Chapter 42
It was the middle of the night and I was dead asleep when I heard the shuffling outside my window and then the glass sliding up. I knew it was Melanie although I thought she’d use the front door this time.
I simply scooched over so she had space to lay down. When the smell of Jasmine never came my eyes opened and I shrieked.
“What the hell, Devran!” I gaped at the guy who had just broken into my house. Suddenly my bedroom door flew open and a sleepy Nealin had his eyes darting around the room wildly trying to assess the threat.
“Oh” he said when he saw it was his Alpha. He bowed his head and exited the room like Devran didn’t just break into our house. “Seriously?” I sat up in bed and looked at him.
“We need to talk” he told me but I held my hand up to stop him. He bounded over to the bed and grabbed my hand to show he wasn’t about to listen.
“Who did you think I was at first? You moved to make space for someone” he pointed out. “Melanie” I rolled my eyes.
“Habit of hers, to break into your home in the middle of the night?” He arched his brow. He wasn’t around when Mel would sneak into the pack house. Those were the good old days before Dev was back from training.
“Is it a habit of yours to break into people’s homes in the middle of the night?” I copied his question.
“I’ve been dodging Jasper all night. I almost strangled your friend by the way” he sat on the bed beside me and I stiffened up. “Why are you here? Seriously?” I asked him.
“Everything they said in the council meeting was right,” he started. It was enough for me to know I didn’t want this to continue. I threw my hand over his lips to quiet him. “No Devran.”
His larger hand grabbed my wrist and removed my palm from over his lips. He used his hold on my arm to pull me to him which I wasn’t expecting so I practically toppled into his lap.
I thought he would growl and argue with me but instead he captured his lips with mine and kissed me. I was so thrown I kissed him back until the reality of this set in. I pushed him off me and scoffed.
“You can’t get me to kiss you so you can convince me to try to fix the bond for your Pack” I got angry.
“Fuck the bond. That’s not what this is” he said, pulling me back to him and capturing my lips with his again. My mind was whirling. If it wasn’t about that then what is it about? I had to push away a second time.
“What do you mean, Devran? I don’t trust anything-” I didn’t get to finish my statement before his large hand grabbed my jaw and made me look at him.
“I wanna finish what we started the other night. I’ve been thinking about it separate from today’s discussion” he laid down the law before pulling me close again. This time slowly.
“You get it? I wanna taste your lips again, Mira. I wanna make you curious again” he smirked at the memory of me staring at his erection and touching it without realizing what I was doing.
I gulped at his words and searched his face.
Devran’s big hand went to my waist and moved me onto his lap so that I was straddling him from where he still sat on the edge of my mattress. He cupped my face and kissed me again.
One hand on my hip to keep me pressed to him and the other on my face as we both gave into this now. My arms wrapped around his neck and I widened my sitting position so our middles were touching. His grip on me tightened.
How far would I take this? He knows I'm inexperienced but he said ‘finish what we started’ and I don’t know if he means the heavy make out or actually doing other things?
It made me nervous. I don’t know what I'm doing and I don’t want to embarrass myself in front of a person like Devran. He’d be too smug or make fun of me. I couldn’t handle that kind of vulnerability.
And yet, I didn’t stop this right now. I kissed him harder and he held me closer. I was already feeling flush. It’s like the heat was turned on and I was so damn hot.
I decided to roll my hips over Devran’s lap because that was what got him going last time. He groaned and gripped my hip tighter and he used that same grip to rub our middles together again.
It felt really nice because we were both in thin sleepwear. Devran grabbed my neck and deepened the kiss as our tongues thrashed for control.
The alpha in him is nothing but dominant and he took control of everything. He ravished my mouth and teased my center with his rocking hips.
I felt his dick begin to harden beneath me and when it did the rocking felt even better because the tip of his erection would rub right over my bundle of nerves.
I started gasping each time he did it and a wave of heat filled my insides. Devran grabbed my waist, hooked my leg, and flipped us over so I was underneath him now on the mattress and he was between my legs.
He had better control over his hips this way and he purposely rubbed my core up the middle to make me gasp again. When he pulled away we both breathed heavily trying to regain some air.
“Mira, how far have you gone before? What have you done already?” He asked me a question he’s asked once before. I was so embarrassed.
My cheeks burned red and I tried to cover my face but he moved my hand. “Just tell me” he spoke with no humor or malice.
“I-I haven’t done...like..anything” I told him finally. His brows shot up to his hairline in the obvious surprise he couldn’t even hide.
“Nothing? No hand stuff, nothing at all?” He asked for clarification.
“Yes,” I huffed, “I don’t know what I'm doing. I don’t have experience” I got snappy but it was because I was feeling vulnerable.
“Alright, that’s fine. That’s more than fine. I’ll teach you” he shocked me by offering. “You will?” I had to ask again.
“If you let me” his voice was gruff and his pupils were dilated so that the black was more prominent than the blue.
“I’m nervous” I bit my lip and admitted. “We’ll take it slow. Can I touch you with my hands?” He asked me. I was so perplexed and in a haze of hormonal lust that I wasn’t thinking straight.
Devran shouldn’t be the one I let teach me about sexual stuff. But he’s so damn gorgeous and he wants to do it.
Do I believe him that this has nothing to do with his newfound idea to try and fix the bond so he can incorporate my Mystic gifts within his pack? I don’t know. And that should be reason enough not to do it.
But damn it I wanted to.
“Okay” I said softly. I saw the hunger seep into his gaze and he practically growled when he kissed me again. Slowly his hand descended my body.
First his lips attached to my neck and he kissed me in so many sensitive places with ease and obvious experience. His tongue, teeth, and soft lips worked together to adorn my neck.
Then his fingertips caressed down the swell of my breasts which could be felt with the scoop neck of this sleep tank I was in. I had no bra on so when my nipples hardened it was completely obvious.
With his thumb he brushed over it and I arched my back at the feeling. “Can I go under your shirt?” He asked me when his lips detached from my neck.
I was breathing heavily as I waited in anticipation for what he was going to do to me. What he was going to teach me. I nodded yes, too breathless to speak, and his hand disappeared under the fabric.
I gasped when he took my hard nipple in between his fingers and twisted lightly and pulled on them slightly. It sent a hot rush through my core and I bit my lip to control my reaction.
Devran began to tease my nipples slowly and it was torturous to see just how patient he suddenly was. He had ravished my mouth before but now it was like he was putting on a show for me. Showing me everything in slow motion.
Devran’s mouth sucked lightly at the swells of my breasts and with the hand that was under my shirt he pushed my breasts up so they were showing through the scoop neck.
And then he french kissed my nipple and I moaned involuntarily. His low growl deep in his chest told me he liked the sound.
I began writhing beneath him as he licked, flicked, and sucked on my breasts and sensitive nipples. He blew on them after having his hot mouth against them for a while and I shivered at the changing of sensations.
I fisted his hair and silently begged for more touching.
“I wanna see you” he pulled at the hem of my shirt. I was in such a daze I didn’t even care. I took my top off and laid bare chested for him. He took in a calming breath and tried to regain control once he saw me this way. I have a generous chest.
When he calmed himself he began to rub up and down my body just admiring my soft flesh all over. He kissed me everywhere and I was overwhelmed in the best way.
When he let his hand descend further he brushed over my mound which made my back arch and then his fingertips brushed themselves back up my inner thigh where I was so sensitive to his touch.
Goosebumps rose on my flesh and I grabbed at his firm body.“Lemme see too” I asked him.
He ripped his shirt off in seconds and let me marvel at him for a moment. He was made up of all defined lines and taut muscle. It was unfair how perfect he looks.
My hands started to caress his body the way he was doing to mine. Even though he's firm all over he is also smooth and I enjoyed the feel of him.
I could feel his erection pressed into my inner thigh still. He was wildly turned on which is the only reason why I wasn’t completely mortified to be this way in front of him.
I saw his lust and I knew that meant I hadn’t made a fool of myself yet.
Devran started lightly rubbing at my mound and that’s when the heat really pooled at my core. I could feel myself at my entrance and was surprised at how...wet I felt.
I was embarrassed actually because he was between my legs and he would end up feeling it.
“Can I go under?” His fingertips played at my waistband. I hesitated for a second because I was nervous but then desire outdid fear and I nodded yes again.
He kissed me on the mouth to silently tell me I’m gonna be fine.
When Devran slipped his hand into my pants he growled when he felt my wet panties. I knew he would feel it. Should I be embarrassed? Because he literally looked very affected by it in a good way.
“Fuck Mira” he cursed under his breath before brushing over my mound again.
We started kissing as his fingers pulled my panties aside. He felt the moisture at my entrance and used it to slide through my folds and up to where every nerve ending was standing in wait of his touch.
I moaned again. I was shocked at how good it felt to have him rubbing my clit and repeatedly going back down to collect my pleasure. Bringing it back up to rub over my nub again and again.
I was squirming beneath him and I felt him smirk through the kiss we were sharing. He stopped his fingers at my entrance and put slight pressure to show me he wanted to push them inside me.
I didn’t protest, so slowly he pushed two fingers into me and I gasped at the feeling. My hands were grabbing at his muscled back and the beautiful curve of his spine.
Devran let his fingers enter me but gave me a second to adjust to the feeling before he started pumping them in and out of me slowly. “Oh Goddess” I breathed when the feeling became quite pleasurable.
“You’re doing so good baby” his voice was so deep and gruff with raw desire and his words made me melt even more than I already am. His praise and pet name just shot the same heat through me that I kept feeling with each new add to this experience.
It all felt so good.
He started pumping his fingers into me faster and with a bit more thrust to them. I thought I wouldn’t be ready for that but I totally was. In fact I think I said yes repeatedly.
When he removed them he used his coated fingers to rub my clit until I found myself shaking uncontrollably and biting my lip to keep myself quiet.
My head flung back with pleasure and suddenly this giant rush of climax overtook me and my insides quivered as much as I did.
“Oh Devran” I gasped when it all came crashing down.
The sound of my moaning his name made him growl louder than he should have and suddenly he was grabbing my neck and pressing our mouths together again in a desperate kiss.
My shorts were still on but I felt them soaked at their center. My hands started to reach between us so I could feel his massive erection again and he groaned when I cupped him and rubbed over the bulge.
“Do you want me to touch you?” I stupidly asked him between kisses. “Yes I fucking do,” he answered me right away.
We flipped over so he was on his back now and I was between his legs. At first we kissed a little more and I started to dry hump him the way we had been before, but I quickly got greedy and wanted to actually feel him.
I reached into his pants and he hissed at the feeling of my small warm hand around his solid almost throbbing length.
I went with instincts on this one and common sense when I started rubbing him and then wrapping my fingers around his girth so I could pump him.
I loved the look of Devran sucking his lip into his mouth to try and control his reaction. His stomach muscles flexed each time I pumped him and swiveled over his sensitive tip.
I quickly realized that’s where he seemed most sensitive because he reacted every time. I felt the very tip of him was wet with his own pleasure leaking out.
Which made me feel better about my own soaked core. I should probably wet it. I even asked him that out loud and he said it would make it feel even better.
When I wasn’t sure how to wet it I figured saliva would be the way to do it. Instead of pumping him through his pants I pulled his erection completely out instead.
He wasn’t shy about it. He had no reason to. His body was literally perfect and his dick was actually attractive. I’ve seen some weird looking peckers but his was straight, hard, and almost swollen at the top with need.
For a wolf he manscapes.
I collected my saliva and spit directly on him instead of my hand which I wasn’t sure if he would find gross or good. When I glanced up I saw his pupils dilate even further and flicker like his wolf was ready to come out.
“Good?” I asked pathetically. “Good” he gritted out.
I spit a little more and started paying attention to his erection as I pumped him. I was explorative, but also seemed to be doing the right things because he would groan or fist the sheets sometimes and I knew I was making him feel good.
I don’t know what came over me but instead of trying to make him finish with my hand I decided I should just go for it and try with my mouth.
I don’t know why I was suddenly so brave and forthright. Maybe because I felt powerful making an Alpha male like Devran bend to my will with his dick in my hand.
His head was dropped back and his eyes were closed so he wasn’t prepared for the switch. But when I licked my lips and slipped his tip past my full mouth he almost clawed the bed. His control was barely hanging by a thread.
“Fuck Mira, I wasn’t ready for that” he huffed short hard breaths.
“Do you want me to stop?” I asked. His hand shot out and pushed my head back down. “No, no. Don’t stop” he assured me.