Chapter 23 Austin
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
Austin
Having my high school rival in the same room during my first time with Evie and Matthew was not how I expected this all to happen. Then again, before today, I’d never expected any of this to happen.
I was going to try.
I worried I was making a mistake. I feared hurting people I cared about, and today especially had awakened those fears all over again. They were ugly little monsters sitting on my shoulder, guiding all my decisions.
Today had been terrible, but . . .
Forgiveness was a soothing balm.
No, I didn’t like Nick. Nick didn’t like me. But, having the chance with Evie? The chance with Matthew? It was worth dealing with his cocky bullshit.
I could put all my grievances aside for the chance to be with two people who gave me hope.
My hands settled on Evie’s hips as I stood up, running my palms up and down over her curves, feeling how soft she was.
The lingerie set she wore was one of the sexiest things I’d ever seen in my life.
The black lace and leather hugged every part of her, my cock straining as I drank her in.
My throat tightened as my eyes raked up to the swell of her breasts, the flush across her chest, the way her eyes were on me with the same amount of eagerness for more.
Years. For years, we could have had this, but I’d been an idiot. I needed to make it up to her, and I was determined to do just that.
I tugged Evie’s head back and swooped in, kissing her hard on the mouth. A set of hands settled on my back and I moaned as Matthew pressed himself against me. I hadn’t expected him to touch me, but I was desperate for more.
How did I even start to tell him how much I’d wanted him over the last year? Or longer?
His lips grazed the curve of my neck, and I gasped, a shiver rolling through me. He chuckled, kissing me there again.
“You like this,” he murmured.
“Yes,” I huffed.
Evie leaned up on her tip toes, kissing the hollow of my throat. My eyes rolled back as their lips left a wake of pleasure behind every touch.
I felt Nick’s eyes on us. It should have bothered me, but my cock only hardened more until it was almost painful.
This was our first time, but it felt right that it was together. I knew I’d get another chance to have Evie or just Matthew alone, but this . . . This was what I wanted.
“Come to my room,” Evie whispered. “Nick can lay down on the bed.”
“Cuck bed doesn’t have the same ring to it,” Nick mumbled, but he stood up, giving me a wink before heading down the hall, ass fully out and mooning the three of us.
Ugh. Another reason to hate him. The man had a perfect ass.
Evie slipped from my grip with a flirty grin, following after him. I lingered with Matthew, our eyes on her.
Matthew leaned his head against my shoulder. “I know you already said yes, but—”
“It’s still yes,” I said immediately. I turned to face him, my heart launching into my throat. Without hesitating, I slid my arms around his waist and pulled him close to me. “Matthew, I’ve had a crush on you for months. I’m just very bad at this sometimes.”
“You mean expressing yourself?”
I winced. “Yeah.”
“Hmm. I’ve noticed. Do three grunts mean you’re in love with me?”
That made me laugh, but then I caught my breath as he brought my forehead to his.
“Kiss me, Whynot,” he whispered. “Why not?”
My eyes closed as I fought a smile. “My birthright and my curse.”
“Mm-hmm. I could say kiss me, dumbass, if that makes it better.”
I grinned as I leaned in, kissing him fully on the mouth. He tasted sweet, his skin warm from the hot shower, his muscles relaxed. His tongue slid against mine and I groaned, everything spinning around me.
This was the best way this day could have ended.
“Come to bed.” Matthew tugged at my shirt. “Get rid of your clothes.”
“Okay,” I exhaled.
He released me, and I started to strip as I followed him to Evie’s bedroom, leaving a trail of clothes I’d pick up later. My mind was on him, on her, on the room at the end of the hall that held the promise of everything I’d wanted.
I paused in the doorway and just watched as Evie giggled in Nick’s arms. I didn’t like him, but seeing how much he made her smile made me hate him just a little less.
He sprawled out on the bed, his cock flopping against his thigh.
God fucking damn. Evie hadn’t been exaggerating about his size or the piercings.
Evie fussed with him, making him lay on a pillow properly. Matthew joined them on the bed, the three of them laughing together.
I didn’t feel like I was intruding this time.
I certainly had when I got here, but now, this just felt right.
Was this how it was for Dallas and Avery?
When they realized they might love more than one person?
It was too soon for me to throw that word around, but .
. . there was a lightness in my chest. For the first time in ages, I didn’t feel like I was sinking.
“Take off your underwear,” Nick called, his eyes landing on my cock. “It’s been a long time since I’ve seen you naked, Whynot.”
Evie and Matthew both tilted their heads when I scoffed.
“He’s exaggerating,” I said. “You can’t count locker room showers.”
“I count them,” Nick said.
Evie pinched his arm and he groaned.
“I have a concussion and you’re pinching me?” he whined, although he hadn’t stopped smirking.
“Behave,” she chastised.
“Yeah, Nick,” Matthew added, leaning past her to look at him. “You promised.”
Nick rolled his eyes, but let his hands fold together over his abdomen, his eyes narrowing on me. It was funny seeing how quick he was to listen to Evie and Matthew, given that he’d never listened to me once in his entire fucking life.
I held his gaze and looped my thumb in the waistband of my underwear. I tugged them down, letting them fall to the floor. It felt weird having an audience, but the three of them oohed together as my cock came free. I was already leaking pre-cum, all the veins bulging, my shaft rigid.
“Well, damn,” Matthew mumbled.
Nick’s expression smoothed over, his cheeks turning red. I didn’t know what to make of his reaction. It wasn’t like he was that impressed, right? He wasn’t blushing over me, right?
“What?” I bit out. “Better than you remember?”
“Maybe.”
“You guys should just kiss,” Evie sighed.
“What?” I hissed, gobsmacked.
“Nope,” Nick said immediately. “I hate that guy.”
“Over a decade of hating, too,” I added as I went to the foot of the bed.
“Yeah. Exactly. Only reason I’m here is because y’all are making me.”
Matthew snorted. “You seem to be a very willing participant despite us making you.”
Nick wrinkled his nose, but didn’t say anything else. I felt the weight of his gaze as I leaned over and grabbed Evie’s ankle. She squeaked as I dragged her to the edge, her sky-blue eyes lighting up once she was seated right in front of me. She ran her tongue over her plush bottom lip.
“I want to taste you,” she said. “Since you already got a taste of me. Can I suck your dick?”
My brain short-circuited. “If you want.”
“She wants,” Nick said.
“Nick,” Matthew scolded.
Evie chuckled at their bickering, but her eyes were still on me. “I want,” she said. “I want very badly.”
“Okay. Yes.”
Now I was fucking blushing. It’s not like this was the first time I’d ever had sex or had my dick sucked, but it was different when the person touching me was someone I’d known for almost thirty years.
I stopped breathing as she leaned down. She closed her hand around the base of my shaft and stroked slowly, guiding the head to her perfect cherry-colored lips.
Fuck. My hips jerked as her hot mouth covered me, sucking me deep until I hit the back of her throat. She moaned around me, her saliva slicking my cock as she started to bob her head up and down.
Matthew and Nick watched us. My eyes darted from the top of Evie’s head to their cocks and the way they were getting hard just by watching her suck me off.
My gaze lingered on Nick’s piercings until he winked. What a fucking bastard.
Evie drew a gasp from me as her tongue swirled over the head of my cock, pulling my full attention back to her. Our gazes locked as I buried my fingers in her thick hair, gripping as she took me deeper. Her mouth was hot and wet and driving me wild.
Matthew let out a hum and reached over to the bedside table, grabbing a box of condoms. He tore it open, rolled the condom down his cock, then rose up onto his knees. “Get on all fours,” he told Evie. “You can still suck him while I take you.”
Evie stopped sucking for just a moment. “Oh yes, please.”
She was breathless as she adjusted on the bed, her ass facing him. Matthew ran his hands up and down her back, massaging her until he moved back to her ass cheeks, squeezing each of them.
“Fuck,” Nick mumbled. “This is really hot.”
I nodded in agreement. Matthew pushed his glasses up the bridge of his nose, and pre-cum beaded at the head of my cock. Evie reached for me, her hands grazing my thighs until I moved close enough for her to bring my cock to her lips.
“You’re so beautiful,” I exhaled, running my thumb over the corner of her mouth. “You look really fucking perfect being shared between us.”
“She does,” Matthew agreed. “How does it feel, baby?”
“Good,” she huffed, looking over her shoulder at him. “Really, really fucking good.”
“Good girl,” I murmured.
“I’ll be even better once you’re both inside me,” she huffed.
Matthew and I chuckled. He gave me a subtle nod as he lined up with her pussy.
Matthew thrust into her the same moment I filled her mouth, our eyes locking as we started moving in tandem.
I groaned as he grabbed her hips, his fingertips pressing into her.
Evie whimpered around my cock as she took him deeper, her body moving back to meet every thrust. Spit dripped down my cock as she took me over and over, the three of us finding the perfect rhythm.
“Fuck, this feels so good,” I groaned.
Matthew let out a couple curses, his head falling back as he drove into her harder.