Chapter 39
Wes
We make good time and arrive in Albuquerque at five o’clock, just in time for us to check in at the hotel and get dinner that doesn’t come from a drive thru or a gas station.
We decide to walk to a little pizza shop about two blocks from our hotel so we can stretch our legs and eat something that doesn’t come out of a bag.
I’m still floating from Elli saying she’ll come on tour with me.
I still feel bad that she’s going to have to uproot again, and there’s a little nasty voice in the back of my head saying that she’d be better off staying in San Marcos and figuring out her life, but the voice telling me this is where my dreams start to come true is louder than that one.
I always dreamed of touring and playing music for a living, but I’d never pictured someone standing next to me. I figured I’d be a bachelor for life, maybe fuck a few fans when the need arose.
Picturing Elli standing off stage, watching me in my element and cheering me on, just to go home with her and bury myself inside that sweet pussy night after night?
I’m hard just thinking about it, which is inconvenient since this is a family establishment.
I shut down my naughty fantasy and look at Elli, who’s picking at her mushroom and bacon pizza anxiously. A little frown is present on her beautiful face and now I’m wondering if she’s as excited as I am about the tour, or if she just said yes because she didn’t want to disappoint me.
Then I remember where we’re headed and realize I’m being selfish only thinking about the tour when we’re about to go to her own personal version of hell.
I reach across the table and gently stroke the back of her hand, offering her a small smile. “Hey pretty girl. You want to tell me what’s going on in that beautiful head of yours?”
Her stunning blues meet mine and she sighs heavily, like the weight of the world is on her shoulders. “I’m nervous about you meeting my family.” She shakes her head, like that wasn’t what she meant to say. “Not because you’re you, but because they’re them. You know?”
Not really, no. But it’s kind of reassuring that she's not worried about me. “I’m not sure I do know what you mean. Can you walk me through it?”
“I’ve already told you that they’re… a lot.
And there’s so many of them that it gets overwhelming for me and I’ve been around it my entire life.
I don’t want you to get overwhelmed by it or decide you don’t want to be with me anymore because one of them says something offensive- and they will, because they suck.
” She takes another deep breath, squeezes my hand, and stares at me so intensely I get chills.
“I’ve never loved anyone the way I love you. I don’t think what I’ve experienced before was love, to be honest. And the thought of my family ruining things makes me want to turn around and go home.”
I don’t miss the way she refers to San Marcos as “home” now, and it makes my heart stutter.
I already know she loves me, but every time she says it out loud, it’s like someone shoots liquid happiness directly into my bloodstream.
I don’t know how else to prove to her that I’m not going anywhere without her right by my side, but I sure as hell am going to try.
I’ll spend the rest of my life showing her just how much I love her.
“Elli, I promise you, there’s nothing they can say that will make me not want to be with you, okay?
You’re it for me, baby. There’s no one else after you.
Hell, I think I’ve been waiting my whole life for you.
People have said shitty things to and about me my whole life.
I’m not going to let anyone come between us. I promise.”
Elli studies me for a minute, searching for any sign that I’m lying. I know she won’t find any, and she doesn’t, so she leans over the table and gives me a gentle kiss.
“Thank you, Wes. Let’s finish up and go back to the hotel. I’m beat, and we need our rest for the drive tomorrow.”
Once we’ve finished our pizza and make it back to the hotel, Elli says she’s going to go shower, so I sit on the bed and scroll through my phone. I text Robs and Jess to let them know we’re halfway to Utah and made it safely to Albuquerque.
I hear the shower turn on, and as much as I try to distract myself from the thoughts of a naked Elli getting all wet and soapy, my mind wanders.
We’ve showered together a few times when we’ve had sleepovers, and the feeling of her heavy, soapy tits rubbing against my skin is one of the best feelings in the world.
I’m hard as stone now, but I don’t know if Elli’s wanting anything other than some cuddles tonight, and no way in hell would I ever push her.
But I am only a human and when my girl is naked in the shower, I want to sneak a peek.
I make my way to the bathroom, where the door is cracked open just a bit, and open it even more, slowly. When I peek my head in, the mirror is fogged, but it reflects the outline of my girl’s luscious body through the sheer shower curtain.
“Are you joining me, or are you going to be a peeping Tom?” Elli’s voice startles me out of said peeping.
I strip so fast that if it were an Olympic sport, I’d take gold.
I step in, and Elli’s standing there rinsing out her hair with her eyes closed. When she opens them again, there’s no denying the arousal she’s feeling. Her beautiful blue irises are almost completely covered by her pupil.
I step toward her and crowd her into the shower wall, soaking myself in the process. “You been waiting for me, baby?” My voice is husky with arousal.
She nods, then runs a hand down my chest slowly, inching her way toward my already hard cock. When she finds me standing at attention, her soft fingers gently tickle up and down my length and it bobs in anticipation, but she pulls her hand back.
“Were you touching yourself out there?” She whispers.
“No.” I reply.
“Why not?”
“Because I’d rather bury myself in you than come in my own hand. But if you weren’t up for sex, I’d have just suffered through until I was calm again because the only way I’ll seek my pleasure is if I get to give you pleasure as well.”
“Well we can’t have you suffering.” She says breathily, then slides down the wall and lands on her knees in front of me.
She takes me in her hot, wet mouth, and fucking moans. Elli may have never given head until me, but it seems like she enjoys it as much as I do now. I watch as her hand disappears underneath her and then she sucks me in hard.
“Baby, are you touching yourself while you suck my cock?” I grit out, trying not to come right then at the sight of her owning her pleasure.
She looks up at me through her lashes and nods as best she can.
“Fuck me that’s sexy as hell baby. Is your pretty little clit nice and hard for me?”
She nods again.
I let her bob along my cock a few more times before I step back. I don’t want to come in her mouth right now.
“Stand up, Elli. Let me feel how wet sucking my cock made you.”
She obeys and I trail a finger down her wet body until I can run it through her soaked pussy.
She lets out a moan as I pump my finger inside, then add another, curling them so I can hit her g-spot while I strum her clit.
She was already close so it doesn’t surprise me when she tenses and clenches around my fingers and comes only a few moments later.
“Goddamn, baby. I need in this pussy, like, yest- damn it.” I curse, realizing I didn’t bring a condom into the bathroom.
“What’s wrong?” She pants, still coming down from her orgasm.
“I didn’t bring a condom into the bathroom. I thought we’d just shower, I wasn’t expecting a little vixen to try and jump my bones.” I tease, giving her a wink.
She bites her bottom lip in contemplation, and then she takes my cock in her hand again. “I had an IUD put in before I moved. And obviously, I’ve never been with anyone else. I want you to fuck me bare, Wes. Please.”
“Are you sure, Elli? Because we can dry off and go fuck on the bed with a con-”
She cuts me off by kissing me. Hard. Then turns around and settles her hands on the wall of the shower. “Fuck me, Wes. Please.”
Goddamn this girl is going to kill me.
The trust she just placed in me doesn’t go unappreciated.
I would never fuck her bare if I had been with anyone in the last three months unless I was tested and came back clean.
But as it stands, I haven’t been with anyone in almost two years, so I know I’m clean.
And I always wore a condom with Shelby because I think some part of me always knew she was fucking around.
I step up behind Elli and notch the head of my cock at her entrance and slowly push inside, letting out a string of curses.
Using a condom hasn’t bothered me in the past, but that must’ve been because I’d never had Elli’s pussy wrapped around me before.
“I can’t be slow and soft right now baby. I’m going to come embarrassingly fast and I need you to come before I do. So play with that clit and come.”
Elli does as she’s told, bringing one hand down to rub circles on her clit as I pound into her hard and fast. The minute I feel her clench around me and moan my name, I’m off like a rocket, coming harder than I ever have before.
“Fuck, Elli! I love you so goddamn much.” I pant, planting kisses along her shoulder and back.
She turns around and gives me a sleepy smile. “I love you too, Wes.”
I place a kiss on her forehead, “Let’s get cleaned up and then we can go to sleep.”