Chapter 36 #2
“I’m gonna come,” Austin suddenly gasped.
“No,” I growled.
“No?”
I looked up at him. “Not until I let you.”
“Fuck,” he groaned. “Okay.”
Evie made a sound, but she kept taking his cock in her mouth. I kissed her shoulder, meeting Nick’s gaze again. “You too,” I said.
“Fuck,” he muttered. “I can’t hold out much longer.”
“You’ll hold out until I give you permission.”
“Fuck.” He cursed again, but then his eyes slid over to Austin.
I smirked, knowing exactly how to tease him. “If Austin can do it, and you can’t—”
“I’m perfectly capable of holding out,” Nick bit, narrowing his eyes. “If he can do it, obviously I can too.”
“We’ll fucking see,” Austin snapped.
Evie started giggling, knowing exactly what I was up to.
“Both of them are brats,” I mumbled to her. “Aren’t they?”
“Mm-hmm.”
I wasn’t going to hold out long myself. But knowing that they’d both submitted to me and were giving me the reins felt good. It felt really fucking good.
“Matthew,” Nick whined. “I’m on the fucking edge. I’m dying.”
“See,” Austin teased.
“Fuck off,” he growled.
Austin chuckled, his gaze falling on me. I looked up and winked.
“Just a little longer,” I said.
My veins thrummed with need, pleasure pumping through me. Fuck it.
“Come,” I demanded. “Now.”
Austin and Nick groaned at the same time I did.
I thrusted hard once more, burying myself deep inside Evie as I started to come.
My eyes closed as I basked in the euphoric feeling.
I came hard, filling her with every drop until it dripped back down my cock.
My eyes flew open, watching as she swallowed Austin, not letting a single drop spill.
Nick’s chest heaved with heavy breaths and he relaxed, leaning down to kiss Evie.
“That was perfect,” she sighed, her muscles softening.
“Kiss me,” I mumbled.
“After I—”
“Yes,” I chuckled. “I like the taste of Austin, and I like it even more on your tongue. Kiss me.”
Evie grinned as she kissed me, and I reveled tasting Austin too. I ran my fingers through her hair gently, knowing they both watched us.
I was ready for all four of us to be snuggled in bed.
“I’ll grab towels,” Austin said.
“There’s some through that door,” Nick said, pointing across the bedroom. “There’s a bathroom there.”
Austin nodded and went to it. He let out a low whistle when he stepped inside. “God damn, Nick.”
“I may have made the sex room the one with the best bathroom,” Nick chuckled.
“I need a shower then,” Evie said.
“I’ll shower with you,” Austin called.
“Go do that,” I chuckled. “Nick and I will clean up.”
“I’m gonna make a run for it as soon as you’re out,” Evie snorted.
“All right. One, two, three.”
Nick and I pulled out of her and I stifled a laugh as she slid off me and took off for the bathroom. We heard Austin’s loud laugh as the water flipped on. He came back to us with a couple of towels, handing me mine and throwing Nick his.
“Go help her clean up,” Nick said.
Austin rolled his eyes at him, but was already headed back to the bathroom. I raised a brow at Nick.
We spent a couple minutes cleaning and tidying, but his body language was still stiff. Once we finished, I pulled him against me.
“What’s wrong?” I whispered.
“I . . .”
“Want me to hold you?”
His breath whooshed out and he nodded silently.
I ran my hands over Nick’s shoulders, pulling him back onto the bed next to me.
He turned over, his face fitting against the crook of my neck, his arms wrapping around my waist. I held him tight, breathing in his scent as I listened to the trickle of water from the bathroom.
I could hear Evie and Austin giggle every couple minutes, and every time they did, it made me smile.
“I think I want this forever,” I whispered.
“Me too.” My brows shot up. Did he really mean that? His grip on me tightened even more. “Although I don't know about living with him.”
I fought the urge to let my smile grow brighter.
I was so certain it wouldn't take too much longer for those two to break, I just wasn't sure what was going to be the cause quite yet.
But eventually, he'd figure it out. He'd figure out that Austin didn’t hate him.
He'd figure out that he didn't hate anything about Austin.
In fact, he'd figure out that he wanted Austin just as much as he wanted me and he wanted Evie.
Those two were such a prickly pair, yet I had no doubt in my mind they were meant to be.
Our lives had been turned upside down the last few weeks. I wouldn't change it for anything, though. For so many years, I’d been running from my past. Trying to heal from losing the woman I loved, so convinced that I would never care for another person again.
But then I met Evie. I met Austin. I met Nick. The three of them had healed all the broken pieces inside me, and I had so much hope for what we could do together.
“Would you sell your house?” he whispered.
I nodded, swallowing hard. I felt him relax more into me.
“I love it when you hold me,” he said.
My heart warmed. “And I love holding you. I love it when you hold me back.”
“Always,” he chuckled.
He leaned up, pressing soft kisses against the curve of my neck. I sucked in a breath, but I wasn't able to ignore the way that his kisses seemed to bring me back to life.
The door opened and Austin and Evie joined us on the bed. She ended up between Nick and Austin, of course, smelling sweet like citrus and vanilla body wash. Nick turned over and sprawled out, all his tattoos on full display, his cock soft against his thigh.
“So,” he said, clearing his throat. “What do y’all think of the BDSM room?”
Evie giggled and I cracked a smile. Even Austin couldn’t hide his grin.
“I think it feels like home,” I said.
Nick’s smile grew broader. He was putting on that cocky front, but when he spoke, his voice was soft and vulnerable—just like he’d been in my arms. “Well, then. Welcome home.”