Chapter 44
Serenity
Seb.
Seren. You look g-gorgeous. I mean you always do. But those pajamas…
Thank you. I was going to take them off, but if you like them so much, I suppose I can keep them on.
Much as I hate to say it… might be safer that way. Sad eyes roved me as he rubbed sheepishly at his neck.
Seb, quit beating yourself up, please. I’m not afraid of you. It was a knee-jerk reaction… to your fangs. Not to you. Not really.
Guilt tore at me. It wasn’t his fault, but he still blamed himself.
It still never should have happened. His face was pained, his internal voice raw. It won’t again. I’ll do better.
But I don’t want you to have to suppress that side of you.
Or filter your thoughts. I smiled, and his expression softened.
In fact… Dagger says venom can take pain away.
I perched on the edge of the bed, arching my back ever so slightly, drawing his eye exactly where I wanted it.
I was thinking you could show me that side of it.
Help me experience it in a new way. The both of you…
Seb’s eyes flew wide. Really?
“You two know I can’t hear your whole mind chat thing, right?” Dagger stood at the foot of the bed with his chiseled chest on display and dropped his shirt to the floor.
“Just filling Seb in,” I said around a smile.
“Oh, so that’s why he looks so punch drunk.” He dropped his pants. “Well, don’t just stand there, Seb.”
Hands on naked hips, he was a tower of tattooed muscle. Goodness, he was huge everywhere. Painkiller or not, that giant jaguar dick was going to be a lot to take.
Seb peeled his shirt off, revealing his sculpted torso. His muscles flexed making my heart quicken as he tossed the cotton into the corner and fixed his soft stare on me. “You’re sure you’re totally okay with this? I don’t want you to push your boundaries too far, just for me.”
“I’m sure,” I assured him, slipping off the bed to cross the room and take his hands in mine, to show him I wasn’t afraid. “I was just caught off guard last time.”
“But what if it happens—”
I cut off his worry with a soft kiss, opening my lips to him to let him deepen it as I wrapped his arms around me. I placed them low on my back before I looked up at him.
“I’m ready for this. I… I never associated vampire fangs with anything but pain. Even yours, at first.” I shook my head. “But not you, as a person. Never, not once I got to know you. You’re the most optimistic, compassionate person I’ve ever met, and”—I made sure to lock eyes with him—“I love you.”
His arms tightened around me, drawing me close as his breath hitched. “I love you too, Serenity.”
“I know,” I said through a smile. “That’s why I’m brave enough for this now.
When Dagger told me that your venom could be a painkiller, to make my first time easier, it made so much sense.
You would never hurt me. And if anyone can help me work past my trauma and finally shake off everything those monsters did to me, it would be you.
” I wrapped my arms around his neck, running my thumb over his sharp jaw, drawn closer by the passion in his eyes.
“Help me heal this broken piece. Please Sebastian.”
His hand traveled up my spine leaving a warm tingling trail until his hand found its way into my hair as he kissed me.
“Anytime, anywhere, any way I can,” he said, voice low when he broke the kiss, leaving me panting for more. “You’ve already made me more complete than I ever thought I could be. I’ll do anything to make you feel the same.”
Warm tingles spread from my head to my feet like trickling water.
“I know,” I said, throat tight as emotion overwhelmed me.
I’d gone without love for so long, and now I had it from so many places.
I hardly knew how to handle it. I swallowed the knot, needing to get one more thing out.
“But, Seb, please don’t feel like it’s your fault if I flinch or have to shut my eyes during the actual bite.
I-it’s probably going to take some time to totally reverse that response. ”
Seb pushed up his glasses and stroked his chin. “What if I told you I think I know of a way around the bite?”
“Really? How?”
“You don’t like surprises?” he teased.
Grinning, I looked around the room with my face scrunched up, pretending to mull it over. Dagger had moved to the bed, giving us space while we’d had our moment.
“Okay, surprise me.” I stepped out of his arms and backpedaled toward the bed. “But hurry up and get out of those pants so you can come join us.”
The second I sat on the edge of the bed, Dagger wrapped strong arms around me and pulled me into the center, leaned me back against his chest as he slipped the first of my pajama shirt buttons open. “You have to be a good girl for us and let us take care of you.”
As Dagger’s callused fingers worked at my remaining buttons, I watched Seb strip, admiring the view.
He was perfect. His muscles were perfectly toned, and he really was starting to look like Superman.
His cock was already hard, standing proud against his lower stomach.
He was thick and veiny but not scarily huge below the belt, like Dagger and Hunter.
Dagger slipped his hands into my open top and I pushed my chest against his hand, urging him to give me more, as I moved my head to the side, quivering from excitement and nerves.
“That’s my girl.” Dagger praised, sliding my top off.
Seb knelt and did the same with my pajama pants, slowly dragging them down my legs, leaving me in my cotton bikini panties.
Dagger moved off the bed and lifted me up to pull the sheets down to the bottom and put a pillow under my head. He pulled off my panties, staring at the dusting of hair covering my pussy. “We’re gonna spoil you rotten, Cowgirl.”
I patted the areas on either side of me. They both joined me and it was a snug fit for all three of us on the bed, but being pressed between them was heaven.
I’ve never felt so safe, so desired and needy in my life.
I moved onto my side and Dagger kissed me and massaged a breast as Seb kneaded handfuls of my ass.
I felt Seb’s lips press kisses along my spine and I melted further into the mattress.
I reached for Dagger’s dick and stroked it slowly, giving the tip extra attention like Hunter had liked when we’d played in this very bed.
Panting, Dagger rested his face between my breasts. “Fuck, Cowgirl.”
I stroked him harder and he sucked one of my tits into his mouth with the hunger of the animal he kept inside, his warm tongue swirling patterns while his lips tugged, drawing my breast into his mouth until the sensation rippled down my belly and pooled between my legs.
When his teeth first sank in my nipple in a gentle teasing bite, I let out a low, pleading moan and arched my back.
I reached around and gripped Seb’s hand as he continued to massage my ass. “More, I need more.”
Dagger trailed his tongue up from between my tits to the side of my neck. “That’s our good girl. You beg so pretty.”
I groaned as Seb slipped his fingers between my thighs and teased my pussy.
When his fingers got to my clit and started playing, I moaned out his name.
He pulled his hand away and he spanked me hard. “Say it louder.”
“Seb!” I cried earning myself a nip on my ear lobe as he went back to playing with my clit.
“Please…” My whole body shook with my moan. “I need more.”
Licking up to my face, Dagger’s tongue felt rougher, more animal-like as he growled deeply, then he licked over the seam of my lips. “Oh, you’ll get it.”
I took his lower lip in my teeth, and he deepened the kiss with another animalistic sound, entwining our tongues.
“Roll on your other side,” he commanded, lips moving against mine, before he urged me to roll and face Seb.
“That’s my good girl,” Dagger rumbled, in a voice that sent shudders through my thighs, as he ran a single finger over my curves.
When he got to my hip, he let out another low growl then spread my ass open wide, causing me to gasp.
He moved himself down the bed, and I felt a flash of shyness at how exposed I was.
It faded instantly with his first lick around my hole, sending a dark shock of pleasure through me.
The new sensations fired through me until I thought the shivers might make me scream. “Oh, God.”
When he pulled back, I almost let out a sad cry.
“Seb, don’t just lay there. Treat her from the front,” he said, the jaguar gravel still in his words. “Nice and slow.”
Seb slid two fingers inside me, and I moaned his name again
He nipped at my lip and groaned. “Fuck, you’re already so wet.”
Dagger raised up and bit my ass cheek playfully before he said, “We can do better though. Roll over again, Cowgirl.”
With a parting kiss, Seb sank lower, and I rolled back to Dagger.
I felt Seb’s tongue exploring, pushing its way deep inside my pussy as Dagger teased my clit with two fingers.
A half-wail half-moan spilled from somewhere deep inside me, as pressure mounted from all the pulsing nerves between my legs.
Ripples of pleasure coursed along my limbs, across my chest and up my neck until I trembled in bliss.
As Seb sat up and stroked my hair, I caught a glimpse of an opalescent droplet on the tip of his fang a moment before he licked it away.
“You’re all protected now, beautiful. I spread my venom everywhere that might hurt.”
Dagger’s eyes glowed that sexy neon yellow as he teased my clit letting me ride the waves of my first orgasm of the night with his jaguar-tat hand.
Seb’s hand on my shoulder gently turned me flat on my back and he trailed the backs of his fingers down my cheeks.
When my eyes met his, an all-consuming need stole my breath and made my heart ache with desire. My skin was warm, and I couldn’t be more comfortable so vulnerable in front of these two men.