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The heat isn’t better at all. It’s worse than ever, burning my eyes.
And Noah is rubbing his lusty scent all over my chest and neck until I’m lightheaded.
“Fuck. I want you,” he says.
Each breath is still a moan as I flex around Noah’s fingers, desperate for deeper pressure. The heat becomes so unbearable that I find it hard to breathe.
Pulling back, Noah searches my grimacing face. “What’s wrong?”
“Noah, the heat is worse. Help me.”
I reach between us to rub his covered tip over my pussy until Noah’s chest heaves with each breath.
But he stops my hand. “Something else is wrong. I can smell it.”
He’s right. My heart is racing so hard that it thrums through my ears. But as I squirm beneath Noah, I know it’s my wolf, jerking around to free herself from my mental reins.
“Are you still scared? We don’t have to do this,” Noah says. And he means it.
But my wolf screams to let her pounce on him. It’s just a matter of me letting go of control.
Noah strokes my cheek, willingly pulling away despite how heavily aroused he is, and I feel safer than ever.
I swallow hard, my voice shaking. “All my life, I’ve been fighting against my wolf. But you’re bringing her back out. I think I’m ready to stop resisting her... And she wants to make love to her mate more than anything.”
Noah flushes. “O-oh. Are you sure?”
I slip his tip against me again, teasing us both. “I’m more than just sure. I want your wolf to show me how badly he wants mine. Make me feel like a wolf, Alpha.”
Noah’s chest rises faster with each breath, his eyes sweeping my bare body. Then the essence behind his eyes shifts, irises reverting to that glowing, golden yellow I saw on his wolf.
Noah was right; his wolf isn’t shy about me. He looks me dead in the eyes, his pheromones suddenly so strong that I wriggle beneath him, vivid images of what he might want to do to me alighting my spine with pleasure.
When Noah places his hands beside my shoulders, blocking the light from the window with his broad stature, his cock falls flush with my pussy. My heartbeat pulses into my groin.
Leaning a breath away from my throat, Noah’s voice comes out as a low purr. “You want to feel like a wolf? Follow your instincts with me, Omega.”
As his fingers slip between my legs, he nuzzles against my neck.
I shudder, leftover pleasure reigniting from his teasing on that delicate scent gland. Sparks zip back and forth through my torso as my neck and groin share their enjoyment in his touch. Then, as instructed, I follow my instincts.
Wrapping my hands behind Noah’s head, I urge him close enough to give his neck a heavy lick. My toes curl as Noah’s hungry scent burns my nose, his fingers slipping faster until I’m revved up again.
Noah scoops up my hips, coating his shaft’s length in my fluid with a delighted purr. I squeeze his hips with my thighs, pulling him closer. He happily indulges in my request, digging in with a hearty rub.
An honest purr erupts from me, just like Noah’s, and I freeze in shock.
Noah’s golden eyes widen, a sly smile creeping across his lips. “Tell me, Omega. Do you want it from the front, just like this?” Leaning in, Noah tickles my scent gland with his whisper until I whimper. “Or from behind... like a wolf?”
I gasp through desperate breaths, gripping the sheets at the mere thought of him pounding into me from behind. But I don’t know what to say. A woman calling the shots was never an option with Steven.
My wolf speaks for me. “F-from behind, Alpha.”
One second, I’m facing Noah. The next, I’m on my hands and knees. His sheer power thrills me - not because he’s strong, but because it proves his gentleness is intentional. Warm hands steady my lower back, the back of my thighs falling flush against his. Noah places my hands over my headboard, allowing me to hang over it in a stretch.
But he doesn’t shove himself into me right away like I’d expect from every other man I’ve had sex with. Running his fingers up the length of my back, Noah gives me a soft, sweeping scratch. Goosebumps erupt across my bare body, hardening my nipples. I let out a delighted moan, rubbing myself back against his hot, flexing erection.
Noah settles his torso against my back. His breath brushes my ear as he kisses the base of my neck. While one arm hooks around the front of my hips, keeping me snug against his grinding pelvis, the other slides past my belly, teasing my clit. It’s so swollen with arousal that instead of the sensation dulling from Noah’s previous attention, sparks of pleasure make my hips jerk back into him. I twist to grip his hair, smashing my mouth against his.
Noah purrs - a happy growl vibrating through my back like he adores teasing me beyond my limits. When I let out a desperate whimper, he flexes against me. That little flex gives me a taste of the pressure he’ll introduce, tempting me to beg for it.
“Please, please, hurry. I want you.”
“Listen closely, Omega.” Noah presses a hard kiss into my cheek, teasing me faster until my hips squirm. “Most asshole Alphas submit to no one. But I’m your Alpha. The second you say the word, I’d happily roll over for you like a cowering dog.” Noah nips my neck, rousing the deepest ache in my groin yet. “If you want to stop, we stop. If you want more, we do more. Just say the word. No begging necessary.”
I shiver as he traces a line between my breasts, to my clit, and back again. This man has prepared me for sex more thoroughly than I ever have, leaving me dripping. Between his teasing and his attention to what I like - even repeatedly calling me “Omega” just because I asked him to - I’m melting beneath him. But his willingness to submit to me turns me on more than anything, my core flexing on its own ever since.
He liked it when I called him my Alpha too, right?
Raising my hips, I position myself for him to enter me. “I want more, Alpha.”
Noah spreads one hand across my lower back, steadying me as he prods my entrance. “Breathe for me. Relax everything.”
I let out a slow, shaky breath, softening my eager muscles. Just as my wound shoulders loosen, Noah glides into me the tiniest amount.
A shockwave of pleasure blasts up my spine. I want to gasp, but I can’t find the air, my jaw hanging in eye-fluttering bliss.
“Is it okay?”
“More,” I breathe, unable to say a single extra syllable.
Noah delicately pulls back before entering me again, pushing an inch farther this time. When he slips past my pelvic opening, a wave of pleasure swells my heart like a balloon.
“Oh! Ah!”
Noah freezes. “Does it hurt?”
“No, it’s–” I arch my back through a moan as I reach for his hips, tugging him deeper.
He’s so thick that fluid drips from me, every millimeter of my insides met by delicious pressure with no spare room. Easing out in one deep breath, Noah leans back in with the next to keep filling me, pushing himself the furthest he has yet - until he bumps against my cervix with nowhere left to go. Pleasure ricochets down my arms and legs, coating my skin in shivers. The sensual gasp that escapes my lips is unheard of, heightening each minuscule movement with its novelty.
My eyes widen as it happens again and again, each gentle press of his tip into my cervix massaging shudders down my body; I think he found my new favorite spot. He settles into a gentle rhythm, sensing my comfort by my heavy, delighted moans. The thick pressure he’s applying builds – each thrust the deepest internal massage I’ve ever felt despite how careful he’s being with me.
My voice comes out wispy and unfamiliar. “Oh, God, Noah, I might come already...”
“Tell me, wolf...” Noah gives a low purr, kissing that golden spot on my neck until I cry out. “Do you want it slower, faster, harder, or deeper?”
I swallow hard, my knuckles turning white against my pale wooden headboard. Forget choosing the position before sex, I’ve never made a request like this during sex, let alone been asked.
But I whisper the truth. “Deeper.”
With no further questions, Noah thrusts into me as deep as he can - slow, luxurious pulses making me grip the headboard for dear life as pleasure wracks my entire body.
“Oh, I–” My jaw drops in bliss.
Gripping my lower back, Noah guides himself into me with heaving breaths, emphasizing his movements with my wispy moans. My legs shake, relishing in the pressure he pounds into me. I can’t escape from the heavy, stroking sensation as he fills me over and over again. Fluid escapes down my legs, Noah tongue-fucking my neck until my chest aches with every thrust. It urges him to move faster, my old bed frame creaking in distress. Within seconds, I writhe on the edge.
Noah’s roughened voice comes out in a sedated growl. “You feel so fucking good, reacting to me like that–”
My eyelids flutter as I flex around him, squirming as I come. Noah’s fingers dig into my hips as he teases out my orgasm like he craves it. The sensation lasts with every lick of my neck, carrying my moans throughout the room.
As my heart throbs in delight and my limbs fall slack, Noah’s frustrated breath has turned into a pant.
“Fuck. I want to mark you.”
My body readily welcomes him, the pleasure restarting with every thrust as my wolf grows eager for his mark. Each hot press of his tongue feels as indulgent as his thick cock, enticing me to expose more and more of my neck to him.
I moan. “More–”
Noah licks harder than ever, the rough back of his tongue spiking pleasure into my groin. He scoops my neck into one palm, pressing me against his tongue. Heat explodes from my neck, bucking my hips back for him until I’m the one thrusting him inside me.
I can’t believe it. I’m having heavy sex, and loving every second of it.
But a little voice in me speaks up: something else is off about this.
Noah groans. “Fuck! I can’t bite you, but I want to so badly...”
I snap out of my heat haze to find Noah’s eyes wild and glossy, his incisors extended into fangs that drip saliva onto my shoulder. “Noah! No!”
He freezes, but that’s not what I want either. I grab the nearest pillow with shaky hands, slapping it over my dripping neck.
“Okay. Go ahead and bite.”
With a frustrated growl, Noah restarts his hips. But when I jut back impatiently, he thrusts into my wet core so heavily that his hips clap against my ass. He’s growing so thick that I can hardly take how stimulating it is, my nails burying into his thigh. As he sinks his teeth into the pillow, I gasp at the euphoric rush that bursts through my body from his bite, even though all I can feel is dense pressure sinking through the fabric.
Noah bucks into me as he comes, holding my ass flush to his pelvis as he empties himself against my cervix. Despite the condom, I suddenly feel so ridiculously stuffed that my belly flutters with an explosion of butterflies.
It makes me moan all over again, warmth billowing up my chest from how deep this extra pressure massages my cervix. “Noah! Oh, my God!”
He moans against my writhing body, his teeth still clamped into the pillow and muffling his voice. I don’t know how, but I can feel that he suddenly can’t pull in and out of me anymore. But I’m so delighted by the heaviness against my cervix that I rock my hips against him with a whine.
With a deep, warning growl, Noah sends shivers across my body. Then I register the sound - this is his “stop.”
I halt in place. Noah softly nudges himself against my newly discovered favorite spot, keeping our hips cinched tight.
“Oh! God, yes– It’s so–”
He rocks against me harder, rubbing me from the inside until my moans heighten into cries. When he slips his hand down my abdomen, teasing my clit with rapid circles, the growl vibrating through my neck is what sends me over the edge.
As I come again, I’m so full that my muscles can’t squeeze him, packed to the brim. But Noah seems to feel it, shuddering with delight as he rubs his hands across my breasts and belly in soothing gratitude.
After we fall still - my moans reverting to whimpers - Noah’s jaws release my neck. He’s breathless, bright red, and spitting out feathers when we finally meet eyes.
“I-I’m sorry... I... I knotted you.”
My cheeks flush. “What? Does that mean you got me pregnant?”
“N-no!” He ducks his head, suddenly shier than I’ve ever seen him. “B-but my body tried to, filling you so that nothing would spill out... Even though we’re using a condom and–” Noah flushes darker, hiding his face behind frazzled hair. “Basically, we’re stuck together like this for a while, because I... It felt so good that I... grew.”