Chapter 7
chapter seven
ivory
At first, I was tossing back my drinks because it distracted me from the jealousy spirit at seeing that girl on my best friend’s lap. I have always been a jealous lover, but never had I ever wanted to snatch a bitch up so fast before.
I was experiencing a lot of firsts today, and from the look on Donavan’s face as he drove us back home, it wasn’t over yet.
The liquid courage had me popping my shit, but now I was nervous.
Did I really want to do this? What exactly were we about to do?
I took a few days to think it through, and it was clear that I was sexually attracted to my best friend. It had been a while since I had an orgasm, so I was going to use tonight to get off and that would cure my dreams.
Tonight’s Ivory was going to stop overthinking it all and just live in the moment. Tomorrow’s Ivory would have to deal with the aftermath.
“I can hear your thoughts from over here, what’s on your mind, Ivory?
We don’t have to do anything you aren’t comfortable with.
I just thought I was picking up certain signals from you, maybe I read you wrong.
” He wasn’t wrong, my pussy had been sending him smoke signals for weeks now.
My head didn’t understand it, but everything didn’t have to be logical all the time.
I’m choosing to trust my gut and move off of strictly feelings for this next season of my life. No more overthinking. Donavan made me feel many things, but the one I wanted to focus on for right now is lust.
Lately, all he had to do was look at me, give me his signature wink, and like a weak bitch, I was a goner.
“The problem is I’m too comfortable with it.
How does one go from identifying as a lesbian, to wanting to climb her male best friend?
I don’t even know who I am around you lately.
” There was a level of shame eating away at me, in the LGBTQ+ community, there were so many conversations about lesbians who discovered that they were bisexual.
They were looked at as greedy or not down for the community.
I’d never had the same sentiments, but Acacia would bring it up all the time. She was upset that her ex-girlfriend had broken up with her for a man, but for me, that would have never been the case. I guess it doesn’t matter because she left me at the altar, as if I meant nothing to her.
The car pulled into the driveway of Donavan’s home, but he didn’t make a move to get out the car. His black jeep wrangler was big enough for him to unbuckle my seatbelt and pull me into his lap.
My skirt was wrapped around my waist, leaving nothing but my soaked thong resting in his lap.
“Listen, I’m not here to tell you what to do with your body.
I have been attracted to you for over fifteen years, it’s only intensified and blossomed as we’ve both grown.
But, you’ve always been just my best friend and I’ve learned how to be content with that.
Don’t do anything for me or to dodge the judgement of a community that only wants acceptance from the rest of the world.
If you want this, if you want me, then stand on that shit.
We can ease into this thing, if you’re curious, let’s tackle that first. If this is just about getting your sexual fantasies out of your head, I can help you with that.
” The evidence of his attraction created a sweet friction against my core.
“I don’t want you to get hurt if my curiosity stops here.
My heart has never thought of you in this way before and my body for sure has never responded like this to you.
I’m all fucked up right now, just a whirlwind of emotions, and you don’t deserve to be caught up in my storm.
” Peering into his soulful eyes, I could see him processing my words.
Donavan is the one person I can’t afford to lose in this life. I need him, what if this destroys our friendship?
“I’m a big boy, Ivory, this isn’t the first time I’ve had to protect my heart and it won’t be the last. I want you to get this out of your system and there’s no way I would let you possibly get hurt by someone else.
Maybe tonight can help you rediscover more about your sexuality.
There isn’t a right or wrong way to be, you can just be – especially with me.
There’s no pressure, Ivory, we can forget about it and continue to navigate our friendship the way we always have.
” His words were sincere, I could look at this as him being my best friend and helping me out in this area of my life, just as he always has.
We have been there for each other with every pivotal moment in life, why did this one have to be any different?
“Okay, I want to try, but can we go slow? How about we start with a kiss? That’s a small step, right?
” The air thickened around us. A kiss would tell me everything I needed to know.
Kissing, to me, was the top level of intimacy.
A true love’s kiss had to mean something in all the romance movies.
If kissing Donavan stopped the world for me, then it would be something to note mentally for later.
“Kissing is a great start, mama.” That word, mama, filled my head with so many unruly thoughts. Dj has so many different pet names for me, but that one felt very intoxicating.
Donavan’s tongue moistened his thick lips, my eyes following its every movement. His tongue was the perfect size and length for eating pussy, I just knew it.
“I can’t even tell you how many times I’ve thought about kissing you, Ivory.” His hand cupped my nape, bringing our foreheads together, while the other one slowly ran up my spine vertebrae by vertebrae, sending a shiver through me.
“Are you always so sensitive? Whenever I touch you lately, you’ve felt that shit through your entire body, right Ivy? You had me thinking I was tripping when I felt you shudder.” His lips lightly brushed mine, just a half milliliter away.
He was teasing me with his words, his presence, his everything.
“I can’t help it, my body has been betraying me. The wet spot on your pants just proves my point.” I should have felt embarrassed about it, but it was his fault for being him.
Donavan took one big whiff, closing his eyes in the process. His dick jumped beneath me, I didn’t know it could do that.
Lifting up from his lap slightly, I swiped my finger through the puddle, and brought it to his lips.
“Open,” one command he had no problem with following, Donavan sucked my finger into his mouth and slowly licked every drop away. He kept lapping away, even after it was all gone.
The growl he released from deep within the channels of his throat, vibrated through my body. He slapped my ass hard.
“That’s for keeping that sweet pussy from me, the fuck is wrong with you, Poison Ivy?” I blushed at this scolding.
“I-I didn’t mean to, it wasn’t yours to have before.” Rocking my hips into him felt so right and wrong, I didn’t know which feeling to go with.
“And what about now, is it mine now?” Donavan latched his large hand around my throat, leaving me with barely any room to breathe.
The lack of air made my core pulsate, I didn’t know I had a breathing kink.
“Tonight, I’ll let you borrow it.” I pressed my lips to his, expecting him to kiss me so hard, I would pass out.
He didn’t, he set the pace so slowly, I wanted to cry.
Donavan swallowed my bottom lip, nibbling on it, tasting me.
His exploration of my mouth was so thorough, simply the best kiss I ever had the pleasure of experiencing.
He took his time with me. I gave him access to continue his delectable dance, his dick jumping for joy under me.
It turns out kissing my best friend was the best thing I could have done. It sure did feel like a Disney movie moment. His beard added another sensation on top of all the ones consuming me. I wanted to fall victim to my undeniable fate, the clenching of my stomach was a surprise to me.
Was this man about to make me explode from one kiss?
The answer was yes. It came so abruptly, I had no time to warn him or prepare myself. Throwing my head back, I let it all go. My inhibitions, questions, and concerns ran out of my mind when the cry of pleasure took residence there instead.
“Baby, come back to me.” I must have blacked out for a minute, Donavan was staring at me with pride and lust in his eyes.
“That was, I don’t even have the words.” His touch to my overly sensitive body was a bit too much for me to handle.
“Come on, let’s head inside.” His warm welcoming smile was familiar in this uncharted territory we stumbled upon.
Instead of cowering away, I took his hand and let him lead us into the rest of our night.
donavan
I needed someone to pinch me, because there was no way I was going to confuse this night with a dream. Kissing Ivory was poisonous, hence her namesake. I knew that the feelings she conjured up in me were bad for my heart but I wouldn’t have it any other way.
As we walked into my bedroom, I had second thoughts on how I wanted to end this night. Can I be content with just one night or was this entire plan about to blow up in my face?
She let her skirt fall to the floor the moment we crossed the threshold. The ass this girl had on her quaked with each step she took toward my bed. I felt it ripple against me in the car, but to see it in front of me was a different experience in itself.
My mind was blown when she came from a simple kiss, I hadn’t even pulled out my top tier skills yet and she fell apart anyways.
“Are you having second thoughts?” I didn’t notice she stopped walking and sat on the edge of the bed, looking up at me.
I wanted to lie, but that wasn’t me. “I am, but not for the reason you think.” I walked over to stand in front of her.
“Talk to me,” she gingerly said.