Chapter 37
RANGER
“Please,” I repeat, not ashamed to beg. His tongue and finger make my body light up in a way I’ve never experienced before. I want him inside me. No, I need him. Crave him. And I’ll do whatever it takes to get him to fill me up.
But he doesn’t make me beg again. No, he hushes me with a soft ssh, his hand patting me reassuringly The familiar schnick of a bottle of lube opening is music to my ears, and bless him, he warms it up on his fingers before he brings them to my ass.
To my hole, which is quivering as it waits for him.
His fingers press, then sink in deep, and a delicious burn spreads. A sting mixed with pleasure, and I moan as he pumps them slowly. I buck my hips, already seeking more, and he chuckles. “I thought you always prided yourself on your patience?”
“That was before this,” I mumble into the pillow. “Before you showed me what I’ve missed all these years.”
“I’ll be as quick as I can, but this is your first time, and I don’t want to hurt you, so bear with me, okay?”
He takes his time, fucking me with his fingers until they slide in with ease, and then he adds a third. That bites like a motherfucker again, but he’s patient, waiting for me to breathe through the pain. Thank fuck for those yoga exercises.
By the time he’s pumping three fingers in and out of my hole, I’m grunting, groaning, moaning, growling, every sound I didn’t even know I could make.
They’re coming from the back of my throat and mingle with the wet schlock of his fingers inside me, his appreciative hums, and our panting breaths, creating a sexual concert.
“Turn around,” he says, and I obey instantly. His eyes are dark, his face intense, and he’s so goddamn beautiful it takes my breath away. He bends in and kisses me, deep and erotic, his tongue delving into my mouth as if it’s there to stay.
My hips lift off the mattress, seeking something, my body’s wordless plea for more of what we were doing, please and thank you.
Julian breaks off our kiss, a twinkle in his eyes. “I see how it is. You wanna move on to the main course.”
I smile back sheepishly. “Sorry? It seems my body has a mind of its own. But that doesn’t mean the…appetizers weren’t delicious.”
He grins. “Good save.”
Then he leans back and grabs a packet from the nightstand. My heart skips a beat, but it’s excitement, not fear or apprehension, that’s thundering through me. He tears it open and quickly rolls on a condom, and I spread my legs wide. I’m ready for him. So ready.
He knee-walks closer, stretches on top of me, and presses against me. For a moment, I freeze. “Sshh, just relax,” Julian whispers. “Let me in, baby…”
I focus on unclenching my muscles, and my ass responds, losing its tension. He slips in, and my breath catches in my lungs. Holy shit, this is… A lot.
Is it possible his cock has grown in diameter? ‘Cause it sure as fuck feels a lot bigger than it looks. I suck in air between my teeth, again fighting to stay relaxed. Julian waits, not moving a muscle as he watches me.
As soon as I manage to get my muscles under control, he thrusts gently and inches in deeper. And then my body finally gets the message that yes, this will grow into pleasure if we stop fighting it, and Julian sinks in all the way, filling me up inch by inch until his balls rest against my ass.
Liquid heat races up my spine, spreading out from my ass to my very fingertips, and god, this is ten times better than I could ever have imagined. My cock is fat and swollen between us, screaming for attention, but I ignore it for now. I want this to last.
Julian’s eyes drill into mine as he rocks with slow, deep strokes that completely work me open. The last bit of pain drifts away, and all that remains is ecstasy, so intense my body is humming and vibrating. I’ve never felt this alive.
He kisses me again, starting slow, then speeding up until his tongue thrust in tandem with his cock.
He’s fucking my mouth and my ass, and all I can do is take it because I’m too overwhelmed to do anything but lie there and get used to this foreign but mind-blowing sensation of having someone inside me.
Julian keeps kissing me and making love to my ass, and my body heats up in new ways.
At first, I’m slowly rocking against him, but then I jolt against him every time he thrusts, and oh fuck, that fires up my ass.
How did I never know how many nerves I have there?
Delicious nerves that ignite in the best way every time Julian’s cock slides deep inside me, brushing what has to be my prostate until I’m whimpering.
“Julian,” I groan, ready to beg all over again, though for what, I’m not sure. He hasn’t stopped moving. His thrusts are steady, rhythmic, and his ragged breaths are in tune with mine. My chest is heaving, my cock is throbbing, and my whole body is screaming with need.
A violent shudder tears through me, and I can’t resist anymore. I need to touch myself. My hand curls around my cock, and I squeeze the head firmly. Oh god. No way in hell can I keep going for much longer.
“Don’t fight it. Let yourself come,” Julian says hoarsely. “I want to watch you.”
I release the tight hold I’ve had on myself and all but push up my ass to draw him in deeper while my hand is furiously jerking off my leaking cock. My balls clench tight, and my muscles stiffen in anticipation.
I can’t keep my eyes open, no matter how much I want to.
It’s just too much. I’m hurtling toward the edge, and where I usually hover, I now dive straight off the cliff.
I scream as I come, my cock pulsing in my hand as the cum spurts out.
For a second or two, three, I can’t breathe, and then I suck in the air, lightheaded from the force of my orgasm.
I collapse onto the mattress, boneless, too wiped out to even move a muscle. Julian kisses me quickly, but before I can respond to the touch of his lips, he gently pulls out. Did he come? Was I so absorbed in my own release that I missed that?
But no, he kneels between my legs and pulls off the condom. And as I lie there like a puddle of happy, satisfied man, he meets my eyes and fists himself. He smiles as he jacks himself off, fast and hard, and then he sprays all over me, hitting my chest, my belly, and even my chin.
I lazily bring my fingers to my chin and swipe off his cum.
And while he sits watching me, his chest heaving with heavy breaths, I lift my fingers to my mouth and lick them off.
“Breakfast,” I say with a wink. Julian bursts out laughing, rolling on top of me again, smearing our combined cum all over our bodies, and kisses me.
I guess the animals will have to wait a little longer.