily on my conscience.
Now I’m even angrier at myself for not speaking up.
Could I have prevented some of Emily’s heartbreak by talking to Jason or Amanda? It’s too late now.
So, I’ll be a good little boy and pretend that I’m cool with her plan. Meanwhile, I’ll show her that the only person she’ll ever need again is me. I won’t let her go like that idiot ex-boyfriend of hers. The biggest mistake of his life is pushing Emily away. His loss is my gain.
I’m lying in Emily’s bed with the taste of her cum still fresh on my tongue.
I’m savoring her flavor like a decadent dessert.
One taste won’t ever be enough. I can tell by her hesitancy that she had never had her pussy eaten out like that before.
I doubt she’s ever come so hard either, judging by the way she tried to escape me when I felt her unraveling.
The breathy moans and gasps of pleasure were the sweetest music I had ever heard.
It makes me want to hear those sounds from her again.
And the little hitch in her breath right before she warned me she was coming almost made me come in my pants. For the second time today.
I was so hard I had to run to the bathroom and fuck my fist. I emptied my balls into the toilet with her taste still fresh on my lips and her sweet sounds still singing in my ears. I washed my hands but don’t bother washing my face. I wanted her taste to linger on my skin for a little while longer.
My libido is at an all-time high around Emily.
It’s almost like I’m a goddamned teenager all over again.
I should probably question how this will all work out, but the only thing I care about is Emily.
She’s become such an integral part of my life in the short time we’ve been together.
I can’t help but be thankful for the circumstances that led us both to where we are today.
Sometimes, things need to fall apart so that better things can come together, even if it’s the scariest shit in the world, like falling for your roommate.
A roommate who you technically have only known for a few years, but know without a doubt that she has the heart and soul of a strong and kind woman.
Though we’re only getting started, I can see our future together much more clearly. I know with absolute certainty that Emily is mine. Whether that means marriage and the whole kit and caboodle has yet to be determined.
I’m confident that the more time we spend together, the less guarded she’ll be around me. That asshole really did a number on her confidence. I’ll take it as slow as she needs me to, but I won’t deny our attraction any longer.
Being with her intimately feels natural. Bringing her to screaming orgasms is my new favorite sport. Just like the running competition, I’m determined to win. She has no idea what she’s in for. I’ll make sure she feels cherished as I take care of all of her needs.
She’ll never doubt her worth while she’s with me.