Chapter 23 #2
“I need you to spell it out for me, Alex,” he said huskily, one of his hands reaching out to brush stray hairs from her face. “I don’t want to do anything you aren’t comfortable with.”
She buried her head into his shoulder, feeling her face grow hot.
“Hey, hey, hey,” Nathan said, rubbing her back. “Sorry. I shouldn’t have pushed you like th—”
“No,” she said, her voice muffled by his shirt. “I’m embarrassed.”
“What?” he asked, his hands gently tipping her head up so she could see him.
“I want to have sex with you!” she blurted and then covered her mouth with a hand.
Nathan smiled and kissed her forehead.
“You could have just told me.”
“It’s embarrassing,” she whispered.
“Why? It’s not like we haven’t done…other things.”
“I know. I’ve never been in a relationship, and you’re…” She swallowed. “…really hot.”
He chuckled.
“I’m flattered, but you’re the perfectly symmetrical one. I think I’m the one who should be intimidated. Note that Sally never mentioned my facial symmetry. I think she didn’t want to hurt my feelings.”
Alex laughed and lightly kissed his cheek.
“Trust me when I say that you are the hottest guy I’ve ever seen.”
“So, you need more time with me to get comfortable when we do…sexual things?”
“No,” she shook her head. “It’s not that. I feel weird asking for things I’m not even sure about. I know what you did last night felt right. I trust you. I’ll let you know if I get uncomfortable.”
Nathan’s eyes widened.
“You’re telling me I can do whatever I want with you? Did I hear you right? Or is my wishful-thinking male mind playing tricks on me?”
“No. You heard right. You seem to know how to make everything okay. Even the first time we met…I should have been scared out of my mind, but I wasn’t. There’s something about you. I…trust you.”
“I’m honored to have that trust,” he told her.
“So, as I said, if you could figure this all out. Like, now…”
Nathan let out a low growl, scooping her up.
He carried her out of the kitchen and up the steps to her bedroom.
In a few quick movements, she was on the bed, and he was tugging his shirt over his head.
She leaned up on her forearms and bit her lip.
He was so sexy, and she couldn’t resist reaching out to touch his defined abs.
“I want your clothes off,” he said, voice husky.
Alex was still in her work clothes, though she had ditched her suit jacket a while ago. She began unbuttoning her blouse with shaking hands. Nathan knelt in front of her and helped her until her shirt was open, revealing a black lace bra. She may have worn it in hopes that he’d see it.
His fingers traced the tips of her areolas through the thin fabric. She moaned, throwing her head back at the pleasure.
“Did you wear this for me?” he asked.
“Yes,” she said, watching as he pulled her shirt away just to start working on her trousers.
“Lean back,” he ordered. She did, and he slowly undid her pants and began to pull them down.
“Lift that beautiful ass of yours.” She complied.
When she was in the matching bra and thong set she had bought herself with no intention of actually wearing in front of someone, Nathan hummed in approval. “Absolutely gorgeous.”
“You make me feel beautiful,” she whispered.
“Because you are.”
He spread her legs and leaned to gently kiss the lace of her panties right where her clit lay.
She moaned and wiggled, pushing her hips toward his mouth, trying to relieve the ache in her core.
His hands gently held her thighs in place as he pushed the thin strip of material away.
She could feel the cool air against the slick wetness of her pussy that had been steadily weeping from her sex since they had started kissing in the kitchen.
“Are you this wet for me?” he asked as his tongue licked up the center of her folds.
“Y—yes,” she replied.
“Good,” he said as he suddenly pulled her panties down her legs. “I need more access.”
She wanted that too because when he came back and nestled in between her legs, she was completely undone as he began to lick and suck on the tender flesh.
“You taste so good.”
He found her clit with his mouth and began to suck. His fingers, meanwhile, were drawing lazy circles around her inner thighs, moving farther toward her opening until they were right at the edge of her entrance.
Nathan lifted his head and told her, “I’m going to insert a finger into you. I’ll go slow. If you get uncomfortable, tell me to stop. If you need me to slow down, tell me. Okay?”
“Okay,” she said.
Alex thought she should be scared, but she wanted the feeling of him filling her. She wanted to feel that connection with him.
He slowly inserted one thick finger, inch by inch.
She tensed, squeezing her eyes shut. One intrusive thought flashed through her head, and she thought of how he had felt during that awful time.
Yet, Nathan’s gentleness made all the difference.
The thought went away, and all she could think about was how good he felt.
Once his finger was all the way in, his thumb began rubbing light circles around her clit.
She bucked against him, desperate for relief. He began pumping his finger slowly. In and out. In and out. Gripping the sheets, she squeezed her eyes tightly while her pleasure built.
“That’s it,” he said softly. “Let it all go. Come for me, Alex. Take your pleasure.”
Nathan’s words allowed her to climb higher. His fingers hooked and rubbed along her G-spot while his thumb made the right amount of pressure on her swollen nub.
She detonated.
Pleasure came in waves. Her mind blanked. Her vision went blurry. It felt like she was one with the universe for a handful of seconds while she rode out her orgasm.
When she came back to Earth, she opened her eyes and watched as Nathan stared at her, his head cocked as he studied her intently.
“What?” she asked, trying not to grin.
It didn’t work. He smiled, and then she couldn’t help it either.
“I love to watch you come,” he admitted. “You’re beautiful.” He slowly removed his fingers and hovered over her. “This needs to come off.”
His hand brushed against the underside of her bra, and Alex quickly sat up, reaching and unclasping it from the back. Her breasts sprang free, feeling achy and heavy.
“Fuck. You’re gorgeous. You’ve got me rock hard.”
“I wouldn’t know because you still have your pants on,” she teased.
His pants and boxer briefs were on the floor in moments, and then he was standing in front of her naked and glorious.
Alex licked her lips, staring at his roaring erection.
He was well-endowed. It had been obvious yesterday when she had given him that hand job.
However, now that she knew it was going to go inside of her—that was a different story.
“You okay?” he asked. “We can slow down or stop—”
“Keep going. Please!” she exclaimed.
She desperately wanted more of him, despite having an explosive orgasm. She may have been apprehensive, but she wanted this.
Nathan nodded, pumping his cock a few times with the firm grip of his hands.
The sight was erotic, and she could feel the desire building back up in her core.
He hovered over her, pushing her gently on her back.
His skin felt hot against her own, and his shaft had found the spot near her entrance.
It sat deliciously against it, and he rubbed it slowly against her.
Moaning, she bucked against him, feeling the silky flesh gliding against her wet heat.
“Fuck, you feel good,” he said as his lips fell to hers in a brutal kiss.
Alex opened her mouth greedily and welcomed his tongue.
He hitched one of her legs around his ass as he deepened the kiss.
She didn’t know what felt better: the delicious sensation of his lips on hers or the rub of his cock against her pussy.
He was right at her entrance, and it wouldn’t take much to guide himself inside of her.
Suddenly, he broke the kiss, gasping, “Condom. I don’t have one.”
Alex blinked rapidly. Neither did she. Sex wasn’t something that was ever on the table. She should have grabbed some after work when she realized how serious things were getting with Nathan.”
“I don’t either,” she admitted.
“Fuck,” he growled.
She could feel him start to roll off her, but she gripped his shoulder and tugged at him.
“Wait. Please. We don’t need one. I’m on birth control, and I’m clean.” She grabbed his hand and made his fingers go over the small bump on the inside of her left bicep. “I’m on the implant. See?”
Nathan groaned, leaning his head against hers.
“I’m clean. I went to a free clinic and got tested for IV transmissible diseases after leaving Sims’ hellhole.
I wouldn’t put it past them to use dirty needles.
I’m fine. I just don’t want you to feel pressured to go bare because I don’t have condoms. Sex wasn’t the first thing on my mind when I got out. ”
Alex traced a finger down his chest.
“How about after you met me?” she asked.
“Well, then it was the only thing on my mind.” He chuckled. “But I didn’t think I had a chance with you, so again, no condoms.”
“Well, you get your chance right now,” she whispered, her fingers sliding down his body and to his cock. She encircled it with one hand and guided it to her entrance. “Please, Nathan. Now.”