CHAPTER 32
Harlow’s head was between Larissa’s legs, and no, it was not a dream.
It wasn’t a fantasy. Well, it was, but it was also real.
This was really happening. She was licking and sucking on Larissa, and Larissa was under her, writhing in pleasure.
God, it was better than she ever could have imagined, and she had imagined it.
So many times, she had imagined this exact scenario.
In Larissa’s bedroom, Harlow would take off Larissa’s clothes, and she would make love to her.
Now, she was actually doing it. Her hands massaged Larissa’s full breasts, and her lips were around a swollen clit.
Harlow moaned because she still couldn’t believe that they were doing this.
“I’m…”
Harlow opened her eyes and looked up. Larissa’s eyes were closed.
Her mouth was in the tell-tale shape of an O.
And while Harlow wanted to pause what she was doing to check if Larissa, who had been quiet so far, was coming, she didn’t want to stop at the same time in case she was.
Larissa was indeed quiet. She had let out several gasps and a couple of moans, but that was about it, so Harlow was flying a little blind down here and only wanted to make Larissa feel good.
She squeezed Larissa’s left breast and flicked her tongue over Larissa’s clit a few times.
“Are you always this quiet?” she asked when it didn’t appear that Larissa was coming after all.
“Am I being too quiet?”
“No, there’s no such thing,” she replied and licked her, causing Larissa to twitch a bit. “I just wanted to know if I was making you feel good or not.”
“Are you kidding me?” Larissa asked. “Of course, you are.” She ran her hand through Harlow’s hair, which would now be one of Harlow’s new favorite things. “Sorry, I didn’t want to… talk too much.”
“Too much? There’s no such thing as that, either.
” Harlow kissed Larissa’s clit. “How about you just make whatever sounds you want to make while I continue, and if you come, you let me know somehow. Pull my hair, yell my name; whatever you want. Both would be totally fine with me. Both at the same time would be so fucking hot, but really up to you.”
Larissa smiled at her and said, “I want to be loud.”
“And I just want you to let go. God, I’d love it if you let go, Larissa. But if you don’t, that’s okay, too.”
“Will you keep doing what you were doing?”
“Which part?”
“All of it, but the sucking mainly.”
“Oh, that?” she asked with a smirk. “You like that?”
“I love that.”
“Me too,” she said and ran her hand down the middle of Larissa’s chest, over her stomach, and between her legs to spread her again.
Before she sucked, though, she lowered her tongue to Larissa’s entrance and slipped it inside.
“Oh, fuck,” Larissa said.
Harlow grunted.
“Please,” Larissa added.
Harlow pushed in deeper and pulled out, licking there as fresh wetness coated her tongue.
“God, that’s so good,” Larissa told her, and her hand moved to the back of Harlow’s head.
She smiled and licked Larissa’s clit a few times before moving her tongue back down to her entrance and pushing it back inside her.
Then, she pressed on Larissa’s thighs, and Larissa understood, spreading her legs wider for Harlow, who moved back up to Larissa’s clit to suck her hard.
She left her finger at her entrance and waited.
When Larissa’s hips began to rise and fall, she pushed inside with one finger.
“Yes!”
Harlow moaned into her, pulled out, and pushed back inside, adding a second finger.
“You’re inside me,” Larissa spoke as if just realizing it. “God, Harlow, you’re inside me.”
Harlow moaned a little softer this time, but she didn’t stop sucking, and soon, Larissa’s hips were moving quickly in time with Harlow’s curling fingers. Then, Larissa stopped moving altogether, and Harlow knew.
“Harlow!”
Larissa gripped her hair and pulled just how she wanted her to, and Harlow curled and pushed in deeper to let Larissa know how much she wanted her.
“Oh, my God! Don’t stop!”
Harlow would never stop. If Larissa let her do this over and over for the rest of their lives, she would do it.
This was what she’d been missing her entire adult life.
Being with this woman in this way, tasting her on her lips and her tongue, and feeling her clench around her fingers was all she’d ever need.
Work was work. Life was life. Things would be good, or they would get bad, but as long as she had Larissa in her life, and preferably like this, not just a friend anymore, Harlow knew she’d be fine.
“Can you come up here?” Larissa asked before Harlow thought she was done coming.
“You want me to stop?”
“I came outside. Come up here, please.”
Harlow moved up her body and went to pull out, thinking that was what Larissa wanted.
“No, stay. Please,” Larissa said quickly, placing her hand over Harlow’s.
“Okay,” she said and hovered over her.
“Coming inside isn’t easy for me. It can take a while.”
“I’ve got all night, if you want,” Harlow said with a little smirk. “But if you don’t, that’s okay. I just want to make you feel good.”
“It feels good. Trust me, it feels really good. Can you keep doing what you were doing before while you kiss me?”
Larissa wrapped her arms around Harlow’s neck.
Harlow lowered down and kissed her, knowing that Larissa could taste herself on her lips and loving it. She began stroking her inside, curling her fingers slowly and waiting for a response from Larissa, who spread her legs more.
“I’m not fragile,” Larissa said when Harlow moved her lips to her neck.
“What? I know that.”
“I just wanted to make sure. I… The women I’ve been with told me I was good at sex, but that doesn’t mean…”
“That they were for you?” Harlow guessed and licked the shell of Larissa’s ear.
“It was fine. I didn’t say anything, but it was always… too gentle.”
“And you don’t always want gentle?”
“No.”
“Do you want gentle right now?”
“No.”
“Tell me what you do want.”
Harlow looked down at her.
“I want you to make me come hard,” Larissa replied.
Harlow smiled down at her and pushed deeper inside.
Larissa closed her eyes, and Harlow pulled almost all the way out before pushing back in.
Then, she waited and did it again. Larissa shifted slightly.
Harlow pulled out and pushed back in again, going deeper this time before she curled her fingers.
Larissa’s mouth opened. Harlow pulled out and pushed back in faster this time.
Over and over again, she pulled out and pushed back in until she was thrusting, and Larissa opened her eyes.
She stared into Harlow’s own and nodded over and over and over again until she closed her eyes and kissed Harlow through her orgasm.
Harlow rocked into her, pressing her own center down into Larissa’s thigh, needing some relief.
“God, that’s…” Larissa said into her ear when Harlow lowered herself all the way, pressing her mouth to Larissa’s neck while she continued to thrust. “Oh! Oh! Again?”
Harlow lifted her eyebrow that she knew Larissa couldn’t see and continued to move inside her until Larissa came a second time and her hands pressed down into Harlow’s ass. It was only then that Harlow realized that she was close and was grunting against Larissa’s neck.
“Are you…” Larissa asked.
“I’m close,” she said.
“Can I touch you? Please, Harlow.”
“Yes. Whatever you want.”
“Roll off of me,” Larissa said, and Harlow reluctantly pulled out of her and rolled onto her back.
She was rewarded with Larissa straddling her stomach and reaching behind her as she moved over Harlow’s skin.
“Oh, my God,” Harlow said when Larissa’s finger met her clit, and she watched Larissa slide over her skin. “You’re still soaked.”
“So are you,” Larissa replied and continued to move as she stroked.
“Fuck!”
Harlow’s clit was rock-hard and ready to come.
Just watching Larissa do this was enough to make her come, but when Larissa leaned back more and slipped two fingers inside her, and Harlow felt a thumb press to her clit, she knew she’d come in seconds.
“Yes! Yes!”
She gripped Larissa’s hips and helped her move forward and back as her eyes closed and her head went back against the pillow.
Then, she came hard. It didn’t take long for her to come down, but she felt Larissa move out of her grasp, so she opened her eyes and watched Larissa settle between her legs and lick her lips.
“Your turn now?” Harlow chuckled.
“Yes,” Larissa replied.
Harlow saw hunger in her eyes, so she spread her legs wide for Larissa and waited.
She pushed Larissa’s hair out of her face and laughed silently as she watched Larissa remove her glasses and set them aside.
Then, Larissa pulled back her own hair and let it fall over her back.
She licked her lips again, and Harlow swallowed.
When Larissa’s tongue met her still-sensitive clit, Harlow knew it wouldn’t take long.
“Holy shit,” she let out.
“What?” Larissa asked and looked up in worry.
“Nothing. That was… What the fuck were you doing? That was, like, three seconds, and I’m about to come.”
“Rolling my tongue. I can do this thing where I roll it very fast. My pediatrician noticed it when I was around five, I think. I was sticking my tongue out at him when he was trying to give me a shot. I just wanted the sticker, not the shot. He said it was strange.”
“Not strange. You can… Fuck, Larissa. Do that again, please.”
Larissa lowered her head back down, and that magical tongue rolled rapidly against Harlow’s clit.
“Fuck. It feels like you have… a vibrator attached… to your tongue. God, baby. Yes!” Harlow moved her hand to the back of Larissa’s head. “Please, go inside again.”
Larissa moaned against her and slid her fingers inside.
“Oh, God. Can you slow down? I don’t want to come yet. It’s too good,” she said.
Larissa stopped rolling her tongue and began sucking gently as she curled inside her.
“Yes! That, please. That’s so good.”
Larissa’s free hand moved to Harlow’s right nipple, and she toyed with it in time with her curls and sucks.
“Jesus! If you keep doing that, I’ll come.”
“I want you to,” Larissa said and resumed her sucking.
“Too fast,” Harlow replied. “I want… it to last.”
“Can’t I just give you another one?” Larissa asked and licked her. “I can give you as many as you want.”
She licked her again and twisted gently on her nipple.
“Oh, shit. Just fuck me! Make me come.”
Larissa smirked at her this time, lowered her mouth, and resumed that whole rolling thing with her tongue that had Harlow gripping both Larissa’s hair and the sheets.
“Fuck! Fuck!”
Larissa moaned again and pushed in a little deeper, curling quickly now, and Harlow came.
“Baby, I’m coming! Oh, God!”
Harlow’s hips jerked up and off the mattress, and Larissa let them stay there, continuing to roll her tongue and push in and out of her, not letting go of Harlow’s nipple and taking her higher and higher until finally, Harlow crashed down to the bed.
“That…”
Larissa shifted and moved her mouth back to Harlow’s clit. She licked it very softly and pushed inside, keeping her fingers still.
“Your exes were right. They were wrong about everything else, but this… They were right about this.”
Larissa didn’t say anything, but she continued to lick her slowly until Harlow finally opened her eyes to watch her do it.
“You can stop, you know? You just gave me the best orgasm of my life. I might need a minute.”
“Can I stay down here and keep doing this until you’re ready?”
“Is that what you want to do?” she asked.
Larissa nodded.
“You don’t want to touch me while I touch you?”
“Is that an option?”
“I was thinking that you could come up here.” Harlow touched her lips with her index finger. “Specifically, your clit could come up here, and you could lean back and touch me how you did a minute ago with your long, amazing fingers.”
“You like my fingers?”
“I have thought about your fingers more times than I care to admit; how good they would feel inside me.”
“Did they live up to all those thoughts?” Larissa asked, moving to straddle her.
“More than,” she replied.
Larissa smiled and leaned down to kiss her.
Harlow tasted herself and Larissa at the same time, and when Larissa shifted to move over her face, she swallowed hard.
She had thought she’d eventually get that this was real, that it was happening, but she now knew what the love of her life tasted like, and something about that had her wondering if she was dreaming after all.
She tasted her again when Larissa lowered herself and gripped the headboard behind them with both hands at first. Then, she seemed to remember that she was supposed to be touching Harlow, too, so she let go, moved into a better position, and stroked her while Harlow sucked on her clit.
A few minutes later, they came one after the other, with Harlow starting them off, and when they caught their breath, Larissa moved off her and was flat on her back about a foot away from her.
“Where are my glasses?” she asked.
Harlow laughed, grabbed them for her, and said, “Over here. And why are you so far away? Get back here so that I can hold you.”
Larissa took them, put them back on, and turned onto her side to face Harlow.
“I want to do more of this, but…”
“You’re starving, aren’t you?”
“Yes,” Larissa admitted, laughing a little.
“How does a reheated grilled cheese sandwich sound?”
“And a beer?” Larissa asked.
“And a beer,” she replied.
“In bed?”
“Your bed – your rules,” Harlow replied.
“You’re sleeping in here tonight, right?” Larissa asked and looked concerned, as if Harlow wouldn’t want to stay in this room with her forever if she could.
“Your bed – your rules, remember?”
“I want you to stay in here,” Larissa replied.
“Good. So do I. Want to go out there and get the food naked?”
“We can do that now, huh?” Larissa asked with a headshake. “I can’t believe you’ve seen me naked.”
“Seen you? I had my head buried between your legs. Twice.”
“I know. I really liked that, by the way.”
Harlow pushed Larissa onto her back and climbed on top of her.
“We’re not going to get grilled cheese and beer right now, are we?” Larissa asked with a chuckle.
“Ten minutes,” she replied with a shrug as she lowered her mouth to Larissa’s nipple. “Okay, fifteen. Twenty tops, I swear.”