Chapter Twenty-Nine
XADEN
My anger is still thrumming inside me, seeing her so weak and broken on her knees as she cries out in pain satisfies the beast lurking beneath my skin.
The thirst for her misery and pain is being sated right now.
I want to bask in the beauty of it and imprint this moment in my mind's eye but I know this is the best chance I have of getting her to let me in.
I put a lid on the disgust I feel toward her and force myself to go numb.
Vengeance is what I seek and in order to get that, I need to get a handle on my hatred for her or I risk blowing this beautiful plan up before I even get a chance to make my move.
I’m supposed to be meeting Lorenzo tonight, but I plan to destroy this bitch first before I make that meeting. Knowing I just fucked his sister while I sit across from Masen is going to be worth it.
I crouch down and gather her in my arms. I slam my eyes closed when she burrows into me and clings to my shirt as she sobs.
This is going to be harder than I fucking thought.
I force my mind blank as I stand with her in my arms bridal style and make my way back inside, or I risk losing control and tossing her off the fucking roof just so I can watch her splatter on the concrete sidewalk below.
By the time we reach the apartment her cries have quieted.
I step inside and kick the door closed behind me.
I spot Cas in the living room watching our game day tapes.
When he turns and sees her in my arms, a dark look overcomes him.
He inhales and then in the next second the look is gone, replaced by understanding.
He knows I’m about to make my move and as much as it disgusts him, knowing what I am about to do, he gets it.
I don’t know where the fuck her friend went and I don’t care.
I know Cas will handle that bitch while I deal with this one.
I take measured steps down the hallway, warring within myself.
If I do this, I can never take it back. But, her face flashes through my mind and instantly I’m numb all over.
I feel no disgust, no reservations for touching her and disgracing the memories of those I love by fucking this bitch.
I stop outside her room and look down at her to find her gaze already on me.
“You get two choices, Tink.” My tone is firm and unyielding.
“I drop your ass right here and you crawl into your bed alone and cry yourself to sleep like a pathetic little girl.” She flinches at the bite in my tone but I ignore it as I continue on.
“Or, you spend the night with me and I take your mind off of everything but me.”
Her eyes widen slightly and her mouth parts on a silent gasp.
I don’t move or even blink as I force her to choose.
She’s been sheltered her whole fucking life and had all her decisions made for her, she’s never needed to stand on her own two-fucking-feet until her ass was dumped on the front steps of my school.
She swallows, then darts her tongue out to moisten her lips, I can tell she is warring with the choice. She wants me to decide for her and I refuse to fucking be like her cunt of a father and brother. Her ass needs to grow the fuck up because she will get no pity from me.
“I…” She stops and clears her throat, then hardens her resolve before speaking again.
“I don’t want to sleep alone.” I say nothing as I continue past her room to mine.
When we cross the threshold, I kick the door closed.
Suddenly my room feels like a tomb. I’m about to take this shit to the next level and I plan to make it a night this bitch will never forget because I plan to have her so fucking hungry for my cock she becomes a stage five clinger.
Now, that shit I can use against her brother at our game.
I move toward the bed with sure steps. I come to a stop at the edge and slowly lower her to her feet, making sure to let her glide down my front so she can feel every inch of my body on her way down.
The soft mewl that comes from her has me smirking.
Once she is on her feet, she keeps her eyes down and focused on my chest. I keep my hands on her waist, not making a move.
She may have said she wants this but she needs to fucking prove she wants this.
I may be a sadistic fuck but I’ll never force a woman, not even the one I hunger to kill that is standing in front of me.
She reaches up and unclasps her necklace.
I try to get a look at the thing but she shoves it in her pocket.
She slowly lifts her head, finally meeting my stare.
I see a dark look in her eyes that I’ve never seen before.
She no longer has that haunted look in her eyes that she’s been sporting for days.
She looks hardened and resolute. I roll my lips over my teeth to keep from smiling, it appears the fairy has found her backbone and wants to come play on the dark side.
She swallows audibly. “Make me forget,” she says in a tone that would have a good man refusing to fuck her and forcing her to express how she feels, but not me.
I grip the hem of her shirt and tear it to fucking shreds, making her gasp.
My brows raise in surprise at the sight of her tits, fuck she has a nice rack.
She reaches back and undoes her bra, then lets it slide down her arms, her dusty pink nipples hard and ready for the taking.
I keep my eyes on hers as I reach out and begin undoing her pants.
Nerves are riding her hard, she can try to look like she’s fearless but I see right through it.
She’s fucking terrified and I love it. Her fear is getting me off and has my cock hard and ready to plow inside her tight little cunt.
I want her blood on my sheets, I want the fucking world to know that the Kellar princess was broken in by me.
I crouch down and peel her panties and jeans down her legs in one go.
She steps out of them and just stands there looking at me like a lamb ready for the slaughter.
I’d rather just sink my cock into her and get this over with, but I know in order to have her eating out of the palm of my hand and have her bending to my will, I need to make this good for her.
I’ve never done soft and slow. I’ve always done hard, deep and ruthless.
I like to fuck. Not that slow sloppy shit.
I want my cock sucked before I push inside a tight cunt, then destroy it before I bust a nut inside my condom.
“On the bed, Tink.” My tone is harsh and demanding, but I don’t give a fuck.
I’m going against every grain in my body right now.
I've hated what the Kellars stood for all my life, but a year ago my hate skyrocketed and consumed me. Now I’ve let the enemy into my bed and I’ll have to live with that, but the triumph I will receive from fucking this bitch is worth it.
She is my greatest weapon to use and she doesn’t even know it.
She slides onto the bed and lays down in the middle.
I roam my gaze over her body and to my disgust, the sight of her naked and ready for me has my cock leaping to attention and begging to be inside her pussy.
If she was anyone else I would be balls deep inside her and enjoying every inch of her body, but not her.
She’s a Kellar and no matter how much my cock wants her I can never forget that.
I reach back and pull my hoodie and shirt off in one go.
Her eyes grow hooded at the sight of my naked, inked flesh.
I leave my jeans on as I crawl onto the bed and push her legs apart.
Before I can stop it a groan slips free at the sight of her bare pussy.
Fuck, I was hoping her cunt would be hideous and I’d spend the whole time eating trying not to spew.
The bitch has one of the prettiest cunts I’ve ever seen and my mouth is watering for a taste.
I flick my gaze up to meet hers and see the terror in those blue eyes.
Any other time I would love the sight but not right now. I need her to relax and enjoy this.
“Bend your knees and open your legs.” A blush coats her cheeks and she bites down on her corner of her lip.
“Tink, I’m about to feast on this pussy so you can either do as you're told or I’m gonna force you to do it, but either way, my face is about to be buried in there.
” Her eyes blaze with desire. She finally does as she’s told. Fuck, she’s wet and ready.
I lean down and lick a trail from her knee to her inner thigh, making her squirm and tremble.
I’ve done this shit before with a chick.
It’s always been about the end game. I mean, yeah, I made them come most of the time but it never mattered to me if they didn’t.
As long as I got what I wanted, I was good.
I can smell her pussy and fuck it’s a heady scent. I part her lips with my fingers, making her gasp and giving myself a clear view of her clit. I dart my tongue out and circle her clit.
“Xaden!” she cries out and tenses, the sound of my name from her mouth in that breathy tone has my ego preening.
I lap at her clit, loving the sounds she makes.
Most girls try to sound like a porn star because they think that’s what you want to hear but not Toren, even though she is nervous and terrified she’s…
not acting. She’s really living in this moment.
I feel her shift so she can rest up on her elbows and watch me.
To drive her crazier, I flick my eyes up to meet hers as I push my tongue inside her tight little cunt.
Her head rolls back as she moans. I replace my tongue with a finger and slowly ease it inside her—fuck, she’s so tight.
If I had any doubts she was a virgin before, I don’t now.
She’s about to strangle the fuck out of my cock and I’m fucking here for it.
I want to feel her pussy clamping down on my dick as I snap that hymen and mark my place inside her.
“Oh God,” she pants as I glide my finger in and out of her while lapping at her clit.
She’s so responsive to my touch. That fact shouldn’t bring me joy but it does.
I add a second finger, stretching her out to get ready for me.
She screams in equal parts pleasure and pain.
I don’t slow my pace, I keep pushing her, wanting her to scream my fucking name.
“Xaden?” I look up at her to see her face is flushed, her eyes are dazed but I see uncertainty in them. Has she never come?
“Let go, Tink,” I grit out against her pussy. She keeps her eyes on mine as I keep fingering her, while sucking and lapping at her clit.