Bonus （Jasper POV）
Mira told us everything.
Everything the Moon Goddess had asked of her, everything that happened when she was captured, and how the Goddess came to her in a vision.
She told us what she said...which was shocking. And then she told us that through their intimacy Devran and Mira restored their Mate bond and this union was blessed by the Goddess once again.
I never thought I would see Dev so happy but he looked completely relieved and even at peace.
He stole her away after that and even though Melanie cursed him up and down I told her they needed time to figure shit out. Then Mira would come back to us.
I was so strung out on emotions I didn’t know what to do with myself. I ended up at Mira’s cottage door, and I knocked, knowing it wasn’t Mira inside.
When Nealin answered the door he was surprised like he always is when I just show up. I didn’t have to say anything, he just let me in.
“I’m really happy you have your friend back” he told me in his quiet shy voice. I didn’t even respond. I just walked straight forward and grabbed him.
His little gasp was cute when I pulled him to me and pressed my lips on his. His arms snaked around my neck as I deepened the kiss. When we pulled away we were breathless.
“W-what was that for?” He asked me in surprise and a little confusion.
“For helping find Mira...for being there for me...for being cute. I don’t know” I shrugged like it was nothing. His eyes went wide at my telling him he’s cute, then he flushed red, which I liked even more. I couldn’t hide the smirk.
“You think I’m c-cute?” He asked to be sure he heard correctly. I was tired of fighting this. I literally just did not have it in me anymore.
After seeing how easily loved ones can be snatched away from you I realized I was wasting a lot of time being conflicted instead of listening to what I wanted. Even if it’s confusing, I want Nealin.
“I think you’re very cute, yes. And I tried to fight this but...I keep coming back here, so I’m just, figuring this out” I huffed. Nealin pulled me to him again and kissed me harder.
“Jasper, I think you’re the most handsome man I’ve ever seen,” he admitted with his pink cheeks. I started walking him backwards towards his bedroom.
He didn’t understand what I was doing at first. When I shoved him through the door and shut and locked it behind me he caught on. In Nealin fashion he started fidgeting nervously but his big grey eyes were telling me they wanted me. Badly.
“What else do you think about me, Nealin? Hm?” I walked him back into the mattress where his legs bumped the bed. He looked up at me with so much written in his expression but he stuttered over his words.
“I-you, Jasper, I want you...I like you” he admitted softly.
“Want me how?” I whispered over his mouth. I pecked his lips and he shivered. Pulling at the hem of my shirt I realized he wanted me to take it off. I did. Then I pulled his shirt off too.
“Want me how, Nealin?” I asked him again. I kissed his neck. He moved to give me full access the way he stretched out for me to kiss again. I sucked the sensitive spot under his ear and he sighed.
“I want you...i-in...i-inside me” he finally got the courage to admit to me.
Something burned in my belly at the idea but I was scared shitless to do something like that. We’ve done hand and mouth stuff but I've never fucked a guy. I don’t even know where to begin.
And if I did this there would be no coming back from that. It’s one thing to experiment a little and get off by some heavy rubbing and touching, but to shove my dick in a man’s ass and cum from it...that’s something else.
“Sorry” he apologized when I didn’t say anything. He always apologizes when he shouldn’t be. “Why are you sorry?” I asked him. He hesitated.
“Um, cuz I made you uncomfortable. You don’t have to...do what I asked” he looked down at his feet. Damnit. I can’t say no to this kid. I grabbed his jaw and made him look at me.
“I wanna do it...I’m just nervous if I’m being honest. I don’t know how to do that with a dude” I told him. I saw his pulse jump on his neck.
“Just s-stretch me a little and then, then, um, just do the normal sex part...” he covered his face slightly because he was closer to me when he spoke basically hiding in my neck.
“Stretch you how?” I felt like an idiot.
“Fingers...or toys” he whispered. Not to be sensual. He was whispering because he was terrified right now. I let him lay his head on me and I was rubbing his back just trying to think about if I really wanted this.
“I have lube and a plug if you don’t wanna use your fingers” he blurted out. “Nealin, you little closested freak” I faked a gasp. Who knew the little innocent guy had all this stuff ready to go.
Does that mean he’s been hooking up with other guys? Something shot through me that I didn’t like. Jealousy.
I pulled his face off me and held him in front of me. I looked down as I towered him and asked, “Who are you letting touch you besides me?”
His eyes went wide and he shook his head no repeatedly.
“N-no one. I swear. I just have that for...myself” he squealed. I eased up when I heard he hasn’t been touched by anyone else.
That’s when I knew for sure. I’m taking him as mine.
I threw him on the mattress and opened his nightstand drawer to grab what I needed. “Take off your clothes” I ordered him as I began to take off mine.
He was in a hurry and sloppily removed everything. He was eager and I liked that. I climbed on top of him and that’s when I felt our hot flesh connect. His solid erection was pressing into mine. Fuck.
I started rubbing them slightly together as I kissed his mouth. My tongue plunged in there and he groaned.
It was the most passionate kissing I’ve ever experienced. We were clawing at each other and thrashing our tongues together as we explored one another.
When Nealin reached down between us and started jerking us off together in one hand I hissed with pleasure. His swollen head was pressed with mine and he was pumping us soft skin to silky skin.
“Stretch yourself. I wanna take you” I ordered him.
He nodded profusely and lubed up this plug of his before bending his knees way down on his chest. He placed it over his exposed bud and I removed his hand to replace it with mine. I understood what to do from here.
I slowly pushed the plug into that tight ring of muscle until I felt the resistance give way and it was fully inside him. He moaned which only stirred my wolf up.
I left the plug there to stretch him while I grabbed him by the neck and started kissing him again.
“Who do you belong to?” I found myself saying to him. Where did that come from? I’m not usually Mr. Agro possessive guy. I leave that shit for Devran, but something about him made me wanna claim him as mine.
“You” he said breathlessly.
“Say it again. Who do you belong to, Nealin?” I pushed on the plug a little and he whimpered and scratched at my back.
“You Jasper. You, completely” he leaned up to kiss me and I let him. My wolf was howling with satisfaction at his admitting he’s mine.
“How long do I have to wait? I wanna fuck you now” I told him in my heavy voice. It was dripping with the lust I’ve been fighting for weeks.
“Lube up, do it now” he didn’t even care. I did as he said and then I pulled the plug slowly out so I wouldn’t hurt him. When the tip of my dick pressed onto his bud I was both nervous and excited to do this. Am I seriously about to fuck a dude? Yes.
I pushed his legs down to open himself up to me and then I started to push inside. It’s the tightest hole I’ve ever felt and I was already groaning as I slowly continued to work myself inside him.
I gave him time to adjust before I would push in another inch than two. I couldn’t take it anymore and I slid my whole cock in, tip to base. He cried out and grabbed at me.
I shushed him and kissed his neck lightly to distract from the stretching my extremely hard dick was doing.
I kissed his lips again before adjusting his legs so one was around me and the other was still slightly pressed against his chest. I held his hip and pulled my cock out before pushing all the way in again.
I noticed I had gotten through the tight ring of muscle and the rest was just an adjustment. I started to push into him in long deep strokes. He whimpered and whined in the sexiest way as I really started to fuck him.
“Is this what you wanted, Nealin?” I asked him through a clenched jaw. “Yes” he breathed.
“You wanted me to take your ass? You wanted to get fucked by me?” I was so vocal and I had no idea why. Maybe because Nealin loved it. He would moan and make little sounds at my every word.
“Yes, Jasper, yes. Oh Goddess, you feel so good” he cried out. It enoucrgaed the fuck outta me and I gripped his hip harder and started to thrust faster.
“Fuckkkkkk” I groaned as he squeezed my dick like a vice. This felt incredible. I had to control myself so I wouldn’t end up busting a nut before I was ready to.
He tilted his hips and began to meet my every thrust. I would plunge and he would use his hooked leg around me to pull me deeper.
Our skin connected loudly as my balls slapped against his ass cheeks. I could see his erection in front of me and I stroked it just to tease him.
“Oooo” he cried out. I could see his cock jumping off his belly.
“Don’t cum yet, Nealin” I warned him gruffly. “I can’t take it. I can’t hold it” he sounded like he was begging.
“Then change positions. Let’s slow down” I stopped him. He whined when I pulled out of him but I wanted him on top of me. I wanted to look at him again.
“Come here” I sat him on my lap. We started to kiss again and with the tips of my finger I teased his bud. He shivered and bit down on my lip which turned me on.
“Sit on my dick, Nealin. Now” I ordered him.
“Yes Delta” he said so seductively. I growled. When he pressed my swollen tip against his bud I grabbed his hips and helped him slide down my length to the hilt.
He gasped like he felt full and held still for a moment to adjust to my size again. Then he used those sexy legs to start working himself up and down.
I grabbed two fistfuls of his cheeks and started bouncing him. He growled out too and I liked that. I made him do it again.
I used my hold on his backside to rock him and pump him up and down with that tight hole. His fingers started twisting my nipples and teasing me.
I began thrusting up harder and I was groaning now like a fool. I watched his hard cock slap the more I worked him over my own erection. I grabbed ahold of it and started pumping him again.
“Oh, Jasper, you’ll make me cum” he moaned. I want to make him make that sound repeatedly.
“Good” I growled in his ear before spitting in my palm and squeezing his dick. I started jerking him several times, fast then slower, and all the way to the base of him.
“Egh, oooo, Jasp-” he cut himself off when he started crying out. I felt his dick stiffen even further into my hand before he released all over his stomach and mine.
“Fuck” I grabbed his hips again and thrusted into him several more times before I grunted and released inside him. “Fuck Nealin” I growled with pleasure. We were both breathing so hard.
“This tight little hole is gonna be the death of me. I already want you again” I whispered in his ear before taking the tip into my mouth. He squirmed and made a cute little sound.
“Are you okay?” I asked him when he was quiet for too long. “Did I hurt you? I lost control” I went to apologize.
“No, no. That was amazing. I’m just...afraid you’ll leave now” he looked up at me through his lashes and it killed me. I slowly pulled my cock out of him but kept him in my lap. I cupped his face and kissed him softly and affectionately.
“I’m not gonna leave” I promised him. His face perked up right away. He hugged my neck and nuzzled into it. I let him lean into me even though we both had cum on us and that just smashed it all over.
I felt my cum release slightly from his hole and I didn’t think seeing my cum in a man’s ass would make me wanna stiffen my cock again after just busting my nut, but damn did I like it on Nealin.
“Do you, um...nevermind” he shook his head, changing his mind on whatever he wanted to ask me. “Say it” I coaxed him. He turned sheepish but I wasn’t sure why.
He kept his face tucked into my neck and asked, “Do you...like me? Or no? It’s probably just sex stuff right? I’m dumb for asking” he shook his head at himself. I sighed but I had to tell the truth.
“Look at me” I made him come up. “I’m confused. I didn’t think I was gay, but I do...like you, so maybe I was wrong. Maybe I am gay” I confessed.
“Please don’t change your mind” he pulled my face to his and kissed me several times. I chuckled and lifted him off my lap.
“Let’s clean this mess up so we can do it again later” I slapped his bum and he yipped and rushed forward towards the door.
I liked helping him, liked cleaning him up and making him happy when I said yes to cuddling.
When he is upset my instinct is to go to him. To fix the problem. When he frowns I frown. My heart aches when I know I've hurt him. When he smiles I smile.
I don’t know what happened to me but I think I understand Devran a little better, because if someone touched Nealin I would gut them.
He’s mine now.