CHAPTER 4
Mick
I don’t know how I actually fell asleep last night after getting those texts from my girl. It took all I had not to go over there last night. I know she was right about not everything having to be perfect, but I still want to make it special. Her first time, our first time together, should be. If I have anything to do with it, she’ll never experience anything else but us together.
I know I need to talk this out. Although my club brothers are awesome, this ain’t something to go to them with, but I know exactly who I want to talk to. I pull my truck up to the curb and park. I drove my truck today ’cause I have a feeling I’ll need to pick some things up on my way home later.
My phone dings with a text and I see that Pres has called church for tonight to figure out our plan for getting those fuckers who took Mads. Luckily, it’s right after the guys get off work, so I can still keep all my plans for tonight with my girl.
I head up the walk and the two steps to the front door. I knock once and open the door. “Mom! You here?”
I hear movement in the kitchen.
“Where the hell else would I be at this time of the mornin’, son?”
I walk into the kitchen and Mom is sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee in front of her. She’s sat in that same spot at that table every morning for as long as I can remember. I bend down and kiss her cheek before I pour myself a cup of coffee.
“To what do I owe this morning visit from my favorite child?”
I bring my full coffee cup to the table and sit across from her before I answer the same way I’ve always responded to her. “I’m your only child, Mom, so I’m your favorite by default.”
She gives me that look that she used to give Dad when he’d tell one of his jokes, which were almost always bad. “Son, don’t quit your day job, ’cause you’re no more a comedian than your dad was. Now, I don’t think you dropped by before work to entertain me with your attempts at humor. I can tell you got something brewing.”
Mom always can read right through me.
I take a sip of coffee before I spill out everything. “I know you heard about everything that I said to Mads-er Madison at the reception.”
Mom nods. “Yeah, and from my understanding, she gave it back as good as you gave it.”
I can’t help but grin a little. My woman is a lot stronger and feistier than people give her credit for.
“Yeah, she did. Well, after we got her back, she seemed to be okay with me, or us, that is. But when I brought her home, she wanted time to think, so I got her food and gave her space.”
Mom raises one eyebrow like she doesn’t believe me. “Okay, I texted her a few times, but not close to the amount I wanted to. None of them were demanding at all.”
She reaches over and squeezes my hand. “I bet that took more effort than she’ll ever know, didn’t it, son?”
She’s right. It was so hard not to demand she talk to me. I nod. “Yeah it did. Well, you also probably know that Erik, Wyatt, and Grant all came to the shop and talked to me. They talked me out of texting her more and Erik convinced me to go for a long ride. Fuck if he was right and it helped. Why is he so good at relationship-type advice yet he was with the fucking Celest-erist for so long?”
Mom sets her cup down.
“Son, just ‘cause someone is great at advice and insight, doesn’t mean they’re good at using that in their lives. Also, remember, we may be close with people who we consider family, but never assume you know everything that goes on in a relationship between two people. There are always layers that only the people in the relationship know and are privy to.”
I know she’s speaking from experience. Even to this day, I know there’s stuff between her and Dad that I don’t know and not sure if she’ll ever share with me.
I continue my story. “After I got home from the ride, I saw that she had texted me back. She texted and told me she’s ready for everything with me. Everything . She also said that I need to stop worrying about everything being perfect ’cause it will be right since it’s the two of us. I know that, but I can’t help but want to make it special.”
Mom smiles at me. “Son, it’s ’cause you're a good man. You want your first time together to be memorable. I get that.”
I shake my head slightly. “It’s not just that. It’s also her first time. I want her to understand how much it means to me that she’s giving me that gift.”
Mom looks like she’s getting teary-eyed. “Oh, Mick. You wanting that alone means you’re going to do right by her. I know there aren’t many things in life that tell a person they did something right, but when you realize your child has grown into a good man, that’s everything. You make me proud, Mick. I think Mads is a very lucky woman to have a man like you smitten over her.”
Mom gives me some ideas for some small things I can do without making it too big. She reminds me that Madison’s gonna be nervous no matter what and to just be myself with her.
I get up to put my cup in the dishwasher before I head out to pick up breakfast and head over to Madison’s. Mom stands up and walks over to me and gives me a hug. “She really is the love of your life, ain’t she, son?”
I nod my head. “Yeah, I really think she is.”
She looks at me and touches my cheek. “Just make sure you’re hers too. Love like that needs to go both ways or life will be more challenging than you can understand.”
I must give her a look ’cause she shrugs her shoulders at me. “Your dad was the love of my life, but I wasn’t his.”
I know Dad loved her and start to tell her when she holds up her hand. “Oh, I know Mitch loved me, that’s not it. He was even in love with me at one point, but I know I wasn’t the love of his life.”
She hugs me again. “But that’s a story for another day. You get going to work so you can have your night with her. Wrap it up too, son, ’cause as much as I want grandchildren, you don’t gotta give them to me the first time.”
Leave it to my mom to make me laugh. I kiss her goodbye and head out.
I make two quick stops to get breakfast. I know her coffee order by heart so I get that and I stop at the diner to get the order I called in. I know she’s expecting me to probably just have grabbed some muffins from Sooner or Later with the coffee, but I know her favorites. I want her to know I pay attention. I park in her driveway, behind her little car, and grab everything. Before I even make it to the front door, she opens it and stands there, taking my breath away. She’s in those damn pj pants and tank top. Her hair is in a messy bun thing, and I still think she’s the most beautiful woman in the world. She’s got a big smile on her face, showing off her dimples.
“What all did you bring? I figured you’d just grab something at Sooner or Later.”
Before I answer her, I get to her front door and lean over to give her a kiss. With my hands full, I can’t do much but give her a peck, but I’ll be damned if I don’t get that at least. I give her a kiss that doesn’t last nearly as long as I want.
As soon as I break it, I answer her question. “I told ya I was bringing breakfast and a muffin ain’t actually breakfast. I also got your coffee with all the stuff you like in it.”
She looks shocked at my answer. I set all the shit down on her counter and turn toward her. She’s got tears in her eyes. “What is it? Is something wrong?”
I grab her and pull her into my arms. She leans forward and puts her head on my chest. I really don’t like to see her tearing up. “Madison, if I did something wrong, you gotta tell me.”
She shakes her head against my chest, her being just the right height to rest her head on it. “No, you didn’t do anything wrong. Not even close. I just can’t believe you remembered my coffee order. You know my favorite takeout, not the one my family thinks is my favorite, but my actual favorite.”
I hug her to me. “It’s not that big of a deal. I know those things ’cause I pay attention to you.”
She moves her head to look at me and I can’t help but wipe her tears away with my thumbs. “It is to me. The fact that you’ve noticed and paid attention matters to me. Sometimes I feel invisible in this big family we have, but with you, I never do. You make me feel seen.”
She shocks the shit out of me by jumping up and throwing her arms around my neck and kissing me. I grab her luscious ass and her legs go around my waist. This kiss ain’t like the few others she’s ever initiated. It’s like I can feel all her emotions in it and when she moans, opening her lips, I can’t help but demand entrance. I don’t know how long the kiss goes on for, but fuck if I’m gonna stop it. Any hope of that ends when she rubs against me, making sounds that could almost make me come on the spot.
When she finally breaks the kiss, she shocks the living shit out of me. She looks me in the eye and bites her bottom lip for just a second before she speaks. “If you have some time before your first client, I was wondering why we would have to wait till tonight when right now seems right to me.” Fuck me.
“My first client isn’t scheduled till eleven.”
I see the time on her microwave says eight thirty and it takes only ten minutes to get to work. Fuck it, we’re both done with waiting. I squeeze her ass and move like a man on a mission down the hall to her bedroom.
I can feel her smiling against my neck. “I take it you agree with now.”
Madison
Mick answers me with a growl that sounds like it came from deep within him. He is so strong and the sexiest man I’ve seen in real life. That kiss was better than ten minutes with my rose-shaped battery powered friend. I can tell we’re in my room but I can’t stop kissing his neck and tracing his tattoo with my tongue. Who knew neck tattoos were so delicious? Suddenly, I’m flying and I land on my bed. Before I stop bouncing, Mick is on top of me, kissing me to distraction. He breaks the kiss and moves off of me, pulling my pajama pants down my legs as he moves. I see the surprise on his face when he sees I’m not wearing anything underneath them. He raises an eyebrow and looks at me.
I shrug my shoulders. “I don’t like wearing panties to bed. They feel weird.”
He bites his lip and bows his head for a second before making eye contact with me, and the only way I can describe how his eyes look is feral.
“Fuck me. Are you telling me every time I saw you wearing this, the only thing between the world and… were these thin pajamas?”
I can feel the blush creep up my face and my words are stuck, so I just nod. He finishes yanking off my pants and faster than I’ve ever seen someone go, he yanks off his shirt. He looks at me. “Take that tiny, teasing top off, baby. I need to see all of you.”
I quickly take it off and lean back on the bed just to hear him mutter. “Good gods. I know what heaven looks like now.”
The palm of his hand rests right at my entrance and the growl from deep within comes out again, right before he speaks in a deep tone I’ve never heard from him. “This is mine. No other fucking man is ever going to see what’s mine. You’ve been mine, but after this, don’t ever question that. You get me?”
I nod, cause that’s fucking hot. “Words. I need your words now. Tell me.”
Fuck me. Why is his demanding something so hot?
“I get you. That goes both ways.”
I watch his nostrils flair a little as he moves my legs. He lies down between them with his head just inches above my entrance.
“I’ve been yours since the gods made you for me, I just didn’t know it. Now you’re going to let me get a taste of what I’ve been dreaming about for years.”
His tongue pierces my slit and finds its target faster than I ever have with my vibrator. He flicks it back and forth.
“Oh…there….”
He flicks just the right spot. The tingle starts in my toes and then he pushes a finger inside and it sets off an explosion of an orgasm. “Ohohohohohoh!”
I barely comprehend that he’s up on his knees between my legs.
“That’s one. I’m gonna need at least a couple more before we’re done this time.”
He goes back to licking just the right spot and pushes one, then I think two fingers inside. He’s filling me completely. My second orgasm comes out of nowhere and my entire body shakes. It’s like I actually see stars with this one.
“Fuck, your even more gorgeous when you come.”
I sense when he moves off me and after what feels like minutes, my brain is somewhat functioning again. I look at the end of the bed and I see him standing and looking at me. He yanks down his jeans and boxers all in one movement. Holy shit, he’s even more built than I could’ve imagined. His thighs are thick and I can see his tattooed-covered muscles.
My gaze goes higher and I can’t help the sound that comes out of me. “I-I don’t think that’s gonna fit.”
His cock is decent in length compared to the ones I’ve seen online, but it’s the girth that has me concerned.
He chuckles and I look back up to his sexy-as-sin face. “It’ll fit. You were made for me.”
He moves to kneel back between my legs and braces himself over me, making me look him in the eyes.
“I wanted to make you come one more time, but fuck if I can wait anymore to be inside of you. You ready?”
Mick
I’ve never been so turned on in my life. She’s even more gorgeous naked than I could’ve imagined. She smiles at me and I realize that I want to get lost in that smile forever. She starts to nod her answer, but then I can tell she remembers to use her words. “Yeah, I’m ready. I’m more than ready.”
I move so I’m at her entrance. “I know this might hurt a bit this first time, but I promise to get past that with you.”
She reaches up and cups my cheek. “I know you’ll always take care of me.”
I have to kiss her right now. I kiss her with everything I have as I enter her in one swift move. She tenses. Breaking the kiss and pulling back, I can see her face is clenched. I don’t move, waiting a moment to see if the pain subsides for her. “If it hurts too much, we don’t have to keep going. I don’t want to hurt you like that.”
She opens her eyes and shakes her head. “I just have to adjust, you’re a lot thicker than my—”
Her face turns red as she stops mid sentence.
“Baby, I’m inside you right now, and I need to move and feel you, but I’m gonna need to know the rest of that sentence. You can tell me anything.”
It’s taking a Herculean effort to stay still in her, but damn it, I need to know. “Fine. You’re thicker than any of my battery-operated boyfriends.”
Oh, she’s got toys? Yeah, I think we’re gonna have some fun later tonight.
“You’ll have to show me sometime. I can’t stay still anymore, baby. You gonna be okay if I move?”
She nods. “I need you to move. I feel so full, so completely full.”
Shit.
The things she says.
I pull almost all the way out and start a slow pace, kissing her again ’cause I can’t seem to stop myself from kissing her.
She feels so amazing. Fuck, I’m not gonna last long, especially with the noises and moans she’s making.
Madison
Holy Shit. If this is what sex is like, no wonder people like doing it so much. I can’t help but moan when he’s all the way inside of me, making me feel completely full. I feel like I’m so close but not quite there.
He groans out, “Fuck, I’m so close. Baby, tell me you’re close.”
I look at him and realize I’ve never seen him look this fucking hot.
“Nearly there…”
He moves my hands above my head. “Don’t move, baby, I’m going to get us both there.”
He goes from a slow and steady pace to fast and mother fucking God, he’s hitting just the right spot, over and over again.
“Oh God! So close!”
He keeps going faster and faster. “Yesss!”
The orgasm crashes through my entire body and I barely notice him scream out as he comes.
“Ffuucckk!”
He continues to move a few more times before he stops, staying inside of me.
I look at him and realize I can’t imagine ever doing this with anyone else.
I watch him open his eyes and I’m surprised at the intensity in them.
“I know you may not be ready to say it, but I need you to know, I’m hopelessly and completely in love with you and part of me really wishes I just got you pregnant.”
I can’t help but laugh a little at that last part.
I move my head and give him a quick kiss before I say anything.
I break it pretty quickly, and I reach up with a hand to cup his cheek, needing to touch him and know I have his full attention.
“First, I love you, too.
I’m so glad we’re done dancing around each other and I’m starting to realize you really do want me as much as I want you.”
He starts to say something but I put my hand on his mouth ’cause I’m not finished yet.
“Secondly, I’m on the pill, so me getting pregnant just yet isn’t going to happen. But it’s something we can start talking about. You wanna have kids with me?”
He slips out of me and moves next to me, never breaking eye contact. “When I said I want everything with you, I meant everything . I want to live life with you. I think you’re gonna be an amazing mom and I want more than almost anything in the world to be the one to go through that with you. I don’t see it as me and you but us now. We’re a team in this life and sooner rather than later, we’re gonna get married so the whole world knows too.”
Oh so he’s got this all planned out, does he? “So that’s how it’s going to be?”
He nods and I try to remain calm. “I don’t want to clean the clubhouse anymore. I wanna find something, a job or something, where I can find my passion.”
He looks at me slightly confused. “I’d never stop you from doing that. I want you to find your passion and do it, whatever that is.”
I must not school my surprise on my face very well ’cause he gets a look on his face that can only be described as serious as fuck.
“I want to do life with you. I don’t want to dictate that life, baby. We’re a team and we’ll help each other. I want you to figure that out, and if I can help any, I’m there one hundred percent.”
I can’t not kiss him after that. I move and climb on top of him and kiss him with everything I have. He moans and moves his hips slightly. “You move a centimeter more, love, and we’re gonna go right into round two.”
I move ‘cause I ain’t stupid. Round two was just as impressive, even though he switched it up and made me come with his tongue, arguing that he wasn’t going to make me even more sore than I would be after our first time. I think I might become addicted.