Chapter 43
If I thought my hand had power over someone like Devran I could have never prepared for how utterly consumed I could make a man when my mouth is on his cock.
Sweet innocent Mira. Embarrassed inexperienced Mira. And yet, I was pushing Dev’s length to the back of my throat to test my limits. Bobbing up and down in a good rhythm that wasn’t too fast but wasn’t too slow either.
I altered how hard I should suck with how much his muscles flexed when I did so. It didn’t take me long to figure out what he likes.
I let my lips stay so wet and I would pout them out in combination with my tongue. I would swivel around the tip and tease it before pushing him further into my mouth to take more of him.
His fist grabbed my hair and his legs stiffened which showed me he was close. I prepared myself because I wasn’t sure what it would feel like or taste like and I didn’t want to react badly to it.
I slurped on his dick for a few seconds longer before his grip tightened and he thrusted his hips forward to release his seed at the back of my throat with a loud hard grunt.
It was suddenly warm and salty and without thinking too much about it I just swallowed it away. It wasn’t bad and when I looked up at Devran through my lashes I was so satisfied to see him breathing heavily with a silly half smirk of bliss on his face.
“You are a very fast learner. That was really good” he pulled me up to lay on his chest. I let him hold me there while he came down from his high.
“I wasn’t expecting you to jump to oral so soon. I would've loved to have tasted you. Trust me, if you thought my fingers felt good you’ll die at what my tongue feels like” his voice wasn’t bragging he said that like it was a damn fact. It got me so curious.
“Oh” I breathed shakily at the idea.
“Do you want that? I can do it right now? A woman doesn’t need long to recover. In fact, if a guy knows what he’s doing he can easily make her cum repeatedly” his deep voice was almost a growl in and of itself.
His words were hot and I felt flush again. When I didn’t respond verbally but only clenched my thighs together he removed me from his chest so he could look at me.
“Do you want that, Mira?” He asked me again. I bit my lip and nodded yes.
I'd almost forgotten that I was shirtless that whole time because I was so focused on pleasuring him and doing it right.
Now he was flipping me back onto the mattress. He wasted no time ripping my shorts and panties right off as he tossed them across the room without a second thought.
I got embarrassed when he spread my thighs apart to see my core. I squeezed them shut again but he told me not to be shy. He spread my legs even wider now and started kissing down my inner thigh at the fleshy sensitive skin.
I squirmed already.
“Just relax. Don’t be embarrassed” he told me before dropping down on the mattress so his face was lined up with my mound. I couldn’t even look away from the sight of Devran’s dark tuft of hair and his face between my thighs.
The first thing he did was gently french kiss my clit and I already gasped at the feeling. I knew I needed to brace myself because this was going to be good.
Devran’s arms wrapped around my thighs to keep them open and in place and then he sucked my mound and watched my back try to arch at the feeling.
Slowly he started to flutter his tongue over my sensitive bud and I moaned out in pleasure. His tongue went harder and he swiped down then up my folds to tease me.
And then his tongue plunged into my entrance and fluttered in there too. I couldn’t help the squirming. I just didn’t know what to do with myself.
It feels weird knowing someone’s mouth is in your most private area but wow did it feel good. I was panting already. It was when he focused solely on my clit that I completely lost it.
I started moaning and grabbing down at Devran’s hair for no reason at all, but to start riding his face with the jerking of my hips that followed his rhythm.
He was too good at this. I began to shake uncontrollably and my eyes rolled to the back of my head and my toes went into points as an even stronger orgasm than the first one ripped through me.
“Ah, Devran” I cried out for him. He groaned and didn’t let up until the quivering inside me finished and then he finally removed his warm wet delicious mouth from my core.
“So good” I incoherently groaned. It made him chuckle. He sat up on the heels of his feet where he was still knelt between my legs. I watched him wiping the evidence of pleasure clean from his glistening lips and mouth.
“Is it always that good or are you extremely skilled at this?” I had to ask him. When I have a boyfriend I want him to be able to do that. A lot. All the time.
“You’ll think I’m bragging if I answer you truthfully” he crawled up and laid himself between my legs. They felt wet. I was embarrassed that he was laying on my wet core and not caring that it was probably rubbing onto him.
“No tell me anyway” I lifted his head so he would look at me.
He was unbearably handsome. And with his weight deliciously pinning me to this mattress and that mouth that just did so many wonderful things to me I could barely look at him without coming undone.
“Not everyone is good at it, no. Dudes are idiots and can’t find a clit to save their lives” he smirked.
I didn’t know what to say so I just kissed him. He cupped my face and leaned into the kiss. Since he was between my legs, but I was naked and he was only in his briefs, he pulled the sheet over us for warmth. He continued to lay between my legs kissing me lazily in a post orgasmic haze.
It was because we were wrapped up into each other that we completely missed the sound of someone coming in until I heard a gasp and a female voice saying, “OH Shit Tits!”
My eyes flew wide and I pulled the sheets up over us as Devran tried to process what just happened. What happened was Melanie just snuck into my house to sleep over and caught Devran naked in my bed.
I did not want this secret to get out. I wasn’t going to tell a single soul what I did here today because I should be ashamed of myself for giving into him of all people.
“Oh fuck” Devran huffed. Since Mel slammed the door shut he grabbed his clothes and mine and we quickly got dressed.
“This is humiliating. I can’t believe that just happened” I was entirely red in the face. When I opened my bedroom door Mel was sitting on my couch looking like a kid who just got caught stealing a cookie or something.
“My bad guys,” she gave me the opps face.
“I’m so embarrassed. I don’t even know what to say to you” I covered my face. I felt Devran’s big hand being placed at the small of my back but I didn’t realize he was even standing that close so I jolted at the feeling of him there.
Amusement slowly crept across my best friend’s face.
“You’re a bad girl, Mira. Of all people” she tipped her head and laughed. “SHH, shut up. Nealin is asleep. I don’t want anyone knowing!” I glared at her.
“Thanks” Devran deadpanned. “Oh you don’t get to be offended. You know you’re the last person I should’ve been hooking up with” I scoffed at him.
“Does this mean I should leave? Is she leaving? What’s going on here?” He asked me seriously.
“I’m not lying in Alpha spunk so you can have the bed” she waved us off. I gasped and covered my face again.
“Melanie” I scolded her. “We didn’t have sex” my muffled covered mouth that was hidden behind both my hands said to her to be sure that was clear.
“Mhm, I know what you did” she kept teasing me.
“Melanie, shut up,” Devran warned her. He was only in sweatpants. She realized his entire torso was visible and I watched as her eyes took him in.
“Damn Dev, you’ve really worked out huh? You’re more fit then the last time I saw you shirtless which was high school gym” she chuckled but complimented him in Mel fashion.
Melanie winked at me and gave me the hand gesture for OK to show me she saw the appeal. I groaned again. I was literally mortified right now.
When we all stood there awkwardly for a second Melanie finally added, “I have to sleep here. My parents would hear me trying to sneak back in. I’ll sleep on the couch.”
I nodded and went to get her a spare blanket and pillow.
I don’t blame her for not wanting to sleep in my bed. We just did very naughty things in there and honestly my juices and his were evident tonight so who knows what’s wet.
Devran lingered in the doorway watching me. I wasn’t sure if he was about to bail or ask to stay. I couldn’t tell by his body language.
Did I want him to stay? I don’t even know. I don’t wanna feel used though. If he left right after we did all that I would feel silly.
I dropped off everything Mel would need then proceeded back into my bedroom. Dev followed. “Mira” he called after me. I turned around to see him quietly shutting the door behind him.
“Are you alright?” He asked me, knowing this was all a first for me. And also knowing I was very flustered that we got caught. I’m sure this is nothing to him. He does this all the time. I don’t like how that makes me feel.
“Yeah, yeah I’m fine” I nodded. He walked up to me and made me look at him. “It’s Melanie, she does wild shit all the time. Don’t freak out that she knows anything” he read half my mind.
“I know...I just know that...it’s you Devran. Of all people I shouldn’t have done this with you” I said outright. His brows furrowed and his body language changed. I knew I pissed him off.
“Why the hell not me?!” He challenged my words. “You know why! We’re ex mates. You are very mean to me. You...just..everything!” I huffed in exasperation.
“Don’t pull this shit, Mira. Don’t give yourself over to me and then regret it and start acting like I did something wrong here” his jaw was tight and his teeth remind me of the wolf he is.
“It’s not that. You didn’t do anything wrong. I asked for this” I shook my head and backtracked. Devran locked my bedroom door then crossed the room to where I was standing.
“You’re an adult now, Mira. You can do whatever the fuck you want” he reminded me.
“Do you regret it?” He asked me when I would only look at my messy bed and not him who was standing in front of me. I sighed but shook my head. “No, I don’t regret it.”
That seemed to take the edge off of his demeanor and he unclenched all over.
“Come here” he said, wrapping a strong arm around me and pulling me to him. He kissed me softly and slowly. It was a sensual kiss and it was really hot.
“Are you staying or going?” I finally asked him. He looked at the bed then me. “What do you want?” He asked me first. “I asked you,” I reminded him.
With that same arm that was around me he lifted me until my feet were off the ground and walked us to the bed. He placed me down beside the mattress and let me climb on before he slid in beside me.
“Is that why you locked the door? So nobody busts in again?” I giggled. His lip twitched at the sound of my silly laughter.
“Yeah, I don’t need Jasper or whoever the fuck else comes tramping in and out of this house to interrupt us again” he pulled my body into his side and held me pressed against him.
I liked feeling his warm flesh from where he left his shirt off. My face was against his chest.
“Interrupt?” I called him out for what he insinuated. “Interrupt our sleep” he smirked slyly. I squinted my eyes at him in suspicion but let it go.
I yawned and suddenly those two intense orgasms hit me and I was exhausted again. When things got silent between us for a minute I couldn’t help but ask in a whisper, “Did I really do okay?”
I felt Devran’s hands caress up the side of my body then give me a gentle squeeze. “Yes, very” he assured me. “By all that moaning I don’t have to ask how I did” his smug voice surfaced.
I swatted at him but he caught my hand and chuckled, placing a soft kiss on my fingers before releasing me. It sent butterflies through me and then I realized that fact and went stiff.
I can not let this man affect me that way. He wants me for my magic. The physical appeal was something we already started before my being a Mystic became a public fact, so this hook up was...just finishing something we had before.
That’s all that could ever be between us and I shouldn’t make a habit of it either.
“Go to bed Alpha Devran” I tried to playfully shut him up. He groaned.
“Don’t address me by title in that voice. You just made my cock twitch. Don’t get me started again or you’ll be up the rest of the night” he warned me. My insides flooded at the sound of that.
I released a long pent up breath and so did he. We didn’t have to say anything we both knew that sounded too good and that we should stop while we’re ahead.
Then mischief filled me and I whispered, “Yes, Alpha.” The low warningful growl he released was sexy if I’m being honest. He snatched me up so fast I almost yelped out loud.
Dev sucked my bottom lip into his mouth and wrapped my legs around his body that was now pinning me to the mattress by the hips. My heart started beating faster. His gaze was scorching.
“Don’t test me” he whispered over my lips. My breathing was rapid and obvious. He smirked down at my affected form beneath him and he planted one long kiss on my lips before releasing me and laying beside me again.
I almost didn’t want him too. He had awoken this little horny monster in me and I wanted more of whatever that roughness just was. Of course I can’t admit that out loud so I just swallowed my lust down and tried to focus on sleep.
I was disappointed to find that Devran was already gone by morning.